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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

school so sucks. my prelims results were like shit. my mom was pissed with my results so she confiscated my guitar. but weirdly i felt neutral. because i think thats the only way i could study because i've been playing guitar like 70% of my free time. and the other 30% is idling on the PC. countdown.. 35 more days to the real thing... that is like 5 weeks? omg that's like coming quicker than ever. my aunt returned from US last saturday and reached home at about 6AM singapore time. i stayed woke up like at 5am and waited at the door, to welcome her back... and get my STRAP most importantly. i waited till 525AM... i was real drowsy.. so i somersaulted back into bed. then my mom woke up me up at 9am later, i was like having the "cant you see im dead sleepy?" face but what i saw miraculously made me unable to go back to sleep again. my mom was holding the DiMarZio ClipLock Strap in her hands!!! and ITS BLACK. immediately i tore out its contents, but got irritated later. i cant change to this strap now because the strap comes with an entire new screw, and im not manly enough to remove the old strap pin. so i guess i need to go all the way down to the guitar center to do this. but i didnt.. i just told myself, i'll bring down this entire new strap on the day that i buy the new guitar.. which is directly after my Os. tomorrow is the release of Tim Burton's Corpse Bride. fuck i wanna watch. i so hope to watch this final last movie before the Os... hope mom wouldnt nag for an hr. haha. well, on 24th of september, which is some time back, i went to Waseda Shibuya High School, with 2 guys from some online forum. man i only had 3 hours of sleep, i woke up at 7am on a damn sunday morning, dragged my lazy ass to the bathroom and later got ready to go by 745am. i reached clementi MRT at 930am. i wasted a fuckload of time taking the wrong MRT. i wasnt sleepy anymore once i reached the entrance of the high school. i was looking forward to the activities in fact. we got greeted by some japanese girls at the door, and was prompted to write our names on that piece of paper and collect some booklets. the school is huge. and the english of the japanese students was funny. eye candy was practically everywhere. what else, the girls of course. we did the normal stuff, like go sample each and every stall and later we had lunch at a cheap price of $3. but it was disappointing.. for the standard of japanese food. my fried noodle was tasteless. it was a fun day though. i'll surely go again next year. recently i read the papers and found an interesting article... teachers googling online to search for their students' blogs. man, seriously, do these teachers have too much free time? they should not invade the privacy of their students' blogs. there was this teacher who reprimanded her student because she used foul language in her blog. that pissed me off big time. it's a fucking blog, who gives a fuck about the way u write, it's not like as if what you write is gonna get published in the papers or what. since this issue popped up in the papers, i guess most students are gonna password-protect their blogs soon.. to prevent their nosey teachers from reading about their private lives. but sometimes a fellow blogger has to control over what he writes, some comments can be offensive to others and this might stir up some problems. take my example, i badmouthed a band and they came breathing down my neck, thankfully i solved the issue by deleting the post and posting a public apology. well, another comment in my blog caused the break-up of my band, and i think they just cannot accept the fact of me being just honest about their standard. recently yesterday, there was a commotion in my english class. teacher and student argued. student hurt teacher's feelings, student leaves class, teacher breaks down. we consoled teacher. it was pretty sad for me to see my good ol eng teacher cry like that. well today she was back to her usual bubbly self, since that student was absent. it's fucking 1030pm, and i was supposed to sleep at 9pm. fucking an hour and a half delay. anyway i shall try to continue blogging a while more before hitting the bed. KFC came up with this new spicy chicken shit, and i thought it was kinda good, but it's fucked up that it doesnt come with a drink. i ate like 2 boxes a day since yesterday. at first when i took my first bite, i was like, "what the fuck, you actually call this spicy?" then later when i'm downing my second box, i took back my words. i was like tearing as i ate the last piece. my tolerant level for spicy food is that bad. i cry easily if the damn food gets too spicy. the coffee bean at the mall downstairs closed down. wtf. i love the drinks there so much. and a ton of girls study there too, now it's like all boarded up. lians often occupy KFC to "study" or have their long meals there. and some of them are actually taller than me. i'm so losing face. it's really a pity to see that a lian has good looks but her character's so awful. what do you expect from a lian. they'll probably have a ton of beng boyfriends and get laid like everyday. get fucked and dumped by their boyfriends and find new boyfriends. lol. i forgot to mention this earlier. my mom took my guitar, and put it in her room for the entire day, behind locked doors, i had this funny imagination of my dad jamming with my mom at night. haha sounds stupid. omg it's 11 already and my mom's makin noise. i'll better hit the bed or i wont be able to wake up tmr. nite.

Purple Rose;
11:02 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

it's 2am now in the fricking morning. i regret sleeping earlier.. i slept like at 8pm and now i find myself wide awake and there's still 2 fucking prelim papers tomorrow. argh fuck math... the setters of the paper made it so fuckin hard! tmr's paper 2 and it's gonna be like doubly hard. my room's so cold.. it feels like as if i'm in snow. and i feel really hungry but i'm not gonna eat now because i found out that eating late night snacks have links with my sleeping problems. fuck that. my aunt's going to New York this weekend and i got her to search for my new guitar strap there.. from Sam Ash Music.. i seriously hope they have stock for Black colored ones... other colors of that strap suck. it'll make it look gay with a red strap or a purple one. really need to keep my fingers crossed. i'm willing to fork out like up to S$50 for this strap because of its looks and comfort. while you can get any other regular cotton strap in singapore for like S$6. i went on search of a new guitar strap last week.. on a friday and was feeling like shit. Davis Guitar said they were all sold out. WeeLee music co, had the strap but it came in an ugly assortment of colors plus a much uglier pattern of a dragon on it. yuck. then fuck it i went back home. i googled for it and found a local site sellin the straps i wanted.. so i set out on a saturday morning to that shop. it was a pretty grand shop... it sold only guitars with big names and obviously they werent cheap. the cheapest one is most probably the Ibanez one which was like a S$1000+. im using a cheapo Ibanez model myself but i upgraded the pickups for an additional S$300. im gettin sick of Ibanez models. in terms of looks, i find it downright boring.. it's like.. this is the standard shape of every guitar out there. the shop boasted big names such as Gibson and Fender.. and the cheapest guitar you can get by those brands would cost at least $2000+ or $3000+ im not sure. but till now, i still dont understand why those guitars so pricey. duh i know that they're handcrafted and made in the US that's for sure.. but other than that what's the deal? well in a gibson LP standard, almost everything is great, the shape, feel, pickups, bridge.. but i strongly feel that the reason for its high price is its name. same concept as buying branded accessories out there in the shopping world. Like products from Prada, Louis Vuition and bla bla i know shit about those stuff but i know they cost a bomb. and yea, it's for the name and also quality too.. anyway, back to what i was saying. i was the guitar shop, and there was no one around. the guy who was in it earlier went out for a smoke or somethin, only left with a lady assisant in the room. i can say she's pretty!! man i dont have a thing for older women but she really is pretty.. i estimate her age to be around 25-28 years old. most probably she's the wife or girlfriend of that man earlier. then i asked her for the strap, and she said, "yes we have diMarZio cliplock straps." i was happy for that second until she said, "but we only have them in red, green and purple." i felt pissed. Black is the greatest color and almost every shop doesnt have them. the reason why i liked this strap a lot is also because, many great bands in the US uses them. I recently noticed. i went to see live pictures of band's such as Saosin, MCR, Avenged Sevenfold and i see all of them using this same strap. recently i went back to talking to mom again. this time.. she rocks. she has agreed to buy the guitar i wanted. but on one condition... i wont be able to play it until the Os are over. she called up the Australian distributor but sadly, she told me they were out of stock and would only come in most probably in 2 weeks time. i wasnt discouraged.. i got her to search for this guitar in a local shop.. she said the shop originally had them but they were sold out yet again. and the stock would come probably only in 2months.. fuck 2 months! but the price difference is great though between buying the guitar online and locally. The Australian shop was selling it for AUS$1090 but since they ship it to singapore, it would be even more expensive. This local shop said that it would most probably be around S$980. it's much cheaper! i find buying stuff in Australia is really much more expensive than buying in the US. im dying for this guitar.. so i'll be patient and wait for the stock to arrive locally. im so gonna use this guitar specially for Saosin songs and the other guitar as a backup. http://www.schecterguitars.com/spec.asp?id=21 this is guitar by the way. the shop has a Tempest Custom right now, that guitar looks rad with it's unique design and it costs about the same but the only thing holding me back from buyin it is its color. its only available in white. i dont like bright colors on guitars. black would always be the best. check out this black tempest custom. http://www.schecterguitars.com/spec.asp?id=52 the gold finish on the bridge makes it simply awesome. by i do not like the pickups though. i prefer Duncan JBs. i hope that 2 months would pass quick. i just cant wait to have these lovely guitars. somemore good stuff yet to come this weekend. this saturday i would get a new game for my psp. finally a new game! i've had this pretty little gadget since February 2005 and all i had was just 2 pathetic games. finally now the gaming industry has come up with 2 really worth-buying titles. and the one im gettin this saturday isnt cheap. fucking $78. but hey this game really rocks. i've seen countless videos of it. and it had a really good review too. the other game rocks too b ut the the only downturn is the language. the entire game's in japanese but the gameplay owns. but i wont be gettin that game this week sadly. financial problems. i have like $180 now. $80 is set for that game this weekend, plus $50 is set aside of the new guitar strap(if my aunt could find that is) so i have like $50 left for my needs, such as movies, food etc. man i'm gonna be real poor this weekend. this sunday im also goin for an open house of the only japanese high school in sg. i think i have said about this before haha. this coming weekend would be one of the greatest weekends in this year haha. i think i have lost weight recently.. over the past 2 weeks. because of my money-saving scheme.. i have been skipping lunch over a period of about 10 days, to get $180. and i dont think it's worth it for just $180. if it's $300 i wont mind. fuck the last time i took my weight in school was in June, in the mornin durin P.E. after i had a heavy breakfast and i weigh merely 50kg or so. i think im about 48 kg now. shit. better start feasting soon to put back some weight. yum. i'm thinking of ordering pizza tmr.. been ages since i last ate a pizza slice. talking about pizza, now i feel even hungrier. im about 3 hours away from waking up to go to school. there is this weird shit happenin when i usually having my lunch at the mall downstairs lately. this girl and this guy, kept grinning and giggling among themselves when i was having lunch alone at the fast food outlet.and they obviously laughing at me. they done this a couple number of times. these people are from hg sec by the way. the shitty school. i wonder what the fuck is so funny about me. is it my hair??? because sometimes i have a couple of strands standing upright behind my head when my hair is really dry. i dont understand these people. then the girl whom i formally "liked", that ghost-fair girl, that i used to put up her pics, was still like afraid of me. i saw her a number of times with her clique and they all gave me this cold stare from afar and walked off. life is full of questions. like why this odd behaviour? like as if i've done something bad to you or what. i frequent the KFC downstairs my place so often they all knew what i always ordered. haha. wah im beginniin to feel real tired already. nite.

Purple Rose;
12:23 PM