So easy,

Monday, October 29, 2007

after a week of sadness. i learnt to accept things in life. sian. i cant change the fact that im going in earlier than expected. so instead, optimisticly, i should be "looking forward to it" and maybe with that kind of mindset, i wont feel that im in hell. the weather has been rainy recently, and i'm loving it. just sitting in my room observing the rainy skies is enough to make me yawn and fall asleep.

Last Wednesday.

went to have a haircut. a final one for the year. usually i have to pay for myself, but this time, my mom offered to pay for it. cut at the usual same place in Funan Mall again, but this time, the hairdresser that i wanted wasnt working that day -____- so i got another senior stylist instead. with each snip, my heart beats faster because i felt that she's screwing my hair up. and yes, she did. i didnt wanna thin my hair SO MUCH. and now it's like as thin as paper. and short. completely no volume. i dont care anymore la. at least it's still some hair left. i have to cherish it for the next remaining weeks before it completely gets shaven off.

FRIDAY.

chalet at DownTown East. i was looking forward to a smashing fun time for halloween. reached there about 245pm and had lunch at Macdonalds. the food was terrible. i didnt finish it. himura and his friend came later and soon we were inside the chalet. just the four of us. the rest are coming later. lets see. so, we have 4 single beds, all smashed in a super tiny room.

surprisingly, after i scanned the area using my laptop, there was a free wireless connection hahah. but the speed is a joke. cant blame anyway since it's free. i cant even sign in MSN for some odd reason. only can surf websites, but unable to download stuff wtf. connection keeps cutting off when loading files that are too big.

*skips boring parts*

7pm.

most of the others have arrived. and the event at Escape is about to begin. so i slipped on my costume. and walked to the entrance. roped in a few more sgcafe people and we went in.

OK, the escape staff there are wearing almost the same thing. except their robes are different. so if i get lost, my friends will have to go through hell to find me hahahah. and so, the only way they wanted to identify me was, a green lightstick in my hand.

first "ride" we took was some haunted house. and im wearing two masks on, and a black hooded robe over my long sleeve shirt and black jeans. yeh so im really black that day, and it's fucking STUFFY inside the mask i swear. and my vision was super dark.

ok about the haunted house, we were supposed to walk through and they would be ghosts around, and it isnt even scary at all -_-

later, there was this best dress competition and they persuaded me to join for wtf. so many others look like me. but anyways, i won 3rd prize i think hahaha. by just walking around the stage for 20 seconds -_-

slacked at Burger King after the compy, to cool down my body and check out my prize in the bag. wtf, they gave me a powerpuff girl softoy and a magazine. like this call prize????

took a new spaceship ride later, with my costume on lol. that ride seriously damn boring. just turn here turn there then land liao -_-

1030pm

i was bored already. some of the rest went to enjoy the go-kart. i know i wouldnt be able to ride it with my costume on because i can barely see when driving then later accident i die. so our group separated and i went back with the guys to the chalet. on my way back, there was this big group of girls stopped me for a pic together with them. oh ya, they're not the first, before that at the park, many others took pictures me loL!

11pm

the rest who didnt go out in the chalet were playing ps2. i finally removed my costume and heaved a sigh of relief. wearing that costume is a torture!! if only got proper ventilation inside, wouldnt be so hot.

then suddenly we had an urge for a horror tour to the dreaded Red House nearby. rumoured to be haunted by 7 different spirits. OooOo im so up for it!!!! and so, they said it was best we go in even numbers, but we have 5 people in the group! so heck, we just walked there. our "leader" screwed up the way twice before we finally reached the Red House.

the gates were padlocked, and the two lion statues outside looked creepy. we stood directly outside, staring inside. at first i saw NOTHING after the gate, after focussing for a while, finally the image of a foggy red house appeared. creepy huh? took a couple of pictures around the gate to see whether we could spot any orbs. but they werent any. after about 15 minutes we decided to go back as there seems no way to go in. actually there is, but i doubt they wanna go in!!

in our group, we have two people who have the ability to see spirits sometimes. while walking back, we were chatting happily, then after a while there was dead silence. then "leader" suddenly asked us to walk faster. duno why the hell. so we walked super fast back to the chalet. then he told us there was a spirit following us behind, but it stopped once we went into downtown east. heng.

upon reaching home. FINALLY i decided to shower. the rest already did so at 11, hahahah. the rest werent in the sleeping mood so i suggested to watch The Ring on my laptop. i probably watched it about 1940859 times already so i wasnt even scared.

630am.

a couple of guys who didnt sleep throughout the night decided to leave. and after they do, was the only time i finally laid my head back on the bed. and shut my eyes.

945am

felt some idiot hitting me with a pillow and woke up immediately. fuck, need to book out liao. that was fast -_- overall i shall rate the chalet experience 6/10 because it wasnt really fun without any alcoholic drinks and activities to do. most of the fun came from our laptops. i wondered, if we didnt bring the laptops out, how much boring-er can this chalet get -_-

SUNDAY.

outing from sgcafe to commemorate L's birthday! it's quite weird though. thinking that we're actually celebrating the birthday of a MANGA character.

1130am.

had Sakae Sushi buffet. i was the first the get full. nothing special.

2pm.

the whole lot of us got down to play at the arcade. within 15 minutes. i got really bored already. so i just sat down and stared into oblivion.

430pm.

yay i can fucking leave this arcade already!!! only me and Elle went to Ben&Jerry's first, the rest to join us later after their "last" game.

5 something.

they finally came. we actually sat at the table at Ben&Jerry's for that long.

ordered a 9 scoop icrecream from $32!!!!!!! but it tastes fucking good. no one can find fault with the quality of Ben&Jerry's icecream.

7pm.

our group kinda got separated again. and we left to have dinner over at Mind's Cafe. a little odd to have dinner there without actually playing their games. it's like going to a super high class hotel, with the staff there welcoming you, thinking you'll dine in their super expensive restaurants, but you're just there to use the toilet.

the food there is decently priced. food quality slightly above average.

9pm.

Pool till 10pm.

1030pm.

everyone's on their way home.

NOW.

sudden influx in the number of songs i wanna play on piano. just spoilt for choice, and i only can learn one song at a time. but at the moment now, i feel a little sleepy. wonder should i play the piano now, or shower and sleep.

approximately 7 weeks left.

before doomsday.

my heartbeat changing. this isnt me now, this wasnt me.

Purple Rose;
3:27 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

as much as my mind has nice things to blog about. they all seem to be filtering out of my head because of what i received a few minutes ago.

yes. i got my enlistment letter. im going into the NS on december 13th.

this totally shattered my mood. i have no mood to talk to anyone. i feel like crying. really. it's my last 9 weeks. and you know, time flies.

im just really pissed because i predicted my enlistment to be in AT LEAST January.

well. life is life. especially if you are a male in singapore, you have to serve your time. i got enlisted into SAF.

SERVE AND FUCK OFF.

i'm beginning to have feelings for you, but with the way things are going in my life now, i doubt we can ever be together.

Purple Rose;
4:39 AM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Testing 123... attempting to blog now using my iPod touch... Seriously damn tiring hahaha. I can't freaking sleep now la even though its 6 am and despite having a thunderstorm. Sianz. K my fingers are breaking now bye!

Purple Rose;
3:13 PM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

have MIA-ed for like 9 days. hahah. the usual reasons duh. im lazy. plus nothing special in my already boring life. O levels have already started, it doesnt concern me but still, good luck to those taking it. it's not hard at all compared to the killer prelims. (if your hopes were dampened due to shitty prelim results)

okayyyyy. time for the same old backtracking.

11th Oct.

NS MEDICAL CHECKUP.

everything was fine. well. except for the BLOOD TEST. my god. seriously i saw the hordes of guys lining up and caught a glimpse of what's happening inside and how's the procedure like already made my balls drop.

well that was my first station. the dreaded BLOOD TEST STATION.

k first up at that station wasnt drawing blood from my finger but was the URINE test lol. was given the bottle and told to piss into it. hahahahaha. went into the toilet and i saw a funny sign pasted on the mirror.

"PLEASE DO NOT POUR URINE INTO THE SINK"

for some reason that sign made me laugh. i was abit scared abit the pissing part because im afraid i would overshot. hahah but luckily everything turned out fine. then on to blood testing. for real.

OK la. he pricked my hand with this super tiny needle, i felt totally no pain totally, but he used this tiny straw to draw blood. but later there wasnt enough blood, so he SQUEEZED my finger and this is where i began to start feeling pain. fuck. i felt like punching his face because he squeezed damn hard. bitch.

then 2nd room. blood withrawl again (wtf) this time from my ARM. this part is where im fucking scared. the needle looks so BIG. then it was my dreaded turn. (die liao) but this guy was quite friendly le. he asked me whether i was afraid of needles. i said YA. so he said dont worry and close my eyes. this whole procedure ended quickly as my blood flowed super fast. but overall it was still PAIN la.

k i need not elaborate on other stations as it would take the whole night. and so, im a PES B. this sucks because i think because of my clean sheet in health records, im gonna be posted most likely to the fuckign ARMY.

OCT 13th.

kinda super boring the whole day. i stayed home slacking on my bed playing psp the whole afternoon, and later going out for the evening to meet himura and other members of WBC (white ball club)

and so, he suggested to eat at the drop dead expensive COSAFE for dinner yet again. i had no objections.

7pm.

i didnt have a proper meal for the entire day so this is my first meal of the day actually.

here's what i ate. beef bolognaise. guess how much?

ZOMG it's $18 la!!!!!!

ok next. i felt like having dessert so i had this slice of cake for a neck-strangling $8.

OK. total expenditure for dinner = $33.

ouch.

i could have eaten at pasta mania with pretty much the same food for half the price.

later that night.

11pm. met some other dudes for MOVIE OUTING!!!

watched resident evil extinction and i was realllly disappointed. the movie sucked to me. wasted a good $9.50 i could have listened to some people and downloaded it instead HAHA. so after the movie, none of them wanted to go out, so we stayed out the whole night in town. just sitting down at some quiet spot and talked cock. ALLLLLLL the way till 630am. and im loving my IPOD TOUCH so much. the web browsing function owns. even though town has unstable Wireless@Sg i could still at least log in the forums and post. (minus the irritating loss of signal)

someday last week....... i had this for dinner. all for myself. and i finished it within that night itself.

cost me almost $30. overpriced, yes, but im a sucker for pizza. so i actually dont mind spending this retardedly much. for something i love.

NOW, it's fucking 6am, (friday morning 19th Oct)

hahah. im gonna sleep realllll soon la. at least i got something to look forward this afternoon. POOL SESSION WITH WBC guys again!! but i have a strong feeling that i'll be late because of the time i sleep hahaha. whatever it is, im hoping for a good time again.

NEXT WEEK. there was this really impromptu chalet decision at DOWNTOWN EAST. well, i think it's pretty much happening already, but im really up for it since my last chalet outing was almost half a year back. i love chalet BBQs. and somemore this is to commemorate a western event, HALLOWEEEN! finally a reason to put on my costume which i longed for so long.

and. i havent touched my Japanese materials in a long time. sian. think i suck at Japanese now.

*yawns*

im getting all tired. i think it's time for me to turn in. oyasumi :)

i'm running and i feel time's running out

Purple Rose;
1:00 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

*yawns*

hello. it's already wednesday and it feels so much like a monday to me -_- i am SO HUNGRY NOW. so i wish for it to rain Pizzas now. today, for some reason, i was able to sleep through the noise in the morning even with the fucking renovation one floor below. oh wait, i think they've cut down on the noise a little. compared to MONDAY, it was so noisy, i was into my first hour of sleep at around 8am, and they come on with the horrendous nonstop drilling at 930am, allllllllll the way till 3pm. i couldnt take it anymore and left the house. red-eyed. disadvantage of being a light sleeper -_-

Tuesday.

fuckng renovation again in the morning. but i hurriedly left in the late morning to go to FUNAN mall. but before that, i logged on my 2nd MSN account, unblocked my mother and told her, "ma, meet me at Funan mall during your lunch break, 1pm. Mcdonalds." and went offline.

1pm.

she's there afterall. lol. i had an ulterior motive duh. then somehow i managed to talk my way to get her to buy me the new IPOD TOUCH. because i remembered she didnt buy me anything for my birthday this year. so up and up we went to the AppleStore on the second last floor. actually there are a lot more stores selling Apple products but i went to this one in particular because it sells only Apple products. so i eased my hopes a little.

*in the shop*

requested the guy to show me the ipod touch. then he told me it's sold out with a sian expression. i hate the service standards in some local stores. presentation-wise, they can be quite rude sometimes. meh, one shop down, still got alot more to go.

fuck la. the whole of FUNAN mall is out of stock for the IPOD TOUCH. it's really that popular.

so i went home instead, and did some last minute searching up for stocks available. apparently hearing rumours that all Apple stores are currently out of stock, and wont be coming in till like November. but somehow i managed to find one remaining place, and directly beside Funan somemore.

2 hours later.

MY IPOD TOUCH IS PURCHASED!!!!!!!!

ok, and so, i went out later to collect my new toy. thanks MOM!!!! i know next year i woulnt be able to celebrate my birthday anymore since i'll be in NS. so sad la.

That Evening.

collected my ipod touch. the shop doesnt even seem totally like a shop. really. it's like a room with junk all over the place. kinda make me lose a little confidence. but anyway, the guys inside are super nice. so i switched on to test my new ipod, perfect screen, no dead pixels. yay.

7pm.

went to Cine. actually im super lazy to go watch a movie, because my mind is captivated by my new toy. like, i feel like PSing my friend on the spot to go home hahaha. but im not so bad la. and so, i got pestered like hell to watch this movie which i dont EVEN KNOW. somemore the language is super weird. Russian wtf?????

this movie sucks big time. i totally dont understand shit. the special effects are decent la. but the story is plain dumb to me. somemore it's fuckng 2 hours and 20 minutes long. and we're even late for the movie too -_- i couldnt even sleep in the theatre because the explosions in the movie were too loud. and oh ya, it's rated NC16? but i dont see anything worth to be rated NC16 in the movie? there's only one minor lesbian scene in some toilet, but that lasts like barely 10 seconds? i dont get it with the ratings these days. this is purely PG13 material to me.

wasted my fucking $6.50

thank god it's only $6.50 that day.

came back home just in time to find some interesting "drama" going on in sgcafe. the resident idiot in the forums is being an attention-whore. opening a thread to tell everyone he's leaving? seriously, nobody fucking cares whether you live or die. because your presence in sgcafe is not appreciated. please go back to primary school. but the funny thing is, after getting flamed in that thread, he changed his mind about leaving and closed the thread instead. wtf. can like this one ah??? pure retard.

am viewing the Pizza hut webbie at the moment. my god..... the rosemary chicken pizza is super tempting la. should i order???????????????????????????????

im super lazy to go downstairs to get a meal. lol

some ipod touch photos UPPPPPPPP.

my new baby <3

the web browsing function is the best ever on a small handheld device. i just love the "pinching screen to enlarge/resize effect" it's just damn cool la.

now offcially carrying out 3 mp3 players with me whenever i go out. lol. 2 backups on standby if my ipod mini dies out first. looks like i wont ever be bored when im out alone this time. maybe. entertainment devices at my disposal :)

MEH. yesterday got a call from my Japanese school. saying that my class has been pushed FURTHER BACK till end of next month. huh?!!??!?! it's supposed to be november 5th. and again, shit happens. can seriously die from the boredom. it's time for some part-time job searching.

ah. tomorrow's my medical checkup. for some odd reason, im actually scared of it. because i've always been afraid of any form of health checkup. dating back to primary school. because the room usually has this heavy smell, odd smell of medicine or whatever it is. secondly, those nurses are all old ppl and they look super scary. like if dont comply to them, they'll inject you to death. or something like that. and my fear of NEEDLES. argh!!!!

ok. i have to go.

Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new

Purple Rose;
1:13 AM

Sunday, October 07, 2007

hiee. yet again, another late night entry. it's 317am. actually wanted to post this the next morning, but i doubt i could even be up that early in the first place. lol. another tinge of sian-ness again. earlier, i was dozing off on the sofa in the living room... because there were no nice live matches on. and then, by chance, i flipped to a channel and there was a repeat telecast of the match i missed yesterday. woohoo. so i watched all 90 minutes of it. and NOW, yet again, i'm going to have problems turning into bed.

entry for SATURDAY.

6th October.

woke up like 2plus. (in the afternoon). was feeling great because nobody was home at that time. they must have went out somewhere. i love the feeling of waking up to an empty house. dont ask me why. then chatted and stoned online for the next 2 hours of so. was supposed to meet my japanese classmates at Anchor Point at around 6pm, so i tried my best to manage my time. showered at 430pm, wanted to leave like 5pm exactly.

but wasted too much time styling hair till it came to look like a disaster instead. bo bian, if i redo my styling, it's going to take another long 20 minutes(re-wash, and other shit) and i left home like 505pm. took the NEL there.

*in the MRT*

was enjoying my songs from my ipod. till i noticed my cell clock showing 545pm. wtf? iim still a long way to reaching there -_- my time management officially sucks.

and so, i ended up reaching QUeenstown MRT at about 605pm, there was a final step to take upon reaching Tomita sensei's house --> take bus 195. but the problem is, which direction?? so i waited a good 10 minutes at the WRONG stop -_-

618pm.

finally got into the condo. i'm particularly bad with directions, so i took the next 10 minutes trying to locate the corrrect block. quite a lot of Japanese expats are living in that condo.

630-ish

reached her apartment. ahhh. finally. and yet again, i'm late. lol. sensei's house is nice, quite spacious. she was still preparing dinner in the kitchen, together with 2 of our female classmates. so, the rest (males) went to slack in the livingroom, watching NHK channel.

ok, a quick summary of dinner.

food : 8.5/10

mood : really happy.

sensei taught us how to make our own SUSHI! she showed us step by step, and each of us had a go at it. and i customized my own sushi roll to be VEGETABLE-FREE. it was damn funny la. since we're all doing this our first time, mistakes were inevitable, so some of us put too much rice, etc lol!!! and i put my tamago(egg) the wrong direction.

7pm.

kawaguchi and matsumoto sensei arrived. our 2 japanese teacher guests!! i think kawaguchi sensei looks pretty today with her new hairdo.

715pm.

ITADAKIMASU.

eat eat eat eat eat eat.

mmm. food rocks. i was the first to get full. no surprise for someone like me with a small stomach. then drank beer and refilled the cup almost immediately after i finished it. cup after cup.after like 7 cups of a mixture of wine and Japanese beer, i began to get reallllllly dizzy. then my sensei's had to put me to bed.

*regrets*

i rested a good 15 minutes, before waking up again and trying to find my footing, i was partially okay by then, so i walked back to the livingroom to talk cock. but im NOT drunk. just high and dizzy. my head was super light. but i was able to control my actions well. i didnt say or do anything stupid.

1130pm.

by then, everyone had left. i was the last to leave together with Matsumoto and Kawaguchi sensei. cabbed home. $14 damage overall. i love TODAY :)

i thought everything would be fine. but NO, even after i reached home and showered, my head was still FARKING PAIN. i dont know why. it was hell trying to sleep that night. seriously. but i woke up the next day, perfectly fine. heng.

sorry to himura that night. i actually promised him that i'll watch the football match with him at COSAFE. but due to unforeseen circumstances, i had to let it pass. so therefore it means im PSing you. really sorry!!!!! gomen, i'll make it up to you, treat you a meal or whatever. but only applies to fastfood. (excluding Carl's Junior)

TODAY. (SUNDAY)

farking boring day. felt like going somewhere. to Holland Road? but after some crucial thinking, i dont think so. because i havent been there in my life. and i would get lost for sure. somemore travelling halfway across the island alone just to eat is insane. i'll probably do that if it is.. maybe Town area, nearer mah. but Holland Road. NO. will only do so if i had someone to accompany me. duh. who likes being alone?

hokay nowwwwww. on to the PICTURES TAKEN ON SATUDAY : D

my sushi!! (in the middle)

ready-cut sushi. with the beer.

emphasis on the food again...

some other photos taken.

im shy la.

lastly, took me a lot of courage to actually put up this photo -_- my hair looks super square.

alright. that's it.

*random stuff*

i need a haircut. badly. and i WANT AN IPOD TOUCH.

goodnight.

you're removable in recollection, underneath everything you do.

Purple Rose;
12:11 PM

Friday, October 05, 2007

hiee. so far these weekdays SUCK. ever since i had my last japanese lesson. i stoned home all wednesday. and im getting back my stupid nocturnal habits again -_- ever since watching those late night football matches already. even if the clock shows 3am, it feels like as if it's only 3pm. except the sky is just dark. and yes, the weather is horrigible these days. every afternoon i wake up from my beauty sleep, my first instinct is to shed the thick curtains aside. and when i do that, the sunlight outside is just overpowering.

and im slow. i just realized that all secondary school kids are having their EOYs now. i thought it was next month. lol. for some reason i feel that O levels this year is wayy earlier than it is back then when i took mine? i could have sworn my last paper was around early november period? or maybe it's the same -_- i duno.

ahh those stressful days. i cannot handle stress. that's why i cant stare at books any longer than a minute.

for those taking O levels. hurry up and study now if you havent. it'll help cramming. gambare~ you final month to freedom.

Thursday.

nothing much. just went to Atsuki to the so-called "TPOC meeting" and they were rehearsing the hare hare yukai or whatever dance there. met up with some familiar faces and tok kok for a while there before leaving early. and i took the superrrrrrrrrr long route home, adding on an additional 45 minutes to my usual timing to get back. but heck, i'm too free anyway. and that DAY, i wanted to test out my macbook's new battery life. and it lasted impressively long. used it for about an hour at mcdonalds and the bar was healthy all along. even on the whole MRT back, from Bukit Batok onwards, it dropped down noticeably lower, but at least an hour and a half more to go : )

i love this.

lol.

TODAY (friday 5th Oct)

a few days back, ii posted a bowling meetup on the forum. and the response i got was farking horrible. it was like as if everyone was ignoring my posts. and only ONE guy responded. wtf manz. and even today, only with that one guy confirmed in my list. the feeling sux. im literally invisible on that forum section. after a boring chain of events everything was planned out later.

and so, the list of attendees(including me) was only THREE. yes. THREE. i suggested to eat the lovely cheese fondue pizza at Pizza Hut for dinner. but NOOO, i got a better suggestion to eat at some buffet place which i never been to before. the pricing is way more ridiculour la, $30 a head, so i had no objections.

my verdict of that restaurant.

food : 6/10

atmosphere: 3/10 (music was fucking annoying, somebody shoot the soundman please)

overall: 5/10

all i ate was japanese food. tempuras, sushi, sashimi and squid. and even raw squid. i love squid. bleh. after all the squid, i got 3/4 full. so this was like like throwing $30 away la. sakae's buffet is 148901740158-194-149-1481-3196414 times better i swear. for half the price. and yes, the dessert also sucks balls. i took chocolate fudge brownies and iit tastes average. i was expecting hershey brownie standard. i'm thoroughly disappointed.

and the worst has yet to COME.

so, our agenda for the evening was to BOWL. in the end, we got to the bowling alley @ Marina Square and there was a private bowling session there, and the whole alley was occupied until 930pm. someone stab me please.

ended up playing pool for one hour and going back. fucking boring day. i shouldnt have gone out. i could have saved that precious $30. and i still OWE MY MOM $87.

mood for friday : extremely pissed.

well. anyway. i have better things to think about. for example, TOMORROW!~~~~~~ dinner over at sensei's house, together with 2 other senseis. but i've got a feeling it's gona be a rush day for me. because dinner is scheduled at 6pm, and i promised to meet my friend over at CHIJME's cosafe for the football match later at 740pm. can i make it in time? i highly doubt so lol. even if i were to take a cab. i think i'll be at least half an hour late for the match. why must all the good stuff clash?????

random stuff. im getting annoyed at some posters in sgcafe. seriously please, we do what we like, we dont need volunteer "police" like you guys. even if we got out of hand. we have out dear MOD to close the thread to prevent shit from happening. if your point is that the majority of us have childish mindsets, yea, we do, so what? if you dont like what you see, fine, fucking leave the forum instead. go make use of your free time to do something more productive instead of reprimanding others online, trying to change stuff that you obviously cant do. and tell us whether you can find another forum without childish people. since you're so "mature". fucking assholes.

my gosh. it's 4am. lol. and im so hungry.

lastly. i've recorded the song on video. here you go~~~ Chiisana Shiawase from Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori OST :)

oyasumi~

if you had to let it go, just walk away.

Purple Rose;
12:34 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

fucking hell. today's the last day of Japanese Pre-Advanced term 1. and even worse news, only me and one other guy is moving up to continue. bye to everyone else. how sian. originally this class had 8 people. and it's down to 2 now. Pre-ADvanced 2 only scheduled to start on Nov 5th. that's like almost fucking 5 weeks la.

the only thing im looking forward to is this saturday. going to Tomita Sensei's house!! other than that. i foresee a really boring "holiday" ahead. and fuck, next Thursday's my NS medical checkup. even though it's nothing much to worry about, im scared of Blood Tests. how much im fucking scared of needles. if the needle is big, i think i faint liao before they can extract any blood from me.

for now, i'll definitely miss waking up early and rushing to school. will miss that even if it is for a while. 5 weeks is a super long time. will also miss going down to Isetan's breadstore to buy my official favourite lunchtime snack, Milk Bread with Tuna. it's reallllly nice i tell you.

argh. i tot i could save my money for today. in the end i had to pay $11 for the wine my classmates bought for Saturday. heard that sensei's home has a piano. so maybe i could play some songs for them.

contemplating whether i should go for TPOC's weekly meeting tmr. if i were to go, i would go solo, and i totally dont know anyone personally there, neither do they know im from sgcafe too. lol. well, see my mood then. i seriously whether what to do when i meet my friend tmr evening -_-

im on stingy mode right now. so i dont really want to spend any money.

recently completed a new song on piano. woohoo~ sense of achievement. and this new song is way simpler, but it sounds good still. a little more practice to ease up certain areas, and i think im on my way to record this. and ya, it's also from Jigoku Shoujo OST.

even though i watched Jigoku Shoujo till the end, i still have the urge to watch again. because i didnt watch Season 1 finish.

yatta~

finally found this other version of Aizome online. i think this is nicer~ and harder to play also. best thing is, it's not even from the OST, it's FAN-MADE. i applaud the person who arranged this seriously. it's real nice. this song really potrays emotions.

ok. goodnight everyone~

please dont turn your eyes my way. they're unnerving and undeniable.

Purple Rose;
11:09 AM