hullo. today was a freakingly tiring day. i had only 3 hours of sleep the night before. fuckign tired i swear when i woke up in the morning. and my mom had to wake me up instead of the alarm clock, because i would switch it off whenever it annoys me. then it was 630. i told my mom i'll wake up at 7. then the time came, but im fucking lazy to move la. just damn lethargic. the monday blues again. i havent taken a glimpse of the timetable yet. i have no idea what time i end. dragged my ass to take a morning shower. my conditioner finish already. great. then my mom bought me a new shampoo, which requires no conditioner after using it. it was quite good la, my hair felt really soft after using it.
finished showing at about 730am. i slept back. just like the time when i was still in secondary school. after every morning shower, i would go back to take a short "nap". but it's risky as sometimes accidents do happen, and i'll oversleep. woke up at 745 and did some personal grooming, and being fucking tired, i had no mood to style my hair properly. just lazily spread a tiny amount of girl wax on my head, rub here and there, spray a little then go off. my mom was with me as she takes the same bus and mrt to work as i do when going to school. the bus trip took a few million years as every stop would take in a new load of OLs(office ladies) and other people going for work. and the bus was overloading la. luckily i didnt choose to sit on the lower floor, which my mom did. i bet she regretted. hahah.
reached the MRT soon. and i saw several montfort losers. they seem like the only students still roaming around this late hour, it's about 810am. considered late for most secondary schools la, but my ex school has a special starting time of 830am. so good rite? but the rules suck. so that doesnt make a very big difference. the level of commotion at Hougang MRT was equivalent to a fish market. and i didnt know they were giving out free bread in the mornng. my mom aactually wanted me take one loaf for myself as im the type who wouldnt have breakfast at home in the morning, but i refused because i will look like a mama's boy carrying a giant loaf of bread in the crowded MRT in da early morning.
reached dhoby at about 820+ am. the bus arrived directly on the dot. so on the dot. first time ever. but it made no big difference. the crowd was like fuck. the morning crowd. there was a small percentage of lasalle students on board the bus. and im cramped on the lower deck of the bus. i cant fucking move in. either the idiot in front of me is being selfish or the bus is really packed. i so wanna go up to the upper dec, so i can be unselfish and let people move in. then some rude bitch squeezed her way through, brushed past me really hard. i hope the bus driver brakes suddenly and she falls down and die.
reached school. MONDAy is officially the most packed day of school. fought through the same cloud of tabacco smoke again at the entrance and off to the first class. the class was damn small but the class size is damn big, so another crampy moment again. lucky i was the early few, i had my seat. but one shitty thing is, this is AURAL class, and it requires every student to own a Manuscript to write down the musical notations and i forgot to buy mine. no i had to resort to drawing out the lines manually, which turns out to be damn uneven. so much for aural class. i found it a little difficult, but this is just the beginning. and i realised that SOME people are missing from the first lesson of the day. one thing about my teacher, he ends the lesson rather abruptly. funny la, it's like we're all in midst of absorbing so much information and in the end he'll go "alright, that's all for today, class." and by the way, he still pronounces my name like SHIT.
made a new friend today. he's my ex schoolmate, he graduated like 2 years before me, and i seen him in school last time a couple of times, but never talked. i can say that he still looks exactly the same as he was back in montfort. not much difference. but he's a nice guy, VERy sociable, chatty. had lunch with him at the coffeeshop across the road. school finished later and im a loner, so i just went to the bustop alone, having no plans in mind, so i think i'll just go back home. bus took eternity to arrive. saw some classmates at the bustop, they came to me and naturally started a conversation. then their bus arrived and im back to being alone again. just as my bus arrived, while boarding, someone tapped on my shoulder. oh, classmate. and this one girl.
went to dhoby and i kinda bought a meal on impulse, and realised my previous meal was no longer than 2 hours ago and i still buy and eat. had a talk cock session at the kopitiam before leaving for cine. i have yet to find a bag for my laptop yet. good chance for me to go there. then played around the mac computers and realized the "neoprint" function on my laptop can actually be VERY FUN. and i mean VERY FUN. only that i didnt realise. i took like a few thousand pics there. all those dumb shots la, filled with effects and looking super retarded. laughed like hell. then sat around for a while before realising, fuck, it's 630pm already and im supposed to be at Jalan Kayu at 7pm to satisfy my cravings.
well, the bus number 86 at sengkang interchange took fucking forever. i dozed off in the bus. seriously, today, i've been eating like pig. think 3 meals in 6 hours?! wasted $4.30 on an absolutely unecessary meal or not i could have paid for the prata on my own. had been some time since i last ate prata there. ordered the usual thing. 2 cheese pratas. it was FUCKING nice. but sadly, the serving size is just TOO small la. how i wish it could be bigger. was still hungry and added on an additional cheese prata. and the meal was accompanied by a can of Green Tea. oh ya, some of my classmates know of my infatuation with greentea. because there was one day i was out with them and they noticed that i'm drinking like 4 cans of greentea at a time.
im damn tired now la. though school starts at a late 1pm tmr, i'm gonna make up for my lost hours of sleep yet again. damn the insomnia. good nite.
let me draw the blinds for you you can watch the sunset from the bed in your room until you're sleeping
i dont understand how i found a love so pure.. i'll take care of you.
Purple Rose; 7:33 AM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
hullo. oh shit. got damn school tomorrow and it's 141am and im still not in bed. fuck. scheduled to wake up at 630am later. school starts at 9 btw, but im not taking risks to wake up any later, because i take super long to do simple stuff in the morning such as taking a shower. was originally lazy to actually start blogging, i'll just do it anyway.
SUNDAY. slept at about 4am the night before. and the pillow im resting my head on was fucking uncomfortable the whole night long. i keep twitching, rolling around bed throughout the night. what's wrong with the damn pillow. or maybe it's just my position. jingguang said he'll come in the morning for his first ever balcony jam. i woke up at 845am and it was snowing in my room. bloody cold. and it's drizzling outside too. double the cold-ness. i dragged my icy feet out of my room to take a morning piss. then jumped back into bed. slept all the way till 1130am. then i realised, eh? i thought somebody was supposed to show up at my front door? then i couldnt sleep any further la. it's weird. nowadays, my body has fixed a designated time to wake up everyday, no matter how late i sleep the night before. and that time is between 11-12 in the early part of the day.
heard that the jamming session for the day was cancelled abruptly for a particularly unknown reason. anyway, i didnt have the mood to go out for the day also. then suddenly at around 1pm, my doorbell rang. oh, he's here. then wtf, jamming is back on, 4-6pm this time, instead of the usual 2-4pm. just when i had other plans. something crops up. so i just went with it. going jamming later. balcony session with him wasnt fun today. i told him to bring cableS, and im emphasizing on the S, he brought only one cable. then i had to let him use one of my gay old cables, and those were obviously spoilt la. they couldnt bring enough power to the other end of the cable. so one guitar was suddenly damn soft.
went to serangoon for the jam. i just dont understand why we must jam 2 hours each time when we have such a limited list of songs to play. just as i predicted, after about 45 mins, we were be doing almost nothing, everyone playing their own stuff, not together, as it was meant to be, a jam. it was boring la. muneh followed today. then he thinks he shouldnt have come as he felt humiliated by the other guys. cmon la MUNEH, obviously u did nothing to them, they are NOT even laughing at you. after that, the other guys went to CITY hall, i just didnt feel like going town, so i went back to sk interchange with muneh. then that bastard didnt wanna accompany me to eat, so i just took away my order of chicken rice.
it was almost 7pm. i reached home, played around with my laptop for a while, then i had to go somewhere. the take-away chicken rice i bought didnt taste as nice as it was when i ate in. so this shows that, it's always better to eat in. the food is freshly served, indulge in it when it's at its best. stayed out for the next 4 hours or so. reached my place around 11pm. i decided to take the shortcut to my house, which is the dark alley filled with vegetation, it's damn spooky la and knowing it's hungry ghost eve, my imagination ran wild, so i walked briskly to the other end. you all surely have heard of some stories. such as this one, when u are alone at night, u hear someone calling out ur name, and it is strongly advised NOT to turn. or else.. happy new year.
then i ran up my home. some lights are on, but there is no one in sight. usually my dad would be watching the tv around this time, but he wasnt around. the masterbedroom door's locked. so they must be having sex inside. switched on the computer and started MSN-ing. halfway, hunger pangs interrupted my chat sessions. so i rememberd my dad bought me prata. went to heat it up in my dimly-lit kitchen. not that my kitchen is really dimly lit, it's my preference that i like staying in areas with limited light as bright light burns my eyes. went over to the end of the kitchen where the window was to take my utensils. i heard something outside the window. not sure whether it was my imagination but it sounds like there is a WOMAN singing faintly outside my window. fucking scared i was. i went to switch on every single light in the house. i ate my prata without looking in the direction of the window. later... see some flying woman. i sure piss in my pants. i know i can eat somewhere else other than the kitchen, but i dont wanna have ants having parties at the restricted areas in my home, for eg: my own room. my sister's room, it's alright to have ants there. cockroaches, even better. just dont enter my room.
after throwing away the food wrappers, and washing my hands, i went back to MSN-ing. but i left the big bowl of unfinished curry on the table. as well as a thousand lights on. oh ya, the prata tasted damnn great. now my cravings for prata are back! tomorrow, hoping to go Jalan Kayu and eat prata there. time check, now's 215am. i better be getting into bed. or else i can never wake up later. school tomorrow as usual. but having monday blues, the timetable is quite occupied for that day. i think i'll finish most probably around 4pm. alright, i should be really getting to bed.. or else i will think my house is haunted and wont be able to sleep. goodnight.
There's a love that transcends all that we've known of ourselves well, it's got to be strong to touch my heart through its thick shell and i'll wait for it to come.
someday...
Purple Rose; 10:45 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
hullo. i forgot to update yesterday. was too busy doing some stuff. and yes, yesterday(FRIDAY) was an awesome day : ) i'll go into detail later. i just came back from a regular saturday. met someone unexpected. ok la, here are the stuff in chronological order.
FRIDAY. i woke up at 1030am. and my school starts like 1pm today, but there's a reason why im waking up earlier than usual la. because of the apple roadshow at school that is. hahah. rushed singaporean style to school. i was aiming to reach school like around 12pm, but i reached the bustop at dhoby ghaut at 1205pm instead. waited and waited. the bus is officially taking eternity to arrive. saw a female classmate but i had my anti-social mode set ON, so i just didnt have the mood to talk. then the goddamn bus finally came at 1235pm. waited like a fucking half hour. i dunno how many countless 111's and 16's have passed already. it's like as if they only had 2 bus no. 16's in the whole of singapore. but the trip to school was damn fast la.
reached school around 1246pm. the school gate was filled with smokers as usual. thats the usual smoking haunt of the Lasalle students. had to fight through a thick cloud of tabacco smoke going into school. went straight to the canteen where the roadshow was help. it was no big thing la. i thought it was gonna be like some grand event with giant banners, and blasting music, but it was just a small corner where the apple crew were all seated, selling a small rack of accessories nearby. i almost didnt see them. the canteen was filled with students. and i dont see a single parent there, i wonder how are the students gonna buy? and my mom was set to come later, and i will feel really embarassed if the other students see me around with a parent. it's just damn AWKWARD la. like as if im a primary school student going around school with my mother. i asked one of the staff a few questions and then im off to my first class of the day. but before going to class, i called up my mom to ask her about some laptop questions. talked and talked. then i eventually made up my mind to buy here in school. since they are offering special promotional prices for us students.
went off to attend the first class of the day. The Fusion Workshop, as it is called. it's about the collaboration of all foundation music students together, placed in respective groups and perform something together once every 2 weeks, starting from august 11. the list of the groups were passed around, and im in the last group of the table, group 12. then being a regular kaypoh, i looked at other people's names. and saw one really weird instrument being someone's main instrument. there is only one guy in the whole of foundation playing a sitar. and a SITAR is an indian instrument and that student is a chinese. damn weird rite. in the workshop, we hear different transformations of mostly classic songs, into something sounding completely different, but it's still the same old song. i found some cool, and some boring. then halfway throughout class, my dad called. great. i hid under the chair and answered the call. what the hell? he's in my school grounds. he came instead of my mom. i hung up abruptly on him because i dont wanna get caught by the teacher.
later we were split up to our respective groups. then i took the oppurtunity to "go to the toilet." met my dad outside and went to the roadshow. made payment on the spot and YES I GOT A NEW LAPTOP! but my laptop isnt there as they were out of stock but the good news is, i got the receipt and was told that i could come down ASAP to the Apple Center @ Cine after school to collect my laptop. my heart was skipping a beat la. im just dammmn happy inside. and ya, apple's known to have WHITE laptops, which is like the cool and main color, but i decide to get something different, i took black. but i cant argue about the fact that white is still nicer la. i returned to the auditorium, and our class was just dismissed. hahah. i just missed the whole damn discussion thing. nvm la. there's always next week. after the workshop, i had like an hour and a half of break. i was one of the last few to leave the auditorium, so most of the guys have disappeared already. and that leaves me lonely. so i just follwed the group of girls. stuck with them for the next hour or so.
our class is broken into 3 different groups after this lesson. we have classes A, B and C, which start right after each other. and the first class was already on, and im in class B. the unlucky batch are the C's because they finish at 7pm. slacked in the canteen with Elynn(i think) and the other 2 girls i duno their names. drank 2 cans of mango juice and a bottle of peach tea. nothing can quench my thirst la. we were decomposing already so we moved on to the library to use the internet. i had no idea on how to use MAC computers at all. so i just anyhow click. i even went to my blog on the computer there, i hope it auto clears the internet's history, or not people later anyhow see. got sick of the library so just decided to wait outside of the class.
our next class was some indonesian instruments thing. those got big gongs, and other weird percussion instruments, mostly made out of metal, those that can anyhow knock 1. i had no idea why we had this compulsory. like in what way is this related to our main study in our course? the teacher explained la, and the class overall was alright la. i was playing some xylophone like instrument and it's damn easy to play. and we heard some good and bad news. the good news is, next week's lesson is cancelled : D BUT the bad news is, we are forced to attend some concert at the SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL in place of the class. and it's NOT EVEN FREE. must pay $10. class ended and i'm glad.
went to somerset to meet muneh. we were catching a movie what. we were supposed to watch Nachos Libre but that show had horrible reviews and it's said to be UNfunny. so we watched Lady In The Water instead. but before that, went to Cine's APPLE CENTER to collect my heart. i'm a complete newbie to using the new MAC OS system so he went through a short tutorial to teach me the basics on using this cool tool. and my macbook comes with a built-in Isight camera, so next time if i bring my laptop around can anyhow take neoprints together and be retarded. collected my love, and went up to buy tix. and best thing is, MUNEH IS ACTUALLY PAYING FOR MY TICKET! first time. a payback for the movies in the past that i treated him. watched the show at the 715pm slot.
and i have to say something about this movie. the story line is super complicated and i dont understand shit. so... unless any of you like complicated storylines, this movie is for you. then went back home around 10pm. DAMN GOOD DAY ALRIGHT.
TODAY, saturday. went for usual japanese class. and im dozing off in class in the last hour. i slept like 4am last night la, trying to set some preferences in my new Macbook. then i was alll set to go to Apple Center @ Cine to look at some laptop bags and then go back home, i bumped into Jerry on the way. then he asked me follow him, since i got nothing else to do, i did. went to the apple center @ Wheelock place. damn lousy. they had NO laptop bags at all. looked at the mouse for Macs. it's damn cool as in form of its looks and functions la. but the pricetag isnt nice. $88. just FOR A FUCKING MOUSE?! then teleported over to Cine, they had bags alright. but the slingbags are ugly, and they go beyond $100. met the friendly dude who set up my laptop the day before. i made up my mind la, im buying the smaller bag, with no handle, means i have to carry it with both my hands, but the material's good but it's still at a shitty $59. at least it looks so much nicer than that ugly slingbag.
ate at cine's long john. actually wanted to eat at the long lost favourite chicken rice haunt at Far East, but the idiot beside me lazy to walk. then window shopped a while more at heeren. i still remember that particular shirt at NEWUBRANMALE, which was meant for girls, but im liking it anyway, IS GONE. so sad la. then walked over to PS, played a little arcade and then went back home.
home now. feeling a little tired. i forgot that i still have a donut in my bag now. i bought it earlier today. nothing much that i can do online now. so i guess i'll sleep soon. night.
all of the things that i wanted to say just aren't coming out right i'm tripping inwards you've got my head spinning i dont know where to go from here.
Purple Rose; 6:08 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
hullo. today was an exceptionally good day. i slept 1/2 an hour past the time i'm supposed to wake up. wouldnt make me late la, so i just lazily dragged myself for a morning shower. oh ya, the heater in kitchen has been replaced! now it's brand new, so shiny. and yesss, finally i bathe in warm waters which are best to sleep in if im dead tired in the morning. and i really can fall asleep in a shower. provided the water temperatures are right. but i still prefer showering in the masterbedroom la. especially at night, because of the lighting la.
ok. then i left the house reasonably early. heard the other dudes were meeting at 1215, and im going there like 1230 so i assumed they would have left by then. but when i reached the bustop, they were all there. so joined them and took the same bus. they were discussing whether that Arts Lecture thing was still on or not. some said it's on, some said it's not. so i dunno who to believe. and somemore in the timetable, it didnt state where was the class held. make me doubly confused. so when we reached school, i just blindly followed. went to the Studio and yes, the lecture was on. and all time lesson times are flexible as stated by our lecturer, matt grey or however way u spell it. like if we finish stuff faster, we could go back earlier, or finish that class earlier. he has a shining head. and he is also strict-er than other teachers as he emphasized about the importance of attending lectures and scared us about the possibility of repeating Foundation Year, which is totally shitty, so i'll attend all the lessons. then we did something damn retarded during the last 1/2 hour of the lecture.
like he asked us to find a partner and sit on the floor, and have our backs to each other. then he instructed us further by telling us both to draw pictures on rough paper and then describing to each other what we drew and so the both of us could draw back exactly what we drew. sounds dumb for college students doing this rite? hahah, maybe we shouldnt laugh at this la, maybe it could play a major important role in upcoming lectures. it's all about understanding each other. then we got to know something horrible. our CHOIR class has been pushed back to a timeslot of FIVE THIRTY instead of FOUR THIRTY. the horror! and we finished this lecture like around 2pm. wtf can we do for the next remaining 3 and a half hours?! no way im staying in school. so i followed the class people to Bugis.
took 12 there. a super fast trip. then ate at yoshinoya, but so sad, our big group had to split up because some people didnt wanna eat there. but im too hungry to move, so i just stayed at yoshi. then slack slack around. after that decided to play pool at the $9.80 place near BUGIS. i know some of you reading this could remember this place fairly well la. i hit the ball like only 4 times, only one ball went in. then i quit playing because it was FAR TOO PRESSURIZING! like 15 eyes looking at you. then my unquenchable thirst came. i bought 3 cans of green tea and kept drinking throughout the time i watched the other dudes play pool. some people already think im crazy. hahah. my affectionate love for green/peachtea. then ended playing at about 440pm.
the dudes rushed singaporean style when the bus came. like whats the rush laaaaaaaa. as if we're late. we still have at least another happy 40 minutes. reached school later and as expected, we're early like nerds. the auditorium was already open and there were some students there already. so we pretty much slacked inside for a while more before our teacher arrived for CHOIR class. the thought of class ending at 730pm erks me like hell. bloody late right?! but today was fortunately quick : ) our teacher just tested each of us out individually for our vocal ranges and put as in various categories like Soprano, Alto, Tenor, Baritone, Bass(i think) and it went not by classes, but by whatever stream ur in, like be it pop, music tech, classical and so on. Pop was second last. and i thought my voice would definitely be in one of the lower voice categories. i sang the tune naturally, not stressing myself out and taking deep breathes, breathing in and out perfectly fine. then im placed under Tenor. so unexpected la.
best thing is, once we are done singing, and signing beside our names on the name list, we are FREE TO GO! music tech guys go off first la. once im done, i waited for Youk to finish. Youk is a nickname actually, his real name is Yuk i think, and he's a hongkee. i thought he could sing like higher than me but he's placed under Baritone, which is surprising. then the sky was like so dark already la outside. then i followed, jacky, youk, shirley and jacky's friend to bugis. jacky and his friend had dance classes near there, but iim following the rest of them who are having dinner. went to eat at the BAK KUT TEH stall near bugis. quite nice leh. hahah. but my stomach is sooo small.. i didnt even eat the main thing in the soup, and left all of them out. yes i feel like a fool for wasting so much food la. and the auntie clearing our food kept making noise when she came to collect my bowl after seeing so much food being wasted : ( then went back via MRT. Youk left first as he lives in Bedok. then took the mrt back with Shirley and parted with her at Dhoby Ghaut MRT as im taking NEL. yes! i finally socialized today.
and now im back home. fucking tired i swear! but yeah, school is FUN. every thursday, i think we're going to Bugis to chill as we have a fucking long break. so i'll be looking forward to every thursday from now on. tmr.... the APPLE roadshow's last day. so sad, today i went to check it out at 520pm, and got to know that it closed at 4pm. damn sad la. tomrrow im going school early to check out the Apple Macbook pricings. mom, please buy for me! alright, it's like 120am in the morning already, i guess i'll be going to bed. night.
i'll let the lack of words speak for me the way i am i cant express or understand i'll take the time now and make you see A meaning buried under shuttered breathing i dont think i'll ever say it out
Purple Rose; 9:25 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
im seriously pissed off at myself this morning. fuck. knowing i have school today, and one of the best lessons ever also, i still slept late last night, around 4am. and i set my alarm clock ringing at 9 this morning and let it snooze all the way.... till 1030am, and i realised i would be doomed if i dont get up that instant. showered like superman, didnt bother much about hair and left the house, running to the bustop, but the bus isnt there yet. then i whipped out my timetable, i'm so sure that class starts at 1130am for me. but to my fucking horror, it stated there clearly 1030AM. OMG. and i looked at the time now, fucking 11am. the bus arrived but i had no mood to take it already. for what the hell should i board the bus when im already as good as being late. it would take me roughly an hour to reach school and the lesson should end when i just arrive. and i dont have any more lessons after that. heard that some Arts History programme was moved to the next semester as said by one particular teacher.
and this class is like once a week. guitar skills class. i was so enthusiastic about the first lesson and now it turns out that i'll miss it. i dont know any of the guys in the class, so probably tomorrow i wouldnt even know who should i ask for whatever i missed the day before. but being a first class, i dont think they taught any major stuff. that's only what i think.
then i sat on the bench near hg point, just scrutinising the timetable. i dont wanna miss any more important lessons of any other day by going for it at the total wrong times. then i just didnt know what to do now la. i went to buy a drink at cheers and just went back to sit down, doing nothing. how amazing that from just now, the time i woke up i was frigging tired to move but i forced myself to, and now, suddenly i have no mood totally to go back to sleep. because i felt awful. missing the very first class of the week. what an awful start to the first week being a freshman at college. missing my very first class. over a stupid reason also.
i totally had no mood to go back home. because there is nothing i could do. i plan to stay out, since i'm already outside. it was a fresh early 11am. kids are stil busy in their respective secondary schools. i actually thought of going CP to slack, i had a mini craving for an ice cold Frapuccino at Starbucks. but i threw that idea away already la, slacking alone is damn boring. i had no appetite at all. even though how cool the idea of having a Mcbreakfast now is, my mood is all pulled down thus having no appetite. then i decided to be a good boy and call up my mom tell her bout it. she was pissed, naturally. then she still asked me to go back to school wtf? to pay up for some logbook thing that was compulsory for students to buy. just buy a book and leave school wth?? obviously i didnt want to. so i decided to just go back home la, since my house is like 300 steps away.
reached home, threw my bag aside, and turned on the computer. felt like blogging about this so i did. hung up my clothes for use tomrrow. i just have no mood to sleep back la. dont know what the hell am i gonna do for this entire damn day. I'VE JUST HAD A BAD DAY.
Purple Rose; 8:19 PM
hullo. fuck la i cant believe im actually blogging now. i kinda went to do nothing just now, really just idling around and it's like 3am now. maybe if im just too lethargic, i would not blog fully for today. heck, i'll just try my best to blog as much, before sleeping. i have like 6 hours of sleep left. the clock is ticking, i must hurry..
TODAY. tuesday. yeah, my mistake, i start at 1pm, not 130pm. and some peopple in my class would have to go earlier HAHA, because they had their Keyboard Skills class. they start around 11 if im not wrong, while im relaxing at home, just waking up fresh in the morning. my grandma really pissed me off big in the big morning and unfortunately, i will be really moody in the morning, sometimes i have no control over what i say, therefore hurting people's feelings. so i just did. but really la, people would have to learn to respect me rather than just barging into my room and screaming at me to wake up. it fucking pisses me off. i think she deserved what i said to her anyway. but i got a little happier later, after seeing my daily allowance folded neatly under my wallet. such a beautiful sight : )
went to school. i saw 2 guys from my class waiting at the same bustop at dhoby ghaut where we were supposed to take to school. said hi but didnt stay to talk, i just plugged my earphones in and went back to get lost into my own daydreaming land. fantasizing of stupid things. bus took almost forever to arrive and i boarded it. i thought the bus trip was kinda long after the first time i took it, but now it seems to be a quickie. reached school and met the other guys. all of them were at the canteen. and im so damn hungry after seeing cleanly finished plates on the table. off to the AUDITORIUM for the concert sessions.
today was featuring a jazz 3 piece band. instruments used, piano, double bass and drums. the performance was reallllllly good la. it knocked my socks off. the pianist is some professor in our school. he literally owns the piano la. that was an awesome start to a school day. one hour of great stuff. this concert session makes up a certain percentage of our overall marks for the semester, as we need to write reviews on them. i see people furiously jotting down stuff on their handbooks during the performance, but i didnt follow.
by 2pm it was all over. i went outside and i heard someone calling out my name. oh, i saw joel and friends. hahah, nerds. they were first in line to go in for their VISUAL studies programme after our concert thingi. talked a little and im off to the canteen. im having damn break for the next 2 hours. i have a lecture next at 4pm. some performance analysis thing, i wonder how it's like. i folowed this group out for a meal at the coffeeshop near school. bought chicken rice for 2 bucks, it's nice and cheap, but the soup is shitty. tasted so damn bland. then the fat guy had his drums lesson at 3pm, and i left the group with him to school, i could have stayed but i didnt want to, because i felt like i didnt fit into that group well. i can never join them in conversations and they seem to not talk to me at all, so i feel like a loser. i made a decision to leave and go back to school, hoping to find some classmates and socialize a little.
he left me. i wondered about 2 rounds around school. saw two girls from my class, wanted to talk to them but decided to go to the loo first. when i came out, they were gone. great. continued walking around the school. then i saw the guy whom i talked to on the first day of school. then the friendly dude showed me to the canteen where the other class dudes where sitting. introduced myself and tadah, new friends. they're a friendly bunch of people la. but im still in the first stage of making friends, i am too QUIET. and not being gay here, but i like this guy's hairstyle. just the type i would like.
had lecture and it was quite enjoyable. the lecturers here are like so open la. openly talking about really open stuff, and that means sex, and whatever wild stuff. thats the good part. and lecturer's a female. i knda enjoyed her period, which ended around 5pm and school's OUT. hmmm. there is something fucked up about blogger now... i cant seem to italize my words properly. fucked up.
met some old mates at the canteen, joined them and went to CITYHALL after school. then wei met us later. he went to buy his shit and went downstairs to eat dinner. free dinner i had. hokkien mee. but i ate in vain, fucking TAUGEH. then went upstairs for dessert at swensens. yes, swensens.
ordered fries each and the main thing was EARTHQUAKE. which cost like $17. major throat cutter. 8 scoops of icecream topped with whipped cream, fake cherries and some other random shit. then halfway into indulging into the main dessert, something caught my eye. and that something is a STUPID COCKROACH. and it keep going near our table. we kept staring at it. then our saviour arrived, the manager of Swensens that is. he saw us acting weirdly, like wth would customers eat icecream and stare at the floor at the same time? then he saw the cockroach, he ordered one of his staff to do something about it. then one of the staff came over to our side, stepped on the cockroach and resumed whatever he was doing earlier. it was damn funny la. i couldnt eat properly. after eating, went back home. such a tiring day out, gone out to town like 2 days in a row on 2 full days of school. im gonna go straight home after the next day at school.
thats about it. one last before going off. this is directed at wei, u have to control over some things that u say, be it a joke, u noe sometimes it may be harsh and piss some ppl off, but u have to have ur limits as well. just dont know how many countless times what u say to me really makes seriously wanna punch ur face in real life. and im telling u now here before that really happens. u just know that everybody has a tolerance level for certain stuff. alright im tired. night.
tell me everything would be alright close your eyes and dream of me, tonight tell me that you wont just fade away cross my heart and hope to die, i'll dream my pain away
Purple Rose; 12:23 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
hullo. back from my first day of school. it was a short DAY hahah. learnt that not all the lessons in the timetable are meant to go for, depends on whatever stream you are, be it popular music and jazz, classical or music technology. im in popular music. and now, after doing the last final crosses, i have axed out quite a lot of lessons out of my own timetable. for example, a class like keyboard skills, are only meant for people who play the piano, or they are in music tech stream. yah, one disadvantage, actually more of an advantage is, that keyboard lesson is made compulsory to ALL music tech students, even if they never played a keyboard in their life. a very good chance to pick up a new instrument la.
reached school 5 mins before starting time. the timetable stated that the venue, i think is PE80 bla bla. i tot that was the room. i raided the entire Performing Arts block, and i couldnt find shit. then i heard people complaining downstairs about the same problem we had. where's the fucking room? then i went down and talked to one of them, all of them are equally as blur as us. then queried some caucasian guy walking up and down the block, and he got the guy in charge of music to guide us. found the room finally. had a really long introduction, about who goes in which class and whatsover. and a list of where each lessson is held. actually i dont know whats the point of even having a class when everyone splits up each time in every different period. and all the people in the class would never be together in one room. except for lectures.
got introduced to our aural teacher, ONE of our aural teachers i mean, Ms Mona Lim, she's ok la. and she roughly explained to us what the aural lesson was like, and im not gonna under her as she teaches those with higher grades. it was quite scary la, i'm a little confused about the stuff she's talking about, it's like a whole new thing. i worry about this part the most, and the tests that are gonna be tested on from Aural Class. and the group of people in the room, luckily not as many idiots as i expected, but there is this one big major idiot. he likes making really stupid comments and he's a loudmouth. i think one day he will get beaten up eventually.
after aural class, there was an hour a half break. 1030 to 12. the next lesson would be Music Theory for the B batch of students. and i'm inside the list of names. omg, and he teaches like right from the scratch, GRADE 1, omg. i swear the class is reallllly boring. i took out my psp and watched videos under my desk. some guys are asleep already. this batch of students taking this theory lesson are those who are of lower grade, or no grade at all. so it's really like A B C to people like me and some others. the other batch is unfortunately for higher grades, whichi is a tad higher than mine, so i still wouldnt be able to shift to that class as i have insufficient knowledge. sian la. this class is scheduled to end at 130pm. siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan.
i sat beside this new guy. he was friendly. he talked to me first. hahah. then i went out of my anti-social shell a bit. oh ya, something i forgot to mention earlier. before the theory class started, the teacher wanted to take our attendance, and he's a white, so he said beforehand that he would apologise if he cant pronounce some names right. and he pronounced my name like SHIT. i couldnt be bothered la, just how much i wanna change my name....
weirdly, the theory class ended way earlier than normal today. Mr Moore(his name) suddenly dismissed us at about 1255pm. we thought we were free to go but actually we had to go to the auditorium for some talk or something. i dunno what is it also. the auditorium is filled with music students of different levels, level 0(us) and level 1( i think). yet another sleep inducing talk and it finished at 125pm. the next thing on the list is some lecture about the arts at the Studio or whatever it is called. it's a cool place la, it's dark, and filled with Foundation Students just like us but of all streams in the entire Performing Arts Block. that includes, dance, and so on. the talk was a short one this time, and at the end, he said he didnt take our attendance tday as he assumed all of us are here. and there are some others happily taking a smoke outside the school grounds -_- they didnt go.
finished this final talk. there was a final Rhythm Ensemble class at about 430pm, but after consultation from someone, we got to know that it was cancelled! : D so good news la. slacked at the canteen area for a while since we had all the time in the world. wanted to wait for our oldskool friends to turn up but they took forever and i'm rotting already so i couldnt take it anymore and left. took 30 to Harbourfront, and there are SO many sec sch students there. really i mean A LOT. wondering what the hell are they here for. ate at yoshinoya and proceeded to go home by MRT. and "good"news, NEL system from Harbourfront to Clarke Quay going towards Punggol is jammed. BUT, they were kind enough to set up a free shuttle bus service to those MRT stations. died in the MRT going back to sengkang. i swear. im damn freaking tired la. i slept like 1 HOUR the night before?! yes, ONE HOUR. from 530am to 630am.
yesssss. great to know that tomorrow, i'll only have 2 things to attend for the whole day. and school for me starts at 130PM! finally can gain back a little of those lost sleeping hours. forgot to mention this in my first paragraph of this entry, my allowance has increased! happily pocketing $15 a day now. life is definitely a little sweeter now for me. new school, new life, new friends(none at the moment yet), new allowance, and HOPEFULLY, new laptop. and ya, about 3 weeks and a few days more to go.. Australia, here i come.
heart beats slowing, pains are growing does she love you, thats worth knowing
Purple Rose; 2:55 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
hullo. shit la. i have school like tomorrow. first day : ) and some other dudes still have their orientation programme on because they have yet to receive their timetables. tomorrow starts at about 9am. but im waking up at 630am to play safe, and im happy to know at least justin is in my class, or else i will be my anti-social self and never to talk to anyone. i think my class is gonna be full of idiots. just have the feeling la. nothing much happened the previous day, so i guess i wouldnt blog much today, im tired also la. just finished yet another balcony jam session some time ago. started playing at about 6+ pm, and finished around 1045pm. my shoulders are like aching la, my guitar is heavy. and we were so bored so we decided to call people up, and play for them songs, just like yet another LIVE radio show. so fun la. then lastly called muneh, that idiot is the ONLY one who cant hear anything, so we hung up on him.
im seriously damn tired now. so i guess i'll do one final thing before ending this entry. one quiz i saw from caroline's blog.
5) Do you know how t play any sports? which idiot doesnt?
6) Do you eat fruits? fruits = love(except some types)
7) What time do you usually slp? er. no definite time. any time is between 3-6am. im trying my hardest to gain back the sleeping hours of a regular human being.
8) What do you usually wake up? any time between 1-6pm.
9) Do you smoke? no.
10) What kind of beverages do you usually drink? water, peach tea, green tea, soya bean, chrysanthemum tea.
11) Do you take drugs? good drugs, yes. not ecstacy and those other crap.
12) Do you watch wrestling? used to when i was younger. now i realised how dumb it was
13) Have you ever been in love? which idiot hasnt?
14) With whom? females.
15) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.
16) Do you entertain suitors rght now? no
17) What's your fashion style? casual. t-shirt and jeans and sneakers.
18) Do you have a crush? maybe.
19) Who's your number one crush? .
20) What's your shoe size? between 6 and 7.
21) What is/are your favorite brand(s) of shirt? none in particular, i dont care whatever brand as long as it has comfortable material and a GOOD FIT.
22) Do you daydream? sometimes.
23) What was the last thing you ate? mom's cooking. some noodle.
24) Where would you like t go? JAPAN : )
25) What do you think of hotdogs? they make good food?
26) Do you wear t-shirts? stupid question -_-
27) 5 items you love? guitar, ipod, MONEY, psp, my favourite pillow
28) Who always make you smile? friends.
29) Worst subjects? im not in sec sch anymore, but that would be SS, ART, DnT, MOTHER TONGUE.
30) Favorite subjects? HOME ECONS! so sad it had to be only available in sec 2 : (
31) Who makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time? my heart doesnt beat
32) What do you hate most in relationship? when the person is as good as a WALL
33) Describe your crush dont have any how to describe?
34) Did you take a bath already? yah
35) What makes your head turn in the opposite sex? cuteness factor(ACTING CUTE DOESNT COUNT)
36) What turns you off? bitchy girls
37) How many kids do you want t have? either 1 or 2
38) Who do you miss rght now? er. duno.
39) Have you lived in the same house since you were born? no
40) People t take this survey? muneh
i wish that i could swim just so that i wont drown and the waves that crash over me i'm gasping for air, take my hand so that i can breathe
Purple Rose; 8:43 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
huLLo. back from a long and tiring day out and a short day at SCHOOL. hahah. as stated in the earlier post, i slept back at around 8am. i cant really sleep la. kept rolling here and there, eventually getting up and going to the loo, and realising it's 820am, fucking 40 minutes of sleep left. what difference does it make? -_- might as well i'll just stay awake. but MSN is a ghost town at this hour, and i browsed the usual sites over a million times already. so my last option is just hit the bed, for a while.
Later... my dad woke me up suddenly. eh?! i wasnt even moved by the alarm clock at all? oh, ya, my phone's speakers are muffled from the way i placed it on the chair. so i cant hear anything. and it's 910am. surprisingly, i was damn tired, i just dragged myself to the masterbedroom bathroom and showered. the warm morning showers are so refreshing la. it feels great being clean. wore my usual shirt. my favourite shirt, i think everybody who knows me well should know what color it is ; D but this morning, i kinda screwed up on my hair la. i dont know what my fingers were doing, it was like as if they were styling my hair themselves, not me controlling it. and so my hair was horrifyingly straight. if i decide to start styling from the scratch i would be as good as late. so i just didnt bother and left the house at 10am sharp.
first time again. the bus arrived early! time taken for bus to arrive : 2 songs long. the last time i waited for the bus was about 10 songs long. im impatient la. the bus was more packed in the morning, and thankfully there was a seat right at the back of the bus for me. the full bus trip lasted an entire of Cartel's album and half of Panic! At The Disco's. i saw stylish kids at the bus stop outside school. i kinda went back into my anti-social shell as i went past the gates. and there were a LOT of people. saw long queues. dunno what the hell were they queuing up for. and i was alone. then i explored my own Block, and realised the entire building was empty. oh ya, forgot that it was at the Auditorium. everyone's getting their warm welcome from the committee of Lasalle there. Joel and company were already inside.
waited and waited. finally he came out. and all of them had goodie bags with them. so, those people were queuing up for the free goodie bag. then i met the other guys later, all my ex-Classmates back in shitty Montfort. so i told Joel to wait while i went to collect my own goodie bag and go for the introduction as well, with my old school friends.
here's a pic of the the goodie bag. at first i thought it was ugly, but it was kinda alright.
and the introduction which was an hour long, was long and draggy at the start. there was this white guy giving us a talk, and i swear he repeated the word "creativity" over 28459257295 times. then once he finished, this white lady, who's the administrator or something, came in and gave a long talk. it was draggyyyyy la. but there was a funny part later. her mic suddenly became damn soft and we cant hear shit. then i laughed. so i joked that the sound guy backstage was dozing off already listening to her, so he purposely lowered down the volume. Library Usage, bla bla, then later the best part of the outro of the event was about the APPLE ROADSHOW which is gonna be held in school next thurs and fri! im kinda pestering my mom now to get me a personal Apple Notebook. hahah, lets see how things go next week la.
finally! it's over. we went out of the auditorium. reunited with Joel and company. sticked around for a while with my old mates, there were some performances going around the campus. but i decided not to stay la. oh ya, about the campus, eye candy is peppered throughout the campus, you should know what i mean, hahah. then left my old mates and joined joel at the bus stop. they were going to Parkway Parade. which is like the closest and most convenient mall near school. i was contemplating like mad whether to go laa.... because I HAD TO SKIP MY BRIEFING. then i succumbed to peer pressure and joined them. i regretted now la, im afraid that i would miss out major important stuff, plus i never had a chance to see who my classmates were. class of MS-1B!! there was some fun outdoor activity for my course students(music) at the field at about 1pm, and i left school at 1230pm. and the real briefing was from 2pm-4pm.
: ( so sad la. reached parkway later. and saw that we werent the only group of people who skipped briefings. there were somemore others. if my mom knew i skipped, she would be DAMn angry. ok la enough about that. what's done is done. my FAULT. walked around Parkway Parade in search of a place to eat. settled for SUKI SUSHI. the buffet course was cheaper in the mid afternoon so we walked around to waste time while waiting for the clock to strike 3pm.
ate at SUKI SUSHI later. $15.90(i think) for an adult buffet set. and the place is so damn empty la. picture below.
and again, even though sushi is good food, i had this awful feeling of puking. which is like fuck. and i didnt make my time worthwhile eating there since i ate so little. somemore picss..
finished eating at about 4pm. then it was too early to go home, so we walked around the area of shops there. came by this pet store. wahhh.. the animals are so CUTE la! the dogs, the rabbits, and that small animal which i forgot its name. but the stench is unbearable. at about 5 plus, we all parted, and one full day wrapped up. i spent my allowance like a whore again. and the final bus trip back was awfully long. i nearly slept in the bus. and the aircon is LEAKING. bitch. leaked on my head a few times.
oh ya, i didnt understand why all my friends threw their goodie bags away?! i still kept it as a sourvenir. and i got labelled gay for carrying my goodie bag THIS way. you people see it for urself, what's gay about carrying it that way?!
alright la. im so freaking tired already. and i have yet to do my japanese homework. i wonder how am i gonna juggle so many things when school starts next week. good night.
And your hair flows like the ocrean breeze Not a million fights could make me hate you you're invincible, it's true it's in your eyes where i can find peace
Purple Rose; 5:03 AM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
hullo. i woke up extremely early today(FRIDAY). and im blogging at 650am now.The Aircon in my room is colder than cold. everytime i step out of my room, my glasses get fogged like hell. i woke up at 4am sharp. but first, i'll blog about 2 days before. WEDNESDAY, that is.
woke up early. 11am. that is damn early to me already, because my usual wake times are between 3-5pm. then did what i was supposed to, my music homework. i finished it. yay. first time ever that i actually completed my homework. then dilly-dallied on the computer for a while and wasted too much time doing nothing there, and so, i was eventually late again. class was due to start earlier that day, at 130pm, but i came at 2. i rushed up the escalators to class singaporean style. then reached the school, the fucking door was locked. what da hell. i thought the teacher might forget that class was starting early today, so i panicked a little. then i didnt see a big note on the door which read, "KAI, CALL ME WHEN U REACH." hahah, she knows im late again. called her and she said she would take approximately 10 minutes to reach. her 10 minutes = forever.
then had class till 3pm. left for PS. was gonna catch a movie later that day. Pirates OF the caribbean 2. met karen and chersy. walked to Cathay. feeling a bit weird la. level of communication = -429482. ate my "lunch" in the theatre. cathay's food are fuccccccking expensive. $4.50 for nachos. what the hell. $2.20 for a regualr bottle of plain water? i cant believe i actually bought it. well, the movie is alright, but i still prefer the first movie. a good watch though, nice eye candy on the CGI scenes. and some parts related to the first movie, im didnt understand because i forgot. and ya, the movie was damn long also. i like johnny depp's eccentric character as Captain Jack Sparrow in Pirates. so sad he had to die in the ending, but what good would it make the next Pirates movie without him? i think he didnt die la, he would return somehow.
after the movie, went to Ben&Jerry's @ Cathay to satisfy my cravings for ice cream. and i obviously had no control over my spending that day. i upsized the Mix N Match Set, and i'm eating it just for myself -_- and i hate the New York Fudge flavor. awful to my tastebuds. $10.60 gone just for 3 scoops of ice cream. great. that oulet of B&Js has a chill out corner with a drumset, keyboard, mic, guitar amp, but i never ever see any performance going on down there. but i like the environment there. very relaxing, with pillows on the soft chair. finished eating and went back to the MRT, it was 7 plus already then. parted ways with them and i went back home.
THURSDAY. no need to mention much about that day. woke up at a horrible time. showered and went downstairs for a very late lunch. the same usual thing i eat again la. chicken chop. then i went back up, ooh, stupid sister's back home now, with her bf. then i saw that she bought a load of groceries. i predict that she was gonna cook later.then i made fun of her and she got really pissed off hahah. and later when she was cooking, i kept telling her to stop cooking as it eventually either taste like shit, or be overcooked. not sure what crap she's cooking but it looks like some red thick gravy with meat. and IT SMELLS BAD. she cooked finish later and had the meal with her bf.
an hour later, i got hungry then i asked mom how was my sister's cooking. she said it bad. HAHAhah, my sister just cant face the facct that she's a horrible cook. then i ate mom's cooking. weirdly that night, it seems a little too salty. like my sister poured lots of salt over it when im not looking. attempted to complete my japanese homework later. got too many distractions(MSN, loud blasting music, handphone) so i put my homework aside and told myself to complete it some other day, most probably the next day. i had this file that i put all my japanese notes in and recently the file tore and all my papers came flying out. so pissed. im so disorganised la. got really tired later and slept at 11 plus. went into a deep sleep....
woke with a start. i thought i slept long enough. everytime i wake up from a sleep, i would find myself in some weird position. positions that i can never think up of. and pillows sprawled across the floor, bedsheets all over the place. then i just went to the loo and went back to bed later. it was only 4am. how damn early. closed my eyes. but they opened back again later. so i concluded, i can never get back to sleep. went to do something to waste time. to the balcony i went. that place to me is my own chill out corner. have to thank mom for letting me place my equipment there. SooOoOO much better than last time. the stuff are in my room,placed on tables, and the floor below, has a big messy load of cables. a high chance for me to trip over the cables and fall down and kill myself. but now, my room's floor is cable-free. and looks far more spacious. ok, so i played guitar in the balcony all the way till 645am. and now im back here, blogging.
contemplating whether should i go back to sleep. because in about an hour and a half's time, i would have to wake up to prepare for my school's orientation programme. i guess i should sleep la, i dont wanna doze off at the orientation later.
thought of a smile not being there my inner feeling would be shattered a piece of glass punctured in my heart, and im bleeding from the inside
Praying for love and praying in naivety
Purple Rose; 3:55 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
hullo. super tired now. as usual. completing this entry before going to sleep. the time is now 145am. on an early wednesday morning. TUESDAY, woke up at 1230pm, naturally. i didnt set the alarm clock this time. i had no classes la. actually i woke up like twice. once at 1105am, because i was so afraid to oversleep. that day, i had 2 things to do. firstly, i had to hand in one super important form to my school(lasalle), which i didnt know was that important until the staff called my mom up. second thing was to restring my guitar. so the first thing i did after waking up was to switch on the computer. i'm a computer addict wat. then later confirmed some meeting times with wei, and went off to shower. took my towel, went to the masterbedroom. and FUCK, the door is locked. how idiotic. all my shampoo and stuff are inside THAT toilet.
so i went back to my computer to slack on MSN before calling my own house with my cellphone, just to wake up whoever is sleeping inside. the doors opened at about 2plus pm. showered till about 245pm. then left for school. my god, bus number 43 takes fucking forever to arrive. i almost completed listening to ONE FULL ALBUM before that piece of junk arrives. and the bus trip is jerky, with a red light every 25 seconds. i FUCKING hate it when the driver is being a fag. example, there is a big green light in front, and the driver PURPOSELY drive slowly, i know he wants it to faster change to red. fucking waste of time. that bus trip seems like eternity, but it lasts about 45 minutes actually. then came one stop in front of Payar Lebar MRT. i saw one damn big sized guy boarding. and i recognize him, he's from my school last time(montfort), we both graduated in the same year what. then had a little chat with him before realising i missed my stop.
he alighted with me, he lives nearby actually. thankfully, that bustop still has the bus that im waiting to take next. wah, that means he lives in a deep part of Payar Lebar, what time does he wake up when going to school(montfort) last time?! ok. then my bus came super quick. this second bus trip was a short one. about 15 minutes. reached school and went in for less than 5 minutes before going out. i just came to pass them the form, thats all. then the bus came damn fast again. bus no. 30, im taking it to go all the way to harbourfront. next destination in mind, Funan Digitalife Mall. i took NEL all the way surprisingly, instead of going to City Hall, i went to Clarke Quay MRT. because that stop is close to the mall itself.
went to Peninsular Plaza and bought what i wanted. a pack of strings. then went back to funan mall to eat. i havent eaten anything the whole day wat. ate at KFC. i know la, i said i hated fast food. but i really had no choice. the selection of food at funan mall is limited. eh wait, fuck, i should have eaten at PASTAMANIA. -_- well too late, so i bought this new OR fillet chicken chop or whatever u call it. tasted quite alright. but i think it's not worth the money. it costs like $6. a pathetic serving of fries, and a really small chicken chop. useless la. the foodcourt below my house sells something like dat for only $5, and it comes with bread, beans, bigger piece of meat aand more fries. after eating, went home straight. wei follwed, because we're gonna have us a balcony jam at my place.
he restringed my guitar for me first, before doing his later. set up the equipment properly. in the balcony. my mom came back extra late today, like 8pm. her usual time is between 7 to 715pm. and my bitch sister came back with her. made everything properly and jammed at about 830pm. it was damn fun la. good guitar practice. played all the way till about 945pm and my mom wanted some peace and quiet and she wanted to watch her show also. so we went back to my room to use the computer first. rested a while. then later my mom was rather moody. keep shouting like hell. pms again la. work blues again. she nagged at me to go shower now or get forced to shower in cold water later. because whenever she goes to sleep, the bathroom is located in her room, and she always locks the door once she sleeps because she bans us from using her room toilet for a reason nobody knows.
showered finish. then had the last bit of balcony jamming fun at about 11 plus. till 1150pm. lowered the volumes la, because im a considerate neighbour. sent him off to the bustop. then i bought from the 24 hour stall again because i havent ate anything for dinner. now i regretted like crazy. she gave me really A LOT of what i ordered. plus it had A LOT of taugeh. i looked at it, wondering whether i could ever force it down my throat later. then the time came to eat. before i poke it with a fork, i thoroughly checked and made damn sure no taugeh was on it. then tasted it. HORRIBLE! it was almost tasteless, and COLD. so no more for me. my hunger miraculously disappeared. i didnt wanna throw it into the bin as it would make me feel like shit. my mom ALWAYS give me a lecture on the importance of food. dont waste la bla bla. so hopefully, this plate of noodles, not noodles actually i duno what the hell it is, would find a new eater. maybe my father would eat it. so i just placed it in the refrigerator.
i'm so damn tired now la. i want another balcony jam asap. anyone who has an electric guitar and spare cables , feel free to drop by my place. hahah. about 2 more days to orientation day. the time it starts is horrible la. 9am. that means i have to leave the house around 745am. everyone else i knew who is in the same school as me has different schedules. boring. dont think i'll see them on orientation day. omg 230am already. i better hit the bed. night. tomottow, music classes again. sian.
Bite my tongue, right now, it's the perfect time Do anything to make her happy, Even if it means i'll have to be miserable, i dont care As long as she's loving life
Purple Rose; 10:41 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
hullo. yet one of those days again. i overslept like mad. was supposed to wake up like 1230pm latest. i lazily set the alarm clock on snooze again. even mom calling me doesnt work, i'll just tell her, "ya im awake already la." then after i hung up, i'll go back to sleep. the lazy feeling is always there. dragged all the way till 105pm. woke up, realised i didnt switch off the computer the whole night, oh ya, i was downloading something overnight. the download was completed la. plugged in my ipod, and started updating it with new songs. FINALLY. after so long, im getting to upload my shit into my ipod. on my OWN computer la. now at least i dont feel so bored looping the same old songs, excluding my current hot favourite band's songs. then i heard the door creaking outside of my room, my dad's awake la. he has no idea that i have music class today, so he didnt rush me. he just went to the kitchen's loo. i went to the masterbedroom to shower.
that room has a proper heater. it's not spoilt, plus my mom made her toilet look so nice la. renovating... it has those sliding door in the shower area so the area outside wont get wet. so nice la. i love showering there : ) the water is so heavenly, just the perfect temperature. if only i had a bathtub, i could bathe for hours. but i prefer bathing at night in that bathroom, because the lights in that room, are so sexy. finished bathing and realised fuck la, it's almost close to 2pm. it's like so impossible to reach class in time la. knowing i'll sure be late, i just took my own sweet time in front of the livingroom's giant mirror making up my hair. then left at about 210pm. great. the bus took forever also. plus i saw so many secondary school kids hanging out at the mall downstairs, that shows how late i am already.
i didnt wanna get a heart attack, so i didnt look at the time all the way until i reached city hall, where my class my located. then when going up to class, teacher called me and asked me to hurry up hahah. i reached class at fucking 3pm. half an hour late. hahah. and worst still, i didnt complete my work. so she got naggy. finished class, then went to Funan Digitalife mall which was directly opposite my school's building. waiting for wei. went up to the highest floor to check out the xbox 360 booths, hoping to waste some time there. but in the end, i couldnt do much, so many school kids in uniforms hogging the sets. so just sticked around for a while watching them play and went downstairs looking at some new stores. then i saw this really old friend of mine, a gaming pal online. he's like 30plus, in his NS attire, doing reservist and i strucked up a convo with him, he still remembered me. talked about games, even though i have not been playing any games lately. then wei called, went downstairs to meet him at funan's Mcdonalds.
The ONLY reason why i chose to eat there was because it had free Wi-fi service. and i wanted to use my psp to surf random sites. bye bye $6. bought a double cheeseburger meal. had to wait for my double cheeseburger, so we went up to the higher floor to eat. and the Wi-FI service is realllllllllly slow la. i think many people are using at the same time thats why. talked rubbish while eating. then after DAMN long i realised my double cheeseburger never came. was getting rather pissed off, so i went back to the counter to demand for my burger. he completely forgotten about it. make my head sizzle a little bit. he told me to wait. i looked clearly pissed la. then later he came with my burger, apologised and gave me a free apple pie as some sort of apology gift for slow service : D feeling much better la. i cooled down.
then left mac and went to Peninsular Plaza. looked around at guitar stuff. got to know the price of the thing i was looking for. a carry case for my multi-fx board. $40. that's a little pricey la. i thought it was going to cost around $20+ at most. Luthermusic has the best customer service out of the other shops i know. they let u try out the products and wont give u that fucked up look when u are not buying it in the end. nice staff. then left peninsular plaza and walked to esplanade. took the open air route. i love the view of the buildings from a far. and the reflection on the buildings off the sun is fucking irritating. burns my eyes. Reached esplanade and saw some 3 piece instrumental rehearsal going on. 2 violins and a cello played by 3 ladies. we got nothing to do so we went to sit down and watch them. once we sat down, they played for like the next 30 seconds and left the area -_-
Esplanade is SOoOoO damn empty la. i like that part the most. majority of the other people who either be in school still studying or worked up in their offices. hahah. came across this shop selling mostly chocolate stuff. i looked at the display of good stuff. looks daaamn tempting. so i bought 5 strawberries dipped in fudge for $5. that's damn pricey la. here's a pic of it. the chocolate hardened already, thats the only let down, i prefer it to be in it's liquid state. overall i like the taste. but i wont be crazy enough to buy somemore. i dont have a bottomless wallet.
then went outside to see the place where Baybeats used to be held on. from a giant stage, now it's reduced to a mess of random metals. those barriers at the side were gone. realised we got nothing else to do already, decided to go Marina Square for fun. browsed through random shops, saw this sports shop, selling real swords, katanas, wah fucking cool la. but the pricetag spoils everything. $400 for a sword. then on level 2 there was this cafe having the CHOCOLATE FONDUE! looked at the pricings, $18, but i think it's only for one person. $12 for child. and there were completely NOBODY inside. and pizza hut was just nearby, and i saw they had this new pizza which Pizza Hut USA had way earlier. a pizza with a really cheesy crust. and i really mean CHEESY. makes my mouth water. cheese is one of the nicest things ever. but too bad i was full.
then went to the pool/arcade place. looked at the time, 7pm already. the pool area was quite large, and there were really few people playing, i dont feel so shy to play. so i asked the woman.
me: uh. pool please.
woman: NO, YOU ALL LOOK SO YOUNG.
me: i'm 18 la.
woman: SHOW ME UR ID.
i was gonna whip out my student card to show her im really eighteen, but i stopped because it wouldnt do any good since wei is only 13. then he argued with the woman like mad before we all decided not to play already. but what the fucK?! it's already beyond 630pm what, she shouldnt give a fuck and just let us play,STUPID woman, this place has just lost potential customers. we got nothing else to do la. i havent played ppool in a long time, missing it. so we went back to CP, sengkang, actually having plans to meet an idiot and have dinner together. but that idiot give a crappy reason such as "no money" i wouldnt believe that dick. i know for sure he's lying. he's got fucking 700 dollars in his atm. i curse him to lose another 2 of his teeth, since he has already lost his front two. HAHA.
ok la. Jack's PLace had lovely lamb chops but im not hungry and i dont have much money on me too. bought sushi at cold storage and ate them at BK, if the staff knew i bet they;d chase us out. after that, one full day was wrapped up. went back already. freaking tired. mom told me i had to hand in a rather important form to my school(lasalle) tomorrow, so fuck la, i was actually planning to sleep the whole of tomorrow's afternoon. but i wanted to restring my rusted guitar's strings anyway. so maybe, if i dont feel so lazy tomorrow, i'll bring out my guitar. ok la, it's like 3am now. i procrastinated again -_- i wanted to turn in by 1am, but what time is it now?! here's a pic of my new monitor before ending tonight's entry.
the old ugly monitor is waiting to be carried away by a rag and bone man in exchange for money. that old monitor is like 84928 times fatter than this one. alright, good night.
Somtime's you're the only who knows what it's like to be me Someone to face the day with, make it through all the mess with, Someone I'll laugh with, even under the worst, im best with you.
you know i'll always be there for you.
Purple Rose; 11:14 AM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
hullo. a very very early morning entry here.(monday) 505am in the fucking morning. damn the insomnia la. anyway, yesterday, sunday, i was still sleeping like hell, thinking it was still early morning, when it's actually late in the afternoon. then my mom told me to wake up, i rolled the other side and mumbled, "not now la. im lazy to move." then she said the magic words that made me open my eyes and never close them back again. she said, "your new monitor is here" my reaction was instant. straight away wake up. and the computer guy came into my room, holding a giant box. so sweet! like another present! finally my old, ugly, fat and bulky monitor can get lost. been using it for fucking 7 years. i was expecting another fat ugly, but new monitor, but what i saw was completely different from what i thought. it's LCD. wah! i love you again la MOM.
he set up the new monitor and i just stood and watched. embracing every moment of it. can u imagine i actually used my sister's lousy computer for one full week and i survived? for a computer that horrible, which hangs every 2 hours. and her room is as hot as a sauna. my room is cold and nice. then i thanked the computer guy and he left, i ran to the the computer desk to use it IMMEDIATELY. and it looks so much better now. i save a hell lot of space on the computer desk. now there is a space for me to actually put a book on and do homework, while multi-tasking and chatting on MSN. but my eyes are like SO close to the monitor la. i bet my degrees on both eyes would skyrocket. the new monitor. is so nice la. a wide, bright and clear screen. it feels lovely. as though i bought a new computer. but my computer's lag is there la -_- a day old monitor and a 7 year old processor. who cares. i dont play any major games on my computer anyway. oh ya, i took a pic of it too, but it's not uploaded yet. probably the next entry i'll have the pic up.
the little irritating 6 year old kid, bighead came into my room and did the usual thing he does everytime. to piss me off la. asking dumb questions. REALLY dumb questions. the latest dumb question he asked was whether my current guitar now is just bought. fucking idiot. how long ago already. and he comes here like everyday. then i sat at my computer desk for the whole day with my new found love. hahah. the new monitor.
then wei asked me whether i was going to baybeats as it was the last day. i was keen to go actually but later changed my mind, i got my damn homework to do. but later i procrastinated like hell, and delayed doing my homework the whole afternoon. i was clad in PJs for the whole day. i didnt go out, so i didnt bathe the whole day. channel 5 was showing The Mummy Returns so i watched it. old show, but nice. oh ya, today i ate my mom's cooking again. some noodles thing, it was alright la, i actually requested for more chilli, my mom was damn careful about adding more chilli, because if too much was added, i would stop eating. then watched DISNEY channel after that, i was bored so i went browsing channel by channel and happen to catch some japanese anime about 3 female spies. very charlie's angels type of show la. but since im bored just watch la. then slacked back at the computer all the way till now. freaking 5am. i delayed doing my homework from the whole afternoon until just now only. i did my work at about 4am. and i still have yet to complete it yet. i was supposed to do a full Assessment Paper One, but i looked at it, wah, i will take forever to complete that. so i'll just tell my teacher tmr that i'll do it in front of her as a test. haha.
went blog hopping just now. came across the infamous XiaXue's blog. wah, that bitch went to Los Angeles? freaking fortunate. i rarely go overseas : ( looking at her enjoying herself from the pics taken in that country, makes me soo jealous. she freaking went to DISNEYLAND. even though i hate mickeymouse and gang, i wanna go there for the rides. heard the prices for one ride are SGD$76. fucking hell?! u must have bottomless wallets to actually enjoy yourself there. going for one or two rides is so boring la. now suddenly, im actually looking forward to my short trip to aussie. reason #1, i havent been on a plane for ages. reason #2 , the last time i travelled to a faraway place was ages ago. my next dream destination would be JAPAN of course, and Paris. two really lovely places. heard that Shinjuku and Akihabara in japan has places selling porn. maybe if i ever go there i would stroll into those shops. but i wont do anything la, im of LEGAL age anyway : )
my sister has been gone since friday. it still feels great. without her around. oh ya, i realised my sister and the infamous XieXue has a lot in common. really scary fact. they are both bitches. and they love slamming singaporeans, the typical singaporean type of singaporean la. like totally against the usage of Singlish. and both of them like white guys. i saw XieXue kissing the white guy(mouth to mouth) she was with in US with. and own sister has a white boyfriend. some swedish guy. in my eyes, there are so many other white guys who are much HANDSOM-er than him. who knows, maybe my sister and xiaxue might be besties. both of the same kind.
finally! i have been waiting ages to upload these really old pictures. here there are anyway. first pic would be something really random. i was walking in a supermarket and happen to see it. so i snapped away. it's lame la hahah.
we're gonna have us a ?
some goodies from Aussie. random sweets.
this chocolate. from aussie. it tastes just like it's brand. HEAVEN.
ok here's the last pic. was in Plaza Sing, and saw this signboard. hahah.
ok thats pretty much everything. my mouse is being fucked up. i think i dropped it too many times on the floor already. so unresponsive. omg it's 6am. from a distant, i could hear people's alarm clocks ringing. hahah. get up for school/work. shit. class later at 230pm. damn it la. i think im off to sleep already. night.
i will be able to sleep at night with a smile upon her face, as long as she's perfectly fine I hope she is... and some day she will be mine.
Purple Rose; 2:04 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
argh. second quick post within the next half an hour. that rice i bought downstairs that 24 hour stall, tasted yummy : D but ONE THING. the stupid woman.... she put a fucking big load of chilli on the fishcake. when i was eating THAT fishcake. i was crying already. damn bloody spicy hot. sambal's nice la, but this is too much already. like 3 full spoonfulls on one tiny piece of fishcake. insane.
now im just 3 small pieces of fishcake away from finishing the meal. i scraped off the excess chilli. i have a low tolerance level for anything spicy. one thing i forgot to mention in the earlier post. i've been FORCED to go to australia next month. and forced to skip school also. i remembered the last time my mom talked about it.. went like this.
mom: eh, do u want to go to australia?
me: can la. when? for holidays.
mom: no, next month.
me: eh? how can... i got school.
mom: your sister's graduation day la.
me: so what. i'd rather see pictures of it. and i cannot anyhow skip school.
mom: nvm, i will talk to ur lecturer about it.
me: I DOWAN TO GO.
mom: dont think i dunno ur plan. i know u want us to go to australia so can be alone here in singapore and make the house a jungle.
me: what plan? rubbish la. im still not going.
then. a few days back. my mom showed me some confirmation slip. it had my name on it, as well as my parents'. then i read further, it's to confirm the trip to australia. FUCK la. i wanna stay in SINGAPORE. if it was JAPAN then i wouldnt mind at all. plus i think it is gonna be damn boring going there, we're not staying there for long, probably 4 days only and see my bitch sister graduate. nvm la, on the other hand, i try to buy as many australian sweets and other good stuff the country has.
something pisses me off always when i enter my sister's room to use this computer. she has her luggage all over the floor, not just one giant bag, but TWO. i always kick the luggage accidentally and it's damn pain. feel like throwing the bags down 14 storeys. ok la. im damn tired. im off.
Purple Rose; 12:42 PM
hullo. back from yet another longggggggggggggggg day. it was really long i swear. first off, would like to express my happiness here : D because my sister went to stay over at Marina Mandarina Hotel(i think) for some friend's birthday party crap and wont be coming back for some time. sooo. her computer's all mine. ok. shall talk about stuff that happened at yesterday's baybeats(FRIDAY)
watched the first opening band play. Ingride i think, i didnt like their songs la. but West Grand Boulevard was good. after watching the second band play, i was too tired to stand anymore la, given for the insufficient amount of sleep i had. and was hungry at the same time, so went to Marina Square's Yoshinoya for late dinner. beef bowl always rocks. after eating, left for home. and reached home around 12.
then comes today,(saturday) i left the house super early. not really super early but about 10 minutes earlier than the usual time i leave the house. and again, the bus left me. i didnt have the patience to wait for another 72 so i just took the next bus which was a 159. all the way to sengkang interchange this time, and the bus trip was like twice as long as 72. wasted time like mad. i cant believe that i actually left the home early, really confident that i could walk into the class before anyone else does, but instead, i was late. not 5 minutes, but TWENTY MINUTES late. really wtf. fuck 159's. never ever im gonna take again as the first bus of the day. but before i went up to class, went to ISETAN downstairs to buy some pastry, i was fucking hungry. bought like an apple pie and some french cheese bun.
in class during break, i ate like a caveman. apple pie never tasted this damn good. eat until all my pants are filled with crumbs and so is the floor below. finished class and took the underpass to the next mall, i forgot the name, but it has BORDERS in it, directly opposite LIDO. across the road. great. muneh is still at home. he will take 4593058 years to arrive. so i just slacked at BORDERS by reading as many mags as i could. until eventually boredom gripped me. went out of the place and walked to heeren. and i glanced at my ipod's battery life, fucking one tiny dot of battery space left. wtf is this..... i thought i charged it to full this morning -_- reached heeren and browsed CDs and DVDs at HMV. great timing, just as muneh called me to inform me he's reached, my ipod died on me. i wont die of boredom la, i still have a backup mp3 player in my bag.
took out my cheese bun and began eating it. somehow, the thick cheese inside made me feel nauseous, and almost spitting everything out so i stopped eating it. karen and chersy were somewhere near us so we played a game of hide and seek to find them. the game started at Orchard MRT and ended at City Link Mall. finally. muneh was suddenly so "shy". so unlikely of him. the usual loudmouthed one suddenly became a mouse in their presence. walked to Esplanade. reached The Arena just in time to know that we missed the first band. so many scene kids around. they're like everywhere. a typical scene kid would be anyone dressed in a band tee + jeans and paired with Chuck Taylors. and has that kind of hairstyle. usually crazy hairstyles. and most of them are losers. saw some familiar faces. sticked around for a while with them before going in to watch the next band perform. this band is alright la, better that yesterday's first band. it's damn entertaining to see losers getting dragged out by security.
after that we went to have dinner at Marina Square with Karen and Jersy. a hard time finding a place to eat in, all the fast food outlets were like almost fully packed. settled at BK. that outlet has the longest queue in the world. there were like 4 people in front of me. it took like 20 minutes to be 3rd in line. horrible slow service la. then muneh's queue on the other side looks way longer than mine as they were many kids in front of him, but actually, they were mass buying the similar stuff, so the queue moved faster. then i hopped the queue to go to his side and finnally, getting to place my order. bought the kiddy meal that comes with the toy. i bought it because those normal full set meals are too much for me. i cant eat that much. then muneh act kind and wanted to treat them both what they ordered. in the end, i took the money : D it could get me a nice frapuccino at Starbucks. hahah.
ate and ate. left the place and realised it was quite late. around 9 plus, so they all went back. i parted ways with everyone, i went on to go somewhere else. fast forwaarrrrddd. going back in the mrt, i felt like dying. really dying. whats worst than having a FULL BLADDER on a long train trip. i couldnt stop squirming in my seat. i regretted drinking so much earlier. and im still 15 minutes away from the nearest toilet. fucking MRT please hurry up.. emergency for me. stopped at the station and blasted off to the toilet at the speed of light. it was alrready 12am then i was hoping that the toilets are still opened. and YES! it is. pissed for like almost 1/2 an hr. took a late bus back, and hunger pangs strike again. i went to that 24 hour stall below my place.
i swear. the stupid woman is blinder than blind. usually a shy and quiet guy like me dont really like to talk much when ordering things so i just pointed to whatever dish i want. I CLEARLY POINTED at the noodles, and said take away, and she scooped up rice instead -_- i was too surprised to actually stop her, fuck it la, food is food, i eat la. costed me like 20 cents more. but now i have no regrets, because the noodles i wanted earlier has so much TAUGEH. and i FUCKING HATE taugehs. actually i almost hate all forms of veges except for kangkong, and spinach. then went back home. and singapore is so fucking humid sometimes. knowing it was like 1 plus am in the morning, i stripped in the lift. just removed the shirt. then when i got out of the lift on my floor, got somemore clothes off. i dont care la, everyone's asleep wat. so i opened my gate only in boxers. and the first thing i did was to go straight to my room and switch on AIRCON. how can i ever imagine the world without AIRCON. fans are horrible.
it's almost 3am now. shall eat, shower and die on the bed soon. oh ya, mom called me this afternoon, and told me about my school's timetable. this is a huge difference from secondary school. i start in mid to late mornings in school and finish at almost 6-7pm everyday. i would need some time to adapt to these new horrendous timing. im too used to going back at 230pm last time when i was still in sec school. ONE WEEK. thats the time i have left to enjoy. before school starts. more new friends! hopefully no new enemies. i wanna watch Pirates of the Carribean 2 : ( alright im off.
i saw the tears on your face and your voice... was quivering you're my everything my heart beats and the pains are growing is she the one worth dying for?
Purple Rose; 10:50 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
hullo. back from baybeats. and im super damn damn damn tired. too lazy to blog about the stuff that happened just now. will do it tomorrow la. shall just do the quiz that muneh tagged me to do some time ago. almost completely forgotten about it. hahah.
Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.(wah so many!) After that tag at least 3 people to do this. 1. Muneh 2. Caroline 3. Chersy 4. Weiwen 5. my own sister 6. Karen 7. Tze Liang 8. Gabler 9. Shoemei 10. Salina Ivan 11. MengCHeng
1. How did you meet 10? err. how ah. i forgot also. oh ya, first time ever saw her in da arcade at CP ages ago with muneh.
2.What would you do if you never met 2? then life would be boring and plain without her, a good listener. sweet person.
3.What would you do if 9 and 11 dated? MengCheng and shoe? total CATASTROPHE. that would be a living nightmare.
4.Do you like 7? tze liang. funny guy with a big nose.(no offence)
5.Would 5 and 6 make a good couple? karen and my own sis? no homosexuals please.
6.Describe 3. chersy's a really nice person to talk to la.
7.Do you think 8 is attractive? attractive persona. another funny guy.
8.Tell me something about 2. caroline. yeah, she loves her family loads.
9.Do you know any of 4's family? ya, his brother. (tomoh)
11.What would you do if 3 confesses he/she likes you? eh wat the... maybe i should reshuffle the names above. i didnt see this coming. how would i react? my reactions are often awkward when it comes to this kinda things.
12.What language does 6 speak? english.
13.Who is 9 going out with? Shoe. heard she has a boyfriend whom i dunno.
14. How old is 4 now? wei. 13 now.
15.When was the last time you talked to 1? this afternoon.
16.What is 2's favourite band/singer? JJ LIN. duh.
17.Would you ever date 7? TZE LIANG?! im not gay la please.
18.Would you ever date 11? answer is above.
19. Have you ever seen 6 naked? karen. -_- no.
.People whom you want to pass this on to: muneh,shoe,chersy
share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in because it's cold outside share with me the secrets that you kept in because it's cold inside your smile makes me see clear if only you could see in the mirror what i see
Purple Rose; 10:42 AM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
hullo. didnt get a chance to go online yesterday. (thursday) firstly would like to start this entry off by saying that my sister is a ____. fill in the blank. choice of answers given. a) bitch b)hypocrite c)loser d)all of the above. she pisses me off like mad la almost like 76% of the time im around her. firstly, her comments are stupid. she insulted the song i was listening to and im listening to Secondhand Serenade at that time and i really liked his songs, and she just went, "eeyur, why the song so awful 1?" stupid **t*h. now im wishing for her to faster go back Australia and never come back ever again. i think her taste for almost everything sucks. maybe except for food. hypocrite. one giant undeniable fact about her. knowing she has a white boyfriend(caucasian) whenever shes talking to him, or whenever they're around me, she speaks in a slang which is so damn unlikely of her. shes speaks singlish at home. then whenever i talk to her, i usually speak in singlish wat, and if her boyfriend happens to be around, she would scoff at me and say im a stupid singaporean to speak that way. POT CALING THE KETTLE BLACK. arent you singaporean urself?! b*t*h. fuck, she just came into the room. i hope she doesnt see this. so i will do something stupid now.
ok. hahah. shall move on. it still feels damn uncomfortable with someone in the same room, and unsure whether that person is sneakily looking over what ur blogging. heck, i'll just continue. THURSDAY. woke up early at about 12. prepared and went off for jamming. i thought i was going to be late. i was, by about 2 minutes. jamming was boring today. as i expected. 2 hours is too much. we're like the only band playing there. it's a weekday wat, other scene kids must be occupied at secondary school hahah. after jamming, we all sat outside for a while. then eh, i realised we all havent even paid up yet. then we decided to be dishonest fuckers hahah, and just walk off like dat, we were like 4 meters away from the place and the staff suddenly came out and asked us to pay up. hahah. fuck la. i reallyyyyyyyyyy wanted to save that extra few bucks. means a lot to me. $7.... could get me a decent dinner. then went to the new Cathay near PS to check out timeslots for Pirates Of The Carribean 2. wahhhh all the timeslots are in RED, meaning filling fast. thats very surprisingly for a movie on a weekday. on weekends, dont bother watching without booking at least a few days in advance. for movies like this. no luck with Cathay so we went to PS back. also all red. so we didnt watch the movie today. just as much as i wanna watch the movie badly myself, i still dont want to see my money fly away.
so we didnt watch that day. slacked around Best Denki for a while before going back to put down my guitar bag which weighs as heavy as 2 eight year olds. Singapore Idol started and wei was with me so we watched. i dont really watch SI so i just watch for fun. my sister was kaypoh and watched also, pissing me off more with her comments that i never ask for.
watched finish then went to hougang point below for early supper. that 24 hour nasi lemak stall is Da Thang. their food is actually quite nice and the price is really reasonable. nasi lemak with generous servings for just a happy $2. then i bought something else, some noodles thing and it costed me only $1.30! just like buying food in primary school. the memories. then went to his house. im staying over his place once again.
his room is standard. the messiness. watched an old school movie but its nice. Final Destination 1. a classic. channel 5 once showed this movie also but the censors are fucked up. they censored the freak death scenes, some parts la,whats the use of even showing the movie when it is like one of the best parts of the show? to see the way they die. then ate our supper downstairs, then later the pig(wei) sleep already so i went over to the other room and started doing my homework. i really did. no procrastination. went off to sleep after that. the time was 610am. i switched off the lights. the room was giving me the creeps la. i heard some weird things, then i slept with the lights on again. allllll the way till 1210pm. i realised i didnt shower the whole of yesterday, only except for the morning bath, then i wake up this early afternoon with hair as greasy as a plate of char kway tiao. because theres wax on it what. having been on my head for a full 24 hours. then my phone i set to silent mode(on purpose) had like 6 missed calls.
splashed some water on my face to give me life. then went home. it feels reaaaaaaaalllly good to have a nice cooliing shower. the feeling of being clean rocks. especially when the weather is extremely hot. immediately went to use the com knowing my sister isnt around at that time, her bed is the messiest bed in the world. super random stuff on the bed, ranging from used clothes, many, many soft toys and a lot other crap.
later. baybeats at esplanade. now i feel sleepy, but i will still be going. the first band would probably play at about 7 plus. and now is like 3 plus. sooo.. shall take a short refreshing nap now. im off.
i wish my life was a song because songs never die scream at me to make it the best i ever heard laugh out loud though i know it sounds absurd so please stay sweet my dear.
Purple Rose; 11:40 PM
PROFILE
Kai or Kyle
sour 19
doesnt really intiate a conversation on MSN first, for some odd reason
music is his passion
has severe insomnia sometimes
loves to eat
aspires to become a real NINJA
wants a ragdoll kitty bad
Tokyo is his next dream holiday destination
fucking hates short hair
hates chelsea
driving license -__-
new shoes
to get out of NS as soon as possible
to be proficient in Japanese Language
to not be late when meeting up with friends
to stop spending unnecessarily
to try to crawl out of his anti-social shell
new PIANO!
more and MORE new MANGA to kill boredom spells
a shopping buddy : (
get to know more new friends.
more tops and jeans
get my lazy ass down to composing songs again
