Saturday, December 30, 2006
hi, i'm just saying a few sentences to show anyone who reads my blog(if anyone actually does) that my blog isnt dead. firstly, in the past week or so, i have been quite pissed off with things lately, things dont go my way, well, fine. and also, i'm recuperating from a leg injury i sustained not long back. not just that, plus two bleeding toes, 2 blisters on the feet, and sprains on both my legs, but my right leg's muscle is stretched more than the left. and it is really fucking painful when i try to walk, so i stay home, lying on the bed. go figure what sport i did. still feeling rather moody now over stuff in the past. i'll blog again in another time when i feel better, and have the patience to.
Purple Rose;
6:14 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
uh. hello. havent updated in a thousand years again. that's because, i have not been home lately, spending my time mostly outside, for good too. this is the final week for someone.
and recently, after my long day out, during most of my sleepless nights, i have new friends keeping me company. and again, they are not living things la.
mom bought this, it's actually for herself, but i'm just "sampling"
and low-fat granola bars. saw them going for an irresistable deal, buy 1 get 1 free. too good to reject. they taste dammn good.
WEDNESDAY.
woke up around 6pm in the afternoon. there was a japanese study group meeting in the later evening, in the website, i said that i wasnt coming, but i showered, got dressed and still went for it, not for studying, but for something else. i bought a card for someone who is leaving singapore in a few days' time. and i got this idea from my very own japanese teacher, a farewell card bought, and i got everyone accquainted to her to write their well-wishes and sign their names. i'm pretty satisfied with the content written inside, though i'm the buyer of the card, i havent written anything yet, well, i have till tmr.
the card, i chose it because it reflects how i feel, therefore, a sad theme.
FRIDAY.
time is going by so fast. i wished i could make a day pass as long as a week, or even a year. i just dont want time to go by so fast, especially in this crucial week. i organised a pool-playing session with the regulars of the japanese meetup group. since it was too last minute to be posted on the site to allow everyone in the large group to attend, i decided to leave this activity among the group's regulars. our group was small, around 7 people, and it was alright. i booked 2 tables at the usual pool place at paradiz. but before that, we met up at Plaza Sing's Carl's Junior for dinner at 7pm.
damn, one meal costs like a fucking bomb. $10++++++++ and the burgers are HUGE. so i shared a meal with kailin. changed regular fries to some fries+beef thingi, and that thing rocks ok. kailin's choice of drink was HORRIBLE. she actually mixed lemon tea + coke light, one sip and it tasted like SHIT.
the beef+fries thingi, i love this.
and ok, so i had to lead the group to the pool place which was fairly a long walk from plaza sing. it felt a little awkward for me as i'm actually an ORGANISER for tonight's event, and im like the youngest person there. and ok, so we played, and it was yukie-san's first time playing pool, everyone was in high spirits, even though i played like shit(as usual) everybody had fun.
then we had this new guy from the group joining us later, but since he came too late, he just watched us play pool. after that we had no where in mind to go, so we ended up going to his house nearby to chill as it was the cheapest option.
he's a cool guy la, he actually works from his home. he showed us the stuff he had been doing, which includes a short film. then while the rest of them were busy chatting among themselves, i took out my macbook, and started cam-whoring again.
hahah. yukie-san again.
KOWAI!
she has weird arms..
ghost in this photo. look at the white thing. spooky!
what are we looking at?
and lastly, the main thing for the night.
and so, took NR6 home at about 145am. and that was friday.
tmr's christmas eve, and annually, i would hang out with my old sec school friends at town and "ton" till the next morning enduring the large crowds. but for tmr, i think i wont be hanging out for a change. monday's christmas, and i'm realllly looking forward to the bowling session.
the past few days of the week,
will always remain archived in my head
these final few moments we cherish together as a group
before your departure
you've been a great person
when you're gone, we'll badly miss your warm presence.
please come back again...
fuck. i hope i dont cry on that day.
Purple Rose;
6:33 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
hello. i hope this post is not going to be too long-winded because i have quite a fair lot of stuff to blog about on the past few days, especially on saturday. and there's going to be quite a lot of picturrrrrrrrrres.
FRIDAY.
binod came over my place for the first time in his life. met him at the bustop near hougang point. then i ate my breakfast a mac nearby, i brought my laptop down because i needed to kill some time off while waiting for someone to leave my house. but it actually was a waste instead, because i cant seem to log in to the network there. shit.
1pm.
went up to my place. binod went to play Halo on my 360. i didnt really like playing the Halo series so i just played the guitar, and going into my own room to surf some random sites(not porn).
630pm.
by this time, i've already showered for the second time of the day, getting all set for the KTV session later over at town. i sense a strong disturbance in the force. i sense a strong feeling that it would turn awkward since this is my first time ever in my life going to a KTV.
720pm.
reached town and did a search for them there. i spent around 20 minutes walking around aimlessly. not until i called someone up to get the directions. it was somewhere near FORUMS, had to walk some distance to get to this secluded building called MING ARCADE.
8pm.
im there. finally. i blindlessly followed this group of people into a room, and i didnt really know anyone at all. soon they all started singing, mostly japanese and chinese songs. i just sat there and watch and soon it was my turn to sing. so i hurriedly chose an english song which i was familiar with. "a whole new world" -_- that alladin song. hahah.
i didnt even talk to anyone else in that room. and more people were coming in and the room was getting packed. so i sheepishly left the room without a word. and continued walking around trying to find a room with people im more familiar with. and ok, i found one. at least 3 people im familiar with inside. met some new people in the room, and there was one ang moh. i started singing more in the room because the awkward feeling started to brush off since i knew more people in the room. made a new friend, Yiling, and after knowing her, that doesnt make me the youngest in this meetup ground anymore. haha. but only for this day.
and ok la, i sang like a retard. choosing mostly boyband hits or some famous rock songs. priced at $20 for a 3 hr session there is a little steep for students like us. plus only one drink, it would have made more sense if there were at least some finger food. and so, after 1120pm, our ktv session came to an end.
went over to slack at macdonalds until about 12 plus in the wee hours of the morning, before sharing a cab home with the people who live the nearest to me. it was an okay night out, minus the $20+ damage on my wallet.
some pictures... well, only 2.
and.. i feel like an extra in that pic.
SATURDAY.
after japanese class, headed down to meet the guys at Raffles Place MRT at 530pm. good location i have to say, because it was FArrrr less crowded especially since we're going for dinner. and for today, it was quite a small group but it was better that way.
went over to LAU PA SAT. i only ate there like once in my life before, and the interiors of that eating place was humid as hell. went to sit outside in the open. while waiting for the food to arrive, i took out my laptop and started to cam-whore again like in the old days. since i didnt do it in a loooong time, the fun factor was coming back.
first off, yukie-san having a try.
then i came in.
our satay soon came. ooh, it was great stuff especially since we're forking out only $5 each. cheap and great stuff.
ate around 12 sticks of random meat. and was full already by then. then i showed the guys an array of the movies i have stored in my laptop, and while i was busyy meddling with the laptop, they ordered a second round of food, STINGRAY. and i forgot to try!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! that hurt me a lot. since i didnt eat stingray in a long time haha.
almost 8pm. we went over to TCC at clarke/boat quay to have some drinks over a nice chat. that TCC outlet is really nice. it has a realllllllly comfortable environment. i mean it. they have those cushions and other shit, which is an orgasm for the butt. this is the life... i ordered some peach flavoured drink, after drinking it and resting on the comfy cushions, i could sleep.
here comes the massive pictures. i know i look like crap in most photos. please reframe from clicking X on the top right hand corner.
yukie-san looks so funny in this picture.
me and yukie-san.
and again.
i was bored and battery was dying off any moment so i took this.
this time, we have taka and tetsu in this photo.
a little fun with the mirror-ed function.
and lastly.
wow. that was hell tiring. finally done with blogging. phew. anyway, yukie-san, is going to leave singapore on the 26th of this month, and i find it real sad, since i've only known her in a short while, and she's going back to Japan. she will be sorely missed.
i assume i have to write it wrong
how could you watch and since forgone ?
does what we`ve done ever really belong ?
you're wasting me away
i feel so wasted away.
Purple Rose;
3:00 AM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
back for the second entry to continue from the previous one. i have several pictures to upload for Saturday's, but first, i'll go on to Sunday. but first, a little blogging on the situation for yesterday and today.
yesterday, insomnia worsened and even the sun has risen and shining ever so brightly in the beautiful morning at about 7am, i'm still unable to sleep. damnit. and even "better", im having classes later at 330pm. but somehow i managed to sleep around 8, but i woke up like 230pm. so go figure whether i made to class on time or not.
TODAY.
believe or not, i woke up less than an hour ago. and now's 7pm. when i woke up, the first thing i'll always do is shed the curtains aside, but only on the right side. the right curtains remain down, so the light flowing in wouldnt be a sting for my eyes. i understand now la, the weather's good thats whyy i slept like a dead log. one look outside, i see the wet floors, an aftermath of a possibly heavy downpour. and now, just clad in pyjama pants, i'm waiting for mom to be back with my FUJI apple.
now i wished i had a bigger room. my present room is so tiny, and one look from the outside, the stuff looks cramped together. but it looked so much more spacious ever sinced i shifted out my guitar equipment to the balcony. if i had a little more space at the corners of my room, and more power sockets, i would wanna put a TV, a mini fridge, a water dispenser(filled with iced peach tea) into the room. and that would be the perfect room for any fat guy. but im not fat.
recently, i have some new friends keeping me company over the late nights. i love them <3
say hello to them.
ok, here goes for SUNDAY.
this event wasnt posted on the site, it was more like a closed door event. i went for it la, and scheduled time and place for meet? boat quay's MINDs CAFE at 2pm. i was fucking tired when i forced myself up at 12pm, arrived at Clarke Quay station at 120pm. i got lost, and eventually ending up meeting them at 230pm. and there was someone new(to me) joining us today. Shoko-san, a japanese lady. i think she's pretty. we played some financial game, but it's nothing like MONOPOLY. and i suck at it like hell, being the youngest one and clueless about my own financial status. but this game made me learn new things.
finished the game at 6pm.
yukie-san left for home. so it's left with us for dinner at this japanese ramen place at clarke quay. this is probably the worse part of the entire day for me. i took a glance at my own wallet, in terms of spending money, i only had $10, and a few coins. if i spend all of theese, that leaves me totally "broke" so i just tagged along, sitting at the table, while meeting new japanese people, seeing them order food, while i just stared at the table blankly, and others enjoying their ramen. what's worse, i didnt eat ANYTHING FOR THE WHOLE DAY. i was literally dying INSIDE. a bowl of ramen costs about $10-$13 there. but i did eat a little, about 3 slices of duck meat, and a little MISO ramen, courtesy of shoko-san, she offered me some. thanks a lot.
10pm, we're off. i made new japanese friends today : )
and heeeerrrrreee, some pics from saturday. i was SO lucky la, none of the pictures had my face in it. thank god.
here's another picture proving my lucky-ness. if that guy hadnt lifted up his hand, my face would be revealed!
final pic. spot the japanese person. should be fairly easy.
and now, i havent showered for the whole day hahah. i feel like a caveman. tomorrow, would be a busy day. i'm having a japanese karaoke session with the usual guys, being the youngest there makes me feel a little odd, i'm trying my best to get used to being around older people, and erasing the shy-ness away.
We said we'd write it down because half of the time we tend to forget
All the little things we plan and plant so deep inside of our heads
Take my word that feeling's gone
Purple Rose;
2:47 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
hello. havent updated in a thousand years. total neglection of this blog haha. almost a week. well, this past few days are the only things that i can remember of to blog about, certainly some good stuff. read on to find out more.
recently last week, i have been browsing local boards about learning japanese here. then i came across a rather big list of schools which provide japanese learning. hahah, well, this one particular school caught my eye la, the biggest thing that attracted me was the annual subsidised trip to Japan if you stick with them for a year. but the fees are sky high la duh, so this all makes sense. somemore sweet bits also include interaction with japanese high school students who come here annually on a school trip. but now, i'm signed on to another language school, but im loving it there la, i like the way my sensei teaches, and all the wonderful friends i made there.
after a few random clicks, i found this really interesting website. probably my solution to mingling around with the japanese, and making new friends. and i joined this online community. and voted "yes" for an upcoming meetup which was 2 days away. which was a dinner at some chinese restaurant.
come friday, i left home about almost 2 hours before the scheduled time. according to the site, it was 730pm at CityHall MRT. i reached city hall at about 645pm. damnit, too early already. all i had was the organiser's number and i'm a little afraid of calling up her since this is my first time meeting them. went to MPH and browse magazines, till 720pm, i called her up and she didnt pick up 2 of my calls. then i started feeling a little uneasy about this meetup being a hoax. so, i used my goldfish memory to recall back the restaurant location, and went to the venue, but unsure of which floor it is.
20 minutes later.
i received a call from her. finally. got the necessary instructions and went up to the restaurant. and OK, this is a LARGE group of people alright. and most of them seemed like office people. and the japanese people are easily disguishable la. we sat down, and they all began chatting. then this friendly lady beside me started a conversation with me.
"hey are you kai?"
"uh. yeah, how did you know?"
"oh. the picture of you on the site looks exactly like you except minus the bloated part of your face hahah."
"oh, ya, that one. hahah. nice to meet you."
the food started coming, and i ate dammmmmn little. and i kept taking BAOs instead of proper food. and as a Japanese meetup, the main language at the table was japanese. i understood mostly half of whatever's said. and replying in japanese when posed a question to is a killer. firstly, my palms get really sweaty, and my tongue got tied when replyng back. damn it. and i got mistaken for a japanese hahah. this is one SCARY dinner. i somehow survived through it though...
second phase of the night...
i find this part rather odd. after a dinner session, we ended up at some coffeeshop near the National Library, somewhere near Bugis. then i ordered a mug of beer on impulse. ok la i slap myself. tiger beer. bitter as hell. and for this part of the night, interactions with a japanese person is at minimal, and most of the time, i was busy typing away with my laptop, because of the free wireless connectivity there. a little wasteful la.
11pm.
a small group of us stood up and left for home as it was getting late, and nobody would wanna miss their last trains or buses back. and i didnt realize this, but all the japanese people were gone by the time i parted with the group. overall it was a good night, though i was shy.
SATURDAY.
first intermediate class. it was kinda redundant la. i already knew all these stuff, i want new stuff please. and today, there was another japanese group meeting today and i'm going afterall. venue, CoffeeBean @ Raffles Hospital. a little weird i thought. but i knew where it was anyway. this hospital... doesnt look like a hospital at all to me, and the facilities are so good, it feels so much more like a HOTEL. met them finally, but this time, there were only 2 japanese around, i dont know what happened to the rest. i didnt socialize much la, i still got the shyness in me.
later that night. we had dinner, and this time, another restaurant again -_- my wallet will suffer a lot. thankfully last night, i got a free dinner at the chinese restaurant thanks to Hasumi, thumbs up for her. i really appreciate her understanding. this time however, we went to a western restaurant, and i regretted eating donuts like hell in my japanese class earlier, i couldnt finish my set meal! i got subsidised $10 for my total bill this time. i learnt to speak up more this time during the dinner. and yet again, another awesome day.
argh. im tired already la, i have one more day to blog about, which is SUNDAY, i met them yet AGAIN, but i'll reserve that for the next post instead because it is 417am now and i have yet to bathe, fuck, also to prevent my blog from being too long-winded and i'm really tired. good night.
god if you can hear me out alright
please take these feelings for her inside
my chest hurts when i breathe tonight
it's wasting me away
Purple Rose;
9:43 AM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
since when did i say it was wrong to complain about the frustration one faces from a job? i, myself face frustrations daily from my old job. and this wasnt my boss putting the pressure on me, it was a bossy manager instead, he's not paying me but since he's the manager i have to obey to his orders even though i find him rude and unreasonable. all i thought was, "argh fuck it, i'm just doing my job as per normal why should i stay pissed for long over him" and i dont call my job, "stupid" when im having a bad day from work.
and it's not about appreciating the job for the workload or pay. it is appreciating the job as a WHOLE. i wouldnt wanna rant on again about the jobless population in singapore again. and, for you to know, when you enter the workforce in future, your job is gonna be way tougher than this one, take it as experience, when the real time comes, dont tell me you're gonna quit your job because of a petty reason? (too much workload)
Purple Rose;
12:27 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
ok. like i said, i understood your frustration as stated in my previous reply. things like this do happen once in a while, and we're only human, we'll naturally get pissed. the reason why i got annoyed in the first place was because you had to call your job "stupid" which probably meant you didnt appreciate it, just because that one screwup? if you only said it was a big fucking waste of time going to work for nothing on that day, that would be perfectly a normal way of releasing tension in your blog entry. the most important thing is for you to cherish your job, because it is something that not everybody has. singapore still has a minority of people who are jobless.
and my previous job was very similar to yours. i dont have to wear a uniform? and i work in Toys R Us, but it is only one tiny little section, which is the video game department. and i worked for a really short time? i was only required for a few weeks just to do a christmas promotion for games last year. and like you, studies are my main priority too, i dont work to support anyone but myself, just counting it as some extra pocket money which is sweet. and distance isnt much of an issue. it probably makes one more independant to wake up early in the morning to travel to work.
and lastly, let it go. just because of a slight mishap, you have to call him "stupid" ? hey, he's your boss, he is PAYING you. remember that life is a rollercoaster, not everything will go your way. and i never wanted to start an arguement with you in the first place. please understand.
cheers.
Purple Rose;
8:26 AM
im just blogging in response to SOMEONE. how "amazing" it is for you to respond is such an angered manner when i was just plainly advicing as a friend. well, first, now since u explained a little more in detail about how your job works, i understand how it is difficult for a girl to handle heavy crap and feeling fucked when there isnt a need to come for work. ok, so that sucks. period. but NOW, for your information, I ONCE WORKED TOO. and you know what? I WORKED AT FUCKING JURONG last year. how much further is that?! and i have to wake up fucking early in the morning too, but i dont complain, and i'm PUNCTUAL too. mind you, i take fucking TWO HOURS to reach my workplace everyday alright? and i dont complain about that. because i'm serious in my work, and also, i'm working to gain experience in the SALES line. and not THINKING OF QUITTING purely because it is "too far away". i tell you, you think everyone out there in the workforce has their job locations NEAR their homes? Almost everyone travels at least halfway across the island in the early morning to go to work, that explains the rush hour at MRT every damn morning. and yeah, bosses are meant to be like that. like you too, my boss is demanding, and he asks me to do tedious tasks almost everyday.
and one LAST THING. make sure you get your facts right first. you think it is damn easy to get a job? most jobs require people to work on weekends, and i have outside classes, you think it is so simple for me to find a job just like that? mind you, i did go through newpaper ads, online ads, but IM NOT AS FORTUNATE AS YOU ALRIGHT? i face rejection after rejection merely because i cant work according to their hours. you have best friends like sally to introduce you to this job. me? i TRIED and i didnt succeed. i didnt ask my mom to find a job for me neither, she did it out of her kind will. and lastly please, think before you blindly fire your comments.
cheers.
Purple Rose;
6:51 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
hi. didnt update in 10 years or so. firstly, now im kinda ticked off. because some fucking faggot pissed me off on MSN. i just hate people like him now, he has changed a lot. i knew from last year, and he was an alright person to talk to, but can be gullible at times, it's nice to poke fun once in a while, but i have my limits of course. then NOW? he speaks arrogantly, motherfucker seriously. just because you have a girlfriend now, you think you're damn cool is it? stupid dick. i have blocked and deleted him off my list ever since 2 minutes ago. and i feel really contented now..
pardon the bumpy start of a new post.. now i'll just dig up whatever i did in the past week, if my memory serves me well. ok, with my limited memory up there, i think... the last time i left off was on THURSDAY. and so, that was the day i returned from the chalet la. and i had really minimal sleep over there, so i drained my last blocks of energy in my body to blog, chatted online for MSN for a short while before turning in around 8pm. and i slept like a baby.
FRIDAY.
woke up around 1pm. no one was home. that's a very typical friday afternoon situation. got showered, and all i had for breakfast + lunch was a big bag of tortilla chips. not eating proper meals, that's typically me. sat down at the balcony to play guitar and played around with new settings for about an hour or two. and my guitar strings are starting to sound like shit. i need a new setup for the new gauge of strings im using. but somehow, i feel half hearted to go all the way to the guitar tech dude, mainly because of cash constraints. i'm unemployed what. getting labour to set up my guitar = $$
SATURDAY.
today was the last day of the JLPT prep course. and im getting my results for the second paper i did last week. the lesson today was slightly different, but more challenging. sensei was going through the questions of last week's paper, but she was extracting the answers from all of us individually. so, if someone she asks gives the wrong answer it would be dead embarassing. luckily, all the time when asked, i answered correctly.
after the first 10 minute break, sensei distributed our answer sheets. it was a heart-stopping moment for me when i was turning over that piece of paper(the results were on the other side as the paper was placed downwards) and yes, i made an improvement, i definitely scored higher than what i expected to : )
318 out of 400.
marks i expected to score was 300. oh. i had a big bunch of careless mistakes yet again. damnit. before class ended for the day, our kind sensei wished us all good luck for our JLPT which is tomorrow.
didnt go home directly after class this time, but went to meet some of my old sec school mates at PS. i havent seen them in ages. we had booked tickets to our very first M18 show this night. we had our dinner at BK, though i havent eaten there in quite a while, i didnt really like the food there. i prefer long john's since it was way cheaper.
movie time.
we watched "Tenacious D in the pick of destiny" and that movie was fucking funny as hell. too many perverse jokes, and hence it got its M18 rating. but i didnt like the ending though. but thumbs up for the humour. i laughed till my stomach hurt. and the movie has one meaningful line. but i forgot it already la.
oh ya, i saw some funny signs over at Cathay picturehouse. for example this foundain at the basement level with this sign.
and one more. if you read it as 2 separate words, what does it say?
the movie finished around 930pm. we had nothing else to do, so we went over to paradigm plaza to play pool. i havent touched that game in weeks, and i sucked like crazy. damnit. pooled till 12am. then i parted ways with them. some of them wanted to go over to clarke quay to go clubbing, and i'm not the type of person who clubs. good day.
SUNDAY.
woke up at 11am. JLPT was at 220pm. showered and left home at 1220pm, without breakfast as usual. i dont eat breakfast what. mom forced me to bring 2 muffins to eat in the bus. JLPT venue? Changi Japanese Primary School. i had been there before last year, for the japanese summer festival which kicked ass. and now, i kinda forgotten my way there already, especially when im going there alone. 72-ed to Tampines MRT station. took a short trip down the line to Tanah Merah MRT which was like 2-3 stops away. from there, i looked over at the map. im supposed to take bus no. 2 which stops directly in front of the school. the bus came quickly. boarded it.
and im not sure where to stop, but i kept my eyes peeled for the sight of the school. 15 minutes passed. the surroundings are getting weirder and weirder. this was not what i saw last year when boarding the same bus. 20 minutes gone. i looked outside, i'm at fucking GEYLANG! i'm like 9849 miles OFF COURSE. i got down immediately and stared at my cell's clock. 135pm. flagged a taxi driven by a weird looking old guy. i just said "Changi Japanese Primary School," he muttered something to acknowledge me, and drove off.
this driver is... ok i duno how to explain. he kept eating while driving. eating a WATERMELON somemore. what the fuck. ok la he's a cool guy. trip lasted like almost half an hour. and he dropped me off IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. ok, so i might be right all along, he could be drunk.
showed my exam pass to the guy at the gate and made my way in. this place brings back some joyful memories. and i saw a board indicating exam levels and whichever classrooms. some staff there assisted me and i went to my class. we were not allowed to bring our bags inside, and we had to adapt to the japanese etiquette, which is to remove shoes. i showed my pass to the lady, she nodded and spoke to me in chinese. wakatta. i know what ur saying la.
2 hours later..
officially finished my JLPT 4 exam. i'm pretty confident for my first and last sections. if nothing screws up, i could be scoring almost perfect scores for both sections which amounts to 300 points. BUT, i had a hard time with the middle section. LISTENING that is. the radio.... is totally hard to hear la. the sound quality was crap, and everyone in my class agreed with me. i could barely hear what they were talking. and so, i'm preparing for a 0 for this section : (
went to the bustop outside school. there were like 246840830 people waiting for the same bus. i waited, and waited. about 5 bus no. 2s passed and i couldnt get on neither of them. alex-san was pissed so he suggested to walk to the MRT station instead. i agreed, Z and yvonne followed us too. alex claimed the trip was FIVE MINUTES. but it was more like 20 minutes. and we had to walk pass many grassy areas, so this was more like DAICHI class's field trip.
said bye to them when we finally reached the MRT station about an hour later. mata raishu(see you next week) then i went over to tampines mall to relieve my bladder. after that, i went over to yoshinoya to have dinner alone. because someone pangseh-ed me >: ( haha ok la i'm joking. and so, i went home directly after that. one hell of a tiring day.
MONDAY.
didnt do anything much for the whole day. just watched the last 2 episodes of goong on my latop. and i cried twice today. over goong's final episode and a japanese drama i just watched about an hour ago.
14 sai no haha. (14 year old mother in japanese)
this drama is based on a true story, and it is one damn good drama about a 14 year old girl's pregnancy. one of the best dramas that can make you cry a bucketful a day. Its protagonist, real name Shida Mirai, is merely a 13 year old girl in real life, but she is a very talented actress in my eyes.
final part before closing the entry for today. i just read someone's blog just now. and somehow got annoyed by the way this person posts on her latest entry. all i can say is, you're just not appreciative of this job that you have and probably dont deserve it in the first place either. it's already damn good to have a job that pays a decent amount for someone your age, and sadly, all you do is complain, complain and complain. i dont see anything positive coming out of you either. instead of saying something like, "i'm thankful to have this decent paying job" all i see is, "stupid this, stupid that" all you care about is nothing but money. it pisses me off to see you act this way. PLEASE CHANGE FOR THE BETTER.
You made me because you never changed
I think i'll move somewhere else inviting
where my heart is not being lied to,
i'll keep on trying.
Purple Rose;
9:51 AM
