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Monday, May 26, 2008

hi.

26th of May.

missed StreetFest because of inevitable duty. Xeths called me up the day before for a gathering during the actual day but oh well. yet another cosplay event that i'll miss.

mood has been going up and down for the past 24 hours. firstly because im pissed off with my team leader as he is indirectly denying me of taking leave on 31st, which is next saturday. fucking hell, it's so obvious that your lying saying that day is FULL because i fucking checked the leave forecast before even approaching you. i suspect that you are planning to take on that itself thats why you put my request on "pending". dickhead, he treats me like some kid. nevermind i shall reciprocate the way you treat me.

and arrr, ya, this morning when my team dismounted, i was told to do extra 2 hours of work when everyone else finished like 6am? i stayed until 8. to rub more salt into the wound, as i was walking out of the gate, i saw my bus quickly approaching the opposite end, so naturally i would run for it since this bus takes AGES to come once it leaves, aiyaa, since i said above my mood was down, you readers can predict what happened to me la.

the bus whizzed past my face.

even though i reached there to flag on time.

some backtracking.

on the day before Vesak DAy, i was invited to a reunion with my japanese teachers and ex classmates at my sensei's house. as usual i was lazy and cabbed there instead.

it was certainly a good feeling to reunite with old friends, especially my sensei. i havent seen her for more than 6 months!! her first comment about me irritated me a little though. she said i've grown fatter -_-

yappari.

i thought so myself too. my friends, please be honest if i seriously look like i've gained extra pounds. i will be pissed but it's still good to be honest with me.

must be because i've been taking too much soy products, increasing in the number of female hormones and therefore dropping in metabolism rate. okok im thinking too much.

and back to where i was. err ya, we had dinner again, she prepared food for us. the language for the whole of sunday was Japanese. my japanese was REALLY rusty. and im really surprised on how much my ex classmates' japanese has improved over the months. full time classes really pay off well.

chatted nonstop over countless topics, including ARMY life -_- gays, and lots of other weird stuff. all the Japanese teachers present there were female, and the topic on gays seem to really interest them ALOT. no wonder girls love yaoi so much -_-

downed a couple beers and wine. this time, i controlled myself and didnt get drowsy or tipsy or anything shitty. i was fine all the way. until suddenly my body started feeling all airy and i kept "burping". not exactly burping la, it's just air releasing at a slow rate from my mouth. not until suddenly i had difficulties breathing and my eyes are turning bloodshot. not wanting to create a scene, i excused myself from the table and went to the toilet.

vomitted out onigiri, okonomiyaki, and lots of other japanese delicacies out.

argh. what a horrible way to end a reunion with old friends.

took a cab home and wen to a 24 hour clinic to assess my health situation.

doctor looked REALLY young. i mean seriously looked like someone who just graduated from secondary school. he gave MC for the next day, and that automatically made me feel well straight away LOL.

until later i received the bill for my medical treatment.

"sir, total bill would be $103 please"

and immediately this picture sprung up my head.

hurhuhruhr my wallet took so much damage that night : (

taxi fares almost $30

and now add on that dreaded medical bill. im so screwed.

now the next thing im looking forward to would be soccer outings. i seriously need to exercise more. had one last friday at RP with a couple of Sgcafe peeps. i havent touched physical football in ages, so my 90% of my passing didnt get through. but i applaud oreo's effort and will to move forward despite falling down so many times.

im sleepy. good night.

i dislike you.

Purple Rose;
7:08 AM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

hi.

it is the 15th of May today. for the past 2 days, Sgcafe was under maintenance and life is boring without sgcafe to be honest lol. other forums just couldnt match up to Sgcafe. always filled with entertaining content, and with people around the same age range, it is the perfect place to linger around, and not say, spam too. but i is not spammer.

just now, i experienced something quite odd at a coffeeshop in bukit batok. i was eating dinner with a friend. then suddenly this guy came up to me and started pulling my arm and begged like hell in front of me for one dollar for food. i was shocked la. at first i had the "DONT TOUCH ME YOU FUCKING FREAK" mentality. but i softened immediately realizing that he isnt normal, he's retarded(seriously, no joke) from the way he spoke. so i forked out a dollar and placed it on his shaky palms. he thanked me and placed a piece of paper on the table and left.

it felt. weird. what's this piece of paper for?

i flipped it. and there are 4 numbers written on the underside. 4D numbers? i highly doubt so. if it were to hit first prize, i'd be really surprised, and maybe that guy could be an angel in disguise.

2 days ago, was duty as usual for me.

got bullied and dissed like hell, but i think im getting immune to all the verbal insult. they wont ever change, uneducated as they are, it's no use getting annoyed for long at them. requested to take leave on the 21st, but last minute i was told to cancel it because i had to go for live range that day. fucking hell, 21st is gonna be a sexciting day because it's the clash of the titans in MOSCOW, champions league finals. if im not given a chance to watch, i'll be extremely pissed. to make up for that, i took leave for tmr, 15th, thursday lol. a good 2 days off.

rewinding further back to May 11th.

Mothers' Day.

as well as the final EPL match that night to determine who's the champion of this season.

and manUTD were crowned champions for the 2nd consecutive season in a row. damn, im happy.

so what did for my mom on mothers' day? i took her out for dinner, my dad tagged along. we went to Jalan Kayu to eat. if you were thinking prata, NO. thats being extremely cheap. there's this western restaurant along the streets further down from the infamous prata stall there. named Mad Jacks. sounds a little retarded, but the environment is nice. clean, and reasonably filled with crowds. had to wait for about 15 minutes before we're given entry.

dinner cost me $68 in all, which is considered really cheap already, paying for 3 heads. i dont mind since i got my pay the day before. filling a little rich, im gonna do somemore shopping for clothes and crap in the days to come. most probably during the next weekend, the 17th and 18th since im off on those 2 days. great.

anyway talking about dinner there. it features Western Cuisine. dad and I got rib-eye and sirloin steak respectively, and my mom ordered the same shit everytime we go any western restaurant. the same ol' fucking Fish N Chips. service was quite disappointingly slow. took them ages to deliver my steak. and i need not say how long they take to deliver the dessert. even way fucking longer.

here's dessert, looks cool. tasted decent. i love fried bananas!

that's it for mother's day. great day indeed.

days before, rewinding even further, forgot which day, but i went to Clarke Quay alone just to grab myself this irresistible box of strawberry chocolate mochi. i think i saw it last week and highlighted interest in it, but that time i just didnt have small change in my wallet so i told myself to come back another day. anyway now i've got it. the packaging is superb, but the taste is errr.. just not as good as the packaging itself -_-

bought new manga recently again. bought 2 books and that set me back at least $40. kino sure knows how to burn wallets fast -_- bought the 2nd book on impulse as i thought it is a horror manga revolving dolls. but in the end it's some mediocre shojo manga with half-baked storylines. waste my money!! zzzZzZzz. plus the artwork is quite lousy to my eyes, suggesting to me that it might be quite an old manga. so far, my money is well spent on the manga i've handpicked from the shelves of taka's Kinokuniya. not until i bought this piece of crap manga entitled DOLLS. i dont think anyone would be interested to buy from me this piece of shit even if i ever post it on Sgcafe's marketplace -_-

it's almost 3am now. i think i slept too much in the day. 7 hours in camp before dismount. oh ya. my camp's bunk is REALLY hell stuffy in there. sleeping there is equivalent to sleeping in a sauna. so i came up with an idea to sleep in the office. actually, after spending a night there, (i brought my own farking sleeping bag to sleep there) i concluded the bunk is still better place to sleep in. at least it has a proper bed, not the cleanest but, still a farking bed which is soft and gentle on your back. the office is just WAYYYYY too cold. i shivered like hell on the night i slept there. brrr, but somehow, i wanna sleep there more often..

hurray for leave tomorrow!

i could sleep the whole farking day, and get ready for Friday's duty feeling all refreshed and charged. and yesssssss, the weekend off too! received note that my japanese teacher is inviting her ex-students to her house this coming sunday. im SOOOooOOo going~!! cant wait. even though my japanese now sucks cock. I CAN ALWAYS REFRESH MY MIND AGAIN.

and lastly, a random picture to end today's entry.

forever love <3

What are you suffering for?
Your pride or some kind of personal war?

Purple Rose;
10:52 AM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

they strike again.

im convinced now that the culprit isnt from the team i hate, but it's from my OWN fucking team instead. i have 2 suspects in mind. what a bunch of losers with nothing better to do.

from pouring bandung from the top of my cupboard which led to it seeping into my locker and making it all sticky and stinky after a few days, and NOW, they're up to a new form of mischief.

they taped up my locker with scotch tape. apparently, they wanted me to not access my own locker totally, but those retards have to try harder.

im just tolerating until i see what further damage they can do.

before i blow up.

Purple Rose;
4:19 AM

Sunday, May 04, 2008

just finished yet another 24 hour duty in camp. somehow, i feel that the reputation of my team is going down. my first impression when i just joined a month ago, was that Alpha was a great team full of smarter, intellectual guys who get along well with each other and never leave anyone behind type. but i was wrong, as time flies with me remaining in Alpha, the guys are showing their true colors.

they ignore me.

and some even tried to boss me around wtf, am i your fucking dog?

they only talk among themselves.

they have this annoying "lao jiao" attitude, meaning they like pushing all the hard work to the new guys (me)

theyre backstabbers.

god, this really sucks. so far i've only gotten along decently with a handful of people. not more than 3. life is sad.

i seriously wish to be posted back to Clementi's 2PDF camp again. though far, i'd definitely love it there. not here.

人間不信。

Purple Rose;
6:29 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

hi. have disappeared into the ABYSS for almost 3 weeks? or even more? i dont know la, dont bother to count the days, just know that i havent been updating for a nong nong time.

Unit life in NS is relaxed and slack, but life in there isnt really that rosy. reason? because i think im a victim of 'subtle' bullying by the lao jiaos there. my unit at SAF ferry terminal is divided into 3 teams. there's this particular team which i hated, they're basically a rowdy, uneducated group of malays (not being racist here) well most of them are malay. i feel they have something against me since the day i stepped into the bunks and the RP area.

from the way they diss me everyday when i see them for support duty, but i just kept my cool and remained calm and ignore. not until what happened like 2 days ago? i woke up around 6am to dismount from duty, i walked out of the bunk and guess what i saw. my locker, with some sweet drink, possibly bandung, spilled all over my locker. what the fuck man, those jerks really have nothing better to do. i opened up my locker, and some of my clothes inside got dirtied too. well, i have nothing to lose, so i just wiped off the stains and mopped the floor around my locker dry.

theyre just a bunch of uneducated motor riding individuals anyway.

someday they'll get the boomerang effect. if you get what i mean. unintellectual people like toeru wont understand this sentence ; D

yesterday, friday, there was a rather last minute movie outing.

actually i was hoping for an outing as i didnt wanna stay home especially on an OFF day. and my pleads have been answered. yay.

and so, i left home around 12 to go for piano class first. piano teacher's persuading me to get a new piano for around 4k, but i have no money. and it's only up to my mom to decide anyway not me, but i like that german piano that she recommended. it sounded good. the keys felt nice too. oh well.

230pm

i knocked off class, and this was the time that i got extremely desperate for company. like, i NEED SOMEONE BESIDE ME RIGHT NOW. it's weird, but im getting tired of being alone, because im always alone most of the time when i go out to kill time or do solo shopping. i really need company to talk to la.

went to eat lunch over at mcdonalds. brought my laptop out, but it didnt help much either, the boredom was getting on me, and no matter how slowly i ate my lunch, time was ticking reallllly slowly. my next timing to meet was 530pm ? and currently my watch is stuck at 245?

430pm

set off for kinokuniya. oh, havent said this but, im having a thing for manga nowadays. reading online isnt fun, i like it when it's a book in my hands. it really kills time fast when im out during long MRT or bus trips.and for now, im searching for more and more new supernatural/horror themed manga as im sick of the typical cliched boy-meets-girl highschool themed manga. i need to read something different.

but manga at kino isnt that cheap either. i've bought new manga almost every week. it's addictive lol. burns $20 off my weekly allowance. i wont mention how much cash that i've been burning every week liao. i know that im not saving at all lol.

bought a new manga entitled KIELI. google it for more info. it was out in japan in 2006, but only came to US this year wtf. the US really lags behind alot on japanese manga and anime.

530pm

met up with cero and oreo came about 15 seconds after i did. lol. that was fast. ate dinner at the hotdog place in the basement. ate the same meal as last time. triple cheese hotdog, but i chose BEEF instead. BEEF ROCKS.

it was nice. had a root beer to go along. the rest soon came about 1/2 an hour after we're into our meal. as soon as we're set to get tickets. something stupid happened la. seriously i almost felt like crying la. it was damn embarrassing since it was in the open, and there were eyes around. if it happened just among us in a private space, i wouldnt feel as bad. but this got a little far.. i know i have girly pettiness la. thats just the way i am. i dislike physical contact too 0_0

and great, just after i recovered a little from earlier's incident, the tickets were sold out for 630 and 7pm timings respectively. we went to play pool instead. it was the best time for me to cool down and find myself again. had a few good games. it was overall fun : D

decided to treat them to ben&jerry's after pool. kinda as some sort of apology to walking off earlier and hiding in the toilet : X

who doesnt ben&jerry's anyway. everyone dug in. i chose almost every flavour except for CHERRY GARCIA, possibly the worst flavor there. i hate the taste of artificial cherry. but dont get me wrong, i love cherries. ironically. but only REAL cherries. those taste like heaven.

and so, after a last minute impromptu decision we still watched IRON MAN that night. my take on the movie is, after hearing the comments of others' of the movie, i found the movie OVERRATED. it's not living to its hype la. action scenes were quite little. but impressive CG still. and after the 2 hour mark in the show, i got sleepy, almost dozed off. took NR6 home.

wait no, took 6N, which is a short cut bus home. but my mistake, it didnt pass by serangoon central, so i had to alight with cero and pei-ed him to wait for NR6 in the opposite direction. that bustop was creepy as hell. lights were dim. but thats not the shitty part. it had vast vegetation around, and while talking to cero, he noticed something on my shoulder, which was oblivious to me la, not until that "thing" went to my arm and thats when i felt it physically.

IT'S A FREAKING HUGE SPIDER!!!!!!!!

i screamed like a zha bor and smacked that thing away and we siam-ed from sitting down there. i dont want to become spiderman!

and not to mention it was 130am, and there were many weird numbered buses passing by. EB16, 17, WT 1. wtf man. must be from another dimension.

230am, i was back home.

ahh. shagged as hell. my wig seriously needs washing.

and NOW. im contemplating sleep. though i've slept like more than 10 hours today already? gah, im extremely lazy la. 3 hours left.

sensitive to the touch, complicated.

自分が好きじゃないの？

Purple Rose;
9:38 AM