Monday, February 27, 2006
i just came back from the airport. the first i did when i reached terminal 2 was to look at flight stewardesses. then secondly, look for japanese tourists. i found one, the girl was fucking pretty, and she's alone somemore. wouldnt it dangerous for her to travel alone, what if the pilot raped you and he forgot to set the airplane to autopilot mode? haha. my earphones were spoilt yesterday. fuck. now there's only sound coming out from one side so my sister gave me hers, it was the neckband type, damn ugly i hate that, but i had no choice so i used that today haha. then after my sister did what was necessary, we headed down to swensens. the airport was pretty much empty today. i felt like an idiot hahah, my shirt had the words "I HATE ICE-CREAM" on the back, and the waitresses were staring at me as if im an outcast. i ordered the exact same thing that i ordered before on my previous dining experience at Swensens. that grilled chicken sambal and US hot fries dip. the fries were like volcanic rock, so bloody hot. i cant even pick and hold them up longer than 2 seconds but i love the fries yeah, it tastes 90 times better than the fries from the other fast food outlets. the sambal fish was okay, without the sambal, it would be like eating paper. because the damn fish has NO taste at all, halfway into that meal i was already crying, you know my tolerance for spicy stuff is very very low. i already drank like 6 glasses of water when only 1/4 of the fish is eaten. my mom ordered the same bloody thing again, i remembered clearly, everytime i go to the restaurant with her, she kept ordering FISH N CHIPS. i swore the previous 8 times i ate out with her at restaurants, she ordered that damn meal. guess my mother is a fish fan. then there was this pair of students, i assume as they were writing furiously on the table in front of us, he stood up and his arm accidentally hit 2 bottles of ketchup on the next table, fortunately nobody was using that table, and the bottles came smashing down, then that idiot just laughed. stupid guy, if i could, i would run up to you and knee your face ongbak style. but im too hungry to do that as i was busy digging in. then came my dessert, holy mom. it's a bird, it's a plane, no it's an EARTHQUAKE. and my mom didnt wanna eat it with me, she complained it was too sweet for her. my god. so i ate solo, all of it, but obviously i couldnt finish it la. take a look at the aftermath.
then by 1145pm, we were off, my mom was like so emo, hugged my sister, like as if she'll be gone forever like that. actually almost forever hahah, no la, only like close to a year. now i dont feel any emotions, but i'll miss her soon like after a month. so i just waved her goodbye, bon voyage my dear fat sister, have a nice trip.
here's a pic of the japanese AV UMD that i was talking about on the earlier entry. my phone's camera is horrendous so dont expect any 9 megapixel quality.
it's close to 4am again, i wonder why am i not even feeling sleepy totally. i guess my body clock's fucked up. i'm looking forward to a pizza hut treat tomorrow. hahah. now im a total miser, i refuse to spend a single cent of my allowance. now this means a lot to me, every cent, because i know i had been awfully spendthrift the past 3 months, the days which i spent almost close to $100 a day,not on clothes, but on food, and many unnecessary stuff. practically every week, i would keep splurging on ice-cream, $4 for a single scoop is way too much. i could have spent just $1 on the regular ah pek ice-cream and it's just as good. for a fraction of the price. my search for the perfect shirt is still on, i could cross out far east plaza off my list, as the shirts there are hiphop. and they are so biased, 98% of the shops there sell girl stuff. i only parade around there just to eat the chicken rice on the 3rd floor and to look at the display of chicks. yes, far east plaza is home to many pretty girls. and rarely, i'd check out band shirts. considering my financial status now, no way i'll be getting anything new this quick, i would have to save. i havent visited the mall below my place for some time, as i have been waking up 4pm regularly. by that time, most girls would have cleared the mall, only left with those who just came back from CCA, it's rare it'll get to see a cute girl. my room is awfully quiet.. i forgot to turn on the music. now im crazy about this classical song, Canon In D, by some guy named pachebealebel argh i duno how to spell his name, even though this song is like 900 years old, some taiwanese dude remade this song into an electric guitar version, really nice guitar work by him there. here's the video, even this is a really old video, i never got sick of this song, i wonder why, i'm attempting to play this song right now, it would take me months of hardcore practice to fully play this song. thats my goal. i just checked my fridge, some idiot ate ALL of the cornetto ice-cream, how am i gonna sleep tonight? i think it is none other than my fat sister and her boyfriend, keep eating non stop. hope her weight hits the 200kg mark. haha. here's the link to the taiwanese dude playing guitar.
http://s35.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2XJ0OV8RSG8UU03L0FV5DEEOE3
i have been taking new photos of my new guitar, i know some of you wanted to see it, and finally i overcame my laziness and uploaded it into my pc. i took 2 pictures originally, but in those pictures, i could hardly see a thing, only the white lining of the guitar. crap. what a horrible camera my phone has. heck, i like it slim. oh, forgot to mention that i watched FINAL DESTINATION 3 like last week. it's a damn gruesome movie. but i like it. with some slight nudity too. it's pretty cool on how to movie unfolds, basically it's about this girl, who has this curse that she could see her own death, as well as some of other people, happen before it all actually happens, and she escapes her very first brush with death by getting off the rollercoaster, and some other people got off the ride too, and they are all actually lined up die one by one, in sequence, from who sits first on the ride. it was cool on how the pictures that she took of, actually showed clues on how the victim is gonna die. alright not gonna load this post with somemore spoilers for those of you who havent watched it yet. anyway i'll recommend this movie, i like it, but it was however, too short. and lastly, everyone still died, this showed that nobody could escape their fate, it was destined. oops, another spoiler haha. here's the pic of my guitar.
basically very simple-looking guitar. but i simply love it. shit la 430am already. gotta wake up early late. good morning guys. im off. this has gotta be the shortest entry ever. nevermind, bye.
Purple Rose;
11:02 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
this has been a kinda long weekend for me. i had my usual japanese lessons yesterday, and as usual, more people missing from the classes. i can see the class is getting dead nowadays. bugs me. i'm eating a bowl of instant noodles now and blogging at the same time. i just realized in some entries of mine, there are a couple of typos, guess maybe i typed too fast. this bowl of instant noodles taste like shit. i dunno why. the soup just tastes like water. so im just eating wheat and drinking water. well, after jap class, i immediately went to a chalet near pasir ris park, for some nerd gathering for PSP gamers. hahah. well the main reason i was there was not because of the games, but because of the free catered food. because im in desperate need to save cash. just saving up, not having anything in mind to buy in future. me and my friend got lost when we took the bus there. we stopped at a stop earlier because i saw the unit of that bungalow was 126, and our unit was 125, then we walked in circles. 126, 128, 132, fuck, wrong direction! then we turned back... 124, 120 ,118. where the hell is 125? we finally found our way later, thanks to those guys who came to lead us there. but fuck, there was no XBOX360 there. all we had was a PlayStation 2. the only game that could allow another player to join in and have at least some decent fun was Virtual Fighter 4 but i hated that game like crazy. talking about the food, it wasnt there yet when i reached there at about 630pm. need... food.... my stomach is already growling, i hadnt eaten anything totally for the whole day. the food arrived later at 7. the food was great, my favourite was that kungpao chicken or whatever u call it, it tasted like it was descended from the heavens. anyway, i think this applies for everyone, when ur damn bloody hungry, anything u dig in, you'll say it's damn good, unless the food is really shitty la. i was the first person to refill my plate haha. overall this chalet experience was kinda boring after dinner. almost everyone was having fun in a party multiplayer game, but i couldnt join in as i didnt have that particular game. those guys are hardcore, they never seem to get sick of playing the damn handheld for so long, when they get bored of that game, they simply switch to another UMD(disc format for psp). i only played like one game, and it wasnt mine either, i borrowed it from a friend who was engrossed in his racing game. -_- then i felt like pissing, i went to the toilet on this floor, and while walking there, i was greeted by this foul stench, when i havent even reach the toilet yet. this bungalow chalet, if i'm gonna rate it, i'll rate it a 5 out of 10. the toilets are atrocious. the living room, which everyone spent most of their time in, didnt have any soft cushions or couches, instead we have this shitty hard wooden seats, it looks like wood la so i'll just assume it is. sitting there is so uncomfortable, i cannot find a word to describe the feeling. you cant even lean back, as it'll only be more painful, and the most comfortable position was to sit up cross-legged, but it's still pain la. out of the 31 guys scheduled to turn up, we only had 23 guys who came. thats pretty shitty, and only 8 guys stayed overnight, that included me. my decision to stay overnight was pretty last minute, as i didnt even bring any extra clothes haha. i realised i was being a pig there, i ate at least 5 times throughout the night. by 3am, 4 dudes had already gone up to their bedrooms. oh, forgot to mention about the condition of the rooms upstairs. first, the toilet was slightly better then the one below, it still looked disgusting la, only minus the stench, and not a squat-type of toilet,like the one below. my room was opposite the toilet and it was fine, two nice beds, a cupboard. this looked decent at least. no eyesores. one particular bedroom was fucking spacious, looked like the size of two classrooms combined haha, and somemore that room was only used by one guy, he slept alone because the other rooms were full. poor dude. i didnt sleep the whole damn night. by 4am, the 4 of us were up in our bedroom, i was having a match with the thai dude, he trashed me in that match. shit. then his battery had gone flat, we had a chit chat talk cock session instead. at least this was funny, the thai dude got made fun of the most hahah. then jon brought an AV UMD. AV UMD!!!
AV = ADULT VIDEO. standard stuff, it was a porno video made in Japan. all 4 of us watched it together. luckily no idiot among us took out his dick to shake in front of us. if anyone did, i'm gonna elbow that bugger's head OngBak style. we looked at the time, it was 5am, we decided to do some cleaning downstairs, it was in a huge mess. drink cartons were like everywhere, it was really a pig's lifestyle. then i ate somemore, instant noodles, followed by a snack of oreos, and lastly finished a giant bag of potato chips. we resumed our talking cock session downstairs, while the 4th dude, the thai boy, was already sleeping upstairs. cant scold him, because he's still schooling, and his sleeping hours are way different from mine. i was not even tired a single bit and it was like already 545am. times flies quickly, the living room was sparkling clean, thanks to jon and without me knowing, it was already 7am. the sun was risiing, and the ugly sunlight started pouring in. argh! my eyes! the night fades with a breath of sunshine. i cannot adjust to the morning light. one by one, dudes start waking up, we were all watching JAPAN HOUR on TV. the episode was featuring some of the best made ramen in japan. it comes with a hideous pricetag as well. then the feeling hit me, i started feeling sleepy. i buried my head into my arms, there was no way to sleep, like i said, this wooden "couch" is super uncomfortable. then i realised something, among the 8 of us staying overnight, none of us took a bath since yesterday hahah. i guess everyone hated the toilets as well. by 9am, i left together with 2 guys, i couldnt take it, im just too tired, i cant stay any longer. i reached home at 1030am, the first i did was to bathe, enjoy the cooling warm waters, your home bathroom is always the best, well not really. but for sure, no other bed can replace the comfort of my own bed, actually no, maybe some of those retardedly expensive king-sized beds are better, once my head touches the pillow i got plugged in and im in wonderland. oh, i just cut my fringe, with the aid of my uncle. i think my hair only looks slightly better this time, the middle part of my hair seems to be out of shape. fuck. no way im going for a haircut that early, it has only been a week and a half. i stopped using that lady's hair cream. i just read that Tammy, that newly born porn star from NYP, was interviewed, and she said she feels that she has done nothing wrong when she filmed that sex clip with her boyfriend and even most of her friends are doing that. but it was her responsibility to take care of her cellphone, which contained those clips. she was dumb to have stored the clips in her cell in the first place, if i had filmed down a sex video myself, i'll keep it in my pc, because a cellphone is vulnerable to thefts. the freezer section of my refridgerator just got restocked with ice-cream. sadly, this time it's no more BEN&JERRYs, only 7 cones of cornetto ice-cream. im eating one right now. eh? now's 4am already. wtf, time really flies. i havent even showered yet since i just got home just now at 1am. im off. it's been a really tiring day.
Purple Rose;
3:38 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
hey. i feel like blogging suddenly. as i said before, today was a fucking boring day. woke up slightly earlier than normal, 4pm. still fucking late lah you compare to any other human out there. i had my brunch(breakfast + lunch) at Wang Jiao House Of Kaya Toast. the name already like shit. that shop is a Ya Kun Kaya Toast ripoff. it was fine la, but still, Ya Kun Kaya Toast always wins. Wang Jiao sucks! when i was eating my half-boiled eggs, i put a few drops of that black shit at the table i dunno whats that called and my eggs tasted fucking salty. it's like eating pure salt harvested from the dead sea. ee. but the kaya toast with butter made up for it la, so it didnt spoil my day that much. haha. i was a lone eater as usual. but today was kinda a bad day for girls, i didnt see much today. so i proceeded up to NTUC upstairs to buy a new bottle of wax. hair wax, not candle wax. my hair got worst today, it was obvious. maybe the hair dressing i used didnt suit my hair and therefore made my hair grow super unevenly. today i just realised something when i saw the back of the hair dressing cream bottle which said "LADY's HAIR CREAM" shit. all the way i'm using a lady's product. heck la. as if that hair cream contained female hormones that would make me turn into a female overnight. i had been scanning the ads in the newspapers nowadays to look for a job as i would badly need the extra allowance. i saw one ad that completely didnt make sense. it wrote, "NEED PROMOTERS FOR IT SHOW AT SUNTEC FROM 9-12 MARCH, INTERESTED, PLEASE COME FOR INTERVIEW ON 22-23 MARCH" weird. the first time in history that people must work first then later go for interview. the opposite haha. i just got pissed just now. when i walking into my own room, my left foot accidentally kicked my bed's leg, i dunno how to explain whats that, it looks like bed's leg. what am i saying. nvm. then i howled in pain for about 5 minutes. then i continued to walk to my reach my PC's chair, then my right foot accidentally kicked one of my blocky guitar pedals on the floor. ok. somemore those unintentionally kicks were really hard. im so unlucky. that would only add more salt to the wound if i already had a bad day earlier on. anyway i also bought this packet for biscuits at NTUC earlier on, the box looked damn big and the price was only $2 so i thought it was a steal so i got it. then when i ate my first cookie, it tasted like shit and nothing like what they illustrated on the giant box. the box had pictures of a really big cookie with creamy peanut cream filling, but wtf? im eating the cookie now and it tastes like pure wheat and WHERE IS THE FILLING? i hate this. pictures that lie. i cant blame la, so cheap, cannot expect so much quality. if i paid $10 for that box then i should go jump down from 2 storeys already.. today im a dishonest guy i gotta admit. i just felt pissed at my own father, as he is being awfully stingy. ask him for $5, he ignores me completely. then after i showered, i sneaked into the masterbedroom, opened up his wallet and took a crisp $5 note hahah. my father had no idea that $5 was missing from his wallet haha, that idiot is busy watching television outside. fuck la. i havent practised my japanese language this entire week. my homework's not done yet too. this week's homework is different, as it'll require me to give answers in japanese after hearing an audio track from the CD watanabe sensei gave to me. i have no idea where is that CD. shit. nvm i'll find it later. i just took new pics of my new guitar. but i have no mood to upload it now as my computer sux. i have this feeling that has been bugging me for quite some time. you know the feeling that you're always meeting this certain girl on quite a regular basis, oblivious to the fact that she already has a boyfriend, and the worst part is, she doesnt mind meeting you too. but the worst is yet to come, when you start getting intimate with her, in the comfort of her room, and whats weirder, shes older than you. over time, i have developed a small liking for her, and it is still growing. with flashbacks of the times we had together, making her laugh, paying for her stuff, yea wtf really. i wonder how she picked the guy in the first place as her boyfriend. to me, that guy looks like fuck. i squirm at the fact that she still asks me for my opinion on whether he's good-looking. i can puke. really. i'm not gonna defame him by putting his pic here. but seriously, a beng like him seems really useless. i know he's a year older than me, and he's a whooping 1.79m in height, but what is he good in? nothing i guess. from reading his profile, he only plays like DOTA, smokes, drinks, bla bla all these typical crap. there are even some cases where she got pissed off when him, and it was in my presence. from there, i got a slightly clearer picture of his character. he's a possessive jerk. and he claims that he's being there for her, there is a big difference between "caring for you" and "being over-possessive". seriously i hate this guy. shant talk about him further. it only makes me pissed.
i've got a feeling that my mom isnt goin to work tmr. when she came back just now, i saw fresh bottles of medicine, as well as pills. i think she's gona be on MC tomorrow. i hate being home with parents around. it's just irritating... on weekdays that is. i wouldnt mind if they were all around on weekends. since i'm not always home on weekends. this comin sat i'm gonna be a nerd. not really. i'm goin for some meetup organised by a local PSP community, heard there's gonna be XBOX360 there, some dude's bringing it. i cant wait. too bad i'm gonna come later than usual, since my nihon-go class ends at 420pm. i'm gona reach there prolly by 545pm. i just saw an interesting job ad in the papers just now. a cafe needs employees, located at punggol park, minimum $5 an hr. that sounds great enough. i have no experience in F&B. i hope no vaccinations are involved. time flies really quickly. i thought it was still January now, when it's gonna be March soon, birthday yeah. i'm gonna stroll into the House Of Condom at lucky plaza on my 18th birthday just to satisfy my curiosity haha. Loraine's birthday is coming.. my plans to buy her a gift had been flushed down the toilet bowl. i think she has officially changed her cellphone number. i called her yesterday, and all i heard was a dead tone. i tried calling her again using my own phone, it said "number busy". so i thought maybe she might be using the phone herself, i decided to call back at 12am, just to make sure, but the number was still busy. wtf, it cant be that she's using the damn phone for entire the day. i have intentions to write a song about her. a friendship with her that seems to be sailing so smoothly, and ending so abruptly. i know she likes ponies.. was intending to get the exact one that she was hugging on the day i was with her, seeing her expression, she definitely liked it a lot. she wanted to get Hawnthorne Height's CD, but has no idea where to get it. i introduced her to Inokii, the shop at far east. think she should have gotten it by now. i hope, by fate, we'll meet again. maybe, at the very same spot in HMV where i went up to you. someday, i hope you'll sms me back, i remember having sent you at least 6 SMSes before you went missing. i miss you. ok la i sound like a stupid emo kid.
Purple Rose;
2:34 AM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
HI. just to let everyone know that my blog isnt dead. i've been busy recording some songs on guitar, and the program i'm using is kinda sucky. i dont know la, maybe it's my computer. i think it is my computer la, whenever it lags, my recording would have some jerks in between. and that uglifies the recording. anyway i have uploaded the recording here, http://s14.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2KUYLULIKBWXX1SEN9G0MHXYDG
it's a pop punk cover anyway, though i modified it myself. some guys already heard it. i recommend spreading this recording to other friends, i need comments! though it's not perfect, i'm plain lazy to re-record as the entire process is really tedious, and if my com lags again, i'll tear all my hair out. actually i have re-recorded a reworked version of the same song, with extra added guitar parts BUT THE FUCKING PROGRAM HAD AN ERROR. and i re-recorded it twice somemore, so i gave up. and decided to keep the old version. dont expect excellent sound quality as i'm using a free computer mic. pardon the irritating hiss in the background, that's inevitable as the amp sux. the audition day is drawing near.... march 9 and i've gota go to Lasalle to strut my stuff. i'm quite confident for the playing part, but i'll tend to be really nervous when they're asking me questions. i just hope i dont give stupid answers or worst, stammer. i'm no big-talker. many of you should have at least heard of the latest news of the NYP SEX SCANDAL. and i have the video! :D but it's only part 2. >:( NYP's reputation seems to worsen as this is the second sex scandal video published officially from their school, the first was one was some girl named Susan, and i think she had sex with a lecturer or something. basically it's nothing much la the video, part 2 starts with the camera staring at the guy's dick. yuck. please i dont wanna see that. then comes the girl, her name is Tammy, she starts sucking on his manhood. i can see that she kinda lacks the skills. she's only 17 btw. so young yet so wild. but from her expression, she doesnt seem to be happy being filmed down, plus she's too quiet. and the guy is a stupid beng.
the NYP sex scandal has been a hot topic among local forums, even blogs too. i kinda pity Tammy as her future is already ruined, her phone is stolen and now her sex video is all over the net, and EVEN on china's forums. CHINA goddamnit, she's not only famous in singapore, now all over Asia. my mom made a special request of letting her see the sex video. and i did show it to her. her response was typical. "Young people nowadays ah... so wild already, have so much pre-marital sex. YOU better not be like them!!" ok lets not talk about the poor girl already.
now there's a movie that i'm really interested in. Final Destination 3. and YES! it's not M18 but NC16. anyway i'm turning 18 next month, so no big deal haha. today's a fucking boring day for me, i woke up at 5pm. and again, there's no sign of food in the kitchen. so im forced to go down to the mall below to have my breakfast+lunch+dinner all at once in a single meal. i ate a macs. i havent ate there in like 2 months haha. nothing special la, Mac sucks. their new milkshake SUCKS. it only makes my throat drier. i saw a couple of hougang sec girls, some are quite cute, and boy, they have grown. think most likely their sec4s this year. nothing could change my liking for pony-tailed girls. so cute. i cut my hair like last week, and my hair seems to grow back like in 3 days. now my fringe is like poking my eyes again. annoying. but the noticeable change is that now my hair is better looking when i'm without my wax. last time it was super awful, out of shape like mad. and now i feel it's like kinda out of shape. yet again. fuck la i wont wanna waste another $30 on another haircut. it looked so extra nice on the day i went to cut my hair, and now, i'm so dissatisfied. yesterday i went out with a dude.. our motive was to watch any nice movie available.. then when we reached Lido, we were all set to watch The Fog, but later, he changed his mind. fuck la. that means we're not watching a movie anymore, wasted time going all the way to town. then we went to borders as he wanted to show me some book, about wooing girls.. duno la something like that. but we couldnt find it. maybe all the despos have bought it. i noticed that every issue of Kerrang! always has Bullet For My Valentine in it. nothing special since they're an awesome band. i cannot wait for their new songs, in june i think. that goes for Saosin too, with their first full length album. now they have a new song, but it's only a demo, so expect the fully done version in future to be really hyper good. because the demo already rocks. but it sounds very produced, like too many sounds in the background, like equivalent to 9 guitars in the background. wtf? now's already 5am? i thought it was only like 12am. oops. forgot that i've been sleeping really odd hours my entire life. anyway there's a hot soccer match LIVE now on tv hahah even though i'm not such a hardcore soccer fan, i still do watch soccer matches, and i know that ALL girls around my age group HATE soccer to the max. then what sport do they like watching? BUSTketball? eeee. i fucking hate BUSTketball. haha. i cannot wait to jam in future... with new songs packed, and all with my new baby. unleash her in the jamming studio. even though life may seem rosy for me now, with my new guitar and all, but i'm still a little sad. it's all about a girl. AGAIN? u all might think. fuck la. i just feel that i'm hopeless with girls.. and that only happens to girls i picked up from the streets. she doesnt seem to be picking up any of my calls even though i'm calling using a private line. she hasnt replied my 2 week old SMS. *bites nails* what happened to her??? is she ignoring me??? did she lost her phone?? even though i like her a little, i'm still worried about her. one thing i remembered was about me solving a math question for her and telling her the solution all by SMS(think how difficult is that), and she was like so happy she got the correct answer and poof suddenly now she's ignoring me. her phone still rings when i call btw. so... if her phone was stolen, how could it have lasted this long? duno la... i'll have to swallow this bitter bill, life's not always like a bed of roses. i'll have to keep my mind off girls. it'll only lead to more heartaches. Looking at them is fine, getting to know them is sweet, when they suddenly not reply ur SMSes, your life would be shrouded in darkness. so that is where i turn to music, both playing and listening, to cool myself off and think of the bright side... they'll always be a better girl out there, i'm still searching for her, crying is useless and it'll make me feel like a sissy. and i should eat more chocolate as it's scientifically proven to make someone feel happier, relieve stress etc, and also act as sexual stimulants, ok the last part was unnecessary. i had the sudden craving for pasta and spaghetti the day before and then i went down to the mall downstairs and unloaded half of my daily allowance on paste and spaghetti sticks or whatever you call that. then when i reached home, i boiled those sticks and did everything bla bla when i came to eat it, the spaghetti is like so hard. wtf i boiled the goddamn thing ?! then i was pissed for the entire day. but i cheered up later when i bought BEN&JERRY's CHOCOLATE AND BROWNIES flavor. that tasted FUCKING nice and it make me happy for the next couple of hours but the next day i got damn pissed again, as some IDIOT had eaten my ICECREAM. that cost me like $12. i wasted my entire allowance that day on icecream itself. tmr is gonna be a fucking boring day. heck, i'll try to save money. i see the fridge just got loaded with burger patties today. burger fest tomrrow! i'm gonna put 4 patties in a single burger. hahah. fuck la i gotta shower now. blog again asap.
Purple Rose;
11:37 AM
Monday, February 06, 2006
hello. i've just got tagged to play in this stupid quiz. heck, i'll check do it anyway, i'm dead bored and its about 430am in the morning now haha.
8 different points of the perfect lover(FEMALE)
1) she must be able to click with me very well, so we can chat like hours together
2) also knows how to dress well to impress, like a sexy top paired with a mini skirt. omg. my hormones are raging haha. not always so sexy la, just nice, or not other guys would keep staring.
3)preferably the same music taste as me. i dont want a girl who loves techno. or trance or whatever ugly music out there.
4)decent looks. so i can stare at her face for hours
5)honesty, as i hate girls who lie. i lie too, but i lie to irritate people, i.e, jokes
6)a nice slim body. i wouldnt mind a little baby fat.
7)has the intention of asking me out, not ME asking her out for dates all the time
8)mustn't be a money-minded slut, not asking me to buy SO MANY things for her. one or two stuff i wouldnt mind treating her.
Completed. done. life was normal as usual these days. maybe something slightly different, like the start of my second term of my japanese class next week. wee. i got a whole bunch of new worksheets. and boy, do they look super complicated. i shouldnt be complaining anyway, i'm really enthusiastic about taking up this language. sadly, the dudes and dudettes in my class are slowly disappearing each lesson. they are only like 3 other people besides me who turn up successfully on each week. the others, i dont know what happened to them. sigh. i asked some dudes like Irvin, he said he wasnt sure about continuing the course, andrea, my partner, the 14 year old gymnast from NYGH wasnt sure either. everyone's disappearing! so it's gonna be left with me and Zee, the 28 year old female english teacher. I had my usual jap lessons this sat, and as usual, after class, i accompanied Andrea to the bustop. she came to class today in her school U, directly from her gymnastics CCA. she ALWAYS wanted to go home after class. the day is still damn young, it's only like 5pm. nvm, so i sent her off, and then i became a loner in the streets of orchard. oops, forgot to mention this. andrea recommended me to try some ice-cream from Gelatissimo, some fucking expensive ice-cream outlet outside of Lido. so i tried that whatever chocolate flavour, and it's fucking good. it's like Ferrero Rocher, only the ice-cream version. costs me $3.90 for a damn scoop. i noticed that that chin-gay thing is still on, and many students participating, most probably for them to complete their CIP hours haha. i met some of my old dude schoolmates at somerset, not really much change in their physical appearance, it's been 4 months since i last saw them, and barely a change in hairlength. then suddenly, i've got the urge to go to HMV.. as i wanted to check out BFMV's album, The Poison. then something else happened instead. i saw this girl browsing CDs.. she looks nice from the backview, so i pretended to get in front and browse the CDs(those were boyband CDs) but actually i wanted to get a glimpse of her face. she was kinda cute... wearing emo specs. she looked at me too. then suddenly i wanted to piss. shit. i ran the loo, and faster did my business and went back to the area. she was still there.. buying a CD this time, i can see from the corner of my eye, she was looking at me too. woohoo! then later i just pretended to stone at the section i was in. and continue looking at her. she didnt go off, she still hid somewhere to browse CDs. then heck, i just went up to her and started a conversation. she responded positively. rather weird for a cute girl to go shopping alone isnt it? then i was with her the entire day, we chatted about musical influences, it was great. went about around the whole of orchard, lastly to Toys R Us at forums. and she displayed her love for big soft toys, not any big soft toy, only ponies. she kept hugging them. i was like -_-" nvm. shall not elaborate so much la. so being a 14 year old, she has the damn C. C stands for Curfew. i hate curfews!! especially if girls have them. i just sent her off at the mrt station later, and got her number too. yesterday i smsed her like from 5pm to 11pm, hahah, imagine my bills. i just wasted $69 for no reason a few hours back. i was at the mall below, my motive was to buy only ice-cream. then i saw an XBOX GAME. i bought it. i swiftly whipped out my ATM card, oblivious to the fact that i had used up more than half of my salary. and i had a heartache just now, thinking about $69 gone in a flash. i'm getting annoyed at shirt cuttings at band merchandise shops. i saw a new saosin shirt, i tried it, and it looks damn weird on my body! like its so damn tight on my chest, like i could see my heart beating. it sucks. saw someone outside Image 2001, wearing that same saosin shirt that i tried on earlier. it annoys me. really. imagine i went up to talk to him. here is the made-up conversation as follows.
me: hi dude. nice saosin shirt you've got there.
guy in saosin shirt: thanks. ur a fan of them too?
me: yes, a really big fan. i have like almost all their tracks, even unreleased ones.
guy in saosin shirt: oh. cool.
me: whats ur favourite song from them?
guy in saosin shirt: err. bury your head?
me: any others? they have a ton of great tracks.
guy in saosin shirt: erm.. not sure of the rest. havent checked out..
me: ...
me: alright, im goin off now bye dude.
what im trying to show in that made up conversation above, is to show that that dude in the saosin shirt is none other than a frickin poseur, an aweful breed of people who are vastly populating at an alarming rate, thanks to idiots on friendster who vomit out all the bands they know on the "favourite music" section, just to show that they know a lot of bands, but they never or barely listen to them at all. i mean, why buy a band shirt when you know like only a few songs from them, worst, buying the shirt only because the design looks cool. holy god. it's like 5:15am now. wtf and im still awake typing out this entry. im kinda reluctant to go out tomorrow afternoon. jerry asked me to follow him to jurong to repair his mp3. JURONG goddamnit. going there is like driving to Kuala Lumpur from singapore. the North-South line fucking sux after YCK station, goin towards jurong east. i dont think i could wake up tomorrow afternoon to follow this dude. he said meet at 130pm. 1:30?! i think i'll still be caught in wonderland. oh yeah. i just learnt a new BFMV song on guitar recently. been playing that song for like 2948924 times already. so fun.. even though im playing it on my shitty guitar. argh. i've been sleeping at really unearthly hours ever since i finished my O levels. can you believe that i've been sleepy between 4-6am for every single night since the last O level paper back last november. i must find a way to kill insomnia. people tell me it's really damn really damn really damn super uber damn damn unhealthy to continue with my unearthly sleeping times. argh. i've got tons more to blog about, but now i think i should really kick my own ass to bed, it's gonna be 6 soon, and students will wake up soon to go to school hahah. and i HATE going to bed when i see sunlight. sometimes, i happily listen to music without realising it's already like 7AM. then i pulled my curtains aside and SUNLIGHT BURNT MY EYES!! ARGH!! it's super unpleasant sleeping in my room, with my curtain's having that "glow of sunshine" and my room wouldnt be as dark as i wanted it to be. urgh.. i think i should really sleep now. good night.. err more of good morning. NIGHT.(dawn actually)
Purple Rose;
12:26 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
finally. my blogger site is in ENGLISH. no more stupid chinese. and my computer is back and operational again. because the stupid computer guy reformatted my goddamn computer!!! all my great stuff.... all 40gigs of it... gone.... nevermind, i'll start from the scratch yet again. my internet seems freaking sluggish now. wtf. friendster NEVER seems to load. but other local sites load fine, but slightly sluggish. today i followed wei to buy his acoustic guitar. then we ate our brunch together later at Cafe Cartel. Brunch = Breakfast + lunch. i fucking wasted like $24++++ on just brunch alone. but its damn nice la, grilled chicken steak. yummy. plus a drink of pepsi and some orange colored soup which tasted like shit. then i fucking wasted lots of money on dessert. i bought something called Chocolate Fantasy, and its fucking, fucking sweet. and it costs almost $8. it's just like chocolate ice-cream, loaded with tons of chocolate buttons and balls. chocolate balls la. i swore my dessert was like 80% chocolate buttons, 18% chocolate ice-cream and 2% chocolate balls. i didnt eat my cherry on top, so did wei. so we decided to have fun with it. to irritate some patrons at the mrt station. wei's first attempt to throw his cherry at that tourist below failed miserably.. horrendous accuracy. totally like 98% off target. then we went to retrieve it downstairs at the station, it was already like being stepped on. eew. wei, being barbaric, still picked it up and we planned our next prank. there were 2 escalators going up and down to the top and lower floors, we were on the middle floor. then came this innocent ah pek going down the lower floor, wei, threw the cherry at him. then he exploded into laughter, i saw the cherry landed directly on his chest. but i didnt stay long enough to see his reaction. what happen if he sees us? haha. but it was fucking funny la. then later, i left wei, and went off with chron to accompany him to buy his shoes. backtracking now... days ago, visited some friend's house for CNY. chee's house was big la, typical rich man house. my motive for coming was none other than to get the good red packet. fuck la $4! decreased over the past 2 years. last year was $6, the year before last year was $10. people get stingier. then went over to meet wei at his place immediately.. we had many things in mind. wei and gang bought like over $90 worth of sparklers. $90 wtf?! it was a giant plastic bag. then we all used the mandarin oranges at wei's house as "grenades" to bomb other people's house. hahah, not HDB apartments, semi-Detached houses. days earlier, when i wasnt there, they threw bomb bags into other people's houses. now no more already.. all finished. shit. we then proceeded to an area near the playground to get to work. creating the ultimate "bomb". by taping like 30-60 sparkler sticks together and igniting them to watch the explosion. our biggest explosion was from taping like 100 sparkler sticks together, and we placed it in between the playground. the explosion was massive. equivalent to a terrorist attack haha. wei is going back taiwan this sunday. fuck.. tmr already thursday. we must have a grand farewell party for them again. yesterday i felt like having a haircut... but felt reluctant later when i was going up the escalator to SuperCuts. then i found out it was closed. yay! my hair is seriously out of shape. but im afraid to cut.. cuz i'm scared that the stupid saloonist would cut it way shorter than what i want it to be. that is my biggest fear when goin for a haircut... oh no... i just found out that the O level results days is so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so damn near. fuck. how?! im super scared. tmr, ngee ann open house day. im goin. one of the reasons why im goin is also to look at the chicks there. my friend simply loves his school, he is from np. eh.. shit. i've been spending like a whore this entire week. my allowance is now at a total $0. im super spendthrift la... i always buy the most expensive thing i see on the menu of every restaurant or kopitiam i visit. must... control.... myself.... the best thing is to keep money out of my wallet. once i see a few crisp $2 or $10 notes.. thats it. prepare for some illusions. money will start disappearing. one SKSK song's lyrics is so captivating. i feel psychedelic listening to that song. i listened to that song like 78 times in a row already. i wont ever get bored of them. today i read a Kerrang! mag at Borders. there was a page featuring SKSK! so damn glad. they are already touring overseas.. they toured with Bullet For My Valentine. 2 fucking great bands. BFMV is already so fucking big in the UK. SKSK is slowly gaining recognition. all their members are still at a fresh young age. all of them are 20 and 21. cant wait for any new shit from them. oh ya, i read a small box on a page, it was about MCR's launch of their new DVD... which launches on my birthday! hahah. march 21. i feel so icky and sticky now. i havent bathed yet. haha. ok la. i've got nothing else to say. nite. gota wake up early tomorrow.
Purple Rose;
5:26 AM
