actually i wanted to go off to sleep now. but i procrastinated earlier... to myself. i wanted to have sufficient rest to start off the school day great tomorrow, but instead of hopping into bed at 9am, i've chatted with people on MSN till 11pm. fuck. my aunt just came back from sydney this early mornin, about 5am Singapore time. and i havent payed her for the strap that she got me in the US. haha. US$20. which is S$33.80 here. time to say goodbye to one of the pretty 50 dollar notes in my wallet. i love you so much. well, the Os are in about 32 days time. and that's fucking short. i've been trying to control myself not to watch yet another movie. but i failed. i still caught Corpse Bride 2 days ago. and a real early movie too, so i could reach home early and put up show in front of my mother, digging the books before she came back. but i was too late, she knew i went out. Corpse Bride was nice. it had a sweet ending. my new timetable which is slated to start this tuesday is a real killer. i'm gonna go home everyday at 330pm. hougang sec's timetable for the O lvl students seem pretty slack. 3 subjects a day. i wanna leave montfort to join hougang sec haha. alright cut the crap. i did real bad for the prelims.. so i really need to spend my time productively at school. instead of laughing at my teachers. it is just one final month. before i can play play play. 7 months of holidays baby. that's like every student's dream, to complete O levels and move on to either poly or JC. my computer has been making weird sounds lately. it sounds like a car engine. really. and it's real sudden.. like sometimes when i wake up in the middle of the night to go to the loo, the sound pops out of nowhere, and on friday night, it was so irritating that i had to switch off the damn pc so i could sleep well. hope it's not damaging my pc. i love this computer even though the specs suck and it's real laggy but i've been using this piece of junk for 5 years straight. you have all my saosin videos. i'll die not watching them. haha i forgot to mention this. i got this real funny as hell video clip, it's porno-gone-wrong. it is real porno. but what happened in the end made me laugh so hard that my stomach hurts. it is really obscene at first with a guy fucking a girl, moaning, blah blah those regular stuff u see in porn, and the odd thing is that they're fucking on a bunch of barrels. barrels wtf? then in the end the guy is gonna ejaculate, he stood up, getting ready to shoot his load on her face, then here comes the funny part. he lost his balance and fell really hard on the floor. he didnt get to shoot his load on the girl. well i dont think it sounds funny here but you've really gotta watch it and laugh ur brains out. man that video's a real de-stresser. hope to find somemore obscene but funny as hell videos like these. wtf it's almost 2 am goddamnit. a while more. i just realized that my father is real blind. whenever he finds me up in the wee hours of the mornin glued to the pc screen, he'll scold me. but there was this instant when i heard his footsteps, he opened the door, i switched off the pc monitor about 0.3 secs after he opened the door, he just looked around, then closed the door, thinking i was already in bed. there was this sad article i read in the papers this afternoon. about a boy and girl, both siblings, their parents both died of cancer. it was heart-wrenching for me. the boy, is my age, and he's taking the Os this year as well, and he works 9 jobs.. to feed himself and family. and his 14 yr old sister is a sec2 student from hg sec. his sister's dream can never be fufilled. just something simple... a photo with her both her parents. man i really feel sad for them. from that article, i learnt to treasure both my parents more, even though i disliked my father sometimes. well i guess i'll stop here. it's far too late for me to continue.. gotta wake up for school as usual.