So easy,

Monday, April 14, 2008

when i clicked "record", some things were going through my mind. things like, is this just for my personal viewing pleasure or will she notice this, and get me killed instead? wtf, i know i dont wanna be another Edison Chen, but in the end, she still saw it anyway and i had to keep apologizing profusely and keep the flow going on as it sucks to be stopping midway.

eventually, for the good of things, i deleted it. things wouldnt turn out to be nice if this were to leak, or if any of my other friends see this. especially female friends.

SATURDAY 12th April.

supposedly half day for me, but there was this last minute "meeting" and i had to stay on an extra 5 hours. time is extremely crucial to me, so naturally i got pissed la. especially when i had a nice long rest the night before, obviously i wont be sleeping for that extra 5 hours. so i watched a DVD in camp instead. watched HeartBreakers. featuring Jennifer Love Hewitt and Sigourney Weaver, it's a funny NC16 film with lots of lust used to lure and cheat guys. from this movie, i can draw a reference to real life. well, you know how the male brain thinks, and how dumb can most guys be, hypnotized and blinded just by LUST. and end up thinking with his head down there instead of the head up there.

5pm.

i rushed home in a cab. the meeting was an absolute waste of my time. cab fare was $18. argh. stripped out of my uniform and changed into civilian clothes and zoomed out of the house to meet liger to go to town for pool.

we stopped at the wrong stop, and worse still, ended up turning one big fucking round just to find the 2nd POol fusion which was just a few meters away. damn stupid la. perspired a little for my stupidity.

ate dinner first at this indonesian food place. wah. the food seriously is good. and darn cheap too, just $6 for a set meal. but the aircon there is like FUCK. stuffy, but the food's good la. the chilli packs a punch, really good on the first few tries, but after countless spamming of the chilli, our faces started to change in color. it began to kill us slowly. hahaha. im definitely eating there again!

Pool session that day. i have to say, it was kinda sucky. firstly, there were too many new people i dont know, no introductions no nothing, except for the friendlier guys who either came up to me or i played with. the rest? i played only ONE pathetic match, and ended up paying $4 for it. wtf.

they later went to the arcade again. when i hear the word "arcade" i start sighing already. arcade arcade arcade. no other choice of place meh?

can say i just wasted my saturday evening. except for dinner part.

returned back to campsite around 12am. there was a BBQ going on in there. it was our duty sergeant major's birthday thats why. he brought his wife and children in too! his wife quite hot. aiya. dont know why sometimes i have a thing for older ladies. just like my friend. she's 3 years my senior. but we get along fairly well, and have secrets too.

SUNDAY.

duty day. it's a weekend. so it's damn slack. great stuff, especially for my first duty ever. assigned to rotating one to two hour shifts. time passes damn slowly at some point of time la. but i just sucked my thumb and stood there like a statue and eventually time will fly.

12 to 6am that night, i'm free of duties~~~~~~

ended up talking cock with the sergeants in the guardroom and played PSP with the dudes in there till 2am ++

and live update from my dad on the current football match that i'm unable to watch. the final score? manchester beat the gunners 2-1. i was ecstatic! that boots arse-nal out of the title race. this coming week, BRING ON CHELSHIT. i doubt UTD can win them, but just a draw would suffice.

will be out for this saturday due to Duty calls. sian. i cant wait for the following saturday. finally i have saturday and sunday at my disposal!

fuck it's 12am. time to hit the sack.

temporary love?

Purple Rose;
9:01 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

fucked up. that's all i can say to summarise for the the things happening in my life. i thought my vocation was the slackest combat vocation ever, but noooOOoO, i'm really unlucky to get posted to a really fucked up unit. back to TEKONG days. Unit life is way slacker than BMT life yes, but the thing i hate most is the restiction of freedom. can you believe that i have to forever work on WEEKENDS AND EVEN PUBLIC HOLIDAYS?! the only time i'm free is after i do my 24 hour duty, and it can fall on any day. walau eh, i feel like killing myself for getting posted to PT SSU (tekong). gone are the days that i can confidently say i'll go out on saturday with my usual group of friends. now, i dont think that can happen again, unless my OFF day falls on a saturday, which is highly unlikely.

argh.

i really need to destress. duty starts soon this weekend. and i'm hell pissed because i'll be MISSING THE MANUTD VS ARSENAL MATCH, FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

anyway, on the brighter note, these past 2 days, there were new enlistments going on. so, in other words, meanign that many new guys will be enlisting into the army. on this special day, their parents/family members will be accompanying them in. the highlight of that would be this super cute girl. ok, that wasnt worth blogging -_-

but she's seriously damn cute~~~~~~

but her dress was a bit weird. looks totally like a table cloth -_-

she stood like 20cm away from me, and when she turned and looked at me. i just melted there. totally not doing my shadow duty at all lol!

ok, its gonna be 930pm. i better sleep before i'l be a walking zombie at camp tomorrow.

And there she was; reflecting so brightly the warmth that she is installs.

Purple Rose;
6:09 AM