So easy,

Monday, March 26, 2007

hello. it's been a while. firstly, now i'm little annoyed because i have a group presentation tmr, i went to the assigned place for the meeting and great, nobody was there. pang-sehed by my group members for 2 days already. if i knew this would happen, i wouldnt rush like a mad fucker home, put down stuff, grab my laptop and go back to school again for NOTHING. and one more thing, our group till now still has no assigned leader, and this guy keeps scolding us, sorry man, but i absolutely HATE bossy people like you. fine, if you volunteer to lead, thats ok, but you're totally leading in a wrong way. asshole.

i'm a little anxious on the presentation tomorrow. i did my part of the work assigned to me, but was told that it was not enough. argh, we'll sort things out by tonight. group work aside, on to other things.

today in school, i missed the first lesson of the day, i freaking overslept. thanks to my inability to discipline myself. i cant stop playing WOW last night. kinda got hooked to the wee hours of the morning. took a cab to school, damage = $8.60, Verdict = still late for the second class of the day. and got marked absent. what luck, a n00b taxi driver picked me up. i said "MOUNTBATTEN ROAD." then i got a big HUH from him -_- so i just told him to aljunied road and i'll lead him from there to my school.

he drove super slow. i think if i had a bicycle, i already cycled to school faster than taking this dreaded cab. got to school, and standing at the door was my programme LEADER, so i kinda chickened out and starting walking in the opposite direction. then i saw SAM, he asked me just go, so i went in with him, at least i dont experience the embarassment alone.

i needed to see my programme LEADER in his office tmr at 2pm, and i know that wouldnt be a good thing. shit.

i havent eaten anything for the whole day, and after that class ended, went over to the coffeeshop for some chitchat, and lunch, supposedly, but odd, i didnt have the appetite to eat at all. all i had was a drink.

backtrackking.

WEDNESDAY. (march 21st)

k. it's my birthday. i woke up early, and was punctual for lesson at school. only one girl wished me happy birthday in school. and the rest didnt even know it was my birthday. sad. i'm still a shadow in my course. but thanks to all of you who bothered to wish me! you guys made my day, really. got a deathnote necklace from her as a gift. i feel touched. though my presents are decreasing drastically over the years, i've come to learn that presents aren't everything. it's the sincerity that matters.

dinner, 830pm.

cabbed down to NEWTON CIRCUS. i didnt eat anything for the whole day as i was preparing for this feast. i got what i wanted. my SEAFOOD, yet again, unlike last week's seafood dinner, this one was way better. because i had LOBSTERRR. it was great la. and ya, there were quite a number of japanese tourists there too. hahah. pretty girls.

lobster. this plate alone costed $48. ouch.

assortment of other dishes. the chilli on the kangkong is the best shit. stingray got gobbled up within 2 seconds.

my one and only birthday present from her.

k, i ate till i was super full. and i found it difficult to move out of my seat. lol.

1130pm.

got home, everyone's tired, and most have gotten into bed, i took out my birthday cake, cut it, made a wish, ate one slice. alone. my birthday resolution for this year is to be super fluent in japanese. i'll embrace this year fully, because this is my last year in teenagehood. next year i turn 20, i feel damn old already.

Japan fund 2007 has been rather stagnant lately, because i'm a spendthrift bitch. better start saving up again.

THURSDAY.

stepped into school for less than 5 minutes, stepped out, and ended up watching a movie with Joel and his classmates. lol. watched Mr Bean Holiday. it was spastic humour, worth a good laugh, but the ending was just illogical. an alright movie. i give a 3.5 out of 5. CARLSON CLAY. lol. those who watched the movie will know this character, and how annoyingly funny he is the movie.

SUNDAY(yesterday)

got an appointment at KIMAGE. i finally did a technical perm on my hair. well, there are pros and cons to it la. firstly, i like how the middle part of my hair curls mixed with straight hair, but i find that he made my fringe a little curly too, which is something i greatly detest. and also, my hair's texture became extra dryer, just like HAY. i'm lazy to take a pic of my hair now. but one thing for sure, i sure regretted cutting my hair around 2 months earlier. because the bitch thinned my hair like crazy. a perm would look way nicer on hair with more volume.

for tonight (monday), i'll try my best to turn in before 3am, and stay away from WOW. or else.

so lonely inside, so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody who cares.

Purple Rose;
5:23 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

i'll kick start this late night 4am-ish sunday morning entry with a big, MY PARENTS ARE OUT OF TOWN! they left last morning at about 7am, and when i just got into bed, i could hear the sound of the doors opening, and duh, i know my parents are awake, to start preparing before they go off to the airport to leave for THAILAND.

i'm gonna make full use of these THREE DAYS they are away for. first time in history that my parents actually ALLOWED me to be alone at home for more than a day. actually my sister is home too, but every weekend, she'll definitely hang out with her friends and wont return home till like late or early sunday. and i was right, she didnt come back, that makes things even sweeter for me :)

friday.

rushed home from school to put down my guitar bag, charge my ipod for a while, and left again for city hall at about 645pm, because it's my MOM's birthday. and guess what, it's march 16th, 645pm, i'm supposed to meet my mom and sister at Cityhall MRT at 730pm and i HAVENT gotten her present yet. so... my brain was racing through whatever legit solutions in this short span of time. so i rushed over to CP, scanned through some card shop, and bought her some card with nice deco all over. yah, cliched, but i really have no choice, i didnt plan this in advance, it's just really last minute.

i'm still in DEBT. i owe a friend $30 for his copy of WOW that he ordered for me, i was supposed to pay him on thursday, but i think he kinda forgot even though i reminded him myself, so i still have his $30 tucked in a secret compartment in my wallet so i wouldnt "accidentally" use it.

so i was late meeting my family members. yah, i'm always late i know. but my mom was in her birthday mood, so she wasnt that frustrated. she got quite a ton of presents from her office colleagues. from giant bears to bouqettes of flowers. ok.

met DAD at the padang as he parked his car there. drove over to EAST COAST for mom's birthday DINNER. the place is packed as expected. ordered seafood, and it rocked big time. i fricking LOVE BBQ STINGRAY. squid, kangkong. it was damn bloody nice la.

how nice, i'll be having two delightful dinners in a span of less than a week, because i'll be having yet another dinner(my choice of place) on my birthday next week. and this time, i'm craving chilli crabs, prawns and lobsters, and duh STINGRAY again.

SATURDAY.

k i woke up late. fucked up. japanese class at 120pm. i woke up at 1220pm. so i bathed in a flash, and left home super late at about 1255pm.

my sensei gave me a birthday card today. she's so NICE. her comments written inside made my day.

went home straight after class to play WOW. i have a guest coming over later, i invited her. what's more, i'm all alone. even better.

argh. i feel bad. why SEVEN MINUTES TONIGHT? i know i can last up to an hour. maybe i should have stayed in that aircon room instead of moving over to the living room. my endurance sucked real bad. i didnt enjoy as much as i wanted. the lighting was perfect. it was pure pleasure. only that it could have been longer for a better effect. it was still great afterall.

i found a fricking COCKROACH scrambling around the far end of my kitchen. i really freaked out. so i asked her to do me a favour by spraying that hole where the cockroach ran into. lol. and also asked her to dispose of the carcass later. this phobia wont go away la.

ANYWAY, last week. i went to the hougang fair. and took several rides. they cost a bomb, but it was funnnn. challenger started to freak me out when it went up super high. and ferris wheel's a NIGHTMARE. at first la, but i gradually got used to the height later.

taken by EEEEEEEELing from top view of ferris wheel. nice stuff.

k i reallllly gtg now. too late to be staying up, and my limited sleep time is ticking away. good night.

you're the only one who could save yourself. not us.

Purple Rose;
1:09 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

omg i feel damn bloody SIANN now. i'm currently at CP's library, sitting in a very hunched position as i'm deprived of a proper seat, so i seated on the floor instead as im using their power sockets to charge my laptop. it sucks having to stay out alone all day. ARGH, i feel like FUCK. )@$*)@(%&@()%*@)(%_@)_%(@_(%@

fine, nobody can SAVE me today.

FINE.

happy birthday mom. i love you even though you blew up yesterday. i'm sorry whenever i retorted back at you. happy 40-something-th.

Purple Rose;
12:46 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

hi. here for a quick and short update. firstly, now is almost 4am in the fricking morning, and a Monday too. hmph. it's the march holidays for others but not ME. i still have to shower first before i can finally sleep, and STILL have the wake up around 10am later to get ready for school. hmmm im worried. what if i fall under a heavy sleep SPELL. my body would be totally immune to the annoying chime of alarm clocks. and yet again, another unintentional self-declared holiday.

hahah, the thought of a self-declared holiday rocks. but if my mom found out she'll be super pissed. so ok, i'll just see how things turn out later morning.

SATURDAY.

returned back her NANA manga. actually i didnt get to enjoy the manga at my own pace, i was forced to rush through the last book, because she insisted on returning all FOUR books even though i told her im not done reading the last book yet. what the fuck, i'm really starting to dislike her more. some people could change really quickly. from the first time, you were suddenly so chatty on MSN, starting the conversations, having at least something to talk about. then now? even when i started one with you(i seldom start conversations with people on MSN) you replied in a super sian way. maybe it was a big mistake even asking you to join the japanese meetup group. i updated you on the latest event coming up, on a march holiday week, all i get is "sorry im not free for the whole week, i have things on everyday"

total bullshit. then what the fuck is a holiday given to you for? i wont believe you for sure. what's so hard about scraping some few hours of the evening for just one bloody day. excuses. i'll ignore you like a block of wood on MSN from now on.

japanese lesson time.

120pm.

i came late as usual. didnt even wanna look at her for the whole lesson. her 4 books cant even be placed in my bag as it would make my bag look really bulky, and that would suspect MRT security thinking i'm carrying a bomb in my bag. so i used an annoying plastic bag.

at the end of the lesson, turned to her, gave her books, and walked off. and there was NO EYE contact involved. so that would probably show the level of sincerity i had for her lending me her stuff. not because im being a big dickhead, but also, the way she insisted for her books back was quite rude. and i totally hate people who are rude to me, unless they are joking.

ok forget her. just another typical dumb girl.

SUNDAY. (hourssss ago)

this is the BEST day in this particular week.

first, i had my usual music class at 3pm. then after that, i rushed off to Plaza Singapura to catch a movie with my old secondary school buddies.

what movie?

300.

and that movie is bloody awesome. and it's M18. hahah after watching it, it was so obvious why it was given that rating. for nudity, a scene showing some pretty girl dancing around like some drunk bitch, and we could see her boobs through her trasnparent dress. another, showing the sex scene between king and queen, lol. and lastly some mass orgy in the Persian King's "lust room".

money well spent for. and so, after that we MRT-ed down to Marina Bay for dinner. the best part was it's free. THANKS MARCCHIABENGDENG. took some shuttle bus down to this steamboat place. the venue looked quite slack la. it's like some indoor carpark's space used to put all the tables and chairs. lol and one more thing to comment about that place. the level of hygiene is quite low. when we were taking our first few plates to help ourselves to the buffet, i noticed that the basket has some little cockroaches running about. eeeeew. so i threw that plate back in, and took from another basket.

but the food was good In my opinion. the thing i dislike about DIY cooking of meat is, sometimes i get burnt by the sizzling shit. and it's damn bloody pain. but still fun. then some dude working there gave us this plate of live prawns, they were still kicking around, so we had a sadistic plan to cook them alive and watch in joy as they struggle to death. but first, we cooked all the meat first.

then we forgot about the prawns, and when we cooked them later they were all already dead : ( not fun!! wahhh, blogging about this is making me crave for food. im fucking hungry now. k, and so, after dinner, we wanted to play pool, but we cant find any pool place here, so we took a MAXI CAB to paradiz center. a MAXI CAB is not like any regular cab. it is much bigger, looking more like a van, and it doesnt have a meter, as it has a fixed price, but it only circulates around the city. so the taxi ride was totally free again, $25. ouchhh, if i had to pay that.

played a spastic game of pool. and that place sucked like hell. the aircon was OFF. so it was super hot in there. i played averagely, but it was still retarded fun as most of the time i wasnt serious about the shots and some went in unexpectedly.

1125pm.

got sick of pool, and decided to go home liao. then outside, we had a surprise. there was this ang moh guy "sleeping" on the ground. and his face looks super flushed. and many people were like staring at him, but none bothered to see whether he's alright. he might even be DEAD! but cant be la, i can see that he's still breathing, so another ang moh passerby saw him, then he was kind enough to do something about it. SEE HOW USELESS SINGAPOREANS ARE!

what a day it was. swell. ahh fuck, i forgot to take any pictures of the dinner.

arghhhhhh going to be 5am soon and i still havent showered. the thought of school is haunting me.

oh ya, it's 9 days to the best day ON EARTH. really. now's march 12th, so go figure what day it is.

and yesh, this weekend is gonna rock for me as my parents wont be in SINGAPORE. so maybe i could throw some minor party. best thing's probably the 3 day in advanced allowance. and all the privacy in the world. hope my sister doesnt stay home, then i use her queen sized bed for fun. (no dirty thoughts)

k, i think it is best for me to bathe NOW, for hygiene reasons. GOOD NIGHT.

i wish i could destroy you, but in the end i just adore you more.

Purple Rose;
12:50 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007

hello. wahhh dammn long never update again. hahah. i've been supa busy for this week, but as for last week, im lazy as usual. and now, i'm blogging along with downing a plate of char kway teow. i'm as hungry as a hyena in captivity for a week without food. even though this char kway teow is partially tasteless, im still downing it anyway as my last meal was at 1130ish AM, and now's 10PM.

firstly, i recently starting hating the attitude of certain people. well, it's annoying thats why. would you like it when you go out with your friend, and later, when her friends or relatives come over to join you, your friend ignores you COMPLETELY, and i really emphasize on the word "COMPLETELY". i get really frustrated when your presence seems to be completely oblivious to them. firstly, fine i understand when you are a little quiet at first, maybe you dont know me well. but i just get pissed when you treat me like a wall when your cousins come. and suddenly you become so lively. -_- well, given your anti-social status towards guys since you are from an allgirl school, i have nothing to say.

ok, back to blogging. now's march 9th, a Friday. the whole of last week was a term break, and iie lubbx holidays. cant really remembered what i did, but i know that it's been a whole week of late-night-sleeping, games, sex, bla bla. then came THIS WEEK, which was PROJECT WEEK, and i thought it was still a holiday until i called up to go for practice. my course is POP music, so our project was to play 2 RADIOHEAD songs, and use our creativity to churn out our own style of the song. and so, the first time i listened to the 2 songs was about 4 weeks ago or so, during out very first meeting. and the songs are weird. really. i was wondering, "how the fukk are we gona cover these songs, it's just too experimental for my liking."

so, given our time, we practised and eventually came up with our version of the songs. it's ok, good, but not great. finalised the song this WEDNESDAY, and later i realised that our performance day is THIS FRIDAY. so i'm like wtf!!! and i thought PROJECT WEEK is just to finalise our songs, and try as much to practice to perfect it. so, here goes.

FRIDAY. (approx. 2 and a half hours ago)

we were the last group to take the stage, and im beginning to feel nervous because it's been a while since the last time i ever played in front of a crowd. good thing the crowd's seem to be thinning. i guess nobody would wanna waste a good friday evening seated down at this STUFFY place. i guess those people would rather spend their time doing something cooler like, have sex, get drunk, have sex again, etc.

played.

and it turned out to be quite good afterall. phew. i felt good. but.... i felt that i should have changed my guitar riffs abit as they sound repetitive. oh well. there's always another time.

i broke a record today. i went to pee 12 times in a row, within a 10 minute interval. really. because i drank too much.

urgh. next week's a one week break for secondary school students. i feel jealous. because i have normal school as usual. alright, so you people could now laugh at me going to school when you are at home, slacking or out doing some shit.

some cool pic before i round up today's entry.

i guess this could the new age toilet paper.

okok i'm off. gonna spend 2 hours (i hope) doing quests in WORLD OF WARCRAFT now, and sleep.

and even when your hope is gone, move along

Purple Rose;
5:49 AM