saw this quiz somewhere. im damn bored now and i just told my friends that im coming over for soccer now but i actually dont really feel like moving out of my room. guess i'll stay in for a while more. or not even leaving for soccer at all.
Favourites
Favourite Colour: black, purple Favourite Food: steaks, pizza Favourite Song: none in particular Favourite Movie: none Favourite Day of the Week: SATURDAY Favourite Season: winter Favourite Ice Cream: chocolate fudge brownie by BEN&JERRYs
Currents
Current Mood: neutral, a little tired. Current Taste: my own saliva Current Clothes: mickey mouse pyjamas(i just woke up) Current Toe nail Colour: i dont paint my nails Current Time: 1201pm Current Surroundings: subwoofer, speakers, my own bed, cupboards, desk Current Annoyances: hair Current Thoughts: what should i eat later?
Firsts
First BestFriend : how do i remember? First Crush: . First Movie : i think everyone wouldnt even know First Lie: forgot First Music: backstreet boys
Lasts
Last Cigarette: never ever in my life Last Drink: tap water Last Car Ride: last last month? Last Crush: ///\\Last Movie: superman Last Phone Call: Jingguang Last CD played: ffaf
Have you ever
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: i dont date guys. Have you ever broken the law: ya Have you ever been arrested: no Have you ever skinny-dipped: no Have you ever been on TV: never will be Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: hmm. maybe. Things 5 things you are wearing: wth. 5 things? im only wearing PJs. 4 things you done today: woke up, went to the loo, use the com, and going out later 3 things you can hear right now: the ceiling fan, the sound of my own keyboard when i'm typing, and some irritating noise downstairs from the construction site.
1 thing you do when you are bored: guitar
5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS: muneh, muneh, muneh, caroline, caroline
Purple Rose; 8:49 PM
argh. im damn tired again. it's those days again laaa. going out for a whole full day, most of the time just slacking around town. it's becoming a routine for me already. daily lifestyle; wake up between 1030-1130am every morning, and leaving the house at around 1pm, and play in town till at least 9 plus. it's getting boring. plus cash is leaving my wallet at an alarmingly hideous rate. i really need to gain back those precious $10 notes. i sweaaar, tomorrow is the last day i'll be going out for a while, and im staying in for friday.
WEDNESDAY. took a few pics today, but now im just too lazy to upload them. i have a really bad headache la. woke up early to rush through my homework. did really half-heartedly and left the remaining last 2 pages blank. left for school and was early this time. to my teacher, the fact about me not completing my work is natural to her, and she didnt get pissed. hahah. oh ya, while on the train to cityhall, i spotted some montfort fuckers. ooh. just how much i wish for all of them to die.
finished class and went to PS to eat. tried a long and almost-forgotten dish at the foodcourt on the second highest floor. some grilled chicken thing, and it fucking rocks. damn niceeeeeee. and i was very pleased at the crowd levels today, thanks to the re-opening of SCHOOL, getting to see groups of students in uniform is rare. the rest went down to eat at the newly opened Carl's Junior outlet at basement 2 of PS. me and wei went to fool around at YAMAHA. sat and tuned the guitars and played really loud. we played until damn happy not until one of the staff came out and told us, "no jamming here Please." haiyo. spoiler. we were enjoying ourselves so much.
left PS and went to citymusic which was like a stone's throw away. i wanted to learn how to use my new multi effects pedal. i havent been using it properly since the day i bought. one of the staff pissed me off. i asked him, then he said ok BUt went off to entertain some other customer instead and NEVER came back to me. bastard. then i asked anothre guy and well, he did so. but he was kinda rushing through the tutorial la since i said that i had to go somewhere quick. think tmr i'm going down there again for a second round. i caught no ball for certain parts. made a very last minute decision to watch SUPERMAN at the new cathay.
rushed to cathay building from citymusic. i thought they were joking about the movie starting at 610pm. but later, found out they were actually serious about it. went into the wrong theatre -_- and sat at the wrong seat. the theatre was showing the same movie too but it was showing the ending already wtf? then asked one of the staff around and ya, we were in the wrong theatre. hahah. finally, reached the correct place and luckily didnt miss muhc of the important parts since the movie was still fresh in its opening. im not a really big fan of superman but the movie is alright la. worthy of a watch.
it was still early after the movie and i was feeling a little hungry. wnt back to ps to eat at AJISEN RAMEN. thinking back, i regretted eating there la. ramen tastes like instant noodles only with added meat and egg. and 10 times the price. i paid like $21. fuck la what a horrible amount. total bill came up to $44. for just 3 bowls of ramen. im strictly sticking to just foodcourt food for the next few times im eating out. fastfood is a no-no, as well as restaurants. like CAFE CARTEL. unless im not paying a single cent then its okay.
tomorrow. the guys are gonna play soccer at the usual place at 8am. i dont think im going. im just too lazy. i love my mom. with my pestering skills, shes finally gave in to my idea of buying a new amplifier. finally. im attached to using my 2+ year old amplifier for so long and it sounds like shit already. collecting it tomorrow. this time i didnt resort to the old method; which is pasting pictures of what i want everywhere, including my own room door and her door and all over the walls so everytime she walks around the house she would have no choice but to look at it.
alright. my headache is killing me slowly. i just wanna shower, jerk off and sleep ASAP. just cant wait for tomorrow. having 2 amplifiers meaning, possible practice sessions with friends on guitar. which sounds fun. those balcony jamming sessions again just like last time. hahah. just hoping that the neighbours wont be rioting outside. NITE.
so tell me , what would you have to say for asking who you really are oh god, i just want the truth down here I would write a thousand songs and sing them all to you you know you wouldnt have the say a thing
cause things wouldnt be the same again.
Purple Rose; 8:35 AM
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
hullo. today's another super long day again laaa. fucking tired everytime i reach back home. and i reach home damn late also. like almost 11-12pm. the gayest thing now is... i havent touched my homework a single bit and i have class tomorrow. fuck. my brain isnt functioning properly now and i have no mood to sit down and take out those books. guess i'll try my best to wake up like 6-7 or 8am tmr and try to do as much as i can. and shit, im having an upset stomach now plus a headache. how horrible. but i'll be a man and try to finish this slack entry ASAP.
TUESDAY. i woke up at around 1130am. original plan was to meet the rest at da bustop in front of school at 230pm. showered and styled my hair. and this time, was reallllllly careful with my hair. i achieved a desired hairstyle.. then i overloaded a little too much on wax later, and it destroyed everything. so i was damn pissed off and couldnt care about it anymore and just left home.
very miraculous thing happened. the bus was quick today. first time ever. hopped on at around 130pm. reached the stop where i had to switch buses. it was around 206pm then. then bla bla, reached the stop and whipped out my handphone immediately to check out the time. 230pm on the dot. see how well i can manage my own time : D the rest came like 10 mins later. went in and finally got my photo taken for my new student card and ez link. photo looks quite crappy la since i looked damn sian. then left school for town with joel to meet his friend there, and find somewhere to eat too. was at far east plaza, saw my hairstylist, he tapped me on the shoulder. love his hair. it's what i always wanted.
cabbed to PS. free again this time. cabbed there just to eat at Pizza HUt, but in the end, dined at CAFE CARTEL. again -_- i just ate there like yesterday. but heck, they wanted so i just followed. best thing again, almost FOC(freeofcharge) and ordered the exact same thing i ate the day before. meat lovers platter, pepsi. i kinda got sick of it already la, eating it 2 days in a row. walked around for a while later, then saw my ex-SS teacher. talked to him a while, and he asked the standard usual questions la, like "where are u studying now, hows school, bla blah"
separated from Joel and company and i went off to the arcade to waste some time, waiting for wei and the rest to arrive. took about 5930593 years to come. and ONCE again, went to CAFE CARTEL to meet them, but i didnt eat la of course, since my stomach is already full from the previous cartel meal. the staff there kept staring at me// i know whats on their minds la. something like, "wtf, i thought i saw that kid eating here a few hours ago? wait, he was also here yesterday?"
this time, only ate like those free flow of bread and stole a few bites from the appetisers. i cannot continue life like this. EVERDAY eat at cafe cartel, i will become fat soon. i was fantasizing about some crap yesterday. something about me when im older and gone into the life of an office man, and about my habits. i assumed that i have an office job which is quite well-to-do and i'm working just to support myself, and currently remaining unattached so thats a good thing as I HAVE ALL THE MONEY TO MYSELF. then have this really unhealthy dining style during office breaks.
ahhh. thats the life. okok i'll stop dreaming. where was i.. oh ya, after doing much crap, went to slack at the new cathay building's STARBUCKS. sitting in a really slack position on the couch, and talking about the good ol' secondary story days. one i can remember well was this time, i think i was in sec2, and we were havent hall assembly at that time and it was fucking boring. i was pissing this guy off in front of me, like kept poking him from the back, then he got really pissed off and he retaliated by grabbing one of my shoes and throwing it allllllll the way to the crowd in front. surprisingly, the hall was in utter chaos so when the shoe was flying across the room, nobody took note of it, even the teachers. then at the end of the assembly, we were dismissed and my DM was making an announcement, "i have here with me, a SHOE, will the rightful owner please collect from me now."
lol. its damn stupid la. but it'll always be in my head. plus so much other good memories. the secondary school life has always been damn fun, minus the studying part. without the right fun people, school would suck.
shit. im feeling sooo tired now. it's gona be like 2am soon. and for tmr, im devising a plan of getting my mom to buy something i want. but i calculated a 97% probability that i wouldnt get it. too rush la. tmr morning, wake up to blast through untouched homework, then rush to town? just too impromptu. maybe another day. so i have more time to think up of any other interesting ways of getting what i want. alright. im off. cant fight this sleepy feeling any longer.
im feeling so ambitious, because every breath that you will take while your sitting next to me, will bring life into my deepest hopes.
and i am torn to do what i have to to make you mine, please. stay with me tonight.
Purple Rose; 9:55 AM
Monday, June 26, 2006
hullo. i'm supa tired now. came back not long ago, from a reaaaaally long day. i woke up bitch early today. thanks to the aircon again. i almost thought that singapore was snowing. so now... im pushing myself to blog... or else, i will keep procrastinating and wont ever blog until next month.
MONDAY. woke up at 9 plus. im almost convinced that my body has adapted back to the regular human times of waking up. showered. and spent bloody hell long in front of the mirror trying to get a decent shape out of my hair. in the end, i used too much wax and it looks like crap. or maybe the wax is really like shit already. then i was too lazy to restyle it back so i just left the house like that. waited at the bustop. Bus number 43 takes a few centuries to arrive.
the bus trip is damn boring la. and im getting sick of the songs iin my ipod. keep listening the same shit over and over again. getting really sian. reached the bustop where i should take the second bus. this time i was damn blur. that second bus, i was confused with the surroundings, it looked damn alien to me. so i really thought i was in the wrong bus. then i convinced myself i was in the wrong bus, so i dropped the idea of going to school for the photo taking thing already. but actually i was in the right bus all the while. then the bus went directly past my school. then i was like, "fuck. there's my school. nvm la. not today, i dont feel like going in alone. my hair is like shit today anyway."
since it was super early, i decided to sit in the bus and hopefully get lost so i can find my way back later. i have stupid ideas to waste time la. then the bus went through this expressway, and the view is so niceee la. an overhead view of the seas, and ships moving. i think im near the coastline la. somehow later, the bus got to harbour front, so i got off.
HARBOUR FRONT. went walking around and its still damn early. like only 12pm. this is my first time ever in my life being at harbour front building, and its kinda nice. so many nice eateries. and it was damn empty also. except for a few tourists walking around. loitered around for a while and then went to an MRT to yck. to wait for wei then proceed to PS for LUNCH.
reached PS. ahhhh. i so love this. so little people. i always hated large crowds. they piss me off like crazy. so peaceful, and almost no sign of people clad in school uniforms. and this time, CAFE CARTEL doesnt have stupid queues snaking outside. we waited outside and the staff told us it was free sitting. lunch there was super nice la. the best thing is i didnt have to fork out a single cent. heres da picsss.
my heavenly meat-lovers set. lamb tastes like sex. i can never survive without meat. i'm a carnivore.
here's the appetiser. another plate of pure tastiness.
here's the last meal. chicken with mushroom sauce. great too.
the aftermath. just.... one....last.... piece of pork sausage. i cant down it anymore la. im damn full.
then went to walk to citymusic to check out the amps. ok. so went there to do nothing actually. then walked a marathon to reach cityhall. i lost my sense of direction halfway then went to take the mrt instead. went suntec. played at COURTS, those computers and several xboxes for demo play there. played till my eyes pain. then proceeded to the BEN&JERRY's outlet for dessert.
such a beautiful place...
ate 2 different forms of desserts. but i forgot to take a pic of the first one. here's the second one anyway. bananas + chocolate fudge brownies + nuts
then we had too much time to waste and went to crap around at the arcades. and did really lame stuff. like pretend to play para para and DDR. and fucked around with this guitar simulation arcade game. this pic of him below makes me feeling like slapping him hahah
walked all the way till marina square. stayed around for a while more before always dying. just too tired already. and im feeling very funny. my stomach is all airy thanks to what i drank earlier. i officially hate gassy drinks already. plain water is the best. went home later, and i felt like shit already. damn stomachache.
btw here's a random pic of some guy i saw who has really ugly hair color combination at his back. although its kinda blur here cuz i zoomed it with my lousy vga camera, it still looks funny to me la.
ALRIGHT. im beat. finally going to school tomorrow with some company at least. maybe i should buy wax for girl's hair instead. trying to experiment around with new waxes. have yet to find the one that suits me most. gatsby is beginning to suck. GOODNITE.
i wanna be the very best, no boy ever was... to woo her is my real test, to be with her is my cauuuuseeee i will travel across the land searching far and WIDEe each girl to understand, the power that's insiDE of mee
Purple Rose; 8:24 AM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
wellllllll. im damn bored now. i went blog hopping and saw on muneh's blog, another quiz to do. so i'll do it. before going to take a nap for the rest of the afternoon or do something else.
7 random facts about me
1) i can never sleep without the aircon 2)i'm straight 3)i'm a boy 4)relatively short(for guys my age) 5)i love pizza 6)plays a guitar 7)i love thrill rides
7 things that scare me
1)heights 2)cockroaches 3)girl with hair covering face completely 4)if i wake up the next morning as a girl 5)being penniless 6)losing friends 7)having no food in the house
7 random music at the moment
1)pop punk 2)pop rock 3)power pop 4)pop 5)punk rock 6)rock 7)jazz
7 things i say the most
1)wahliew eh 2)wtf 3)go and die 4)wut 5)bitch 6)bastard 7)fuck la
4 people to do this
1)caroline 2)shuumei 3)muneh 4)muneh
this quiz sux. so boring. please ask more nicer questions. and im always damn bored while im home. so anyone. please bombard me with quizes.
Purple Rose; 1:07 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
hullo. actually im reluctant to post this entry but since i already started, i might as well continue. im lazy la. i woke up early today as a snowman. it was super cold, even with my blankets on, it still feels cold, u can probably imagine the temperature of my room already. should be -3 degrees, somewhere around there. woke up at 1030am. mom still asleep. its raining outside. switched off the aircon. still damn cold. wat the hell.
mom woke up later and i ate her cooking. reluctant at first but heck im famished so i just eat anything on the table. some stingray crap but it tasted not bad afterall. then ate an entire loaf of french loaf. then i saw something in the cupboard. brownie mix. then i told mom im gonna make brownies later. and i am going to do so. if what i bake later turns out fine, then i'll take pictures of it and post it up later, or if it looks like shit i wont do anything.
so basically now, im just stoning. a very lazy sunday afternoon. it's just those days again. the days which i just feel like staring at the wall for 8 hours straight. since i dont feel like doing anything. no plans or whatever.
FRIDAY. went to play soccer with the other guys in the early morning. everyone was playing with shoes on except me. played caveman style. im barefooted. suffered a bleeding toe. someone stomped on my toe damn hard while scrambling for the ball. damn pain la. left early with muneh at 12pm for my place. had a gorgeous shower and slacked a little while more before the BBQ.
the BBQ was quite a disappointment la. i tot it was all-you-can-eat. but it was more of all-you-can-wait. i thought i could save at least $20 just for that day. but in the end, forced to take a cab home since it was too late. fuck la. $6 gone. died immediately upon bed contact later.
SATURDAY. woke up at 10am for a cause. to rush through homework since i forgot all about it the night before. nobody was home. i still finished it anyway : D but i ended up being late for class by 20 mins -_- finished class and headed straight to suntec. was waiting for jingguang to knock off from work. i met him at his workplace at around 545pm just to know he'll finish at 9pm. fuck la. i cant believe that i actually waited all the way for him. then went to eat at foodcourt. so many people. piss me off with the long queues. ordered the same shit from the western stall since that stall always has the shortest queues or no queue at all. $4 for fried rice wrapped up in egg + fries on the side of the plate. tastes damn bloody plain, tastes like rice + salt and soya sauce only. then how coincidental, i saw stella and jasmine, seated directly in front of me. haha. said hi. then left later, in search of ways to waste time.
walked around the whole of suntec about 12 times then went to marina square. then received an sms from salina -_- saying she knows im near her -_- i knew that at the start of the day already. because i've got an anti-salina device in my bag which detects her presence from far away. it was super boring. walking alone for around 4 hours.
later............ 9pm already yay. went to the shop to wait for him. liew. he says he finishes at 945pm -_- my original plan was to meet him after work then go eat at the Ben&Jerry's outlet there. but he finished so late, i bet 20 cents that the shop close already by then. then later my anti-salina device was goign crazy. i saw her. walking with a giant group of people, and she kept smiling like an idiot. okayy. met him later. finally. after how many weeks of waiting. went home straight. reached cp and saw liting. waved hi again. then the whole day's wrapped up already. actually i should have just went home earlier. i waited so longggggg only just to go home with a companion.
come sunday. im still feeling lazy now. if things go my way, i could go out later tonight : ) or not i have to settle for tmr or some other day. taalking about tmr... it's ez link photo taking day. seems like im going down alone to school. i have to get used to going down there alone, since i never really went there by bus alone before, mostly by car. finally a new photo on my card. i hate the present picture on my ez link now. fucking kiddy and it doesnt look anything like me. stupid bowl hairstyle. ok. i guess im off to bake my brownies now. hoping that i wont blow anything up in the kitchen later.
and here we go again, with all the things we did, and now im wondering just who would i have been attached to cant say i'm sad to see you because i'm not, i'm not, well i'm not.
Purple Rose; 11:11 PM
Friday, June 23, 2006
hullo. im supaa bored now. a few more hoURs. faster. BBQ later at wei's place. im hungry. im starving myself to save $$$. btw here's some quiz ages ago, but since im bored i'll do it.
1.What were you doing in secondary school ? im not in secondary school anymore.
2. Five of your favorites singers or bands ? hmmmm. hmmmmm. hmmmmmm. hmmmmm. dunno.
3. Five things you would do if you were a millionaire? buy myself new equipment, invest in a personal jamming studio, treat all my friends to super high class food, buy a giant castle at a faraway place just for myself, a built-in personal Cineleisure in my own castle.
4. Five things you like to do? eat. play music. sleep. play VDO games. wank.
5. Five things you will never get ? a castle, a personal jet, a new computer, a PS3, a GO-KART.
6. Five favorites ? food. friends. movies. music.
7. Five people t do this quiz ? muneh muneh muneh muneh muneh
Purple Rose; 12:05 AM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hiie. wanted to update yesterday but i was too tired. i didnt sleep one full night yesterday. just lying on the bed motionless staring into the ceiling above. maybe because i slept 13 and a half hours a day earlier thats why. anyway this morning i woke up feeling really fresh and not the type of "lazy and wanna sleep back anytime" feeling. woke up at 730am. makes bout 7 and a half hours of sleep. so this is the best time to blog. asap. before i feel lazy again i'll delay another few more years. now, the other guys, including muneh, are out playing soccer at hougang. my knee still has a wound so i cant play. it is a little better now la, but stil, i dont wanna play in pain. didnt know such a minor tumble last week can make the wound THis painful.
TUESDAY. basically nothing much. i forgot what i did on monday that made me sleep until so damn long and wake up on a tuesday night. when i woke up that night, i saw it was still dark, so i assumed it was the wee hours of the morning, then i looked at the time, wtf?! 8pm already! woke up immediately. then browsed cathay's site to look at movie times for SCARY MOVIE 4. a really very last minute decision to watch a movie tomorrow. and nobody seems ready.
WEDNESDAY. i didnt sleep the whole damn night. looked at guitar.. no.. dont wanna create a din in the early morning. so just tried to sleep to some soft music. plugged into my world of music in my psp and lied on the bed. well, anyway, i still didnt sleep either. got up and it was 10plus already. and muneh is online. passing him my mom's ez link later. got ready later and while dolling myself up, i managed to get some artificial curls on my hair. but fuck la, once i step a foot outside my home, it just doesnt look the same anymore. goddamnit. left for RP at 12plus.
met muneh and had an early lunch at KFC. fast food. i havent eaten there in a while so once in a green moon is fine. left for CP to take an MRT to town since i have classes. was late by 15 minutes today -__- had to do a little pleading to get things to go on track. finished class and blasted off to Cine. this is where some problems start to arise already.
PROBLEM #1 went to check out the movie times. 445pm. the queue was reasonably long. so i thought the crowds for movies today would be quite decent at least for an attempt to sneak in a minor later. then it was my turn. the convo went something like this.
me: err. scary movie 4 at 445pm please. staff: choose your seats, light blue seats for empty ones. me: J9, 10 and 11. staff:(highlights the seats) me: (takes out wallet) staff: wait. are your friends here with you now? me: no, they're on their way. staff: then sorry, i cannot sell you the tickets now until i have checked all of your IDs. me: fuck la, stupid bitch.(mumbles) me: ok. thanks anyway.( walks off)
PROBLEM #2 i was fearing for the worst already. i kept thinking. they're on their way already and i have yet to buy the tix. now Cine staff are acting strict. what if i cant get the tix before they arrive later? what the hell do we do? so i just went up to the 5th level since there's another ticketing booth there. this time, looking at the staff on duty, it doesnt seem like a good idea. there is this really fierce looking guy behind them, monitering their every move, so i guess that must be the manager. then wtf? how?! so i just acted coolly and went up to the counter.
me: scary movie 4 at 445pm please. staff: how many tickets? me: 3. staff: choose your seats. the light blue seats are the empty ones. me: H7, 8 and 9. staff:(highlights the seats) that would be $24 please. me: *hands over cash* staff: (gives me a really weird look) are your friends here with you yet? me: nope, not yet.(fuck la, NOT AGAIN -_-) staff: IC please. we need to check. me: *hands over EZ link instead* another staff: next time bring an IC. (wtf? both cards still hold particulars rite?! whats the fking difference) staff: *hands over the tix* me: THANK YOU.
i was feeling VERY relieved already. looked at the time. about 412pm. had my ipod to accompany me while waiting for them to arrive. they arrived around 430. it was a timing just right la. by the time we reach upstairs, theatre 2 is already seating. and that is our theatre. i was expecting a crowd. but there was NO ONE. just the ushers standing outside.
PROBLEM #3 how? how? how?! not deciding to waste anymore precious time, i just went for it. took a deep breath and walked to the usher to pass the tix. he tore it and we all walked in quickly. ISSUE SOLVED. another successful sneak in. caroline u must thank me. then asked her to wait inside first, hide at least, while we buy our snacks. bought small popcorn and 2 drinks of coke. muneh bought something which is totally not worth. a few potato wedges for $4.50 is wtf. retarded pricing.
watched the movie. to me, it was a much better than Silent Hill, since it's a comedy. but it was good for few laughs but not anymore further into the show when the jokes get stale and redundant. enough banging into walls and objects dropping on heads, it doesnt get funny if shown too many times. so overall i'll say it is an averagely entertaining movie. making fun of movies such as JU-ON, War Of The Worlds, The Village, Saw. lol. the opening Saw parody was funny. the 2 gay cowboys part was funny too. i liked one part.
gay cowboy #1 sleeping in tent with gay cowboy #2. they slept with backs facing each other. then gay cowboy #1 reaches out to gay cowboy #2's pants. then gay cowboy #2 seems uneasy and asks, "dude, whatcha doin man?"
gay cowboy #1 : nah, nuttin man, just trying to grab some nuts. LOL. then he grabbed a packet of cashew nuts. really wtf. haha.
then after da movie we realised it was still damn early. the sky's brightness outside was piercing my eyes. then decided to walk a marathon to peace center. somewhere there. for a game of pool. muneh, getting back ur momentum already ah, or i guess i'm getting lousier and losing confidence. the score was a tie for today. 2-2. then had a light snack at the nearby kopitiam. then i saw this shop selling really gay guitars. too tempting so i had to take a shot. maybe good for those act cute girls who wanna take up electric guitar.
went home from there already. reached home quite late already. but it was a good day anyway. i think i hear my wallet cry sometimes at night. because i've been a spendthrift fucker these past few days. well guess today is the last day im going out before quarantining myself home to save precious cash. my last and only stash of cash had been used UP. that means, i have to carefully watch my spending ways already. before i go broke.
crap. tomorrow's a friday already. SO FAST. then next mon, everyone is going back to boring school yet again. the sian days are back. im wishing my hair to grow faster. i regret duno how many countless times i cut my hair on impulse, just because i walked past the shop, when my hair doesnt even need any trimming whatsover. i swear not the cut for the next 2 months at least. hoping later i would have the mood for pool, or i guess i'll just stay home to rot. and do some homework.
And no one cares to talk about it cause i've seen love die way too many times when it deserved to be alive Alive..
Purple Rose; 5:14 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
hullo. been a looong day today. but first things first. blog about sunday. nothing much actually. but as stated in the previous entry, muneh stayed over my place. we stayed up till 7am. yes, 7am. watched a few live videos. decent videos la. music videos. then i was really tired already, and decided to hit the bed. basically the whole night we did nothing but played the xbox 360, idled online, surfing usual sites, eating. went downstairs in the dead of the night to buy Ben&Jerry's icecream. the same usual flavour again. chocolate brownies. something like that. if anyone dislikes Ben&Jerry's icecream, that person is obviously not human. the taste of Ben&Jerry's icecream is like as if it decended from the heavens. high above the heavens, the clouds part ways to make way for Ben&Jerry's icecream. hahah.
muneh was afraid to sleep in my sista's room duno why the hell. the sky is brighter than 32 million fluorescent lights. scared what?! 7am. i died on my bed. one of the rare times that i could actually fall asleep immediately upon contact with my Palace Of Pillows. fast forward... i woke up suddenly. looked around in my groggy vision. where are Muneh's stuff? all gone? and he left without informing me. bastard. then i just went back to bed. and woke up at 730pm later. about 12 and a half hours of pure sleep. hahah. then i ate mom's cooking, showered and left for somewhere at about 930pm. my aim is to reach home before 12pm to catch the live match of Brazil VS Australia. i'm rooting for Brazil of course. duh. but i went beyond that. i reached home at about 1am -_- i didnt miss anything anyway since the score was still a boring 0-0.
then was fucking hungry. onakagasukimashita. browsed soccerfood.com again. damn tempting la. so i just ordered some stuff. i'm just too hungry, i'll do anything. bill amounted to $9.80 and this time he came damn quickly. im so surprised. enjoyed my meal while watching WC, then jerked off and slept at 630am. jamming later. im so looking forward.
TODAY. jammign was due to start at 1pm as i heard. alarm clock rang like a siren at 11am. i shut it off immediately. fucking irritating what. wanted to sleep back for a few minutes. a fatal mistake. the next time i woke up with a start. stared at the cell's clock. wtf?! 2pm already. shit shit shit. received a call from muneh shortly later. they still wanted me to come over as they're jamming for 2 hours. which means it'll last till 3pm. i showered, got dressed, then realised it was pointless la. it's already 230pm by then. i dropped the idea of going there since whats the use of jamming for a few minutes. went to CP to meet jingguang. mrt-ed to serangoon to meet the rest of the gang.
they wanted to go Bugis dunoo for what. we got nothing to do anyway, so i just followed. ate at delifrance there. beef bolognaise was alright. but lunch at there cost me like $13++. super big waste of money. should have eaten at yoshinoya. $6.80 for that set meal got like 100 extra sides. we went for bugis for nothing actually. after that we had no plans. and it's so early. so we decided to walk to city hall for fun and hopefully find something to do there. while walking there i spotted some pool place, then suggested to play there for "a while". started pool-ing at around 5 plus. played like mad. without realising it. until 9pm wtf. and muneh kept insisting to use my phone to make some calls. i knew it la. CURFEW again. the total bill came up to $43. bastard pricing. some pics here.
the match. i played like shit la. i so wanna play again. but NOT at this place again. freaking $9.80 an hour. my wallet doesnt have infinite amount of cash. but the environment is nice la. with snacks readily available at the counter.
ehhhh. pool is damn fun la. but it sux to miss SO MANY of those "if you miss this, you can go commit suicide" shots. i just feel like jinx today. our man of da match is wei la. bastard kia. play so well.
concentrating..... hahah. if anyone is observant enough. you can see muneh behind him smiling like an idiot.
then had dinner without muneh as he had to rush home. ordered only fishballs. then just went back. a fun day la afterall. but i still miss thhe jamming part. i swear i wont ever oversleep again. gay night for me now. the WC matches for tonight seem so not my type. and my body is back to being programmed to sleep at only 6am ++ again. i have a bag of cookies at my disposal. i can dig in anytime. maybe just instant noodles tonight. i just splurged like $30+++ today already.
anyway. something not so nice to blog about. i recently saw a local video clip of a 13 year old girl being bashed up at some HDB stairs. it made my blood boil alright. and the stupid bitch filming it down was laughing. i just hope all of them get caught by the police ASAP and stay in Girls' Home for ETERNITY. poor girl. shes only 13. got stripped, and suffered blows all over, espcially the head. argh. i wont talk abt this anymore la. just pisses me off.
been playing around with new multi effects device. all i need now is just some motivation, and a little inspiration to get my creative juices flowing to create somemore music. and hopefully... fulfil my dream of cutting either a demo, or a first full length album. nights. im gay tired.
now that im losing hope, there's nothing else to show some things i'll never know but i just had to let them go i'm sitting here all alone, feeling empty...
Purple Rose; 10:43 AM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
hullo. it's close to 3am now. couldnt sleep back the whole of last nite. fuck la. blasted music in the dead of the night. and danced around. had too much energy to waste la. did some japanese revision till 630am. then went to shower at around 7am. and successfully got to sleep back at 8am for a short nap till 1145am. left for class. was surprisingly early today. earlier i mean, by 2 minutes. i realised that the temperature in class is always freezing like fuck. while outside, the temperature is like 46 degrees of the burning sun.
finished class and met muneh. went to have lunch at the almost forgotten chicken rice place which i used to frequent last time. the 3rd floor of far east plaza there. really nice la. $3 a plate of heaven. ate 2 plates. im not a pig. im just a hungry boy. the first time ever that there is space available there. usually it's always crowded like hell. finished eating and walked from orchard back to dhoby ghaut. fucking tiring la. both of my legs are aching. muscle strain. every step i take is like walking on a bbq pit barefooted. and my right leg cant straighten for at all. tried to walk as properly as possible... limping would only make me look like a fag.
an eternity later. reached plaza sing. finally. outside ps there was some netball compy going on. i bet muneh was drooling at the girls' toned sweaty bodies while i wasnt looking. oops. he's just beside me right now playing my psp keke. nvm he didnt notice. shall carry on.
the mrt was packed. no goddamn chance to sit down. my legs are killlllling me slowly. beared the torture all da way till sengkang mrt. blasted home in 156. muneh followed me back. idled aroudn the pc till about 9. while i played guitar. then i realised while playing guitar i could walk around the house with so much bursting energy, forgettting that my legs are like jelly. miracles happen. WC-ed later and my mom is such a blabber mouth. sitting beside her during a WC match could make me go deaf. great to know that the team i supported won the match by 2 goals. yeah. then muneh was bugging me that he was hungry, and that wasnt anything edible in my kitchen. so i tried ordering from the webbie that i talked about in my previous post.
www.soccerfood.com.sg muneh called them up. but he said that person was speaking to him in (chinese) so he hung up. duno whether he lying or not. then hopefully tried to order on the site itself. i put all my details, of where i live and bla bla, but i put my name as MUNEH. HAHAH. i wasnt really expecting them to call me to confirm my order as i thought their server might not process our order properly or something lidat. then by 5 minutes later i received a call from them. so unexpected, i didnt know their service could be so lightning fast. the conversation went something like this.
guy: hello! calling from soccerfood.com and im here to confirm your order. me: uh. ya. guy: is your name, err.. moo-nehhh?(thats exactly the way he pronounced) me: HAHA. yes. im muneh.
then bla bla, he confirmed my order and said he'll be at my doorstep at 1115pm. i took his word. because the quick response from soccerfood.com made me have at least some confidence in him. the first WC match ended around 11pm. great. 15 more mins and he'll save us from the famine we're facing now. in the meantime, i finally opened up the box that held my precious toy that i bought on the SIlent hill movie day. it's such a BEAUTY. even though plastic, every knob and part of it could make any guy orgasm in his pants. but one very bad thing. i have no idea how to use it. so many buttons, i only got a rojak mix of noise using it -_- i read the manual a little, and i roughly know how this thing works already. but im still lazy to configure properly la. perhaps tomrrow, if i dont feel lazy. and oh ya, forgot to mention this earlier. muneh stayed over my place today. first time, trying to prove that he doesnt have a curfew. hes still beside me playing psp.
the time ish now 313AM. see who can ton longer. okokoko back to wut where i was. ya, the bastard at soccerfood.com saiid he'll be there at 1115pm. i looked at the clock. wat duh hell. 12am already where is that idiot. he's late by 45mins liao. ahhh. he finally arrived. a few minutes past midnight. i was expecting some malay dude or something because in my history of ordering night snacks at night, ALL the delivery dudes were malays, so today is different la. but wats more important is my FOOD. $13.30 altogether. it's damn expensive la.
here's a brief summary of what we ordered. muneh's food, fried kuay teow, and for me, just 2 pratas, 3 curry puffs and some fishballs. $13.30 is ridiculous rite?! but nvm la, its MUCH better than $25 on pizza everyday. talking about money. my wallet is busted, there is a giant hole below my wallet. thats why i lost so many coins la. all keep dropping out one by one without me knowing. but luckily my lovely notes are all intact. or not i'll be crying myself to sleep tonight.
the food was alright only la. talking about food. im hungry now already la. shit. at 3am in the morning. shall go down to Cheers later to satisfy my cravings. even though i know Cheers is 78000 times worse than 7 eleven. they no quicksnacks whatsoever. damn lousy. only overpriced groceries. haiyo. nothing much to blog about already. but before i end my entry. i shall post a picture to send a message to all smokers.
Is it me that makes you sweat Am i the one whom you think about in bed When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress then think of what you did.. you heart is racing as fingers touch your skin, sweetie you have me exchanging body heat in the passsenger seat Lets get these teen hearts beating faster, faster....
Purple Rose; 11:43 AM
Friday, June 16, 2006
finally. im back home again! well, not exactly blogging ASAP as i said in the previous post. so many fun and not so fun things happened these past few days. i guess i'll start with the latest stuff first. thursday night. i went back home to pack my bag with clothes and put down my newly bought product with muneh, then went off to wei's place. muneh followed as he dont wanna go home so fast. the first time ever. reached his house later, tired as fuck and the first thing i did was to call up Canadian Pizza and ordered 2 medium pizzas. this is the second treat in a span of 4 days. $25 gone. not a very blow to my wallet and myself, but i still feel hurt to see money fly away just like that. over simple midnight snacks -_-
then we guitar-ed for the next few hours after enjoying our pizza and soon by then, muneh had to go home as it was getting really late. while walking him to the bustop, we were all a bit retarded, we brought out all the guitars with us and jammed while walking. muneh left at 1140++ pm. i think he caught the last bus in the nick of time. went back to our crib for the night, and by then i was damn tired already. i took a shower, dressed myself in a tee and boxers and slept in the room. alone. and i didnt have a pillow. bo bian. so i used my own bag as a head-rest. i dont know what has gotten into me that night but i just refuse to sleep with lights off. i shut my eyes at around 12+ am, when the next time i opened them it was 440am already. i couldnt sleep back. the room was freezing cold. i was walking down the stairs to get myself a glass of water, then halfway through i heard a dog howl, continuously. damn scary la! then i dropped the thought of getting water already and ran back up to my room.
still about 2 hours plusss before getting ready for whats coming on next. so i just rested on the bed and listened to my ipod till the battery's flat. and after that, i used my psp to write out the previous entry. you can imagine how tedious it is to blog with a psp. you only have 4 buttons, square, triangle, circle and X, and not a keyboard. it's kinda like blogging with a cellphone, but this is way worse la.
fast forward. 830am. we were all in da bus going to yck bus interchange. muneh called. he's meeting us for soccer later. i havent kicked a ball around for more than 7 months. so i predict that i would play like crappppp. 910am. reached uppercourt at Hougang. played a few rounds of streetsoccer, and as expected i really played like shit. muneh arrived later and he joined the game. soccer-ed till 1130am. he got to know all of my friends that day. lol and they were discussing about the uncanny resemblance and mannerism he had which is very similar to our ex classmate. but that guy is way more retarded in nature la. the weather sux. it drizzled halfway into the last few matches. then the drizzle stopped. on the last match, it started raining like hell and the court is getting all slippery. i fell down while playing and i have this really painful cut on my right knee. ouch. and i let it bleed, i didnt even pour water on it. we took cover under a shade after our last match. hoping that the rain would settle down. everyone was stoning. then realising we're waiting for nothing we just walked into the rain. finding a coffeeshop to settle in, and have our late breakfast. walked to hougang plaza. me and muneh shared some indian food, the rest of them all had hokkien mee. makan-ed till 1pm. me and muneh left the group first, i couldnt stone any longer there while waiting for the rest to finish so i went off first. i was feeling damn awful la. my knee is bleeding and my skin has a mixture of sweat + lotsa rainwater + blood. it was the worst feeling ever.
got home FINALLY. nobody's home. the very first thing i did was shower. and it feels like heaven. muneh said he wanted to shower too but in the end he didnt. hahah. idled online till 3pm. then i sent him to the bustop. and then i went back to sleep until now, which is 1235am. and i CANT sleep back. shit la, what am i gonna do this entire night?
THURSDAY. woke up early. went to shower and when i came back, muneh wasnt online so i just slumped lazily on my bed. waiting for his call. he did so later. i went to get ready and met him at 12pm at CP. damn early la. went to cineleisure first to buy the tix in advance. the 520pm slot for Silent Hill was awfully secluded. because we're buying tix at 130pm what. then since we had lots of free time, we walked to peace center, near PS there. i had to collect my sexy product at the music center there. there has been some screw ups while im trying to retrieve whats mine. the lady which im supposed to ask from isnt there, shes out to lunch. then i asked the other staff, they were all like cocks. one guy brought out the box already then i thought he was all clear to pass it to me, but in the end he said that it hasnt been paid for yet. wtf?! i was a little pissed la. so i left the shop first and waited for the lady to arrive later. got my sexy toy. finally.
was feeling a little hungry. went to a kopitiam to buy some light snacks. bought samosa, it's like some kind of mini curry puff. bought 10 pcs. the guy took 38 years to prepare. then finally later i collected the plate from him, and i dropped 2 pcs of samosa on the floor -_- the plate was damn greasy la. stupid plate. went to play pool at the snookerium on B1. the environment here is nicer, bigger and plus not much people are around and cheaper too. played a total of 5 matches. i won 4 and he won 1. on the last 2 matches, i kinda got cursed by bad luck. played damn awfully. im still a rookie anyway. haha.
the time was soon 4++++. we walked back to cine to meet up with carrot. she was with shoemei. so i was wondering what is she is gona do as we're watching a movie later. in the end i bought a ticket for her, and very luckily, she has a last seat on one row directly below us, and close to us too. stoned around on level 4(i think) and watched trailers before the movie. bought mah popcorn and drinks then went up to the highest floor. i knew cine's ticket-tearing staff are lenient la. our turn came, and she tore the tix and told me to enjoy the movie. and they got in. safely. see, i was right all along, chances of sneaking into cine are the highest. since their staff didnt bother check for IDs.
Silent Hill. is a damn gorey movie la. and the story is a little complicated. plus i heard it isnt related to the game at all. i didnt play the game so i dont know myself. so i'll just say this is a rather average movie. not scary, just lots of gore. one of the most disgusting parts was that when they were all taking cover in the church, and there was this girl who was too late, and this pyramid headed creature held her up and tore her flesh from her bones, the blood mess was all over the screen. but still, there were some funny parts, not from the movie, but from some people's reaction in the cinema. lol. someone behind us uttered "bitch" and i kept giggling. silent-hilled till 730++++. went home from there already. caught the trailer for Stay Alive. it looks pretty nice. but from the violence i see in the trailer, i predict it is gonna be at least NC16 or if things dont go my way, it'll be M18. heck, i'll still watch it anyway. next movie to watch, Scary Movie 4. most of my friends have watched it already since they downloaded it on their desktops, but i think i'll be original and watch it in the theatre. it's the EXPERIENCE that counts. pirated movies have bad quality anyway. so not nice.
this whole week gone in a flash. tomorrow's saturday already. and i have to go down to school on the 26th of June for my EZ link photo taking. i so dont feel ready for that as my hair sux. school orientation's on the 21st of next month. still long laa. i still have no idea how to get to school myself as the previous few times i went there was by car. not saying this to irritate people, but i guess next week's the last week to enjoy before the gates of hell open again. so i say... make full usage of the final week! before those dreaded early mornings to prepare for school start again. especially secondary school which is way more boring.
urgh fuck la. i missed sooooooo many world cup matches. i hate it. for this entire one month, some people are smart to get their creative juices flowing in a bid for business, and making money. sites like www.soccerfood.com.sg sprung up. lol. it's a food delivery program specially catered for the hungry stomaches during late night, early morning soccer matches. regular hawker styled food, but only a tad pricier. pizza hut's extending their service till late, and so is Canadian Pizza. and there is www.dabao.sg too. a wider choice of kopitiam styled food but only with soaring high prices. like $10 for claypot rice is really wat the hell. alright i think im off to shower , i'm feeling uncomfortable already. night.
time will always flow, one more dream clouded my eyes now that you know and i knowwwww it's too late came as no surprise
Purple Rose; 10:12 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
hullo. lol. im updating a wee bit now to show that my blog isnt dead. well, i wished that i could blog out one whole giant chunk on the many events that happened in the past few days, but i cant la. now, im currently using my psp to blog, and iswear my fingers are falling off already. plus it's early 72Oam, and im not home either, stayed over friend's place. fuck la, im tired...guess i'll update more when i get back home later asap. and try out my new love... alrite, im off.
Purple Rose; 4:13 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
alright. forgot to update in a while. wanted to update yesterday but i went off to bed early instead. wasnt feeling too well yet again. nothing happened on thursday so theres nothing to blog about on that day. move on to friday. i woke up at 1045am. went to shower. while showering, i didnt realise that my cell was ringing like mad. it was muneh who was trying to reach me hahah. and he thinks that im still sleeping -_- cmon la, im a changed man now, no longer the old kyle who is always late for everything, appointments, meetups, bla bla. left the house at around 1145am. meetup time was 1210pm. i reached at 1220 hahah. and he is no where to be found >: (
finally appeared later and we went off to town. reached PS first and im bitch hungry. BK? kfc? nonono. i hate all those already. then went back to the mrt station and took another train to orchard. i had suggested a better place to have a light snack at. just the right place. Far East PLaza's Level ONE. this little stall sandwiched in between the taiwan street snack stall and some unknown cafe. nobody can miss this stall la, since it appeared in the papers before, famous for it's fried mars bars. British Takeaways. yup, thats the name i think. and i ordered the same thing again -_- the TRIPLE C. which stands for cheesy chicken chee... forgot the last C stood for wat. $3.15 only. so cheap :) but they took bloody long to prepare la. we waited. and waited. and waited. it was kinda early at that time so not much people were there. and there was another girl who ordered about 8 minutes after us, and yet she got her food served before us!!!
waited. and still waited. finally. after 49 years, she handed me my food. the best thing about this TRIPLE C is, the cheese dip that comes with it. then went upstairs to sit and the foundtain to enjoy our meal. there was a "NO SITTING HERE" logo there but so many people still sit wat? so we also did. window-shopped for a while. went to BLOODBROS, and i admired this brown bag, really nice and it's looks perfect for school. i fell in love with it. but not anymore after i saw the pricetag. $189!!! i thought it was $18.90 at first. after that decided to walk back to PS from orchard since muneh has financial problems with his EZ link card. halfway while walking the rain got a little worse and hes complaining already, say wana take MRT. i looked back, wah so far away already the mrt station might as well just walk to ps. when we're really near there already, i had an idea to play pool since it's so goddamn early. moved over to paradigm.. we were only checking out the crowd there first since i feel very uncomfortable with so many people around, and im a rookie player so i dont want to be a laughing stock. walked coolly into the entrance and saw a giant mob of people inside. immediately we got out of the place. i have another idea. to this super ulu pool place at peace center. the walking could kill us already. my jeans' ends are splitting more and more and they are getting really wet. reached the place. wasnt as ulu as i expected, a very dark place too, thats a plus :)
ignoring the small crowd, we played there. $6.40 an hour. slightly more expensive, but i'll definitely return there again. i havent played pool for about 3 months, or even more. and the last time i played, i was as n00b as ever. but still there is this thing called "beginner's luck". here comes the climax of friday. the best part. i won all 5 matches against muneh. lets just say that today isnt his day la hahah. feeling really satisfied leaving the place, walked back to ps in search of things to do. he suggested the arcade. the arcade on the highest level seems boring. then decided to go for the one near dhoby ghaut MRT. on the way there, i joked that we could see Salina since we're in PS. and my joke became reality. down the escalator we went. saw her. he turned the opposite direction and rocketed off. since i've got nothing to lose, i followed him. took cover on B1, and kept a super sharp eye out for a being codenamed Human S.
after 10 minutes or so, the coast was clear and we left our campsite. and headed towards the arcade. reached there and suddenly he said he got no mood to play already. bitch! looked at Da time. only 5 -_- still got an hour or so before our VIP arrives. strolled around ps and eventually settled down at Starbucks where he had his cheesecake, and then "blasted" songs from my psp to keep us company. saw a lot of familiar faces outside. the old montfort dudes. the 2004 graduates. one of them kept staring from afar like as if wanna fight lidat. but actually all he did later was smile and wave back. lol. they remember me! i started getting really restless.
she arrived later and muneh's sense of direction was totally wrong. hahah. i know town area inside out la. and that bitch, he pangseh-ed us later. very likely of him la. but at least he left me the money for the treat. the queue was a bitch. stood and waited impatiently. Cafe Cartel was damn empty in the afternoon. just how much things can change in the evening. finally got into our seats later. i took pics of this whole dinner but i feel too lazy to upload them here in this post yet. maybe some other time. i have no idea how to resize also. firstly, the service here is like as if they have 80 year old chefs in the kitchen. i browsed the menu. sumthing caught my eyee. ROASTED BEEF AND CHICKEN. the name sounds delicious. i ordered it immediately, and a drink of pepsi. she only had cheesecake and some mango drink -_-
my meal arrived 47 years later. and her cheesecake NEVER came. i asked the bastard waiter for it. he said it's coming. waited another 8 generations. no cheesecake. i suspected that waiter ate it for himself or something. then asked a waitress. and THIS time it arrived. i didnt know my meal was a SANDWICH all along. it cost $12. just for a SANDWICH. a giant one. there was no way for any human to eat this without getting messy. tried using cutlery. damn useless. used my hands, the content inside spilled out like crazy. -_- and halfway later, i felt like puking. but the roasted beef in it was nice la. i ate all the beef and bread, the other stuff like egg, lettuce, tomato, mushrooms and onions were all left in a big messy heap. just wait for the pictures.
and the final part. pissed us off. settled the bill of $33.50 i paid $34, and my 50 cents NEVER came. im so affected by this slow service at this outlet. never in the next 4000 years i'll go there again. i'd rather go to the outlet in city hall. finally got my 50 cents later and stormed out of the place. the end. we went home after that.
yeayeayeyaeyah. World Cup FEVER is here! and i have it. but fuck la, i missed the opening match on friday night. i think the rain made me develop a slight fever la, damnit. i was too lethargic to keep my eyes open. but i caught germany's first goal before going back to bed. as for today's matches. England beat Paraguay 1-0 and the next match was a damn boring match, Sweden VS Trinidad and Tomato. it was goaless match. and now, before ending today's entry, another match of Argentina VS Ivory Coast has just begun. 3am. alright. night.
and baby dont follow their lead cause you'll never know just how the story ends or rather how the story goes and you are sOoOo confused and baby, it's just like you.. say something else.
Purple Rose; 11:09 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
im back from a short day out. i thought i was doomed today as my mom was calling me in the morning to wake me up but i just slept through. even the alarm clock didnt wake me up as my head was buried 4 feet underneath the blankets and pillows. if any of u have actually seen my bed u'll understand why it is so difficult to wake me up. i think i might be the only person in the whole of singapore who sleeps this odd way. my class was due to start at 230pm today. the time is 115pm and im still lying motionless on the bed. i finally realised later and blasted through my usual routine and then out of the house.
great. yet again. i missed the fucking bus. i didnt bother looking at the time as i knew i would be late for sure. but later, while walking up to class, i glanced at my cellphone's clock, it's only 220pm. wth? i walked into the room and my teacher's jaw dropped. miracles do happen. hahah. she gave me an extra ton of homework today > : ( because next week there'll be no class, and yeah, will be entertaining a friend flying down from taiwan. my tummy was grumbling. so i decided to walk around city area lookign for a place to eat at. walked over so many places, until i decided to just settle for the old usual kopitiam at suntec on the basement level. bought some omelette fried rice. it tasted okay. i didnt finish it however. the lady added some extra fries in my dish which wasnt even displayed on the board. maybe she thinks im too skinny and just added free sides.
then oops, i forgot i actually brought some food in my bag. this pink bag of butter cookies. but i didnt feel like opening it la, since if i did, it'll spill all over my bag like what happened LAST TIME, but that time replacing cookies with puffs. after eating, i left for home. my throat feels better today. but my cold still remains. at least i still got better overall, resting at home really pays off well. the weather was having mood swings today. when i was back at CP waiting for the bus, it was raining mildly + with the sun in view. when i got into the bus, it stopped raining already. actually i felt like walking home from CP instead because it was just too early la, 5pm only, but i changed my mind later haha.
since im bored now. i decided to upload some old pictures i took last weekend. firstly is my band pic excluding one member as he was the one taking the pic. this is odd as usually i hate to appear in group photos. no laughing please.
next up is the cafe cartel dinner at Cineleisure. only one pic la, just a pic of what i ate. it looks like a KFC meal only with some extra crap at the end of the plate. wasted my money completely.
thats about it. shall take somemore pictures in future to spice up my boring entries. and add some color. instead of just plain boring words. later tonight i cant wait for the next episode of Incredible Tales. from last week's shots it looks very promising. but ads can be deceiving sometimes, but i hope it doesnt disappoint la. about some chalet ghost. and the chalet looks very very similar to one i stayed at early this year. some government chalet in Pasir Ris, it's fucking huge but i hate the toilets. and it was some buffet cum gaming session la. by 4am, most of the dudes were snoring upstairs already. the chalet was really creepy upstairs. so damn dark. i only went up for a while to enjoy the aircon and lie on the bed, but not to sleep. at that time my insomnia was at it's peak la, nearly impossible to sleep till the next afternoon type. nothing spooky happened anyway.
im ready to relive again. counting down, make that sound. may heaven help her, only through her plagues.
Purple Rose; 3:12 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
today, the date is rather "special". 6/06/06. and it is said that the number 666 is the number of the beast. the beast im referring to here is the Devil himself. following up to this date, is also the launch of a new movie worldwide, The Omen. i have no urge to watch this movie anyway.
i woke up the same pattern as yesterday. firstly, i'll wake up at 11am to piss, then i'll go back to bed and then waking up at 3pm later. the weather seems great today. cooling, from what i hear outside, the sound of raindrops, i predict that it is a relatively heavy rain outside. which adds on to the shiokness factor when sleeping back. and i remembered what i said yesterday, im staying in. i did the usual stuff, going online and browsing the usual blogs and sites, and before i knew it, it was 5pm already. so quick.
i showered and headed downstairs to the kopitiam. and from now on, i felt like a jinx. totally stricken with bad luck. i sat down for a while thinkign which stall i should eat from. after some time i chose to buy some set meal of Black Pepper beef + Rice + soup which costs like $6. the black pepper beef was tasty. but halfway throughout the meal, i was about to put this big spoonful of rice + blackpepper beef into my mouth and then one of my hands accidentally touched the burning hot plate and i dropped all the rice on the floor. it was fucking pain la. and damn embarassing. the rice im referring to is the one on the spoon which was like 0.5mm away from my mouth. and this didnt happen just ONCE, for about 3 or 4 times, until i gave up eating the rice already and just went for the soup. stupid plate > : (
thank god i have a small stomach and i was full after eating that seafood soup. my hands are all dirty and my running nose got worse. so i rushed to the nearest loo. then bought a drink of guava juice and went back home. what a nightmarish experience eating downstairs. it's 7pm already. one whole day gone in a flash. talking about my health condition today. sad to say, i dont seem to be healing. im getting worst. i didnt utter a single word today at all. just kept my mouth shut. my throat is hurting like crazy. im just gonna do wats necessary ASAP, my homework and go off the bed. it sucks being sick..
something she left in me remains imperfect. my heart, proceeded to its banishment. and the wounds i bear will not live in vain. i stumbled when i saw your intention.
Purple Rose; 3:45 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006
urrrrrgh. i feel like fuck now as im typing this, but heck, an entry is an entry, i'll complete it before i go off to bed. i woke up originally at 11am, i remembered about something. this certain guitar product which i was dying to have. 2 weeks ago, called to check about it's availability. but there was none left -_- and what they told me was in 2weeks time. then today, called again, and they told me they stock had depleted completely as all of them were for those who paid a deposit in the first place. bitch. now i have to wait till fucking july. im going down this wednesday to pay for the frigging deposit of $85. the unit should cost about $468. but mom is paying the rest : D
then after doing whats necessary, i resumed sleeping till 3pm because i still dont feel so well, my head hurts. really painful. i felt better later when im awake. i went next door to grandma's place in search of food, still clad in pyjamas with wacko hair. then i saw cousin Bighead(ivebeencallhimthatsincehecameintomylife), having chinese tuition and he has a new chinese tutor. lol. and she's attractive.a natural male instinct to look up for a while la.wearing a mini skirt -_- isnt it kinda weird as a tutor? but bighead is too young to even have an erection anyway since he's only 6. still a stupid kid.
there was nothing on the kitchen tables. so i just left the place. then MengCheng msged on MSN then later i was out meeting him at CP for an early dinner at 6. ate KFC, which is an awfully big mistake. so oily and unhealthy. bought the super cheap meal at $2.75, and added on an extra side of the hot wings crap. that makes about $6 spent on dinner today. MengCheng was his usual self. coming down to accompany me while im eating at CP JUST to see girls. then later left and i accompanied him to watch him skate since im damn bored. took LRT to Fernvale. wtf is this place. seems so alien to me. so i just sat down and watched MengCheng tearing himself apart. he falls down most of the time screaming on the floor. and he never gives up. still continues, and the result is the same. he's still there lying flat on the floor screaming his lungs out. he realy is gonna fracture parts of his body soon. i know this extreme sport requires a ton of practice and wounds to endure, but he has to have a limit at least. then i suddenly had a full bladder. i needed to piss badly.
then there was this jungle beside the concrete jungle of flats. so i had no choice but to hide somewhere and pissed at the bushes. so refreshing. not until later MengCheng's friend told me that it is really bad to piss on trees at night since i might anger a spirit or watever. i was a little scared la. but now im feeling neutral already. the time was soon 8plus. and we parted already, i took an LRT back with MengCheng to CP. walked around in circles. not until i received a call sooner, to go to a friend's house. slacked at CP's mos burger outlet and only buying one drink -_- till 950pm. i took the mrt all the way to another side of singapore.
i didnt bring out my ipod today, and used the PSP today instead as my MP3 player. the PSP beats my ipod hands down in terms of battery life and sound quality. only downside is that the psp is a piece of brick, and leaves an ugly bulge in my pants.reached my destination later at 11pm. went scouting rooftops of HDB flats. there was this flat, the door to the rooftop access was always sealed shut. but this time, i jokingly tugged at the door and wtf? the door gave way and swung open. inside, was a flight of stairs leading up to a completely dark place. i went up alone. only guided with my cellphone's light, i reached the top. fucking creepy la. it doesnt even look a rooftop at all. more of an indoor carpark. then i saw this silhouette of a man from afar, approximately 5 meters from where i stood. it was giving me the creeps already. that "figure" just stood there still, and i think it is facing me. i just stopped in my tracks for a moment. before making my way down back to my friend, slamming the door shut. i swear we'll never return here again.
then i went to chill at the latter's place. so refreshing. was lying flat on the bed. i looked at the clock hanging on the wall. shit, it's 1155pm already. so i left. caught one of the last few MRTs. then this is where my earphones are beginning to piss me off. i found a temporarily way to get sound out of the earphones on the trip back. but im throwing away these pair of earphones already. they're officially spoilt.
on the final bus trip back home. something weird happened la. suddenly the bus was filled with this realllllly strong scent. so im just thinking the skeptical way, and i conclude it might be some lady's perfume la. this bus doesnt stop anywhere near my place, so i had to walk a fair distance back. before going up my flat, i bought a refreshing drink of soya bean. it leaves a cooling sensation in my throat after each gulp. but the pain is only suppressed la. after i finished the drink, my throat is back to it's bitchy self.
guess im gonna stay in for good tomorrow. aND find a way to deal with the boredom issue. last week, my friend introduced me this promoter job, and till NOW, i receive no call WHATSOEVER. i guess time is running out for me already. so a part time job wouldnt be necessary. i have one last hope la. Jingguang's godmom is a manager at some store in Suntec City selling Golf stuff, hopefully she could find an empty slot for me to work. pleaseee... i just need to extra income.
snacking kills. i learnt my lesson the hard way. i continued snacking dead into the night with the most unhealthy snacks u can think up off. name it, peanuts, potato chips, Kinder Bueno bars, pistachios, tortilla chips, i gulp all of them down every single night. and now, i vow not to touch them anymore. talking about the food issue, i never really tried the kopitiam below my place before. the only few things i tried was chicken rice which was absolutely horrible, and the japanese food stall, which was bad too. tomorrow i shall try one last time. hope that i make a good choice. choose the right stall...
wtf. blogger's being a bitch just now. i was just about to publish post, it showed up a stupid error. it was reallllly lucky la, i copied the entire text before i clicked the dreaded button. i'm drinking some cold milk now, and liking it, since i didnt drink milk in a really long time. but i cant drink too much of course, as it would cause diarrhorea. alright i guess im off to bed. and yes, not forgetting, lots of plain water to gulp down. nites.
it's breathing down your neck, you know that you've got to let this go, a haunting memory.. cause what you cant deny is still inside it's just a matter of time before you'll realise.
Purple Rose; 12:32 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
another long day today. i managed to take a quick nap before Jingguang smsed me to say he's coming over in the morning. still clad in pyjamas, i was a little tired la. played a little xbox 360 and guitar then we took a cab there to the studio. and i realised it was a waste of money when we reached there at the designated time but the others havent showed up yet -_- surprisingly for a sunday, the place was very empty. today's jamming session was mediocre. we only played 2 songs for the whole hour, or more, nothing else. the bag load on my shoulders are killing me. we went straight off to town after that.
strange enough, there werent much people hanging around. weird. purchased the tix at the ground level of cine for a 6pm show. went to eat at CAFE CARTEL. and i ordered something which was totally not worth my money. some chicken cutlet thing, and it costs a hell $12.50 i swore it tasted very similar to KFC's chicken. and yet im paying double the price. great, just after leaving the outlet, we reached the theatre directly on time, but something bothered me throughout the whole movie. my irresistable urge to piss. i was suffering like hell la. the movie was good in my opinion, but somehow i thinkXmen2 is better. after watching, i rushed to the nearest loo singaporean style.
btw, today i wasnt feeling very good. and now still, im feeling very weak. my throat is all dry today no matter how much water i drink, my forehead is burning hot and i kept sneezing non stop. it was torturous. i refrained myself from eating after 830pm. i didnt feel like eating anyway, and with my condition, i think i'll puke. mom gave me some medicine just now and it has suppressed my bad cold for sometime, but my head is spinning, my throat is no better. wonder whats wrong with me. i guess im gonna sleep very soon. i cant take it anymore, staring the monitor now would only worsen my condition. goodnite.
knees go weak, and lips quiver. so i'll keep dreaming nothing is perfect, but it has to be something
Purple Rose; 7:37 AM
another long day today. i managed to take a quick nap before Jingguang smsed me to say he's coming over in the morning. still clad in pyjamas, i was a little tired la. played a little xbox 360 and guitar then we took a cab there to the studio. and i realised it was a waste of money when we reached there at the designated time but the others havent showed up yet -_- surprisingly for a sunday, the place was very empty. today's jamming session was mediocre. we only played 2 songs for the whole hour, or more, nothing else. the bag load on my shoulders are killing me. we went straight off to town after that.
strange enough, there werent much people hanging around. weird. purchased the tix at the ground level of cine for a 6pm show. went to eat at CAFE CARTEL. and i ordered something which was totally not worth my money. some chicken cutlet thing, and it costs a hell $12.50 i swore it tasted very similar to KFC's chicken. and yet im paying double the price. great, just after leaving the outlet, we reached the theatre directly on time, but something bothered me throughout the whole movie. my irresistable urge to piss. i was suffering like hell la. the movie was good in my opinion, but somehow i thinkXmen2 is better. after watching, i rushed to the nearest loo singaporean style.
btw, today i wasnt feeling very good. and now still, im feeling very weak. my throat is all dry today no matter how much water i drink, my forehead is burning hot and i kept sneezing non stop. it was torturous. i refrained myself from eating after 830pm. i didnt feel like eating anyway, and with my condition, i think i'll puke. mom gave me some medicine just now and it has suppressed my bad cold for sometime, but my head is spinning, my throat is no better. wonder whats wrong with me. i guess im gonna sleep very soon. i cant take it anymore, staring the monitor now would only worsen my condition. goodnite.
knees go weak, and lips quiver. so i'll keep dreaming nothing is perfect, but it has to be something
Purple Rose; 7:37 AM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
woke up at 2am in the middle of the night. had sufficient amount of sleep i guess. good to know that i have partially recovered back the regular human sleeping hours. guess i slept for about 6 hours. switched on the tv, there's nothing much thats interesting. sorted out some music files in a folder to upload into my psp later. im disappointed in my ipod la. yesterday, saturday, it lasted less than 2 hours on a fully charged battery. thats the thing about ipods, you live with one battery inside of it until it begins to slowly deplete, losing its power and eventually dying out, and the only way to solve this is to go all the way to the Apple center, and they take forever to just to replace a battery. ipods. people like me get seduced by its sleek design, user-friendlyness and of course, the big A, APPLE. thats why i bought it when my old sony MD player(totally retro) died in an accident, all smashed up.
i havent been appreciating my psp over the past few months. i just left it in the bag without taking it out for about 2 months straight. i know how it feels. so now, i'll try to use it more often. the big issue is its storage capacity la, which is very limited as im on a 512mb memory stick, and i squeeze videos, mp3s and pictures into it. a 4GB memory stick is heaven, but the pricetag is hell. enough said.
yesterday, i had my usual stuff on every saturday afternoon. japanese class. watanabe sensei returned back the homework for lesson 10. fuck, i realised i havent been handing in homework for the past 2 weeks. not that i didnt do, i just forgot to hand in. the class shifted location again, to classroom number 9. and i wish that'll be permanent. because there are no windows in that room compared other rooms which are ass bright. lights switched on + sunlight pouring in = nightmare
then teacher was discussing about the JLPT(japanese language proficiency test) for level 4 this year. i didnt know the standards were so high for that paper, but im taking it of course. the entire paper is upon 400 marks. 400 marks goddamnit. the passing mark is 260 marks. but it's only in december. which is still long. talking about tests, i have 2 major tests this year then. first off is my ABRSM music theory for grade 5 test in October, and JLPT 4 in december.
after class i went on a tight budget for lunch. bought one prata only plus a drink. surprisingly, i was full after that. the last week i bought 2 pratas and i wasted one. reached home later at 640pm. felt really tired, showered and went off to bed at 8 plus. and now im awake. the time's 630am. jamming session later, i cant wait. and finally, getting to watch Xmen3. i've been waiting for eternity to watch this movie. we'll finish jamming most likely by 3 or 330pm, and being a sunday, i guess the theatres are gonna be packed like sardines, so we wont get a chance to watch early shows, which is 7-8pm. we might have luck with 11pm showtimes. movie after jamming isnt a good idea since i'm carrying a super heavy load on my back, and i really mean it. it's like preparing for NS. and Cineleisure once didnt allow us to go in because we had guitar bags, dunno wtf they were thinking. so we were forced to leave out bags outside the theatre -_-
the snack bar at Cineleisure is officially the most expensive compared to other cinema outlets. one canned drink is like $3. a few small pieces of chicken cost like $7. bitches. ultra rip offs. this is where smuggling outside food works wonders. the sky outside now is beautiful. crimson blue skies, where the sun itself isnt in view yet. it's just lovely la. oh ya, while in 159 going back home once, across this roadside which was close to an open space of land, the sunset view there is realllllly nice. orangey-crimson skies.
mom just now woke up at around 6am and started nagging like hell. wtf. maybe i blasted the music too loud. haha. but she went to sleep already. now's gonna be 7am soon. i sureeee dont feel sleepy at all. meeting a really old schoolmate later too. havent seen each other in ages. only went to his house during CNY. giant house now. with a wardrobe the size of a swimming pool. a room with a balcony. so nice la.
i have 6 hours to idle till i prepare myself for later. guess i'll take a really short nap.
if you believe what you really felt, you'd be out of this mess now.
the blame may hang upon your chest.
is this worth torturing yourself for?
Purple Rose; 3:06 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
it's been a tiring day. phew. im so glad to be back home. and it's 10pm already. the odd thing is my house is a ghost town, nobody's home! one of the rare times. i hope my parents went for a honeymoon or something, and leave me alone here with $2000 for a month. and leave a note saying, "enjoy partying here while we party abroad! love you, son."
and im dreaming la of course. that will never happen ever. anyway today i woke up at 8am again. naturally. my mom just left the house for work. that leaves me and my dad, but he's asleep. played some guitar on low volumes to get the strings seasoned to prepare for sunday's jamming session. those guys screwed up my guitar a little this time. it's just a tiny bit la, i think i could live with it. but i still feel a little insecure la. then muneh invited me to have lunch with him at CP. i agreed since im damn free. then i received an sms from a fellow bandmate, inviting me to meet him at town, and our meeting times collided la. he wants to meet me at 2pm in town, and im agreed to meet muneh at 230pm. had to push forward my meeting time for my bandmate to 3pm. was late, met muneh and went to eat at pizzahut. earlier this morning i was having a hunger pang attack which was so severe. then i browsed pizzahut's website for fun but it was a big mistake. so im happy that i settled for lunch at CP's pizzahut. muneh and i were fucking hungry, we bought the couple meal, some splitzza or whatever u call it, and muneh bought an extra side of garlic bread. the pizza came first and we tucked in, heavenly. then the garlic bread never came. we waited 4 generations already. the worst thing is, we never finished the pizza. left 2 slices. then muneh went to cancel his sider order, but we still got in the end -_- but the good thing is it's free! after we paid and left, i looked at the time. omg 330pm already! shit. so i brought my ass to City Hall as quick as possible.
reached at 4pm -_- an hour late. thank god he had his assignments to do, which kept him occupied all the while. met Jingguang at Esplanade. his course rocks la. film, sound and video, so fucking interesting. i actually planned for that but my results were not good enough. his assignment for today required to take some pictures, well nice pictures la. it's just damn cool. with a rented camera from school hung around his neck, we walked around the whole of city hall in search of some great sights. the weather was fucked up. it was bloodddddy hot. we sweated non stop, eventually settled for ice cream along the roadside. which made my hands sticky. fuck. after all that trouble, went window shopping. i saw a couple of shirts at TOPMAN suntec which caught my eye, but it's just... the ugly patterns la.. made the shirt look awful on me. so i didnt buy it. the airconditioned environment indoors made the both of us experience an orgasm immediately. i wana kiss the guy who invented the air-conditioner.
then it was 7pm already. we were both hungry, and considered eating at KENNYROGER's, but jingguang pulled out last minute because he didnt feel like spending much on dinner. then i suggested the foodcourt. the foodcourt at suntec was alright only la. bought at a stall which had the shortest queue as i was lazy. bought chicken rice. ate all the rice but not the chicken -_- and the soup tasted like shit. then walked for some time and went up the escalator and saw BEN&JERRY's ice cream outlet. it was too hard to resist la. so i ate dessert there. $8.50 forked out for a piece of waffle and 3 ice cream scoops on top, topped with chocolate fudge. and one word to describe it.
SEX.
BEN&JERRY's ice cream may cost way higher than the usual ice cream u see at stores, but i think it is worth every penny. the taste is simply... simply...heavenly. i must say, my legs are still wobbly now, been walking throughout the whole day. it was a good day nonetheless. oh ya, while walking back, i saw a delicious looking shirt, and walked into the store, but wtf, that shirt is on the girls' section. i like that shirt. i will find a less embarassing way to buy it. that is, get a female to buy it for me. in no rush to get it now. still have a new slingbag in mind, prolly the one i saw at BLOODBROS. i guess it should be around $50. and that shirt is around $50 too. fuck la. $100. it breaks my heart to see my wallet getting thinner and thinner.
when we're back in CP later, jingguang had to go to the photo shop for some photo printing stuff. then at the end, i overheard the woman saying to him, "tomorrow at 3pm you can collecting already." i laughed damn loud, we all speak singlish but bad grammar simply tickles me like this one above. which made me remember of another incident a few years back. i was at this game shop to repair my spoilt ps2 with my friends. we were all in the workshop area kinda watching him doing it, then he told us, "you all can waiting outside first." and that became the joke of the day.
shit. tomrrow's a saturday already. japanese class. i havent even touched my japanese work one bit. it's 1130pm now. and im supposed to sleep. i guess i'll end here. tomorrow is gona be another hectic day.
finding yourself in such murderous shame. playing roulette with a flower. mislead devotion into seclusion.
no way that he can hear you.
Purple Rose; 7:04 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
crap. yesterday i wanted to faster sleep as my head was killing me. but my mom suddenly reminded me of Incredible Tales, so i stayed up a while more to watch it. damn funny as usual. local television really sucks at churning out horror shows. Viewer discretion my ass. should be rated G for family. i swore that night, my head was really on fire. and this time im not thinking of anything ah, it's just that im really sick. plus im trying to bathe less nowadays also... the heater is busted for real. every bathing session is a torture. the water is like -935642 degrees. but i had to endure the torture just for the sake of being clean.
then i slept early, between 1030pm to 11pm and woke up at 8am the next day. earliest time i woke up naturally, ever. lol. then i remembered the night before, i wanted to restring my guitar but i didnt wanna use my own money, and asking my mom face to face for money is suicide. so i just wrote a note conveying the message to her and taped it all over the floor. i know she'll come into my room every morning to give me my daily allowance wat. and this is a good plan as once she walks into my room she'll step on the note which is overloaded with scotch tape and no human could avoid that. and when i woke up at 8, she gave me what i wanted : D
3 nice notes nicely placed under my wallet. which is overloading with receipts. great. so.. later i left the house at around 120pm. got my guitar restringed and i made a really last minute decision to cut my hair at Kimage. another $30 gone. he keeps recommending me the perm, which is hell $120, i still dont know la. maybe if i can finally get a part time job then i'll consider. because cash is an issue now, for someone like me who is practically splurging on unnecessary stuff. then i met a really old gaming pal at funan mall, it was weird la, i was speaking chinese to the lady at this eatery and he was just beside me, then i called out to him, using his gaming nick -_- and he nevre responded so i just called him real name instead. he turned and was surprised, it's been a while la. like 7 months. he still looks the same, exactly. same NS styled hair, clad in smart casual clothes, and i bet it was his break period as he was working somewhere nearby. we chatted for a while over my tuna sandwich and left later. i spent $3.80 on food today! so proud of myself, finally getting a grip of my spending habits.
i left for home from there. reached home at 6 plus. no one was home. great. was feeling really damn lethargic. i slept in the mrt while going back just now. dont know why im feeling this tired, i had enough sleep what. and i actually wanted to sleep around 7pm, but in the end i got distracted by other stuff and now, i'm typing this entry and it's gonna be almost 10pm. oh ya, forgot to mention this earlier. this morning, i talked to an ex classmate of mine who had a surgery on his dick not long ago, now he can masturbate without pain already. he introduced me to a job, some perfume promoter at CP(i assume) and he said he gave my details to the person in charge already and said i'll get a call sometime later after lunchtime. i waited and waited. wheres the call?! another fish escaping into the river. HOPEFUlly, i'll get the call tomorrow. being jobless for more than 3 months is worst than not having sex for 3 months.
and tomorrow's a friday already. so fast. my mind is still thinking monday. no plans for tomorrow. guess i'm gonna idle home the whole day. and yeah, sunday's jamming day. finally after so long. glad that my band members are putting their efforts into the song which is gona be our first original. CC and HA. . i'm just gona have meal of fruits, go for an expedition to the south pole and sleep.
you can still taste him.
Purple Rose; 4:09 AM
PROFILE
Kai or Kyle
sour 19
doesnt really intiate a conversation on MSN first, for some odd reason
music is his passion
has severe insomnia sometimes
loves to eat
aspires to become a real NINJA
wants a ragdoll kitty bad
Tokyo is his next dream holiday destination
fucking hates short hair
hates chelsea
driving license -__-
new shoes
to get out of NS as soon as possible
to be proficient in Japanese Language
to not be late when meeting up with friends
to stop spending unnecessarily
to try to crawl out of his anti-social shell
new PIANO!
more and MORE new MANGA to kill boredom spells
a shopping buddy : (
get to know more new friends.
more tops and jeans
get my lazy ass down to composing songs again
