Sunday, November 20, 2005
ahh... after my long vacation im back. no lah. after overcoming my laziness i managed to post again. this month has been a hell of a month... with the Os goin on and finally it's gonna be over by tomorrow! im not gonna talk about the papers... it's only gonna dampen my holiday mood.... now i can burn my books yay! anyway, singapore this year, is chosen among other countries to host the World Cyber Games 2005... so our local players can relax and reach the venue with ease.. since it's their homeland. well sadly, none of the local players got into the finals...except for wilson chia, our DOAU local player who won every single match under he came to face his greatest rival.... inui tomoyuki that is.. the expressionless japanese player. i observed him before the semi-finals... his actions kinda funny. he kept walking around in circles outside the arena...weird... maybe it's his way to shake off stress... before the final DOAU showdown... i went together with jon and his friend to the Samsung booth... to slack there as well as look at the samsung beauties. man the girls really have standard...jon's friend fell in love with one of them.. and he took a pic with her for 5 times. but that was 2 days ago. then yesterday, he tried his luck... to ask her out for coffee later... sadly.. she rejected him. dun worry bro, u already have a girlfriend anyway. she seems like a little too old for you. for my case.. i dont mind having an older girlfriend too haha. 2 days ago... when i went back... i had a horrible case of diarhorrea... i dunno why as well as respiratory problems while in the MRT goin back and i dont have asthma either. so it was really weird. maybe it's because i had 3 starbucks drinks at a go.. or am i allergic to coffee? i spent a $15 on drinks 2 days ago, while yesterday, i spent close to $30 on my lunch and dinner. at pastamania. the pizzas taste great! i havent eaten pizza in about a month. so im re-living the moment. hot chicken basil pizza rocks!!! im gonna eat that again... fuck im so hungry now.... nvm i have a plate of beehoon now beside me... so i can eat and write this entry at the same time. its close to 5pm now and i still havent showered. hhaa. my void deck seems to attract funny visitors at night... guess what is it? the visitors are stray cats. lots of them. about 7 or even more. and all of them look almost alike, same color except for about 2 white cats. i know why they are there. because there is cat food lying around the area... someone is consistently feeding them. im neutral about this.. since these cats do not bother me... haha but i still remember an incident where i disturbed a sleeping cat... it was so fucking funny. there was this fat lazy white cat sleeping at one of the worst venues.. near a walking pavement.. and at that time i was drinking a can of soya bean... so i poured some amount on its head when it's sleeping. its reaction was instant... it shook violently haha to dry its face soaked with soya bean drink and it stared menacingly at me.. this cat isnt afraid of humans unlike most other cats. this cat doesnt have the brains to find some bush to sleep in.. instead it resumed sleeping again on the same spot. stupid cat. anyway today is a rather special day for 4 people whom i know...2 of my classmates and 2 other outside friends of mine all have their birthdays today. haha talk about being coincidental. my sex drive has gone down by a lot recently. porn doesnt seem to working on me... oh no. it doesnt work in real life either. so im abstraining myself from wanking now for this entire week. you know a man's sex drive is highest when he's young and he loses it as he ages while it's the opposite for a woman... as she ages, her sex drive increases. this explains why teen girls go EeeEEee at guys when they admit that they have an obsession with p0rno or have a strong liking for big boobs. man its just a natural instinct tat guys have. some guys are straight forward and honest, eg: me, while others wanna be a gentleman in front of girls and say that they dont watch these stuff. my foot. there is a drop in my interest to play guitar nowadays too.. firstly... thoughts of my new guitar occupy my mind, secondly, i dont feel good playing my guitar now... because the strings are too close to the fretboard.. and it irritatingly buzzes at those upper frets. so thats a big turnoff for me. and thirdly, i have a good distortion pedal but whats the use if i have a crappy amp. my crappy 15W 2 year old amp sounds like shit on high volumes. man. things start to be ugly for me when it is the holidays.. how inappropriate. i have a job interview this wednesday! with my mom's friend who's the boss of some video game shops here in sg. i always liked this kinda job... hopefully i could get the job.... i'll be surrounded by games games games! how fun. but i worry about the pay though. anything lesser than $5 per hour, im not gonna work already... thats like close to working in macdonalds. but the worst-job-for-students award still goes to...... giving out flyers. an extremely boring job when people reject ur flyers 99.99999999999999%. might as well throw the whole stack into the dustbin. a decent job like a cashier in a clothes shop would be fine for me.. not stressful. but importantly i want the venue of the workplace to be at town at least. not in the heartlands. mcdonalds recently came up with the revived shaker fries! i love that!!!! i ate two bags of shaker fries.. hope they come up with the old flavourings, like barbecue... garlic... yum yum. and KFC, please revive ur popcorn shaker or whatever u call that. i love ur garlic seasoning. life after Os would be rosy... provided i get a decent paying job and once i get my new guitar... and also the start of my japanese language course at Ikoma language school which is at lido...not exactly... above lido. but i still lack one final aspect... close friends. whats the use if i had everything... but no buddies? nvm. i still have friends anyway. my mom told me not to have any best friends.. because from her own experiences when she was young, even her "bestest" friend left her.. so she told me its best not to have any... maybe closer friends.. or friends i regularly hang out with. I feel like dyin my hair... but i dont know where to go to do it.. and worst of all... i dun wanna go alone... it just feels.. weird... but i have plans to dye purple... not really obviously..but maybe it could be seen in sunlight or something.. because i love purple!!! ok i sound like fag. okay im off.. wanna bathe. next entry asap. if i got some entertaining stuff to say that is.
