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Thursday, August 23, 2007

hello. it's 510am now, and officially ONE DAY aaway to Natsu Matsuri. i'm so anxious about the queues there that i feel like camping outside the school grounds to be #1 in line. am munching on some sultana biscuits as im typing. damn irritating, these late night hunger pangs. i just need to bite on SOMETHING, ANYTHING. edible of course. been eating so much in my room these days, usually my mom will nag like hell when i eat in my room cuz i tend to drop some bits and pieces of food on the floor without noticing and this results in unwelcomed "visitors" like those fucking ants. so far, miraculously, no sighting of ants have been in my room for the past 3 months or so. must be maybe my mom go put some voodoo charm paper in my room to ward off ants.

bought this less than 2 days ago and all of it finished already. so addictive la, i keep stuffing them in my mouth when i have nothing to do.



just came back from the kitchen to get another packet of sultana biscuits. somehow, even though im skinny now, i feel at this rate, one day i will become pui pui. but i dont think that is ever possible. hahah. im glad to inherit high metabolism from my parents! and my jealous sister (shes fat cuz she doesnt have high metabolism unlike me) says that one day i will get a heartattack because of the overloaded fats under my skin. haha stupid bitch.

currently about 5 and a half hours to my alarm.

moments ago, i thought i heard what's supposed to be my biggest nightmare news EVER. it seems that this year's seiransai event is invite-only. but i dismiss that as a rumour for now, because no official news were announced yet on the school's website. i keep my fingers crossed. missing it for one year already is bad enough, but if it is true, then fuck la.

went for dinner yesterday at braddel's BOTAK JONES. 2nd time eating there. when i reached there it was raining like hell with massive thunder and lightning. damn scary, while walking there, it was quite dark, then this lighning bolt streaked across the sky and my whole path lighted up like some lantern festival, freaking gave me a heartattack. fuck, it's like god is teasing me with his thunder bolts for my sins, but lucky he has mercy, havent kill me yet.

845pm, BOTAK JONES.

i fucking love this place.

ordered and sat down. the rain got worse and thunder got more annoyingly louder. happy for shelter. the place isnt as mad crowded as last time. and there were quite a number of ang moh patrons around. as expected, their service i knew would be slow, given time about 30-45minutes waiting time. ordered a cheeseburger set, looked damn tempting as im a big cheese fan.

$7.50 for a big serving, totally owning Mcdonalds standard for about an extra buck more.

the food came soon after, after sitting down talking cock, it came quick, should be below 30minutes. no comments on quality, as good as ever for a fraction of restaurant pricing.

cheeseburger's meat was surprising THICK, about 10 times thicker than Mcdonald's regular cheeseburger, and im not even exaggerating. superb fries with spicy seasoning.

but unfortunately, even though thats my first meal of the day since waking up at 7pm, i couldnt finish it : ( had about a quarter of the burger left, and fed the scavenger on the table.

i really feel like coming back here AGAIN.



about 3 days ago. when my mom was making my bed, i was setting up the amp that i dragged into a room to practise in my room, then shit, i forgot to minimize the local sex community website on my laptop, and there was a super big picture of a china girl naked on screen. then my mom saw it.

"WHAT"S THAT THING YOU SEEING?!!"

"what thing??"

"that NONSENSE WEBSITE YOU VIEWING!"

"ohh. hahah, accidentally click one."

"i tell your father about this ah."

"aiya, tell lor, im NINETEEN ALREADY, NOT NINE YEARS OLD. i wont care also. "

hahah. fuck it la, it's not the first time my mom actually caught me going to undesirable sites. brings me bad memories when she first caught me doing it when i was about 15 or 16 years old in the super early morning before going to school. i was playing chinese chess in the dark at about 545am, and i thought my mom would usually wake up at 6pm, so i tried to play faster, then she suddenly walked into my room. FUCK!!!!! ok. no need to reveal further details.

FRIDAY PLEASE END QUICK!!

ok, i thnk i better go sleep now before the sun rises. night.

i absolutely love her, when she smiles

Purple Rose;
2:16 PM


sigh. a long boring week it has been. even though the event is much closer than i think, 2 days to it, i still feel bored because of another reason. i have another good long week before i could return to ikoma school. almost a 2month month holiday doing nothing. weeks back, i thought i found the perfect part time job, but the person didnt even send me the number to contact -_- it's like something with a head but no tail. just bear with this one last week, meanwhile, while i enjoy this weekend :D

today, my mother forgot to give me allowance. got a little annoyed. woke up like 7pm a few minutes ago, checked my wallet, and there was no money beneath it. tough luck. she's not even back home yet. think she went to the gym after work again.
feeling a little bit insecure because of being one day allowance down.

last week, got approached to do a donation for a school organisation, by sms, since i was feeling like a nice guy, i said yes. but in the end, even with my willingness to meet up to pay(it's someone i know btw) the date got pushed forward. and when the day came, there wasnt even a reply from her. aiya, i'm already nice enough to be willing to donate, you ignore me it's your loss, for that i wont bother, i have more money to spend.

been rather concerned about my laptop's battery health recently. like wtf, my laptop on a full battery charge couldnt last barely past the 30 minute mark. googled for information, and found out that my batery is in shitty condition with only 21% health. so whatever my laptop displays of battery remaining time, it's 1/5 of that.

k im going out for dinner. bye

Purple Rose;
4:32 AM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

6am.

AUgust 19.

good morning.

arghhhh. so fugging tired. not that i cannot sleep or whatever, but it's just that im waiting for food to arrive at my doorstep. feeling too hungry to be asleep now even though im hell tired. the thought of a mouth-watering breakfast....

switched off the aircon. it's freezing even though it's only at 21 degrees. somehow these few days i didnt switch on the fan at all and i can live with it, the weather's so cooling. but not at night though, i need at least the fan, or i'll sweat in my sleep, with my thick blanket.

hotcakes... egg mcmuffin... big breakfast... brownies... uhhh

sorry abt that, mind too occupied with food.


THURSDAY. (16th august)

possibly one of the best moments in my life. arghh. cant stop thinking of it hahah. memorable afternoon. orgasm orgasm orgasm. petite cute girls > big girls

had japanese meetup that evening. i went home from bencoolen before that to charge my dead ipod for a pathetic half hour before i scrambled to Tanjong Pagar.

Japanese meetup that day was quite ok. more and more new people turned up, and i didnt talk much, even to the regulars. i guess i was too tired, drawing soo much energry from the afternoon. and also, not eating anything for the whole day, no proper meal, just a cup of kimchi instant noodles and some japanese rice biscuits to keep me walking in the sun.

SAturday (yesterday)

woke up originally at 830am-ish. wanted to take a piss, but fucking sister was in the toilet. wtf is that bitch ALWAYS in the toilet. i suspect she has some bladder problem, when that bitch is home, she goes to the toilet at the weirdest times of the night. like 2am, 4am.

was kinda urgent, but as a guy, i tried to suppress and went back to try to sleep.

9am.

wat the helllll. bitch still inside the toilet, and neither is she taking a bath. argh, so i went to the balcony, took out some music books, and started playing the piano on the soft pedal for a while until that bitch eventually came out. it's about time.

10am.

mom woke up, offered to make me a breakfast of hard boiled eggs, but i rejected her as i felt like sleeping back.

and that was a mistake.

630pm.

woke up. wtf? i slept for THIS long?

830pm.

went out to esplanade area to see the fireworks. cheebye, nobody to go with, i ended up going there alone just to watch that. i dont think it was worth all the trouble to go that far just to watch singapore's short span fireworks.

but it was real pretty. i took the trouble to go there just for this because i never experienced live fireworks for this whole year so far. watching it on TV really no kick.

it was pretty.

and cityhall area was PACKED. really packed.

that sums up my boring Saturday.

High School Girls anime is going to end. wtf, only 12 episodes to one season. but i really enjoyed it, thoroughly, super funny. gonna watch the final episode tmr, and it's about time Claymore's latest episode came out, waited like 2 weeks for this. gonna have an anime marathon after i sleep.

COUNTDOWN TO NATSU MATSURI

6 DAYS~~~~~~~~!!!

been waiting one whole year for this. cant possibly miss this event.


wheres my food.......

is this the cause i'm looking for

Purple Rose;
2:43 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

been a rather weird wednesday for me. encountered 2 things today which i cannot really explain whether it might be im hallucinating or just natural causes.

wednesday.

slept at 230am. woke up suddenly at 5am, and unable to sleep back, didnt feel like using the laptop, so i played my psp under the blanket instead. after like 10 minutes, my eyes started to feel the pain because of the distance of the super bright screen towards my face is like so damn near. so i burst out of the blanket.

didnt feel like staying in my room, and it's getting rather cold so i proceeded to the living room to play my psp on the sofa instead. played till like 8am without even realizing it -_- even my mom had finished bathing and shit, and people leaving the house.

8am.

went back to my room, switched off the aircon, and laid on the bed. TRIED to sleep, but my eyes reopened automatically within the next 30 seconds, so sleeping is out for me. brought the laptop up the bed, surfed and surfed, ending up reviving WoW for the next 30 minutes, then i felt that im getting sleepy, so i turned it off.

12pm.

guess there is no one home except me, im preparing to take a short nap before going out later to get my long-awaited haircut.

FIRST ENCOUNTER.

as soon as i got comfy with the pillows on my bed, i heard my door shake. ok thats kinda weird, but my door "shakes" because it is in a bad condition due to me slamming it too much, so when someone outside gently touches the door, it goes inwards and out therefore "shaking" and it makes an annoying noise.

ok to continue.

at first i thought it might be nothing, so i closed one eye on it and continued sleeping. then later i woke up with a start, my door is shaking SUPER VIGOROUSLY, like some mad idiot outside demanding to be let in. i was like wtf? and started getting scared a little. then i mustered enough courage, went up to my door, and locked it, and surprisingly all of it stopped at once.

creepy?

maybe it's just wind. but no windows are opened in my house at that time. well, anything can happen, so i hope it's just wind.




WENT to get a haircut finally. now my hair is "ball-like". and the guy really snipped a lot, the whole floor was full of my hair. but nevertheless, im happy spending $35 on it. no komachihair for me, as $$$ is important to me at this moment, cant afford to overspend.

gonna get new glasses soon. fuck this pair that im currently wearing. makes my face look bigger.

how convenient, directly below my block, there is a pasar malam. i just went downstairs to get myself 2 burgers. i hope this pasar malam stays long. the last time there was one exactly at this spot, only lasted 3 days. wtf?

had a bad time at home, quarelled with sister. that fucking bitch is getting more arrogant every passing day.

and again, quarreling over the same stupid issue, of her arrogance yet again, and looking down on singaporeans, like shes not one herself. i could've been meaner, she calls me useless, i could have retailiated with the best defence, her BOYFRIEND. but i decided not to because i think it will hurt her a lot. at least i have a heart, not her.

her boyfriend, ang moh, so shes bigheaded, frankly speaking, i think he isnt good looking AT ALL, looks like a typical average joe in the ang moh race. and one more thing, besides her horrible taste in guys, another reason why shes stuck on him for a long time is simple, he's rich. but brainless. he dropped out when studying here. look who's more useless.

and she keeps trying to brainwash my mom into going against me, but it never worked. it's fucking obvious who's jealous of who.

enough ranting.

on the the 2nd ENCOUNTER.

happened barely 30 minutes ago.

i wasnt tired and there is a big EPL match later on at 3am, couldnt sleep, so i decided to go to the sofa again to play my psp there (sort of becoming my place). after a while, i saw one hideous BIG insect flying towards my face(im lying on the sofa) and i got all hysterical and charged towards my room and slammed the door.

WTF WAS THAT SHIT.

on first look, it looked like a cockroach, FLYING ONES YUCK. because it was really dark, couldnt see properly

then i rolled up a used newpaper and put on a mask(phobia of insects flying towards my face) and set out to the livingroom... i switched on EVERY light in the living room, searched around,there was NO sign of that mysterious insect. and it has been barely 2 minutes since i ran into my room. so wtf? no windows were opened, that insect has GOT to be in the living room. but where the hell did it go.

OK. EPL MATCH IS STARTING SOON, gonna run.

Purple Rose;
11:32 AM

Monday, August 13, 2007

630am.


tuesday morning.


何故 また こんな状況。。。


dragged out my laptop to the kitchen. the hunger pangs are hurting bad, and i still cant sleep, so my senses were tingling to do some food search. since it's the morning, i dug out some leftover cereal hanging around on the table. some fruity loops-like cereal. ahh. tastes great, havent had breakfast like this ever since my high school days.

recently, no newer claymore anime episodes were released, so i went to search for something else instead. and now, im hooked on ecchi-themed anime. lol. surprisingly it got me hooked, watched Love Love? until the last episode, but i think the guy didnt upload finish, the last episode seems too weird to be a last episode. then after that went on to watch another similar themed anime, High School Girls. it's kinda fun. the story is like featuring the life of a school clique in an all-girl school. all from a female perspective, so i kinda know a girl feels in her life in an allgirl school. it's like im taking a peak of the life of a SJC girl here. hahah. curiousity really kills the cat. especially since im from an allboy school in all the years of my compulsory education. borring.

On to my second serving of cereal. hell, i'm really hungry.


just now at 5am, images of cheeseburgers float around in my head, and yummy fries pairing along, so i hesitated to call macdelivery but i stopped myself, as i wouldnt wanna waste those precious dollars. im in a miser-state now. that FFAF ticket is more important to me..... by hook or by crook, i must get it within the next 2 weeks or else..... i might end up paying $100 for it which is not worth it!!!!!


AND.

the letter of death has arrived. i have to go for MEDICAL checkup as ordered by MINDEF in october. and i guess they are gonna take me in around March next year. im prepared for the worst.

YESTERDAY. (monday)


the new Lasalle term starts today on the new grounds. but im not feeling a thing being an ex-student there since i dont really have much close friends there and i cant really click with anyone. but i guess the only thing i'll miss most would be the hot babes from the other blocks. haizzzz.

am supposed to go down to Ikoma school to register for JLPT for this year. last year my mom filled up the form for me, and for this year's im filling it up myself at the school. i was so nervous.... afraid i'll write down wrong information as this kind of thing cannot erase, so i ended up taking almost an hour to fill up one piece of form. saw some old friends of mine, really havent seen them in a long time since i went fulltime. hisashiburi ne.

and also, i met my former teacher, and my previous teacher. enjoyed a little chat, and kawaguchi sensei is going to Natsu Matsuri next week! this event is going to be hell packed, so hopes of seeing her would be less than 50%.

7pm.

last touch ups before submitting the form, and im off.



omg. the sky is frigging bright now. one final say., i hope my plan works. if it does, maybe this year will be one memorable one, before i get thrown into the depths of hell next year.

ja, sayonara.

her heels were so graceful against the carpet. so graceful, yet so insecure

Purple Rose;
3:24 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

came back a few hours ago from the korean meetup. had been quite a fun day, time well spent and i didnt go over my $15 limit i set for the day to make things better. i woke up at an atrocious time of 430pm. also, nice to know that tonight marks the day of the new EPL season. good, at least i wont spend my nights PCW-ing(post count whoring) at local forums.

it's contradicting when i comment on the great new season starting tonight but i wont even be home to watch the first match of the night.

720pm.

reached the bowling place at Marina Square, found sandra's group, then i got slotted in the group consisting of mostly koreans. the korean people were all so warm and friendly la. even though when they were chatting among themselves, i didnt understand a single thing, we celebrated each thing any of us hit a strike or managed to get some decent hits.

this is the 3rd time playing bowling in my whole life, and each time is separated by a giant time gap, so definitely, i know i would suck real badddd. but i think overall i still suck balls for the entire 2 games we played. but i managed to get 3 strikes, thank my lucky stars.

for the 2nd game, sandra suggested that we have a little competition with her group, like for the whole of the 2nd game, whichever of the 2 teams gets a higher score than the other would win, and the prize is is just $8, meaning $1 to each member of the group. and my team won! korea power.

after that it was already 10pm. fuck, playing just 2 games and almost 3 hours flew like nothing. Park left with the cute little girl, and the rest of us went to eat at KFC.

hell, marina square's KFC outlet is fucking cold. we were frozen shitless but we still could stay on after eating our meals to tok kok abit. and we had a nice group shot taken and i hid in all those shots, but somehow one of them figured out i was missing and they retook the shot again -_- somehow i hid again and only my hand and shirt could be seen, sorry la, i dont really like taking photos, especially group shots. made some new friends, eventually everyone wrote down their emails on a piece of a paper.


come 11pm, we left for our separate ways. next meetup, Japanese one, on wednesday evening.


few days ago, watched Alone, and i hated the story, so i was disappointed, but i still cringe in fear at those horror scenes because im a chicken. though those scenes are predictable, they still deal with some scare factor. that's the power of Asian horror. i still think Shutter is the scariest movie i ever watched in my life so far.

it's going to be 6am real soon and i just showered, am not feeling sleepy in any way. so i guess im going to stay up till least 7 or 8+ before i'll go to sleep.

somehow have a feeling to screw that thai girl. i dont know why. maybe she has the innocent charm of a schoolgirl and petite too thats why. most guys fall for that, but i guess horny old ah peks too. lol. she's cute. i'll do her someday when time allows.

Sheryl-san apparently told me that her uncle's company has a night job for me. but she didnt even give me any number -_- and i was dumb enough not to ask. weekday night job sounds fun, as weekday nights usually have no EPL matches, and boredom would get hold of me in no time.

Recently hooked on a new anime series called CLAYMORE (クレイモア)nice story yet again and eye catching characters make me attracted to this anime. but this time, it's not in the horror psychogical genre, more of blood-soaked action and hot females. this anime is still new in Japan and hasnt finished airing yet. yesterday i started at episode 5 in the afternoon, and by about 2am, i just finished episode 17, cheebye, i didnt know i was rooted to my chair for that long. since this series is incomplete, i think i'll stop watching till they churn out the newer episodes.

i'll end here. goodnight.

楽しみ、悲しみ、痛み。

Purple Rose;
2:10 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

in between heavy slurps of hot steaming udon as im blogging. arghh. firstly have to say i feel like a big idiot. maybe my sex life is cursed or my expectations are way too high. i guess what i see really changes things. i feel so weak.

just now Iris called me up when i was in the hotel rolling around the bed. at least when my phone started vibrating i saw the number i was afraid of picking it up intially as i thought that could be the DEATH CALL that i would least expect. but heng ah, it's IRIS from IKOMA. bad news, my preadvanced classes wont fucking start until NEXT MONTH ARGHHHHHH. fucking extend the "break" to another 3 weeks. wtf am i supposed to do to kill time everyday??

zz. just sent an SMS to my former ikoma classmate, hope she has the job lobang that i could work for. i need $$$ badly to fulfil my needs. firstly, i wanna eat like a king without asking for extra $ from my mom because it pisses her off whenever i put the note beside my wallet every morning. secondly, i have the next 3 weeks to save up for my FFAF concert ticket, thirdly, my long awaited LAST haircut of the year. komachihair? i dont think i;ll have enough.

ew. my udon noodles turned soggy. no mood to eat already even thought it's my first meal of the day and it's 630pm in the afternoon.

surprisingly weird, sometimes when i wake up damn late, after a long 10 hour sleep, i would have no appetite to eat even though it's like 3-4 hours later. strange.

recently recovered from a bad cough, it took me like 2 days to recover. i seldom get sick so thats y. i knew why i had that bad cough. because i overdrank orange juice, like 12 glasses a day style. i got a thing for liquids so i can really drink alot, in equal to that, i piss hell lot also. havent been eating well lately, there's always no food at home. and my mother doesnt cook any dinner because shes too tired when she gets back, and my dad is always working late.

once in a while i would go over to the neighbour's to get some food, but sometime's their food suck balls. horrible.

in a bid to save $$ i wont go down to buy myself a meal or eat there. the kopitiam below like shit also.


yesterday, when i was in the kitchen at night, i noticed my neighbour upstairs, they like to leave their window open big big, it's like an open invitation for me to throw things inside. and i feel damn tempted to throw in a bombbag and see their reaction hahah.



temptations..... to throw stuff in like eggs or whatever garbage.


arr. i finished watching the whole season of GHost HUnt anime, and that leaves me with nothing else to watch. i wanna watch anime with a horror psychological theme, i dont like Naruto for some reason and as for Bleach, it's probably to late for me to watch now as i'm missing out on too many episodes. some recommendations please.

im tired. i guess im going to sleep realllllllly early tonight to make up for my irregular sleeping hours. night. it's been a bad day.

viewing girls as a sex object is probably one of men's greatest mistakes

Purple Rose;
3:20 AM

Thursday, August 02, 2007

today, i finished watching the entire season 2 of Jigoku Shoujo(地獄少女) , better known as Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori. it means, Hell Girl. The story is quite illogical la, but somehow i really enjoyed majority of the episodes. typical illogical plot of any other Japanese horror, it involves about this mysterious website which is rumoured to be only accessible at the stroke of midnight, and the site loads up, any name the user types in, will send the person to hell. i think Hell Girl herself is cute, but fuck, i really hate endings, especially when some characters are never coming back. haizz, why must all the cute and sexy girls die in this anime?

And i got really bored. because i have no other thing to watch. so i randomly searched for some other anime under the same category, horror psychological, and i found a nice gem. Ghost Hunt(ゴスハント)the title itself pretty much explains what it's about. just finished 2 chapters of the anime a few minutes ago, and i really liked it, but i find Jigoku Shoujo better.

The first chapter of Ghost Hunt bored me a little because there wasnt even a ghost invovled, and everything was just caused by nature, but still, i like the smart content in the show.

and the chapter i just finished like barely 5 minutes ago gave me a taste of what to come in the further episdoes. this chapter is about a home where many children died, and supposedly, a creepy doll which an evil spirit stays in. how much i fucking hate dolls. especially those with long eyelashes and annoying big eyes. lucky i dont hve any in my home. well, this episode actually features a real apparition, together with exorcisms, really interesting, since it's just an anime, it isnt scary at all la.

Chapter 3 for tomorrowww

fuck, it's already 4 am. before i always realize anything, it is already fucking late.

yesterday, Thursday August2nd.


i went out in the afternoon at about 5pm in City Hall trying to search for a birthday present. walked around the whole of CityLink, raided Marina Square but found nothing that caught my eye. lastly, i spotted a chocolate store, Godiva(really expensive but good choco brand) and wanted to get a small pack for $35 but after some hesitation i think it isnt a good present. like the idea of giving someone edible as a bdae gift is weird for me. then i walked back to CItyLink.

finally saw a store claiming to sell products Made In Japan. selling all girly stuff like bags like accessories, the bag looks good as a gift buttt, $54.90 for a tiny bag is.. ouch. after some observation, decided not to buy it because even though it is a bit pricey for a small handbag, it looked really "budget" like some cheapo bag with RATTAN handles wtf. if i gave her that and told her that it's made in japan she'll probably slap me for "lying" since it looks more like it's made in vietnam.

so i felt damn sian and went home instead. bought some peanut cake before heading back.

total expenditure for Thursday, $2.10

HAHA. just now my sister suddenly barged into my room asking me whether i ate her KitKat Bar. i said "no" but actually i really did eat it.

i really enjoy grocey shopping with either one of my parents. because everything is FREE. plus hougang point recently upgraded their already giant NTUC on the 2nd floor to NTUC fairprice EXTRA, which makes it even bigger. selling more shit. if i shop with both my parents is evennn better. i'll help them push the trolley around, and when they're not paying attention, i'll add whatever shit i like into the trolley. lots and lots and lots of tidbits, icecream, cheesecakes, hotdogs, virtually anything that comes up in my mind.

cheebye. i hate my computer chair. so fugging uncomfortable.

fug, going to 5am liao, i better hit the sack. night.

i'll let you know

Purple Rose;
1:02 PM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

didnt update for hell long. actually now i dont really have the mood to update, earlier i had, but i lost it now. heck, i'll just update for the sake of updating. singapore has been noticeably cooler(as in temperature) nowadays, good thing, i call that "global cooling" but bad thing is, hungry ghost festival is coming, shit.

yesterday when i came back home, my ma scolded me saying the neighbour from the 15th floor complained to her of someone playing piano in the wee hours of the morning. hahah, im guilty of that. because sometimes, when i just couldnt sleep, i would go over to the balcony to play the piano in complete darkness, like some phantom.(im really playing music, not anyhow)

now's august the 1st. and i finished my intermediate japanese class completely already, which was just last friday. couldnt continue immediately to Pre-Advance classes because nobody else is continuing. so, im forced to wait for 2 other intermediate 2 classes to finish, which is like 2 weeks+++ from today. it's going to be boringggg waiting.

when i first stepped into kawaguchi sensei's class, i felt like a total stranger. because i knew no one, so i wouldnt talk to anyone. then when time flies, i got to know the people in class better, and the classes which i thought would be damn boring in the first place turned out to be quite enjoyable. though it hadnt been long, i miss kawaguchi sensei's class already.

on the 2nd week of classes, i would bring my laptop to class every lesson, and show everyone my collection of Pankun&james from Shimura Doubutsuen(志村動物園), a cute animal show in Japan, sensei liked it and so did i, so everyone pretty much had a good laugh especially after 3 hours of lesson everyday.

sometimes i would show different content, such as Japanese ghost videos, and sensei would run away hahaha. and especially when ppl are all watching me selecting my next video, in some folders i would have to purposely scroll damn fast at some point to avoid them from having a look at some porn files.

the last day of her lesson, she gave us some gifts, and we took pictures, i took some using my laptop, but im not posting any of them in here because i hate taking appearing in photos

a drink she gave us, i dont really know how to explain this but, it requires the drinker to push down a "marble" at the top of the glass bottle so it goes in or else the drinker could never drink from it. hmmm it brings back some memories of a similar type of drink i used to drink as a kid, but i forgot what the fuck was it.



and an envelope containing some japanese snacks.



川口先生、日本語を教えてくれてありがとう。

recently i found this blog, set up by this 20 year old girl and most of the time she posts her sexual experiences up with pictures and it got my wand standing up reading it hahah, but that thing aside, she brings up something. the truth is for our generation of young people now is, love and sex dont come together. that girl from the blog already has a boyfriend, but she posts her sexcapades with other guys, at least having 3 other sex partners, and even one is a frigging married man.

and i already kinda got immune to this already, like this girl might love her boyfriend, but only as a "boyfriend" and as for sex, it is like totally another thing, another guy takes over because of better skillz. i dont think any guys this generation will care if their girlfriend-to-be is not a virgin, i also wouldnt care. but i will care alot if my girl fucks around with other guys.

anyway, that girl really has nice boobs.

a few dayzz ago i watched The Simpsons. freaking funny, but im a little disappointed because i expected a lot more. and some jokes are too bland. i hate it when the joke turns out to be lame instead. i give it a 3 out of 5 stars.


and.. i need a haircut. one final one. before national slavery the following year. last haircut back in march, and now already AUgust. i went to this place yesterday, it has japanese stylists, so it's a little tempting for me, only thing stopping me is the steep pricetag, $65. but im going to have a haircut sooner or later this month. i just cant stand my hair now.

anyway, this place is called Komachi, and it's located on the 21st storey of Liat Towers, the view looks breathtaking, since the place has glass windows all around. nice bird's eye view of Orchard.

www.komachihair.com

last saturday went to eat for the first time in my life at Botak Jones. and i personally think it is damn good food at a damn good price, american cuisine. i went to the branch at Toa Payoh, it looks typically like any other school cafetaria, minus a little corner selling alcoholic drinks. ordered Cajun Chicken for a nice $7. the food's good but the only thing i can complain is the waiting times. i waited for a fucking HOUR.

and here is it....



really generous serving of fries, it's all great, but i think overdid the colesaw, like they wana feed a hungry cow isit, so much greens.

www.botakjones.com

i wanna go there again ASAP. this time, at AMK instead. toa payoh's damn far.

her bdae's tmr. she gave me something on my bdae. i must reciprocate this action. but im a sucker at choosing gifts. i know she likes pricey shit like that branded watch she told me about, but wtf im not rich. i wont meet her till like friday, so i'll choose the right gift by tmr.


i need a job. living on my daily allowance just doesnt work out, im not saving since i use it for my daily meals. and i was supposed to buy my FFAF concert tickets last week but audrey didnt call me, wtf, so im ditched. and being that, i spent the $80 already. and again, i have to RE-SAVE. cheebye i hate this.

ok so that sums up most of the stuff i wana blog about, so i wana shower now. goodnight folks.

thou shall not steal

Purple Rose;
5:20 AM