Thursday, January 19, 2006
woah. my last entry was like ages ago haha. now i'm typing in this entry using my sister's computer. my computer fucking sucks. my wireless adapter died on me. yeah. it's not the adapter, i think it's my computer itself.. fucking piece of junk. my sister's computer sucks too but heck, it has a steady internet connection. my computer could get internet sometimes, but after a fucking while, my msn automatically signed out by itself, and so does my internet connection. i've just returned from the temasek polytechnic open house earlier, and there werent much people there, compared to the crowd at Ngee Ann Polytechnic last year. but there were babes though. saw a couple of old schoolmates.. what long hair do they have. overall it was damn boring... we only walked through the business and some other robotic crap section and that was it, i had a meal at the canteen, cheap stuff, but tasty indeed. $3 for Black Pepper Steak, it was great. then there was some gig, we watched the opening band, it was really damn boring. i think half the crowd was dozing off. not my type of music, an all girl band, playing some coldplay covers. yawn. i want some energetic bands cmon.. the final band was finally, at least better, they just played rock, but it was definitely more entertaining than the previous two bands. basically, the only thing that entertained me was the sight of babes, nothing else. then we left, took a cab back to hougang, and i watched jerry and alvin highlight their hair. GOLD.. damn ah beng. Alvin looks like JJ Lin. really. i browsed this japanese hairstyle magazine for guys, i really liked some of the japanese medium length hairstyles, so darn nice. man, my hair length now, would be considered short in japan for guys.. how lucky,those jap guys in japan, they could go to high school with hair that long. whereas here in shitty singapore, guys still attending secondary school would be forced to cut slope, an uber ugly hair style. oh my.. my hair on the back is so damn thick now, i think i could hide 2 handphones in it. i used to layer my hair like hell in the past when i was still in secondary school... now i'm trying to keep it thick... but now, its definitely too thick. and growing really out of shape haha, smearing on wax on my hair could fix that. today was kinda a bad hair day for me, i put uneven amounts of wax on my hair. yuck. wax kinda doesnt hold for long.. i could style it nicely while at home, when im out, eventually my hair would be flat. ahah. i need new clothes!!! i have been switching between only 3 pairs of shirts these days. and i appear in orchard rather often, people would be thinking "does this guy have anything else to wear????" fuck. actually i have somemore clothes to wear, but i dont really like them. sizes dont fit. An S size from topman for a plain shirt is a little big on my body, while an XS is a little too tight fitting, and plus im skinny, so yuck, u can picture it on ur mind. then what size fits me?! i need a size 34. which shops sell sizes in numberS? i saw a couple of shirts at far east, but all of them come in only size 43. thats really damn hiphop. i sound dead dont i? maybe partly because i'm a little sick. shit. i've never been sick in a long time. this morning i woke up, my throat was fucking dry, no matter how m uch water i drank, the dryness is still there, there's fucking phlegm too plus a running nose and some light headaches. what did i do last night? nothing, all i did was played xbox for about an hour or so, then i dozed off at 5am. and the next morning i woke up to jerry's call. bitch. i was feeling so good in wonderland. yeah, i have insomnia, there was no way for me to get to sleep quick, i guess it's just my lousy pillow, when i got through the doors to wonderland, finally i could get some rest. dreams. i have had this weird experience while sleeping before. like... i was walking somewhere on a street in my dream, then came a flight on stairs down, i walked down it, then suddenly i slipped and when i landed, i immediately woke up from the dream, and my leg shook like a vibrator. really weird. but i have had many dreams, that were premonitions, like something that would happen in the future, and i experienced it in my dream and it really happened in real life. but those dreams were all positive ones, no nightmares yet... currently, my search for a job is still on... it's so damn hard to find a stable paying job, those not based on commissions crap, just hourly pay. $5 an hr would be great for me. last week's japanese class, i met a new girl, she looked so quiet and innocent. she never talked to anyone, so i went up to her and talked, directly after class. she's quite a shy type. and she's almost my height but when i asked her age, she's 14? wtf. new age young girls are getting taller! so i followed her around to topshop, where she said she was looking for clothes for CNY. then later, she had to suddenly leave when i was eating halfway. wtf. got a feeling that she was intimidated by me. i'm so innocent myself haha. well anyway, she's from nygh, and she plays the electric guitar too! maybe we could click better the next time i meet her.. thats like in 2 days time. IF she turns up for class that is. man... i wanna watch Memoirs Of A Geisha. Zhang Langyi, is just average looking to me. wonder why people think she's damn pretty. she looks like any regular PRC girl, maybe slightly prettier. my sister hasnt been back home for week. nothing surprising. she's going back to aussie soon, nothing special either since when she came back to singapore, she's barely home. this is the 3rd month i'm waiting for my new guitar. B Music... i called the aussie dude on the phone, his accent was so fucking strong. i barely understood what he said. you know, when talking to foreign dudes, i would have to force out a fake slang myself, because if i spoke in singlish, he's gona be like "wtf are you saying?" yeah and he promised to email on the arrival of my guitar's stock in 5 or 6 days time, and now's like the 15th day and counting. no email. fuck. do they hate asians or what. a few hours earlier, i was having my dinner at mac with a couple of dudes, then the manager suddenly came walking towards our area, holding something which looked like a mini badminton racket. i thought he was doing CKY at first since he looked quite retarded then later he used that "badminton racket" to fry some pesky flies around the area. wow. it was so cool. i want one "badminton racket" myself! i wonder if it could fry some stupid roaches too. fucking cockroaches. i still got a phobia of them. they look big and scary. some days when it was late at night, and i alighted at hougang MRT station to walk back home, i would always keep focused on the floor, while walking through the concrete jungles of HDB flats, there are bound to have these little bitches around. even though im much bigger than them, i still got no balls to step on them, firstly because they'll dirty my shoes, and secondly, i'm afraid it would still be moving... and not dead yet. roaches are so hard to die. i heard that if u chop off its head, it could still breathe from its sides. they are so useless, somemore so hard to die. i bet if roaches were extinct, nobody would care. about a week ago, i think, i sold ice-cream from flat to flat together with some dudes. first thing i hate about doing this job. getting scared of my wits by sneaky dogs. they bark as loud as having a loud hailer scotched-taped to my ears. secondly, rude assholes. some people who open their door halfway and close suddenly. hope his body dehydrates and later he'll beg us to buy ice-cream and we can charge him like 5 times more than the usual price. maybe if someone came up with some innovative for us ice-cream sellers... like a dog repellent, so we could smear them on and have no fear of dogs surprising us at doorsteps. i earned a measely $11. crap. thats like an extra day of allowance for me. the LRT trip back was scary...i never liked LRTs.. i have a very strong feeling that something was missing from the tracks... the safety bar was missing!! shit happens sometimes.. and somemore the LRT itself runs on wheels, so it's possible for an LRT to malfunction and suddenly fall off the track. scary.. i'll never wanna take another LRT again. yawn. i need to take my pills and shower and sleep. maybe i'll have visitors tomorrow morning. it sucks being sick. night.
