Monday, October 30, 2006
ok. doing the quiz now as requested. and im doing it with only ONE eye open because im really tired. the final thing to do before turning in. and i'll reply on the tagboard on another day because my mouse cant really move much, stupid fucking ball is not rolling.
ABOUT GIRLS
Turned ON, OFF or DM [ doesnt matter ]
Is she taller than you: DM
Is she shorter than you: DM
Wear braces: DM
Dresses Ghetto: off
Dresses Gothic: off
Has blue eyes: DM
Has green eyes: DM
Has hazel eyes: DM
brown eyes: DM
drinks alcohol: DM
wears glasses: DM
smokes: OFF
plays sports: DM
smiles a lot: on
calls you just to say Hi: on
compliments you: On
likes to talk: On
shy and quiet: DM
good dancer: DM(does pole dancing count?)
wears jewelry: DM
smiles when you walk into the room: on
has brown hair: DM( i dont really care whatever color just that it looks alright, and as long as she doesnt look like a parrot)
has black hair: DM
has blonde hair: DM
has red hair: DM
makeup: DM (using in the right doses will beautify girls, just not too much)
can make you laugh at any given moment: On
loyal: On(duh)
laid back: On
plays guitar: ON(isnt it nice to have a girl to jam together with?)
plays piano: On
plays drums: DM
sing: On (a sweet voice gives me ear-gasms!)
easily jealous: off
doesnt eat meat: DM(wtf??)
has a tattoo: DM
has a lip ring: off( i think it doesnt suit girls)
has a tongue ring: DM
long hair: DM
short hair: DM
straight hair: DM
short hair: huh? repeat again?
virgin-less: not a virgin you mean? actually it doesnt really matter to me.
bitch: OFFF
bimbo: DM
easily distracted by other guys: Off (flirter = whore)
Purple Rose;
5:54 AM
hullo. was actually supposed to be updating yesterday night, a SUNDAY, but since it was too late, 4am, i decided to blog the next day(today) instead. i needed the sleep. though just 5 hours, at least i had some rest.
SUNDAY.
met jon at cityhall. i'm late, and im sorry for it hahah. was supposed to be meeting him at 1130AM, but i came one hour later instead. and he waited. such patient people are a minority. ok, so we went to X06, which is short for xbox 2006. an event for nerds like us to get to demo new upcoming video games on the video game console. the venue is real cool la. the event was situated inside a TENT. a really big one, but it was dome-shaped. ok, so we stayed on, playing the games and viewing demos for about an hour or so before my stomach started grumbling.
X06 wasnt what i expected. last year's event was way more happening. i'm disappointed that they changed the venue, last year it was at ZOUK, and being a club, it had age restrictions, and i actually like that, because i fucking hate to see little kids hogging the video game booths. and also, im of legal age! eye candy was also absent. where have all the xbox girls gone to? hahah. their presence would certainly spice up the event.
then went to the foodcourt at Raffles City for lunch. bought at some thai food stall, beef char kuay teow, since the picture looked dammmn tempting. but the picture lied. it didnt show any beansprouts in the picture, when my meal came, it was more than half filled with beansprouts, and it pissed me off big time. it was like paying $4.50 for a meal of beansprouts with char kway teow.
and my lunch was a big waste of money la. left raffles city and went to Far East plaza to collect my Death Note book. like, FINALLY la. i was glad that the stock arrived faster than expected. took a bus there instead. while going up the escalator to cross the bridge, saw a bunch of japanese high school students, most likely they are on some school tour here. and they are really good looking people la. the guys have really nice hairstyles, and overall they look really good. and the girls? need i say more? angelic, cute, pretty, too many words to describe them.
got my notebook and walked over to somewhere near PS to play pool. played for about 3 hours straight? went to PS for dinner. and... the weather for today was unpredictable, so it was annoying. before i left my house for cityhall, it started raining like there was no tomorrow. i had to run through the rain despite getting wet, thus destroying the hairstyle. then when i was in town, it was reallly warm and humid. and the sky showed totally no signs of impending rain. and by nightfall, while walking back to PS, it started pouring. and i get wet again. having a long sleeved shirt on mixed with sweat and rainwater is so yucky.
and so that was the whole of SUNDAY.
MONDAY. (today)
i thought i was gonna be late today. as i missed my bus and the time was rather late also, so i took 159 instead. and to make things worse, i missed one MRT. and had to wait 6 bloody minutes. but, it was a miracle, i reached school at 12pm sharp. because bus no.14 came really quick today. took my theory retest today. and it was quite a headache on the last few pages. because grade 6 questions came out, and im only a grade 5. but teacher did teach some of these stuff in class, i wrote them down, but i didnt know he'll be putting it in our test. and it's irritating that he had to put those grade 6 questions worth SO MUCH marks. like one question 20 marks? while meanwhile, the other questions were worth like 6-8 marks. imbalanced.
and i hate today. although i was dismissed almost 3 hours earlier than usual, i was a complete shadow in school, that totally dampened my mood. i have to bear with it now. and i want the holidays to come quicker, so i wouldnt show myself in the school grounds anymore. and i went home immediately after school. how unlikely of me. but good thing, i saved money today, i didnt eat out. i just carried a few cookies in my bag, and survived on that for the day.
something random now. i wanted to blog about this some time ago, but i kept forgetting. it's about my DAD. he's just like a pokemon. a SHELLFISH type. last week, when he was home, and i happened to be home too, he asked me to run an errand for him. which is to buy lemons at NTUC below. i was reluctant as i wasnt wearing any pants, and im not naked, i wear only boxers when im in my room. so i decided to be a "good" son and go run that errand. but i asked for a small thing in return. a small tip. i wanted $4. then he said a big NO in my face. and he said he'll only give me $1 at most. talk about stingness. i still ran that errand though. because i have a heart.
ok. it's about 3 minutes to GOONG. and im gonna end this entry for today. i wouldnt wanna miss tonight's episode. byee.
I've seen lovers dancing in windows
and I was under the impression
that you felt the same way, too
Purple Rose;
1:58 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
hullo. it's been a long and tiring day. a day i never expected it to be this long, but it was worth all the dumb stuff i did this entire night. it was nice. but first, a little backtracking...
FRIDAY.
hell boring day. i kept my word. i didnt go for school. them my dad starting making noise. he went like, "eh it's already 1pm and you're still here sleeping. dont want to go school isit?!" i was still half awake, and lazily replied, "im going school laaaa. it starts at 3pm today. now just let me sleep a little while more." dad went out. and soon i was alone at home. i love the feeling. mom's at work. feeling a little guilty already, but it's a white lie anyway. school never starts at 3pm on friday. soon after, i was packing my bag, laptop and left for CP.
CP.
a bad choice.
i needed a place with free wifi. and macdonalds immediately popped up in my mind. but this outlet at CP is horrifying packed, and i cant stand the noise levels. so left and went to RP instead. such a siannnn day la, just ONE day before ABRSM grade 5 music theory exam, and i've got no ONE to study with. sat down at RP mac, it was far more peaceful, but it's just too quiet for my taste. i badly need company. at least one person to talk to. around me, were just faces i never recognized. after looking over notes, i went online and saw that muneh was home, and called the dickhead down.
he took forever. really forever. and once he finally came down, he stayed for a measely 10 minutes and ran away just like dat. fucking whore. might as well dont come in the first place. so i couldnt really take the boredom anymore, took my stuff and left for home. i guess this is the shortest day out for me.
SATURDAY. (today)
i slept bloody early last night. around 9pm. and i still fidgeted like crazy in my sleep because im NOT used to the new pillows. thanks A LOT, ma, for throwing away my old pillows without telling me. woke up at 715am, naturally, when my alarm clock was supposed to piss me off at 730am. miracle eh? went to switch on the computer, and as expected, no human would be awake this early on a lazy saturday morning. paper due to start at 10am sharp. venue, MDIS, orchard.
left the house reallllly early, 845am. and i missed my bus on the spot. since it's so early, i took 159 instead, a longer route. 925am, i walked past MDIS and was shocked to see 20840285025 kids flooding the entrance. at first i thought i was at the wrong place, but i took a closer look and saw the kids clutching the same confirmation slip as i do. just like an "entry proof" used in N/O level exams.
inside MDIS, it was far more like a primary ONE orientation day than an ABRSM music theory exam. so many kids, just really a lot and with parents alongside with them. but soon, things got better when one of the working staff inside had to shoo the parents away as they can no longer enter the examination venue. yes, it felt so much better. let me see, i could do a pie chart of the students there. hmm, about 92% of the kids look primary two and below, 5% makes up secondary school students, but mostly lower sec students and lastly, the small 3%, makes me and a few other older students. the rest of the older students were mostly girls la.
the EXAM.
the verdict? it was an acceptionally OKAY paper, though i counted around 10 marks to be flying away, so i could no longer get my MERIT, so i'll just say a hello to a normal PASS. duno when i'll get my results anyway. should probably be next year. after finishing the exam, i had 1 hour and 20 minutes before japanese class. walked to orchard from ps to kill time. met Joel and his friend later. he wanted to check out the japanese part-time courses over at my school. good. more people interested in learning this sweet language. i have been studying japanese alone at home for almost one full year, and it's really boring. at least one study khaki, that's all i ask for.
so, after class, was supposed to play pool, but there were last minute changes, and i ended up going back home. but, got an invitation from jbean to have dinner later, and that lightened up my mood a little. finally, at least something to do. reached home and put some life into my dying IPOD. slacked for a while more before leaving for RP, and i thought i was the one who was gonna be super late, but i ended up waiting longer. nevermind the waiting, i did some really dumb stuff hahah.
at first i thought they were all busy in school with the helping out shit, i found an unlocked gate at the side of SKSS, and went in. as soon as i stepped into somewhere near the classroom grounds, there was this blasting loud sound which gave me a minor heart attack. so i got really scared and ran out of the school. and the loud noise came from the "gig" on the big field in front of RP. and that is the real location where they were. found them finally.
they were still busy. and it was getting really late. i went across the road, sat down at where a fire hydrant was, and just looked at them do their stuff. naturally, got bored and i whipped out my laptop, and a miracle happened. i randomly connected to a wireless router and i got IN! even though the signal's quite weak, the internet connection was fast. then in that few seconds of ecstacy, i screamed over to them across the road, "HERE GOT INTERNET CONNECTION!!!"
and once i looked back at my screen, i lost the connection. fuck. and couldnt connect back again. so i guess it must be really too far away. i have no idea what time they finished doing their stuff, but eventually they came to meet me. went over to MAC, yes, even though im really sick of mac, i only go there not for food, but for the free wifi.
and all that stoning around while waiting for them made me hungry. bought the same meal i've been buying over the past few times i came over there. chicken mcnugget meal. thanks jbean for the service hahah. soon... david and bakafish arrived. we didnt stay at mac for long la, since it was realllly late already, though mac seems to be packed with skss guides, it feels so much like 8pm, but in reality, it's 1030pm. watched a few horror clips courtesy of my macbook. and yes, it's scary. kinda forgot to play around with photobooth like i always did. what a waste. ahhah.
1035pm.
seems that everyone left already. so it's left with me, jbean and another shumei over at the 88 bustop, waiting for my bus to arrive la. and i took out my lappy again to play some songs and watch music videos. and the miraculous things... my lappy mysteriously connected to a router nearby, and i got internet. purposely missed two 88 buses just watching the videos. and finally i took the bus at 11pm. and almost slept in the bus la, it was one hell of a tiring day.
and tomorrow is HALLOWEEN DAY. my scream costume in the wardrobe is calling out for me. i have an urge to wear it too. i have no plans for tomorrow. but if possible, i wanna celebrate halloween, though not having a big party, just a day out to chill with friends is all i ask for.
i'm all sticky and sweaty now. and i have to wake up early tomorrow. so.. good night.
Acceptance is what holds us here
And you my dear are the one I fear tonight
i'll try just one more time
Purple Rose;
8:44 AM
hullo. it's been a long and tiring day. a day i never expected it to be this long, but it was worth all the dumb stuff i did this entire night. it was nice. but first, a little backtracking...
FRIDAY.
hell boring day. i kept my word. i didnt go for school. them my dad starting making noise. he went like, "eh it's already 1pm and you're still here sleeping. dont want to go school isit?!" i was still half awake, and lazily replied, "im going school laaaa. it starts at 3pm today. now just let me sleep a little while more." dad went out. and soon i was alone at home. i love the feeling. mom's at work. feeling a little guilty already, but it's a white lie anyway. school never starts at 3pm on friday. soon after, i was packing my bag, laptop and left for CP.
CP.
a bad choice.
i needed a place with free wifi. and macdonalds immediately popped up in my mind. but this outlet at CP is horrifying packed, and i cant stand the noise levels. so left and went to RP instead. such a siannnn day la, just ONE day before ABRSM grade 5 music theory exam, and i've got no ONE to study with. sat down at RP mac, it was far more peaceful, but it's just too quiet for my taste. i badly need company. at least one person to talk to. around me, were just faces i never recognized. after looking over notes, i went online and saw that muneh was home, and called the dickhead down.
he took forever. really forever. and once he finally came down, he stayed for a measely 10 minutes and ran away just like dat. fucking whore. might as well dont come in the first place. so i couldnt really take the boredom anymore, took my stuff and left for home. i guess this is the shortest day out for me.
SATURDAY. (today)
i slept bloody early last night. around 9pm. and i still fidgeted like crazy in my sleep because im NOT used to the new pillows. thanks A LOT, ma, for throwing away my old pillows without telling me. woke up at 715am, naturally, when my alarm clock was supposed to piss me off at 730am. miracle eh? went to switch on the computer, and as expected, no human would be awake this early on a lazy saturday morning. paper due to start at 10am sharp. venue, MDIS, orchard.
left the house reallllly early, 845am. and i missed my bus on the spot. since it's so early, i took 159 instead, a longer route. 925am, i walked past MDIS and was shocked to see 20840285025 kids flooding the entrance. at first i thought i was at the wrong place, but i took a closer look and saw the kids clutching the same confirmation slip as i do. just like an "entry proof" used in N/O level exams.
inside MDIS, it was far more like a primary ONE orientation day than an ABRSM music theory exam. so many kids, just really a lot and with parents alongside with them. but soon, things got better when one of the working staff inside had to shoo the parents away as they can no longer enter the examination venue. yes, it felt so much better. let me see, i could do a pie chart of the students there. hmm, about 92% of the kids look primary two and below, 5% makes up secondary school students, but mostly lower sec students and lastly, the small 3%, makes me and a few other older students. the rest of the older students were mostly girls la.
the EXAM.
the verdict? it was an acceptionally OKAY paper, though i counted around 10 marks to be flying away, so i could no longer get my MERIT, so i'll just say a hello to a normal PASS. duno when i'll get my results anyway. should probably be next year. after finishing the exam, i had 1 hour and 20 minutes before japanese class. walked to orchard from ps to kill time. met Joel and his friend later. he wanted to check out the japanese part-time courses over at my school. good. more people interested in learning this sweet language. i have been studying japanese alone at home for almost one full year, and it's really boring. at least one study khaki, that's all i ask for.
so, after class, was supposed to play pool, but there were last minute changes, and i ended up going back home. but, got an invitation from jbean to have dinner later, and that lightened up my mood a little. finally, at least something to do. reached home and put some life into my dying IPOD. slacked for a while more before leaving for RP, and i thought i was the one who was gonna be super late, but i ended up waiting longer. nevermind the waiting, i did some really dumb stuff hahah.
at first i thought they were all busy in school with the helping out shit, i found an unlocked gate at the side of SKSS, and went in. as soon as i stepped into somewhere near the classroom grounds, there was this blasting loud sound which gave me a minor heart attack. so i got really scared and ran out of the school. and the loud noise came from the "gig" on the big field in front of RP. and that is the real location where they were. found them finally.
they were still busy. and it was getting really late. i went across the road, sat down at where a fire hydrant was, and just looked at them do their stuff. naturally, got bored and i whipped out my laptop, and a miracle happened. i randomly connected to a wireless router and i got IN! even though the signal's quite weak, the internet connection was fast. then in that few seconds of ecstacy, i screamed over to them across the road, "HERE GOT INTERNET CONNECTION!!!"
and once i looked back at my screen, i lost the connection. fuck. and couldnt connect back again. so i guess it must be really too far away. i have no idea what time they finished doing their stuff, but eventually they came to meet me. went over to MAC, yes, even though im really sick of mac, i only go there not for food, but for the free wifi.
and all that stoning around while waiting for them made me hungry. bought the same meal i've been buying over the past few times i came over there. chicken mcnugget meal. thanks jbean for the service hahah. soon... david and bakafish arrived. we didnt stay at mac for long la, since it was realllly late already, though mac seems to be packed with skss guides, it feels so much like 8pm, but in reality, it's 1030pm. watched a few horror clips courtesy of my macbook. and yes, it's scary. kinda forgot to play around with photobooth like i always did. what a waste. ahhah.
1035pm.
seems that everyone left already. so it's left with me, jbean and another shumei over at the 88 bustop, waiting for my bus to arrive la. and i took out my lappy again to play some songs and watch music videos. and the miraculous things... my lappy mysteriously connected to a router nearby, and i got internet. purposely missed two 88 buses just watching the videos. and finally i took the bus at 11pm. and almost slept in the bus la, it was one hell of a tiring day.
and tomorrow is HALLOWEEN DAY. my scream costume in the wardrobe is calling out for me. i have an urge to wear it too. i have no plans for tomorrow. but if possible, i wanna celebrate halloween, though not having a big party, just a day out to chill with friends is all i ask for.
i'm all sticky and sweaty now. and i have to wake up early tomorrow. so.. good night.
Acceptance is what holds us here
And you my dear are the one I fear tonight
i'll try just one more time
Purple Rose;
8:44 AM
hullo. it's been a long and tiring day. a day i never expected it to be this long, but it was worth all the dumb stuff i did this entire night. it was nice. but first, a little backtracking...
FRIDAY.
hell boring day. i kept my word. i didnt go for school. then my dad started making noise. he went like, "eh it's already 1pm and you're still here sleeping. dont want to go school isit?!" i was still half awake, and lazily replied, "im going school laaaa. it starts at 3pm today. now just let me sleep a little while more." dad went out. and soon i was alone at home. i love the feeling. mom's at work. feeling a little guilty already, but it's a white lie anyway. school never starts at 3pm on friday. soon after, i was packing my bag, laptop and left for CP.
CP.
a bad choice.
i needed a place with free wifi. and macdonalds immediately popped up in my mind. but this outlet at CP is horrifying packed, and i cant stand the noise levels. so left and went to RP instead. such a siannnn day la, just ONE day before ABRSM grade 5 music theory exam, and i've got no ONE to study with. sat down at RP mac, it was far more peaceful, but it's just too quiet for my taste. i badly need company. at least one person to talk to. around me, were just faces i never recognized. after looking over notes, i went online and saw that muneh was home, and called the dickhead down.
he took forever. really forever. and once he finally came down, he stayed for a measely 10 minutes and ran away just like dat. fucking whore. might as well dont come in the first place. so i couldnt really take the boredom anymore, took my stuff and left for home. i guess this is the shortest day out for me.
SATURDAY. (today)
i slept bloody early last night. around 9pm. and i still fidgeted like crazy in my sleep because im NOT used to the new pillows. thanks A LOT, ma, for throwing away my old pillows without telling me. woke up at 715am, naturally, when my alarm clock was supposed to piss me off at 730am. miracle eh? went to switch on the computer, and as expected, no human would be awake this early on a lazy saturday morning. paper due to start at 10am sharp. venue, MDIS, orchard.
left the house reallllly early, 845am. and i missed my bus on the spot. since it's so early, i took 159 instead, a longer route. 925am, i walked past MDIS and was shocked to see 20840285025 kids flooding the entrance. at first i thought i was at the wrong place, but i took a closer look and saw the kids clutching the same confirmation slip as i do. just like an "entry proof" used in N/O level exams.
inside MDIS, it was far more like a primary ONE orientation day than an ABRSM music theory exam. so many kids, just really a lot and with parents alongside with them. but soon, things got better when one of the working staff inside had to shoo the parents away as they can no longer enter the examination venue. yes, it felt so much better. let me see, i could do a pie chart of the students there. hmm, about 92% of the kids look primary two and below, 5% makes up secondary school students, but mostly lower sec students and lastly, the small 3%, makes me and a few other older students. the rest of the older students were mostly girls la.
the EXAM.
the verdict? it was an acceptionally OKAY paper, though i counted around 10 marks to be flying away, so i could no longer get my MERIT, so i'll just say a hello to a normal PASS. duno when i'll get my results anyway. should probably be next year. after finishing the exam, i had 1 hour and 20 minutes before japanese class. walked to orchard from ps to kill time. met Joel and his friend later. he wanted to check out the japanese part-time courses over at my school. good. more people interested in learning this sweet language. i have been studying japanese alone at home for almost one full year, and it's really boring. at least one study khaki, that's all i ask for.
so, after class, was supposed to play pool, but there were last minute changes, and i ended up going back home. but, got an invitation from jbean to have dinner later, and that lightened up my mood a little. finally, at least something to do. reached home and put some life into my dying IPOD. slacked for a while more before leaving for RP, and i thought i was the one who was gonna be super late, but i ended up waiting longer. nevermind the waiting, i did some really dumb stuff hahah.
at first i thought they were all busy in school with the helping out shit, i found an unlocked gate at the side of SKSS, and went in. as soon as i stepped into somewhere near the classroom grounds, there was this blasting loud sound which gave me a minor heart attack. so i got really scared and ran out of the school. and the loud noise came from the "gig" on the big field in front of RP. and that is the real location where they were. found them finally.
they were still busy. and it was getting really late. i went across the road, sat down at where a fire hydrant was, and just looked at them do their stuff. naturally, got bored and i whipped out my laptop, and a miracle happened. i randomly connected to a wireless router and i got IN! even though the signal's quite weak, the internet connection was fast. then in that few seconds of ecstacy, i screamed over to them across the road, "HERE GOT INTERNET CONNECTION!!!"
and once i looked back at my screen, i lost the connection. fuck. and couldnt connect back again. so i guess it must be really too far away. i have no idea what time they finished doing their stuff, but eventually they came to meet me. went over to MAC, yes, even though im really sick of mac, i only go there not for food, but for the free wifi.
and all that stoning around while waiting for them made me hungry. bought the same meal i've been buying over the past few times i came over there. chicken mcnugget meal. thanks jbean for the service hahah. soon... david and bakafish arrived. we didnt stay at mac for long la, since it was realllly late already, though mac seems to be packed with skss guides, it feels so much like 8pm, but in reality, it's 1030pm. watched a few horror clips courtesy of my macbook. and yes, it's scary. kinda forgot to play around with photobooth like i always did. what a waste. ahhah.
1035pm.
seems that everyone left already. so it's left with me, jbean and another shumei over at the 88 bustop, waiting for my bus to arrive la. and i took out my lappy again to play some songs and watch music videos. and the miraculous things... my lappy mysteriously connected to a router nearby, and i got internet. purposely missed two 88 buses just watching the videos. and finally i took the bus at 11pm. and almost slept in the bus la, it was one hell of a tiring day.
and tomorrow is HALLOWEEN DAY. my scream costume in the wardrobe is calling out for me. i have an urge to wear it too. i have no plans for tomorrow. but if possible, i wanna celebrate halloween, though not having a big party, just a day out to chill with friends is all i ask for.
i'm all sticky and sweaty now. and i have to wake up early tomorrow. so.. good night.
Acceptance is what holds us here
And you my dear are the one I fear tonight
i'll try just one more time
Purple Rose;
8:44 AM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
hullo. today sucked. why? read on to find out in the paragraphs below. another one of those bad days again. school is starting to put on more pressure in my life. not the workload, but the idea of getting promoted to the next level instead. just dont wanna repeat the same old bloody mistake which i did 3 years back. which is to retain one bloody year. and it will cut 1 year off my NS deferment, which is the more fucked up reason.
but however, i feel that whatever happened 3 years ago was kinda more like a hidden blessing in disguise for me. what if i passed sec 3 express, went on to graduate iin 2004, and knowing that im not those hardcore study-ers, i still get overall average grades which puts me on a boring course in Poly, something which i have no complete interest in. life would be far more suckier now if that were to happen. and i think i will never get to meet some people whom i know now if that happened. so i feel grateful and relieved now to be where i am.
WEDNESDAY.
mom took a day off work today for a reason i never knew. and it was irritating la, i dont really like to see my parents around at home. because i like to be ALONEEE. you get what i mean la. and today was no longer a holiday. there wasnt AURAL class today but there was still some other activities on for us, but i overslept so i didnt feel like going school but i showered and left the house still. original plan was to go the sengkang library to do some japanese/music work, but i dropped that idea soon after and went to Cineleisure instead. it was dead early la. 1130am, and most of the shops were still closed. lazy staff. i wanted to search for the Death Note book too. had an early lunch at BK cine. it was mostly populated with international school students la, mostly those blacks and ang mohs. and one group of japanese dudes. bought my french sandwich meal. then saw a really old ex-classmate but didnt bother to go up to him and strike a conversation as he was a shitface/loser back in sec school. and i still remembered in class last time, everybody hated him. it was fun, especially pissing him off. class team spirit to sabo him and eventually getting him caned. it was sweet nostalgia.
12pm.
couldnt finish my french chicken sandwich even though it tastes exceptionally good. 7 inches are too much for me. went up to some shop selling anime, and an assortment of stuff from japan, but they didnt have what i wanted. so.. i came all the way to orchard for fucking nothing. but 12pm is still early and going home now is not a wise choice. left cine and walked to takashimaya. stopped by Kinokuniya and a variety of shops. target item still not found. walked over to Far East Plaza's comics connection outlet. saw someone reallllly familiar working there. lenny!(not his real name though but that name suits his personality perfectly) and the good news is, CC does break in the original death notebooks, but bad news is, it's out of stock. but good news again, it should be in by this friday, which is like, a few days' time. perfect timing.
left orchard for CP. back to original plan. settled down at SengKang Community Library. and the lousy place didnt have free wifi service for my laptop. so i got pissed and packed my stuff and left. went to the CC outlet on the same floor, and bought the small Death Notebook. though not exactly what i wanted, i just had the spare cash, i purchased it. shall be using it in my japanese class this saturday. stoned at macdonalds on the basement till 4pm. bought coke and 2 apple pies. then while clearing a table that i was gonna shift to, one of the staff took away one of apple pies thinking that it was left behind by the previous customer. wtf? stoned till 4pm. and called it a day.
THURSDAY (today)
im NOT late this time. everything seemed to churn out right, for the start. i reached school 15 minutes before class starts. one weird thing. i dont see many music foundation students around. kinda giving me an impression that class was cancelled, just that nobody told me. but it was on as usual. and 1/2 of the music foundation students didnt turn up. thats not the shitty part of the day yet. i was like a complete shadow among my friends today. none even said a simple "hi" to me. what's worse. i dropped my laptop during lecture, while balancing it on my lap, to fish out a pen in my bag. big mistake. but it still had the case on, so it was okay. no problems with it for now. *big sigh of relieve*
so i left school in a jiffy. since everyone treated me as if im invisible. went to Funan Mall to have lunch at Yakun, loitered around shops for a while before stopping by at Mac's for free wifi service. left funan at 410pm. went off to slack at Jie's place. it was indeed refreshing. especially when there were no else around, except the two of us. and by dusk, im off for my dinner at S-11. BBQ chicken wing rice was heaven. Jie was trying to control me from overspending, since i'm feeling rich nowadays haha. then went to the CC outlet at West Mall in search for my Death Notebook. as expected, it's completely SOLD OUT. 930pm. bid goodbye, left for home. walking home, i saw bright lights under corridors from a distant. and my stomach was growling a little, so i thought that it was a PASAR malam, the food paradise for a food junkie like me. i got closer, and it was a FUNERAL instead -_-
NOW.
1237am.
looking at today's class attendance which was crap, i finally decided that im not going school tomorrow. but neither am i gonna stay home to rot. FRIDAY is the one and only day before the the ABSRM grade 5 music theory exam. which is scary as fuck as im thinking of it now. i guess i'll be out studying, either in mac, but question is, which mac, but it'll definitely be in the hougang/sengkang region.
before closing off. i wish all my sec sch friends, happy holidays ahead.
this was the only way we knew how
to make everything just okay
i'll make it up tonight
we'll make believe that everything's alright
cause you wouldn't take me home
Purple Rose;
8:45 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
hullo. i'm unusually up early today, on a tuesday, and yes, it's a public holiday, and i guess i'll rot at home for the whole day. i still remember vividly, that on this very day, exactly a year back, there were japanese visitors over at my place. and really quite a big lot of them. because they were parents of some kids that my sister was teaching in her pre-school. and at that time, i was barely starting to learning japanese, or else... i could train my speaking. which is still quite tongue-tied for now.
YESTERDAY.
MONDAY.
left home unexpectedly earlier than the original time stated, which was supposed to be after 6pm. but i left home at 145 instead. muneh's a hoe as usual. when i said im already on the train, he thinks im lying, asshole. and he was late. so therefore, his punishment would be a free movie treat next time. bought tix at a cheaper than normal price at Cathay for $7.50 because it's a MONDAY. the movie for today is Death Note.
here's my opinion of the movie. i think it's a well-put together show. a smart storyline. and the ending is unresolved, it left me begging for more, and now im so desperate for Death Note 2 : The Last Name to be out quickly so it could solve some mysteries back in the first movie. and Raito's sister is cute. ahha. the shinigami looks retarded, but hes funny sometimes. and he only eats apples. L, is one hell of a cool guy. though his actions are a little spastic, for example, the way he holds a cellphone to talk to somebody is weird, his posture is slouched, and his eating habits are like a fat guy's. he snacks like nonstop throughout a movie, eating marshmallows, chocolates, and whatever comfort food u can think up of. on first impression, L doesnt look like the genius Investigator he is potrayed to be, but more of a slacker in my eyes. but his character bleeds of charisma nontheless. his eyes kill.
was thinking of getting the notebook used in the movie, just for my personal use. writing notes and stuff in it la of course, im not retarded to think that writing a name inside the notebook could really kill the person. but i wished la. if i ever got that dark power, i guess i would be overpowered by jealousy and greed, and kill many innocent people. just like what Raito did, at first he wrote down names of criminals who were not worthy of their light sentences, or none at all, then later he started killing innocent people one by one. it's just my dream.
the movie ended around 640pm. before the movie started, caught a glimpse of the upcoming horror movie, The Grudge 2 trailer. and it looks horrifying sweet. definitely a must watch for me. the trailer already has the make-you-scared-until-you-shit-in-your-pants factor. hahah. ok, so, after the movie, went over to VivoCity, making it my 2nd visit. and the place is crawling with people. our motive for going there was to EAT. saw this place called "the chicken rice stall" or whatever it is, and its queue snaked all the way to Malaysia. so no way im waiting that long. ate at Banquet instead. bought a simple meal. chicken rice. then muneh went to buy at the char kway teow stall and he took forever. by the time he returned to the table i was almost on to my 2nd round of eating. just felt like a pig.
after eating, went to check out the new Topman outlet for new clothes and shit. and that outlet is disappointing. such a little choice for t-shirts. went over to Candy Empire to satisfy cravings. bought raspberry liquorice for myself and it tasted like shit. went back to PS for a while for a little shopping before calling it a day.
my mom recently changed some of my pillows on the bed. and that pissed me off big time because i was very used to sleeping with those old pillows for over so many years and it made me harder to fall asleep last night. my pillow formation on the bed is sacred and it will never be changed.
it's 1030am now and i guess im tired, and i'll hit the bed again.
And as I look I see the cracks below,
And I see myself fall into them,
And I see what I've been running from,
And I just don't understand how you're gone,
How could you do this to me
Purple Rose;
6:42 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
hullo. probably this is one of the rarest times that i blog on a string of consecutive days. but what can i do if im feeling bored and stuck at home? especially on this SATURDAY, where i'm supposed to be enjoying life outside, either watching a movie or hanging out at town. japanese classes are cancelled today as it was Deepavali. today i didnt feel any better than other day. my cough got worse. and running nose flowing like an even faster tap. and i just saw the PSI for today wasnt that bad, but i just dont feel like going out.
friday.
today was supposed be a half day for me, and that half day implies that i dont have any lessons after 1pm, and my first lesson was at 1pm, so it's as good as not having school at all, but my main study teacher told me to come still, for the usual 1 hour or so of main study. sOoO mUcH for a holiday... had lesson till 5pm, which was like 1 and a half hours. then went over the next room to enjoy the aircon since Juliany was inside. soon it was 530, and she left the room to return the card to the security guard. then i saw that the auditorium doors were unlocked. went in.. she followed, along with 2 clowns behind. then played around with the Clavinova, some sort of electric piano.
when we switched it on, it flashed it's owners name on the small screen. MS MONA LIM. hahah. then we fucked around with the machine. it had like a million over functions, effects and other crap. before leaving the place, we switched the language to Japanese and turned off the machine. i wonder the next person who is using it would complain over the language handicap ahah. went back home just in time to catch Princess Hours.
went out again at night, and realised it was even more humid and the PSI reading for the night which stated 80+ just didnt seemed right. it was far worse than that in my opinion. i wore a longsleeved black shirt with black jeans, socks and shoes. totally a bad choice la. sweated like crazy inside. it was one hot night.
TODAY.
i dont think i would even be blogging now if my activity for the afternoon wasnt cancelled in the first place. someone was supposed to come over my place in the morning/early afternoon for a jam session. i havent had a balcony jam in ages so i thought this would relive one of the best moments ever in the past, but he simply didnt turn up la. it's 324pm, kinda going to evening soon in a few hours' time, so i can confirm that he 100% wont show up already. a little pissed.
i guess i really need to sit down to start revising my grade 5 music theory sooner or later. have work due and classes tomorrow, and the real ABRSM paper is exactly a week from now. exams are always scary.
thankfully i have a relatively long string of holidays now. starting from yesterday and ending on tuesday. and im in a desperate need of new clothes. went to levi's some days back and saw some really sweet jean designs, but with hefty pricetags. $200 for a pair of jeans is a little over the bar. and a few nice fitting shirts over at NewUrbanMale. seems like eternity before i actually find shirts of that cutting.
ok la. i guess i have my work to do. ending off.
even if the rain always wins
and forces my eyes shut,
i'll always dream of the brighter days.
before it all starting fading away... slowly.
Purple Rose;
12:04 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
hullo. timecheck, it's frigging 4am. i know im being a little retarded to be blogging at this unearthly hour suddenly. just had the sudden urge to blog la. anyway, it's gonna be a short and sweet entry, about TODAY. actually, more of yesterday,
THURSDAY.
correction from yesterday's entry, the soccer match that i wanted to watch was Chelsea VS Barcelona, not Real Madrid. well, i watched the first 35 minutes of the match alright, but my eyes were rather heavy, they were on "auto shutdown" mode, and it gets irritating after sometime, like im really forcing them open but they keep drooping down. the match was kinda exciting and chelsea seemed to have better chances in this first half. into the 36th minute of the match, im pronounced DEAD.
thursday morning.
alarm clocked pissed me off at 10am. i was supposed to get up immediately, but i heard some of the guys saying that the class at 1pm was postponed 2 weeks later, but i took it as a rumour as i dont know whether it was 100% for real. no announcement reached us the day before. but the bed was kinda getting more and more inviting the more i looked at it, so i thought that shutting my eyes for the next 2 minutes or so wont kill...
"2 minutes" transformed into 3 hours. woke up at 1pm, not by myself but my dad. i told him the night before what time my class starts today so he was a little irritated, then i immediately told him the classes were cancelled. ok, then i officially woke up already, no more lying down. stretched for a while, lifted up my "curtains" and saw that the haze was no better than the previous few days. and i was feeling like SHIT, i coughed out blood. really like wtf. is the haze really affecting me that badly or am i just being super unhealthy from the start?
showered and contemplated whether should I leave home to study music theory outside, then i ended up meeting jbean, bakafish and a new dude, david, at CP. they were like, slacking alongside the 2nd floor's corridor, playing guitar. sat down and realised that the heat is getting on my nerves, so i suggested to go Mac's, i needed the free, but slow internet. as expected, mac is packed with students as hell. but we managed to find seats anyway.
settled down, and we watched The Ring. i reallllly need to buy some portable speakers for my laptop. because the environment is just too market-like. watched the entire full movie, and a few other crappy videos before going back to the same place. back to square one. pathway on the 2nd floor. and yes, i had a motive for going back there. my lappy's battery was slowly dying out and i needed to find a power socket so i could illegally charge hahah. found one. hooked up the charger to the socket, and it works. yessss. sat down to play a little guitar, and with minimal cam-whoring around. jbean left. left with us 3. slacked a little while more before calling it a day.
and SHIT, by the time i came back, i only watched the last 15 minutes of Princess Hours. so annoyed..
ok i guess i should be turning in ASAP now. good night.
let's go dance around in the rain
don't pay any attention to the people staring from inside
we'll leave all our cares behind
I know that i'll be okay....
Purple Rose;
12:57 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hullo. i finally pushed myself out of my "lazy" zone to go blog blog blog. anyway, this week wasnt really much of a pleasant week for me. just so unlucky la. lady luck isnt on my side this time.
some rewinding back.
THE PREVIOUS SATURDAY.
after usual japanese class, went down to meet jingguang for pool. was kinda "on-form" during the match we played, so it rocked. by 6pm, went down for Peng's Birthday Bash over at his place at Serangoon Gardens. i knew that the party would start at 5pm, by the time we reached there it was close to 730pm, and i thought we were late as hell, but actually we were considered really early. barely any other people we know showed up yet. just his relatives and a couple of his school/clubbing mates. had my long awaited dinner, the food there was kinda good, all-you-can-eat style, but however, the satay sucked as it was cold. stayed around for a little while more, before thanking peng, took a few pictures together and left his place for VIVOCITY. cabbed down there. my god, the place is huge as fuck. and many shops were still yet to open. checked out GV there and to our dismay, all the movie times were in RED, and that obviously isnt a good thing. scraped the plan off our heads and went down to PS to play POOL again at the SAME place. and i sucked this time. pooled around till 1am, before having this really crazy idea to go back home ON FOOT. and YES, we did it. call me crazy. but it's possible. just it requires a LOT of patience, and leg endurance too.
And our journey almost took forever. before officially starting our so-called "walkathon", we bought 2 bottles of drinks, at rip off prices at this 24 hours indian stall. fucked up. imagine paying $3.30 for a bottle of WATER and H20(isontonic drinK). our "journey" was basically just one hell long straight road down. just straight all the way only till we reach Serangoon MRT, and had to make some minor turns. just the 2 of us. at first, we're talking non stop to entertain each other knowing the trip would take really long, but after 1 hour of talking, we barely even reach FARRER PARK.
the scariest part would be walking past the "exhumed" cemetery alongside POTONG PASIR. but other than that, though it was an extremely TIRING trip, it was worth all the fun, maybe except for the aching legs...
MONDAY.
fucking hell. woke up at 12pm, which was like already a doomed time. and my dad was making noise, luckily he doesnt know of my timetable or else he would make further noise. so i hurriedly left home, brought out my laptop. i just HAD to go out somewhere, or else my dad would smell a rat and think im skipping school. 72ed to Hougang MRT as usual. then there was this small crowd gathered outside those "tap-in machines" and they were kinda blocking the way, so i politely excused myself to get through it to the "doors" and im stopped in my tracks by an SMRT dude. he asked me in chinese, where i was going. and the most irritating part was, he called me "XIAO DIDI". i got annoyed. got told that the NEL service is down at the moment and there's a free shuttlebus service to POTONGPASIR MRT, which i wonder, of what use would i go there for since he said NEL service was already down? bo bian. so i just came up to the Interchange in search for that free shutterbus service. found NOTHING at all. then got a sms from jbean to meet her down at RP, i agreed. i needed to kill some time anyway. and i havent seen her in 2000 years.
APPROXIMATELY 2pm, down at RP.
saw kathy there too, with some other person i duno. the weather's humid as fuck. the aircon @ Macdonalds was heavenly. oh ya, didnt mention about the haze conditions for that day yet. well, the PSI was 900. and buildings within 1km radius were almost invisible. bought a meal to suppress my hunger. Sha Li came and stayed for 25 seconds and left. met a new person later, Priscilla. also, staying as leaving as fast as ever. and it's about time, took out my laptop, cam-whored around a while before turning on a movie.
caroline came down soon after. watched a few crappy prank videos before settling on to the main course, Ju-On, that is. and that scare factor is down by 99% since the environment is soOoOoo noisy, and whenever the ghost pops out, it wouldnt make my heart beat any faster. tsk. caroline left. watched a little while more before going off to the bustop and leaving for town.
thank god, NEL service is back operational again. got a call from muneh not long after i boarded the train to go down to town. went to CINE and watched Stay Alive, his treat. and here's my view on the movie. IT SUCKED. that was a shitty piece of film. loose plot. should have watched World Trade Center instead. but heck, i didnt pay for it anyway, i dont feel much of the heartache. films nowadays are quite unpredictable. you just wont know whether it will rock or it'll suck, especially after watching the trailers. and the trailers really know how to captivate its audiences. smart move, directors.
dinnered at PS. pool. went back home. im tired as fuck.
TUESDAY.
NOTHING SPECIAL. on to WEDNESDAY.
WEDNESDAY(TODAY)
Probably the first day ever that im the earliest for class. arrived in school at 930am. class starts at 10. and there wasnt anyone in sight. not until 945, where some dudes start coming in slowly, one by one. had AURAL EXAM today, and my hearing is total crap. i knew i would fail. joined Iris and some other dudes for lunch over at the coffeeshop across school. went over to Esplanade's Library to become nerds for a while. and whattt a coincidence, met youk there. Iris and Isaac left later as they had to go back to school for dreaded GAMELAN. i stayed on a little more, spotted this book which had some really good guitar solo practices inside. borrowed it. was actually supposed to be playing pool, but there was a change of plans, so i went home instead. and crapppp, i got the DREADED call from MONA LIM, my aural teacher, AIYAHHHHH, i already EXPECTED IT LA. i failed my exam today. she was being her usual Palawan Beach self. emphasized over the phone that i needed "A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT" of practice before sitting for my re-test 2 weeks from now. MRT-ed home just in time for Princess HOurs. and here i am.
Still contemplating whether i should watch the BIG soccer match later, LIVE. Barcelona VS Real MAdrid. and i want Barcelona to win. but at the same time, im feeling kinda tired. and i've been frequently SICK these days. i guess it must be the fucking haze's fault. I have FLU and a fuckkkkking dry throat which hurts everytime i swallow something down. and a big load of phlegm. arghh. i hate being sick. ok, good night.
we walk along but never turn see what we have done
i choose my moves so carefully for you
i will not let you go,
but deep down inside, i know
that this wouldnt change you, no matter what.
Purple Rose;
7:59 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
hullo. didnt update for almost a whopping week. the same reasons as usual. so here's a quick review of everything in this week, except tomorrow, which is friday. probably in another 15 minutes.
THE PREVIOUS SATURDAY.
jap class as usual in the afternoon. and i GOT A CERT OF COMPLETION OF THE BASIC JAPANESE LANGUAGE. but this cert wouldnt mean a thing to me yet la. but still, i'm happy to be a step ahead now, intermediate course's due to start in early December. and oh my, the haze on that day is probably the worse ever i experienced so far. i kinda rushed home so i can rest and get away from the fucking haze. it was around 610pm, and i happened to look into a random mirror in my house and saw the view outside. and what i saw was certainly unhealthy. the next HDB estate in my view from my room was completely BLURRIFIED, it was like Silent Hill la. but heck, i sealed every single window shut in the room. and i enjoyed the whole late afternoon and night all alone completely having ALL THE PRIVACY TO MYSELF, since my parents went overseas. it was a great day.
MONDAY.
i was late for first class by 5 minutes. and i guess my attendance was marked ABSENT. but luckily, after class i went to see him and told him i came in only 5 minutes after the class started, so thankfully, i was marked PRESENT. phew. some of my friends already had letters from the school regarding IRREGULAR ATTENDANCE, and luckily i didnt get any. but i have been absent from some classes for no reasons la on certain days, mostly because i was too lazy to get my lazy ass off bed in the morning. the bed's so sinfully comfortable.
second class. boredom at its peak.
technical theatre class. the lecturer was boring as hell. till date, i have no idea WHY us music students are in this class. spent an hour staring into blank space. soon, EVERYONE was relieved that this class is over, and it's break time. ok i forgot what i did during my break time. so that's monday rounded up.
TUESDAY.
RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!! fucking alarm clock pissed the shit outta me. i furiously woke up and set it to SNOOZE and i can go back to my dreamland. woke up with a start later. time was 108pm. and lunchtime concert at school was at ONE pm. ok. so im totally missing one concert. took my own sweet time to shower/doll up. and decided to bring my sweet laptop out today. reached school at roughly 230pm, and foundation music students were almost nowhere in sight, not until i reached the canteen. saw justin, and asked him how was today's concert. and wat? today's concert was cancelled! hahah. guess im lucky this time. i couldnt stand the humidity at the canteen any further and went up to the library for aircon, hopefully some eye candy and most importantly, to do my japanese homework.
4pm.
lecturer loretta was early this time. her lectures are quite interesting. today's lecture had sexual themes. and im pretty sure most guys enjoyed it. learned about fetishism, and bla bla, the rest i cant really remember. but overall, i couldnt understand much of it as it was quite complicated. and she ended today's session with a, "ok, next week got test on the topic we discussed on today."
ok. what the fuck. she ended extra late too. normally we end around 5pm, but today we ended around 6. an hour off. i immediately bulleted off to the bustop after class. didnt go home immediately this time. went to hougang mall, and it was so much different from the last time i visited that horrible place. i just for mac there to complete my japanese work. at least i didnt bring my laptop out for nothing, it was an essential tool for me. used it as my japanese to english dictionary or vice versa. the newly renovated mac there had more comfortable chairs, but still, the wireless network is slow as fuck. oftenly disconnecting sometimes. left for home at 9pm.
WEDNESDAY.
killer class in the morning at a killer time. 10am. need not elaborate much on that class. aural kills. guitar skills immediately after and soon school was OVER. but it isnt over for me yet. still got a fusion practice later on at 530pm. went to PS after school at 1pm, waited for jingguang to turn up for a pool session. he took forever and turned up only at 230pm. so i waited a full hour. even reading the magazines at some random bookstore in PS couldnt keep boredom at bay. went pooling around at Paradiz center's SNOOKERIUM. Chia Peng Peng, another ex sec schmate joined us soon after. pool today, was fine. i did suck at several shots, but overall, i think i was pleased with my performance. rushed back to school at 5pm. aaaannnnddddd got to know that one member isnt coming as she's got her "reasons" so practice was cancelled. so it was kinda fucked up. rushing back to school for nothing at all. stayed in school for the next 1/2 an hour or so.. before leaving with shirley for PS for a drink a starbucks, before going back.
ok. something optional here for wednesday evening. ok, so, on my way back. the drink i had at Starbucks was damn refreshing la, especially since now i'm stuck with this fucking annoying dry throat. Vanilla Frappuccino is sex. then suddenly i felt this sharp pain in my head. so it fucking hurt throughout the entire journey home. and when i reached home, i kept holding my head, the pain is seriously quite unbearable. showered, popped 2 panadol pills and died on the bed. what a day.
THURSDAY(TODAY)
i woke up early. last night's sleep was probably the best i ever had in these past few months. 13 hours. medication kinda got me all drowsy, so it made me sleep ASAP. since till now, unexplanable factors still causing me to have insomnia every now and then. ok back on track. Academic Writing in the afternoon at 1pm. given an exercise to do, but luckily we were not required to hand it in. i think i said this before, but AC(academic writing) is a lot like social studies. but i guess this one im doing is way harder, especially for the assignment we're required to hand in by early next month before semester break. we get a source, and supposed to interpret this few paragraphs and ask why it's unreliable. so SS rite?? ok enough with this, after class, went to Aljunied to a rather odd place, with the usual people. shirley wanted to repair her OBOE, so we went up this weird industrial-like building. so while the staff were busy attending to her in a separate room, i had itchy hands and played with the stuff in the room, for eg, this pingpong bat(whatever it is) and a pingpong ball.
after getting some stuff over and done with, we went to Parkway to meet the rest, who were busy playing pool. and i brought my laptop out again, today. in the bus, we were kinda watching short clips of Ju-On, which i recently uploaded last night haha. watched it again at the pool place later but after some time of watching, they got pissed as a horror movie is totally crap without sound, but it's not my laptop having soft audio, it's the fucking noisy music that blasts out of the pool place.
went back to school for dreaded CHOIR at 530pm. today's lesson wasnt singing but actually speaking, it's quite interesting actually. like we hear different voices echoing around the room at random times, some going on the off-beat, it was quite nice la. and the "lyrics" for the girl parts made me chuckle a bit. there was this part where the girls had to go, "OHHH YESS!" and it sounded like... you know what la. class ended at 730pm. so damn late, went home immediately.
NOW.
recently, i have been doing some retarded things. like, my brain doesnt really process what i wanna do. for eg, there was this night where i was showering.. then I WANTED to shampoo my hair. but i splat facial clenser on my head instead of shampoo. and another was, after eating i wanted to clear some bones off my plate into the bin and then placing the plate in the sink, but i threw the bones into the sink and the plate into the bin instead. it's kinda scary la. weird stuff.. but i can guarentee im 100% sane.
it's almost 1am now. i guess i'll try to sleep soon. goodnight.
so tell me is it right
to feel like, things arent getting any better
and it's so hard to fight the feeling
but i'm only treading water
Purple Rose;
8:45 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
blogger's a whore. laggy as hell.
hullo. it's 210am now and i just got back home after some regular once-a-weekly night of fun, and as usual, packed with free supper. brought my laptop out once again, this time, loaded with at least 6 new short videos ripped from YouTube. mostly japanese and korean videos la. it's not porn. i wanna keep my laptop's Hard Drive as clean as possible. bringing out the laptop killed time on the train wayyyyyy faster than just stoning in the mrt with mp3 ringing in my ears. but i guess i was suay today. got a truckload of entertainment, but my earphones died on me. it only had sound on the right earphone, how great. i wonder how i'll survive going out tomorrow without listening to my ipod. it's just so isnt me. i browsed through my sister's belongings in her room and found a pair of old SONY neckband type earphones, i put it on and it clamped on my hair on the sides making me look really retarded. but fuck it, i'll just use it for a day(tmr).
and FINALLY, i got my student concession ez link. after 2718 years. but i hate the photo though. fucked up, is it a curse that i have to look awful in all of my card photos?!
oh yes. when i was in town earlier on for dinner after school, my GOD, the haze was fucking terrible. i looked down the entire stretch of road linking dhoby ghaut to somerset. the streets were so foggy. pity those people who have asthma. fuck the haze la, anyway, dinner rocked. walked up and down a couple of times and finally settling at this unknown place's foodcourt. bought from the KOREAN food stall. dont laugh at me, but this is actually the first time im tasting KIMCHI in my life. and i HATE it. tasted like shit. the kimchi was horrible, but my main dish was good. hot plate beef, yummy.
got back home for a short while before leaving again and noticed that the haze conditions here were no better than the one at town. everywhere's misty as hell, it felt like i was in some dream. but this is reality la. those indonesian bastards must be burning down forests again.
i guess i shouldnt be blogging any further. have so much stuff to do. incompleted homework, and really a big load of work. and im having a really dry throat now, plus a running nose than runs like a tap. i'll endure. guess this is gonna be a sleepless night for me just like any other night.
i never thought you would lose yourself
the hardest part was falling down again
i'm a fool to watch you walk away
are you bothered by the choice you made?
Purple Rose;
11:12 AM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
huloo. aiyyaa. so sorry i neglected my blog once again. this makes my very first post for OCT 2006. i cant possibly recall whatever stuff that happened in all the past few days, so i'll just briefly blog about what happened TODAY, as well as what i had been up to these days, so busy till i neglected you, my dear blog. sorry : (
oh wait, i just remembered about yesterday, so here goes.
WEDNEDAY.
woke up feeling fucking tireeed. probably the earliest ever in the week. 830am. i remembered my mom gently nudging me from my sleep at 8am. well, i did wake up, but i just opened my eye a little, saw my mom and tried to sleep back. i was too fucking tired to move la. so just slept for a little while more before rushing off to do the usual routine, then blasting off to school at the speed of light.
phew, i wasnt late. aural class was a killer yet again. how how how??? exams like in 2 weeks' time, and i have absolutely no confidence in my aural skills(actually none at all). and mona was like scaring us already. talking about the importance of passing every single piece of exam we have, or else we would be able to go up to LEVEL 1. so.. if i failed aural and passed the rest, i still get retained isit?! i dont know la.
had the last lesson of the day at 1130am. wednesday's the shortest day ever. only a handful of suay people have got their gay-malan classes on later in the afternoon haha. guitar skills class was better today. so fun. i like the stuff we learnt. after class, slacked around the canteen area for a while as Rick was busy photocopying some useful guitar notes for us. he took around 78 years to arrive. yea, so after he arrived, took the notes and went off to meet inodi at bishan.
my time estimation was soOOoOoOo close la. i left school around 130pm, and told him i'll arrive at J8 at roughly 215pm. and when i stepped into J8 later, my cell clock showed 213pm. had lunch of Beefbowl and Peach Tea @ Yoshinoya. i realised that Yoshinoya's Miso soup is terribly SALTY. there was this bunch of nerdhair sec1 kids sitting beside us. and one of them placed his miso soup bowl on the wrong side and when he opened it up, all the soup flooded out. it was fucking hilarious.
3pm.
went over to his place for the first time in my life. his dog so cute la. shit, i should had taken a picture of it. but i was a little afraid of it at first, as i thought it would pounce on me and kill me. guitar-ed the whole day in the comfort of his room. left at around 530++pm to meet muneh at Hougang Interchange for Pool. took a cab there all the way from bishan as the idea of taking 88 would take eternity to reach there. that cost me $10. ouch. i was kinda having a mini "lucky streak" that day. but it's all luck la. played the shortest time in history. the hourly rate was almost $7 an hour there, but we paid only $3.60, so do ur math and calculate how short the time we spent to play there. then went home.
THURSDAY(TODAY)
reached the usual bustop outside of Dhoby Ghaut's MRT and didnt see a single foundation music student waiting. so i guess i just missed one 14. but god decided to be kind to me and sent bus no. 16 to ease my pain of waiting so long. reached the Studio Theatre at 101pm, coming in together with the dance students. class today was sligggghtly better. at least there was no long and boring speech to listen to, we had at least something to do. we were supposed to find a partner each, each of us to take out 4 random belongings, then in the end, judging from them, guess what sort of personality the owner has. ended the class off with a survey and a sweet announcement.
that sweet announcement? NO CHOIR FOR TODAY. yesssssss! and yes, the weather was merciless today. and i was clad in black from top to toe. total not a good choice of color. black absorbs heat, and i burn faster than other people. went to sweelee to do almost nothing except oogle at dream instruments, lunched at LJS opposite Bugis then went home. seems short, but it was quite a long and tiring day though. maybe because i was carrying my laptop around la.
okokok.
what have i been doing these past few days. firstly, i was busy trying out my new POD XT LIVE for the first time. i cummed in pants while tweaking the system for my desired sounds. it's just that good la. however, i only used it once for this entire week so far, been awfully tired. still havent tweaked to get the tone i want yet. one picture to color up this dull post.
POD XT live, and the old korg signal processor.
i realised this laptop of mine lacks entertainment. so i did a mass search of torrents on my desktop to download a bunch of movies. and some torrent download speeds are pissing me off. picture 0.1kb per sec, how annoying. ok i guess i'll have to shower and sleep soon, been lacking so much sleep these days. damn sleepless nights.
i'll clean your wounds tonight
so we can rewind it all until i come inside
i'll tear in two and never lie to you
cause you wouldn't take me home
Purple Rose;
7:27 AM
