Tuesday, February 21, 2006
HI. just to let everyone know that my blog isnt dead. i've been busy recording some songs on guitar, and the program i'm using is kinda sucky. i dont know la, maybe it's my computer. i think it is my computer la, whenever it lags, my recording would have some jerks in between. and that uglifies the recording. anyway i have uploaded the recording here, http://s14.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2KUYLULIKBWXX1SEN9G0MHXYDG
it's a pop punk cover anyway, though i modified it myself. some guys already heard it. i recommend spreading this recording to other friends, i need comments! though it's not perfect, i'm plain lazy to re-record as the entire process is really tedious, and if my com lags again, i'll tear all my hair out. actually i have re-recorded a reworked version of the same song, with extra added guitar parts BUT THE FUCKING PROGRAM HAD AN ERROR. and i re-recorded it twice somemore, so i gave up. and decided to keep the old version. dont expect excellent sound quality as i'm using a free computer mic. pardon the irritating hiss in the background, that's inevitable as the amp sux. the audition day is drawing near.... march 9 and i've gota go to Lasalle to strut my stuff. i'm quite confident for the playing part, but i'll tend to be really nervous when they're asking me questions. i just hope i dont give stupid answers or worst, stammer. i'm no big-talker. many of you should have at least heard of the latest news of the NYP SEX SCANDAL. and i have the video! :D but it's only part 2. >:( NYP's reputation seems to worsen as this is the second sex scandal video published officially from their school, the first was one was some girl named Susan, and i think she had sex with a lecturer or something. basically it's nothing much la the video, part 2 starts with the camera staring at the guy's dick. yuck. please i dont wanna see that. then comes the girl, her name is Tammy, she starts sucking on his manhood. i can see that she kinda lacks the skills. she's only 17 btw. so young yet so wild. but from her expression, she doesnt seem to be happy being filmed down, plus she's too quiet. and the guy is a stupid beng.
the NYP sex scandal has been a hot topic among local forums, even blogs too. i kinda pity Tammy as her future is already ruined, her phone is stolen and now her sex video is all over the net, and EVEN on china's forums. CHINA goddamnit, she's not only famous in singapore, now all over Asia. my mom made a special request of letting her see the sex video. and i did show it to her. her response was typical. "Young people nowadays ah... so wild already, have so much pre-marital sex. YOU better not be like them!!" ok lets not talk about the poor girl already.
now there's a movie that i'm really interested in. Final Destination 3. and YES! it's not M18 but NC16. anyway i'm turning 18 next month, so no big deal haha. today's a fucking boring day for me, i woke up at 5pm. and again, there's no sign of food in the kitchen. so im forced to go down to the mall below to have my breakfast+lunch+dinner all at once in a single meal. i ate a macs. i havent ate there in like 2 months haha. nothing special la, Mac sucks. their new milkshake SUCKS. it only makes my throat drier. i saw a couple of hougang sec girls, some are quite cute, and boy, they have grown. think most likely their sec4s this year. nothing could change my liking for pony-tailed girls. so cute. i cut my hair like last week, and my hair seems to grow back like in 3 days. now my fringe is like poking my eyes again. annoying. but the noticeable change is that now my hair is better looking when i'm without my wax. last time it was super awful, out of shape like mad. and now i feel it's like kinda out of shape. yet again. fuck la i wont wanna waste another $30 on another haircut. it looked so extra nice on the day i went to cut my hair, and now, i'm so dissatisfied. yesterday i went out with a dude.. our motive was to watch any nice movie available.. then when we reached Lido, we were all set to watch The Fog, but later, he changed his mind. fuck la. that means we're not watching a movie anymore, wasted time going all the way to town. then we went to borders as he wanted to show me some book, about wooing girls.. duno la something like that. but we couldnt find it. maybe all the despos have bought it. i noticed that every issue of Kerrang! always has Bullet For My Valentine in it. nothing special since they're an awesome band. i cannot wait for their new songs, in june i think. that goes for Saosin too, with their first full length album. now they have a new song, but it's only a demo, so expect the fully done version in future to be really hyper good. because the demo already rocks. but it sounds very produced, like too many sounds in the background, like equivalent to 9 guitars in the background. wtf? now's already 5am? i thought it was only like 12am. oops. forgot that i've been sleeping really odd hours my entire life. anyway there's a hot soccer match LIVE now on tv hahah even though i'm not such a hardcore soccer fan, i still do watch soccer matches, and i know that ALL girls around my age group HATE soccer to the max. then what sport do they like watching? BUSTketball? eeee. i fucking hate BUSTketball. haha. i cannot wait to jam in future... with new songs packed, and all with my new baby. unleash her in the jamming studio. even though life may seem rosy for me now, with my new guitar and all, but i'm still a little sad. it's all about a girl. AGAIN? u all might think. fuck la. i just feel that i'm hopeless with girls.. and that only happens to girls i picked up from the streets. she doesnt seem to be picking up any of my calls even though i'm calling using a private line. she hasnt replied my 2 week old SMS. *bites nails* what happened to her??? is she ignoring me??? did she lost her phone?? even though i like her a little, i'm still worried about her. one thing i remembered was about me solving a math question for her and telling her the solution all by SMS(think how difficult is that), and she was like so happy she got the correct answer and poof suddenly now she's ignoring me. her phone still rings when i call btw. so... if her phone was stolen, how could it have lasted this long? duno la... i'll have to swallow this bitter bill, life's not always like a bed of roses. i'll have to keep my mind off girls. it'll only lead to more heartaches. Looking at them is fine, getting to know them is sweet, when they suddenly not reply ur SMSes, your life would be shrouded in darkness. so that is where i turn to music, both playing and listening, to cool myself off and think of the bright side... they'll always be a better girl out there, i'm still searching for her, crying is useless and it'll make me feel like a sissy. and i should eat more chocolate as it's scientifically proven to make someone feel happier, relieve stress etc, and also act as sexual stimulants, ok the last part was unnecessary. i had the sudden craving for pasta and spaghetti the day before and then i went down to the mall downstairs and unloaded half of my daily allowance on paste and spaghetti sticks or whatever you call that. then when i reached home, i boiled those sticks and did everything bla bla when i came to eat it, the spaghetti is like so hard. wtf i boiled the goddamn thing ?! then i was pissed for the entire day. but i cheered up later when i bought BEN&JERRY's CHOCOLATE AND BROWNIES flavor. that tasted FUCKING nice and it make me happy for the next couple of hours but the next day i got damn pissed again, as some IDIOT had eaten my ICECREAM. that cost me like $12. i wasted my entire allowance that day on icecream itself. tmr is gonna be a fucking boring day. heck, i'll try to save money. i see the fridge just got loaded with burger patties today. burger fest tomrrow! i'm gonna put 4 patties in a single burger. hahah. fuck la i gotta shower now. blog again asap.
