So easy,

Friday, March 31, 2006

helo. actually this entry was a day late. yesterday i blogged till 5am, an hour of pure blogging. and i was about to publish the entry, not until my computer died on me. one fucking hour of blogging down the drain. so NOW, i hope this shit doesnt happen again. i probably forgot most the crap that i blogged about the day before, so i'll try my best to recall in my goldfish memory.

2 days ago. i was rudely interrupted in wonderland, on an early thursday morning. my grandma shook me so violently as if im dead like that. that i was told that there was somebody at the door who wants to see me. then, pissed, i rubbed my eyes and walked to the doorstep, with still blurry vision. i rubbed my eyes out and i recognised who was at my door. it was my ex schoolmate. then i asked why he was here, its friggin 11am. i have another hour and a half to enjoy my beauty sleep and this guy annoys me. he then passed me 2 blank writable CDs. then i was like wtf? u came all the here this morning just to pass me these stuff? wtf? i dont even have a CD burner, i have no use for these. then i just thanked him and somersaulted back into bed. still annoyed. then barely 2 mins after i rested my head against my pillow, i was woken up by the ring of the house phone, which was 50cm away from my head. actually i was too lazy to pick it up, but the ringing got on my nerves so i decided to pick it up to kill the stupid noise. then after i picked up the call, it was the same bloody guy who was at my door 2 mins ago. he asked whether he could come over to play video games. then i was really dying, due to the lack of sleep, so i had to politely turn him down. that guy is one weirdo. a normal human would have contacted the person earlier before coming over to his or her place. this guy seems to do the opposite. after he shows up, then he calls. and how the hell he got my house number? i never gave anyone that. this weird guy doesnt seem to have any change in appearance from last year before i graduated. he still sports that really short hairstyle, and yes, SLOPED. slope is the dreaded word i would stay far away from when visiting a hair stylist. it's the ugliest hair cut in the world. but it seems like a fashion trend back when i was still in primary school haha. 98.5% of the kids in school all have sloped hair. its damn ugly la. even i had it. what do you expect. this is singapore. government aided schools all have shitty rules. no long hair for boys. i wonder why the hell that rule was implanted. i'm glad i've graduated. talking about the past, i really HATE my ez link photo. it totally doesnt look anything like me. but i like looking at other people's ez link photos, because some people look fucking hilarious when theyre younger. just looking at other ppl's ez link photos could make my day haha.

then later that day,i met kathy and jbeans at compasspoint after my classes. passed jbean her bdae present. i hope she likes it. then i was hungry like hell, so i decided to eat, but i couldnt decide where to eat. so i settled for BK instead. all fast food outlets suck. mac is worse than kfc. and kfc is worse than BK. so i just went for BK la. kathy and jbeans followed. at least im not alone yay. then i bought the BK kids meal. i can never finish those proper BK meals costing $6 and above, way too much for me. then i rejected the stupid toy that they gave me. bleh.

then i had the mood to waste $ that day. so after eating at BK, i went up a floor higher to buy a single scoop of icecream at this icecream place. $2.80 per scoop. shit price. it was ok la, nothing that special.. this type of ice cream doesnt seem so rare anymore, they have branches all over the heartlands already, since most of this came from town area. hmm, i was deciding whether i wanna work there at the outlet in CP if i got confirmation that i got into my school of choice. seems kinda fun. but it wont be fun if they required me to take a vaccination before i could work there. im afraid of needles. i hate injections. then we went back to the sengkang interchange, and i dripped icecream on my own bag. -_-

then i littered the interchange before going back. by 6pm, i'm back on the bus going home. another chapter closing. that was a quick day. fast forward a day later. friday, 30th march 2006. jbean's birthday!
i woke up abruptly from sleep. i was annoyed by the beeping of my cellphone. i have 2 unread smses. one of them from a friend i know, and another from an asshole who wants to buy an xbox game from me which i sold like almost a week ago. i forgot to edit my post in the ad. this idiot quoted me for $35. die, cheapskates. then later during the day, after the usual stuff, i went back to compass point, and tried out the new hot dog eatery. im eating there as a loner this time. the food there isnt bad... i think im gona eat there again next week. it saves me quite a reasonable amount of cash too. $4.50 for a set meal. hotdog + mash potato + drink. it was quite filling for me. i was like the only soul eating there at the table. soo lonely... then after i ate, i went down to the 360 booths. there was a retarded kid hogging the doa4 set. he was wearing biking gloves. i think his screws up there have all came off already. he's a nut. there were like 5 kids fighting over who's gonna play next. so i dont bother waiting for a chance to play and left. btw, i saw some of my juniors playing at the 360 booths too. sec4s. i never recognise anyone from my sch anyway, except for only less than 10 ppl, wait, less than 5 ppl. i dont have much friends in school. especially juniors. i still have contacts of my ex classmates on msn, but i dont really have a strong bond with them unlike some other people who graduated, they still have like class outings and chalets. so fun. i dunno la, maybe they had, but never invited me. -_-

anyway i dont fancy much chalets... if my class had one anyway, we're all guys, so it's gona be one gay event. 20+ guys in a chalet. i'll feel so gay. somemore i've been in an allguy environment for 11 years. surprisingly i dont end up at IMH.

i feel that i need a haircut again. my last haircut was about a month back. almost. my hair now seems pretty stubborn, some lengths are uneven, and its getting thicker, too thick = stuffy. especially that singapore has an extremely hot weather. i really wanna a special perm that the hairstylist recommended me, but i feel that the place that i frequently patronise to have my haircuts are slowly slicing my neck with a bluntknife as they are really bleeding me of cash. i've spent like $165 on just 3 sessions there. and my perm which i wanted would cost $120. it's not a full head perm, just the middle. it's nice la. i have the money... but i dont intend to spend it so quickly.... it hurts to see $120 fly away from my wallet like that. it's almost 330am now. i just cant sleep. again. i seem to get bored of BEN&JERRY's icecream already. i just bought some new flavour just now at NTUC. and now i kinda got sick of its taste. now im regularly drinking orange juice and green peach tea. i just love fruits and fruit juices la. talking about food, maybe tomorrow i'll head down to carrefour to search for cheese hotdogs, those frozen type. to satisfy my midnight snacking cravings. i seem to have lots of small meals in the middle of the night. and i realised i drink a lot more than i actually eat. recently i finished a 1.89litre carton of orange juice and a 1.5liter bottle of green peach tea in 2 consecutive days. i drink a hell lot. and i go to the loo to piss every 2 mins. -_-

i should stop that haha. anyways, i cant wait for tomorrow. finally. a saturday! i love saturdays. alright im off to shower. nites.

Purple Rose;
10:28 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

here's one late late late late late night entry. coming in at 330am. my computer is seriously getting more and more retarded. just now it switched off by itself wtf? then i couldnt turn it on again. then i panicked. no computer?! i'll die!! then i calmed down, i plugged out the cable from the socket and plugged it back in later after 5mins. and wala, it works again, back to normal. then dad came back, and invited me to go eat at some coffee shop nearby. first time my father ever wanted to spend time with his son. i regretted eating at that coffee shop. the food was greasy like petrol. my computer is lagging like a bitch now. i hate you piece of junk.

as you can see in my previous few entries. my posts are getting shorter and shorter. thats because im getting lazier and lazier. and im posting now, my computer takes about 1second to process what i type out. that means, i typed out one entire sentence out, the words wont appear until about some time later. argh. piece of shit. i just hope you dont die on me one more time. urgh. my computer's having this foul burning smell emitting from the back of my pc.i think something's burning inside. nvm, think it's time i gave my computer a little rest after finishing this entry.

anyways, 2 days ago, which was a sunday, i was sleeping like a piece of plywood on a lazy sunday afternoon. not until i received jbean's sms. and yes! i finally got something to do for the day! so i rushed down to somerset immediately after i showered. lol and coincidentally, the both of us were wearing the same colored shirts. purple! fuck you assholes who think that purple is a gay color. then we proceeded down to cineleisure, i havent eaten anything for the entire day yet so i decided to settle for Yoshinoya...and i regretted later -_-

the food was like...it lost its kick. so i felt like i was just eating a bowl of plain rice + salt. the only thing that tasted better was the Miso Soup. after that we went to ogle at apple products at the apple center upstairs. i love the giant tv! and jbean likes the chair. it was damn nice la. apple products nevre fail to impress me. they look so sleek and sexy. after that we went out straight to level 9 to where our theatre was. i bought popcorn and a drink at a cuttroat price. well, all cinema snacks have horrible pricetags anyway. then we were late for the movie. the movie had already started when we went in. and worst, our seats that we were supposed to be sitting in were taken by a stupid couple. so we just occupied the last 2 empty seats of the row.

then later halfway throughtout themovie, not halfway la, about sometime after we settled, these 2 other ppl came to our seats, then i realised that we may besitting in their seats lol. then it was damn embarassing lah. one of the staff later came to us and asked for our tickets and i explained to him that our seat was taken then i presumed that he doesnt wanna ruin our show so he closed one eye. yeah and btw, the threatre was icy cold! jbean was freezing too. i should have brought maybe my long sleeved shirt along. urgh nvm. the movie was great anyway. yours mine and ours. wait, is that correct? or is it yours, ours and mine? nvm i always get mixed up with these kinda titles.

then we went home straight after that. i sent jbean off atthe interchange, while i didnt feel like going home so quickly, i just loitered around compass point for a while before going off. im not used to going back so early.....

fast forward 1 day. monday. i came back from my usual classes. i reached home at an unpleasant time of 530pm. i had to meet a potential buyr of my xbox game later at punggol plazaza. and one thing, i have no idea how to go there. so i decided to call munir for directions and we ended up meeting and going there. then i met the dude, at first he gave me minor heart attack. he thought i wanted to trade with him the game, then i was like NO. i'm SELLING this. iwant my $50. then i was relieved, he bought it from me in the end. he happen to have mixed me up with another guy. lol. transaction closed. then munir begged caroline to come down to accompany us to eat at RP below. his begging worked. we ate and tok kok at kfc. and i hate kfc. but no choice anyway, im hungry! then munir left us abruptly later. asshole! and i thought he was just joking. so i just talked to caroline for awhile before she sent me off the lrt station. it was my first time taking this lrt alone but thank god i didnt alight at any weird stops or whatever.

my god. just tis really short entry took me about 1hour already. and i havent showered yet. i predict that its gonnarain tmr. i'm gonna wear long sleeve! i'll be goddamn suay if the sun comes up with full force tomorrow. then everyone would stare at me like as if im an outkast. an idiot wearing long sleeved shirt on a blistering hot day. now im kinda pissed. i got a fucking bad cold. been sneezing like crazy for the past 3-4 hours or so. thanks to the aircon. i been listening to kelly clarkson's because of you for this entire night, i just love that song. it grew on me. haha now i just dont wanna lsisten to anything else except for that song.

Heaven, where is my angel? i wondering what she's doing now. i guess she must be sleeping tight now. and preparing for school later once she wakes up at around 6 plus. you are sweet and cute.

jbean's birthday is coming. should i? haha argh nvm. my tissue box is all used up. no, im not crying. im blowing my nose off.

3 more days.

im in need of a good warm shower now. byeee!

Purple Rose;
11:19 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

arh. ever since i got that new xbox 360. it has taken over my nightlife. but the special thing for tonight is, i'm not playing it. man, it's addictive. for 2 nights in a row, i've been playing that console till 5am, and getting to bed at 6am, and waking up later at 11am, to prepare for classes. argh i'm so damn tired when i get out of bed. not only just playing till wee hours of the morning, for yesterday, i played till i forgot that the last time i took a bath was yesterday morning at 1130am. -_-

i even forgot to have my regular meals. the only 2 meals i had for yesterday was a kfc meal and a cup of instant noodles. the kfc meal was taken at about 4pm, and the other one was at 11pm. even though i had a terrible headache, i couldnt take my eyes off the television set. that's how a console could ruin a guy's life. but now, i have CONTROL. so i hereby declare that later tonight would be a game-less night.

well. today, i woke up early, and i feel happy. no, im not crazy. im happy because i have found a customer who's willing to buy my old xbox from me. and he suggests to meet at compass point, how convenient is that? well, i decided to meet him at 1pm today. and i was late. i was making up my hair in front of my room mirror and the clock was staring at me, it was about 120pm. lol. i can never be early. then my father pissed me off, he rebuked me for a small matter, so when he went to shower, i got my revenge. i went to his room. opened his wallet, and took out 3 crisp $10 notes. lol. i'm so bad. then i left, in a cab, on the way to compass point. and it turned out that the guy who was smsing me the day earlier, was just helping a friend to find used xboxes, and that dude works at cyberactive computer, some pc shop on the 3rd floor. he examined the contents in the box, and then later handed me $100 in cold hard cash. i'm a hundred dollars richer now yeah! i just love money. well, who doesnt? but i gotta have self-control yet again. i still remember the time my mom went to retrieve my pay check for my first job last december. my pay amounted to $1015. i was thinking, wow a thousand bucks?! i thought thats a really huge amount for a student like me, and thought it would be really hard to finish. i was wrong. on just food, i spent almost $80 weekly, on just a certain type of food. home delivered, pizzas that is. within 2 months, my bank account had been reduced to less than half.

im no longer feeling rich again after that. and resumed my normal life as a budget spender. usually in the past, when i was a thousand bucks richer, i would eat out at restaurants, whenever i was out with friends. those costing about $20 per set meal, no desserts yet. to me, $50 was a small amount last time, i fished out $50 notes from the atm machine and they vanish mysteriously within 1/2 hr. haha.

i just had a hard time completing my japanese homework just now. i didnt friggin practise that language in 6 days, and i was really confused. just didnt know that i could forget a ton of important stuff in 6 days. now i realise the importance of practising.

today sucked. i finished music class and there was nothing much to do, except for having my lunch and after that i'll be heading straight back home. i seem to get sick of the food im eating everyday. the pizza bun that i was having today seemed to taste like shit. and i got a feeling that i've got cheated today, the same lady took my order, and she charged me like almost $7 for my meal. wtf. why the sudden jack in pricing? all i ordered was a pizza bun, some kaya toast and a drink of icemilo. the last time i ordered that, it costed like only $5. maybe the woman was having her revenge on me. last time she charged me only $3 for the same meal lol. maybe that day was her first day at work. dont think i'll eat there in a while. maybe i'll go for pastamania next week. but it feels idiotic. sitting in pastamania @ funan, all alone. nah, i'm very used to having meals alone outside. last year when i was still back in sec sch, i would always rush back home after the final period of the day, and immediately went to eat at either mac or kfc at hougang point, the mall nearest to my place anyway. sian.

i've been eating almost fast food everyday. KFC KFC KFC. Mac Mac Mac. Pizza Pizza Pizza. what else could i try?! i hate eating the same damn food everyday. well, for saturdays, which is tmr, is slightly different. i'll eat overpriced pratas at orchard. but thats finally something different anyway. it tastes great but its not worth the amount im paying. $2.50 per prata is ridiculous. thats the usual place i always have my meal at after japanese class every saturday. it used to be a chicken rice stall in far east. hmm. talking about that chicken rice stall. there's this chicken rice stall on the 3rd floor of far east plaza, really good chicken rice. maybe i'll eat there tmr. provided i have the craving.

well, a few days back, i reluctantly went for a job interview with a friend. obviously, i screwed things up during the interview. our job was to promote the IT(mostly) products that the company had. then this guy came in the room, he was asking us questions. like ask us what mp3 we favour and bla bla. and i knew it, he was in charge mp3 players. Creative mp3 players, to be exact. then he asked me what mp3 did i have, i said ipod mini. and his reply was sarcastic. it was so obvious that he was against apple products. then he bombarded us with questions, like he was pretending to be a customer who's gona choose an mp3 player to buy, and needs suggestions from us. i dunno whats gotten into me, i screwed this part up. and i didnt get chosen to promote mp3s, first reason, because im an apple fan. and my friend got chosen as he owned a creative mp3 player himself, but i sense that that guy is being bias as during the questioning part, he gave way dumber answers than me. for e.g. he said that creative products were china made, so people thought that being china-made would mean low quality. then he pressurized us and asked what about Apple's products, they're china made too. and my friend, gave a really stupid answer here.

friend : what? i tot Apple products all made in japan one?
interviewer: ...(i presume he was thinking that my friend has a small brain)

since WHEN was apple japanese? lol. the big A, even my 6 year old neighbour know's that it's an american product. then we filled up the forms, standard procedure. and he said he'll call us to get to know we're in. i dont wanna work. anyway i dont think i'll be hired anyway. i have a problem with the working hours. they require me to work on weekends, im not free on saturday. soo.. i highly doubt that i'll get hired. then we left the building and we walked 745kilometres. it was my stupid idea la haha. he wanted to get his hair done at funan mall's kimage. we were at sim lim square, which is around Little India. and our destination is in City Hall, and i decided to walk all the way there. we walked and walked and walked. and sooner, we saw SMU, and i knew that dhoby ghaut was nearby, then we came to this big turn and we moved forward, then i see a building which looked familiar.. we walked closer.... and closer...... we're reaching city hall yeah! when we turned around the bend, we are back in front of sim lim square again.

-_-

how annoying is that?! when u thought u had walked a really really long distance, you go back to square one.

my friend became insane for about 1 minute and 4 seconds. then he was normal again. this time. i led again. we decided to walk still... and THIS TIME, im leading with both my eyes open. this time nothing cocked up. haha we reached bugis after 49hours of walking. since city hall is around the area, i decided to walk somemore but my friend disagreed and we rushed for the mrt instead. we were like panting in the mrt. walk so bloody long. now only one stop more and we finally reached. then the next stop came, we came out of the mrt, and we ended up at Lavender.
yes, lavender. we took the wrong side of the mrt. my friend was about to go insane again but luckily the mrt arrived before he could lose his mind. then we met munir, on the dot. we went through hell just to get to city hall.

then he went to get his hair done. munir and i went to immense ours in the world of I.T.
hahahh his hair now damn damn damn damn damn short when we saw him later. and immediately after that we embarked on a taxi journey on our quest to eat prata at singapore's so called, no.1 prata stall. we took the cab cuz we wanted to save time, plus we're all lazy to walk to the mrt station. and instead, the cab was stuck in a horrible jam. i kept staring at the cab fare meter. i wish i got the power to jam it lol. then the whole cab journey would only cost $2.40 lol. if that really happened i bet the taxi driver would commit suicide after dropping us off.

the sky was already dark. i think it should be around 8pm when we started ordering our food. i think the standards have dropped. their pratas arent really that satisfying. my 2 pratas that i ordered were so puny-sized. i was still dammn hungry after i finished my prata. lucky there's a free side of mutton haha. i cant believe that plate of mutton is going for $6. i didnt pay for it, but anyway i feel that their stuff there is highly overpriced. they have really bizarre prata inventions. like the chocolate and strawberry prata. wtf?! i dont like the idea of oily prata getting mixed with chocolate. and there's icecream prata too, how weird, going for $5.90 each! omg. no wonder we were the only customers there.

it's 130am now. i havent showered since i got back just now at 7pm. oh! forgot to mention that compass point now has some new event in the heart of the mall, promoting flat screen TVs and also, the XBOX 360! there are 3 sets there on display, i hogged the DOA4 booth. wait. i didnt hog the booth, some kids hogged it. i waited like 45 minutes to get a chance to play. after 4 toilet breaks. i came back, this kid just lost a match, then he left, then just before im about to step forward, a kid just zoomed past me and there, he hogs the set now.

> : (

but im lucky, the kid's mom scolded him like crazy then he couldnt play and his mother dragged him back home. lol. i wana sleep immediately after i shower later. but i dont think i can sleep. my body clock is already fucked. my body is designed to feel sleepy after 5am now. forcing wouldnt work, and it would only make the matter worse. i havent tried alternative methods like reading a boring book. i dunno wheere all my novels have gone to. my mom bought me this horror novel by stephen king about 5 years ago. and till now, the longest i've read was only to page 2. lol i take 5 years to read 2 pages.

maybe i could just play my xbox360 for a while... 5 minutes would hurt...noooo. i kanot do that. 5 minutes would turn to 5 hours. haha. i still have about 2 slices of my birthday cake left. i duno.. maybe now its gone. i have a sudden craving for cake now. i just finished my tub of Ben&Jerry's IceCream yesterday. im really sad. when eating that icecream, i feel so high, im drowned in the great taste... it feels.... nothing could describe the feeling when eating B&Js. maybe better than sex lol. argh. i feel like a caveman now. i'm gona shower now. bye!

Purple Rose;
8:15 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

hello. today was a GREAT day. actually yesterday. since it was my bird-day. i was supposed to meet mom, at 1230pm, and i misheard and thought it was 130pm. then my mother kept calling me like hell at 1250pm, asking me where the hell i was. i was scared that she'll explode in anger over the phone if i told her i was still home, soooo i lied. i said im reaching already, in the MRT. so i faster rushed bullet train style to the road, and the road had no taxis in sight -_-

then i got really really impatient and leaped over to the other side of the road. instead, just as i left the lane, an empty taxi went past me. fuck. then i waited like another 7 minutes. then i saw an empty cab heading my way. I flagged like a madman. then some fucker stole my cab about 5 metres away. i was boiling inside. then luckily the next cab came around 2 minutes later. the asshole cabby took his own sweet time to drive me to city hall. i said im in a HURRY. he gave the weather as an excuse. stupid man. the drizzling has already ceased.

then my mom was already losing her cool. i reached the IT mall finally! at 120pm, then we went to POLARPUFFS&CAKES. i choose the white cake, because white looks so graceful. my previous few cakes were all dark colored. something different for a change. then my mom told me to collect something at e2000 later after my music class. i cant fucking believe my ears. i got an xbox 360! bundled with my favourite game. dead or alive 4. awesome shit.

i had music classes about an hour later, my teacher was wondering why the hell im bringing a cake. then i told her it was my birthday. and she gave me an ang pao. which contained $12 inside. great. that was my cab fee earlier. so ya, the cab ride was free for me today then. i collected my xbox360 set from the shoppe and went off to meet munir at compasspoint. and man, the xbox360 box may look small, but it weighs like 89kg. perfect training for NS. my arms were all sore. especially the part where i had to switch trains from dhoby ghaut to NEL. i had to walk a marathon to reach the NEL side. the most annoying thing in my plastic bag was the umbrella. yes, the UMBRELLA. it came as a free "gift" from e2000 when my mom purchased my console. more like they had too many umbrellas in their shop. so they did tat to piss me off and add it as a gift.

i kept changing the way i held the plastic bag. at first i just held it by it's handles. those 2 holes where ur fingers are supposed to grasp yea. then i couldnt take it anymore and switched to another position. i carried the plastic bag the way a person would carry a box. and with the umbrella inside, it kept blocking my way when i was walking or somethings knock against my head.

> : (

and then........ i finally reached compass point. i;'m relieved when i found a chair to put my bag of goodies on. thank god munir wasnt late. then i had my very first meal of the day at KFC, at 5pm.
yes, i was too excited about my presents until i can even forget about eating. a KFC treat on my birthday. seems weird. but a treat is a treat. and later went arcade to play house of the dead 4.
great shooting fun and munir's accuracy was horrendous duh. and i thought i sucked. when i was walking back home after i alighted from the bustop, i dropped my frigging cake on the damn floor. argh!!!!!! my heart sank. my beautiful cake.... i went back to check on it, it was smashed, but not as horrible as i expected. lucky me.

after that we went our separate ways, and of course i couldnt wait to plug in my new console and start playing. shant elaborate about the playing part of course. all i can say is. i love it and i love my mom.

my mom came back sooner and she was like "wtf happened to ur cake?" when she took out the cake out of the refrigerator. haha. it wasnt that bad la. then she lighted the candles. and i cut the cake.

here's a pic of the cake when before i blew out the candles. there were supposed to be 18 candles. but the candles wouldnt stand upright. so that pissed me off like hell. so i just put a few.

here's me cutting the cake. i hate taking much photos. so i decided to get decapitated in this pic.

it's like 430am now. you should know, the bad insomnia i have. anyways, no music classes tomorrow! i'm free to sleep till late. chron called me out for a job interview tmr with him. i'm reluctant to go.... i have no interest to work now, especially around this time. when i'm rushing through my music theory lessons. and i'm not free almost everyday. and yea, tomorrow's gona be Prata Day for me, that is, if munir isnt grounded by his parents. i havent eaten a prata in weeks. i was eating ben&jerry's icecream just now while blogging at the same time. pig huh? hahah, icecream melts real quick. i left it idle for about 5 minutes, and it's watery as hell. so i threw it back into the freezer.

i'd like to thank everyone for wishing me a happy birthday yesterday. especially those who went the extra mile to either sms or call me, like weiwen, a call all the wayy from taiwan at 630am.
munir, and caroline, by sms.my sis and lastly my mom. my dad NEVER wished me a happy birthday.

> : (

ooh. i miss my birthday : (
i feels so good on ur own birthday. how i wished my birthday could be everyday. haha. wtf.

i've been working on an guitar instrumental original like yeesterday. i wish i could complete it quickly. it would be my first ever original. i just hope laziness doesnt take over me again. especially if i composed half of it, then i went to do something else, and i'll forget about it totally later. alright. i feel a little tired. i'm crash for the night. goodbye.

Purple Rose;
11:46 AM

Monday, March 20, 2006

another bitchy day again. i dont think i'll blog that much today. just gonna talk about the little stuff that happened today, a little crapping and i'll close the entry. i slept at 5am the previous night, nothing new, i was tired when i woke upp this morning. the alarm clock pissed me off when it blasted music to wake me up. i just set it to snooze. i set the alarm clock at 1145am, and i wanted to rest until at least 1215pm. so i rested... for a while and that " a while" turned out to be damn long. and it was soon 1230pm when i opened my eyes again. shit. i think i'm gonna be late again. so i did the standard stuff and left my house at 110pm. i didnt style my hair well, and i guess it looked like shit today.

i was late again. this time it was not as bad as other days la. my class starts at 2pm sharp. the previous times i walked into class at 220pm. teacher was annoyed. today she was kinda in a good mood so i was alright. so i finished class at 330pm and went to funan mall for my lunch and ate at the very usual "ulu" snack parlour called "Pick&Bite" and the aunty was smart today.
damn. no more extra side orders for free.

: (

the only reason why i ate there was because it had quite a variety of food to choose from. and in a very "ya kun kaya toast" type of environment. it was like a mix of ya kun kaya toast + old chang kee as there was a section for fishballs, carrot cakes and bla bla. and also toast + coffee.
then after im done with eating, i just went up to challenger to hog the 360 sets. then i saw a familiar friend. joel. he was playing crappy NBA on 360. i hate basketball. and finally! im not alone anymore. so i kinda followed him around city hall area for the next 2 hours of so.

then i had a nightmare for a split second when i noticed a girl walking with a guy from afar in peninsular shopping center. a red haired girl. she looked at me. then she smiled. then i remembered her.. she's my ex girlfriend. oh no. so i smiled sheepishly back at her. how awkward. lol i cant stop this.. word vomit... noooo! she has slightly fatter legs now. hahah. i feel so bad. i just loaded my bag with a shitload of xbox360 brochures today. now they're all over my room door. and it got my mom irritated hahah. this is not over yet. i'm gona paste one on her own room door when she sleeps later. so thats the first thing she'll look at in the next morning haha. i highly doubt she'll get for me that anyway, but it's all done just for the fun of it.

i'm playing with your nice shoulder-length hair. i kiss you on the cheek. you smile back at me. i held your hand, you grasped my hand so tightly, so affectionate. our love is strong. we look at each other in the eyes. you are so cute. nothing could come in between us. no matter how many cuter guys out there, you would only have your eyes on me, only me. your arms around my waist, mine around yours. you close your eyes... and your head moved forward. i did the same, as our lips were about to touch... suddenly... YOU SLAP ME HARD!!

wtf i'm dreaming again. it's those stupid dreams again. nightmares actually. the really weird thing is that girl in my dream looks very similar to someone i know in real life. is this fated? no, fucking bullshit of course duh. it's really near. i'm about 2 hours away from turning 18. i feel so old. more doors open for me, like the ability to get a driving license, buying alcohol legally, watching M18 movies and so on. i havent grown physically, at all. i wanna build up some muscles. but i guess i'm too lazy to do that. most of the time, i'll be out, slacking after classes, and when i get back home, i'll be chatting online, and later, i'll be speeding through my homework and then i'll be jumping into bed, and yes, the day is wrapped up. how boring. i've neglected my darling(guitar) for one week. i wanted to pick you up later, but i just feel so lazy... the wirings on the floor and on the table are giving me headaches. i want my birthday cake. i'm craving it for it now. the sweet taste of cream, chocolate, bah, everything is nice. i havent chosen my cake yet.

just now i asked my mom.

"hey, what day is it tomorrow???"
mom: tuesday.
"cmon, not any ordinarily tuesday."
mom: er. whats so special about that day.
"..."
"i know you're doing this on purpose"

well, one thing i know is, i dont really like my own birthday to be such a joyous occasion. like, i hate throwing such a BIG birthday bash. it's like so... unlikely of me and i'll feel really weird. i dont care much for presents. just a simple, honest, directly from the heart, "happy birthday!"
would do good. i'll be satisfied just hearing those. of course, no birthday for me is complete without a birthday cake haha. i always had a bad idea of buying a really big or expensive cake. and since i dont throw parties, all this cake would be shared like among 3 or 4 people. and most of the time my parents arent home. so this cake would be rotting in the fridge. i'll gladly give out some slices to friends. if they want. lastly, i'm looking forward for my re-test at Lasalle this coming early may, i hope to pass it well, confidently, and therefore, proudly declare myself a Lasalle student. it has always been my passion, to study music. secondly, i like food too, not just eating, i wanna be a great cook. so that i can cook for my girlfriend in future. lol i should stop dreaming.

argh. all's said for today. good bye.

Purple Rose;
4:57 AM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i was dead tired just now, i fell asleep on the couch while watching tv with my dad. anyways, i had my birthday dinner today, with both my parents at some seafood family restaurant. the food was ok la nothing really special, the main dish i was eager to eat was the highly worshipped, lobster. then my dad, being a cheapskate, bought baby lobster instead. -_-

ok. then the baby lobster took 17 years to arrive to our table. it looked more like a prawn. i found its size to be quite okay. not until i asked my mom to peel off its shell for me to indulge. all i get is a tiny piece of flesh. i'm pissed. but the other food made up for it's horrible quantity. overall it was not a very memorable dinner experience. pretty similar to my dinner treat to my parents last year at some unknown restaurant in the heartlands, minus the baby lobsters.

rewinding back, i was late for japanese class today. 10 minutes. i'm always so unlucky. i was rushing like a bullet train to the mrt station, when i got there, the doors were closing in on me. this happened to me for the whole entire damn week. i should learn to wake up earlier. japanese class was fun as usual and surprisingly i received a birthday card from watanabe sensei, my teacher, with comments from almost everyone in class. how sweet. i like the cute characters that she drew in my card. everyone was nice la, except for the other 2 people who didnt write in it.

> : (

actually 3 people, but i could excuse the last person, as the comments were written during break time, i was as usual, the first guy to blast off to the toilet as my bladder is microscopic. and the last guy went to the toilet too. then when he returned, the card was on his table and he had no idea what he was supposed to do. haha. class ended and i met munir. jerk has got a curfew as usual -_-

i wanted to watch V for Vendetta at cine, but the times were horrible so we skipped that. anyway, it was so late, about 5pm, and even if we had a movie to watch at 5 plus, the movie would end way past his curfew and he'll get caned by his parents when he gets back. haha.

went to X-square and had LOTS of fun : D
before i knew it, we were back in sengkang mrt sooner later. how boring. i went back just in time to go for dinner. 2 days ago, i saw a familiar face going up the same escalator in the MRT station. ooh i knew that guy. so after music classes, we went to hog the xbox 360 sets up there at Challenger, Funan Mall. i love DOA4. i met a very formidable opponent later, he was good yeah, i bet he sure had a 360 set at home. then later, we made an impromptu decision to go to queensway. lol wtf, it was like 7++ in the evening. we went there and ogled at IKEA products. it was so fucking nice. the perfect home furnishing solution. all i need is the big M. money money money. the beds were gorgeous. i want a new bed!!! a new carpet too... aiyah. i just need a makeover for my entire room la. i was bored yesterday so i took some pics of my room. i'm gonna put them up later. i guess everyone would agree that my room would look awfully dull. white walls... crammed space, horrible mess of wires on the floor. ugly carpet. ugly curtains. everything is ugly. even my blog's background. my eyes hurt whenever i visit my own blog. thats why i'm putting up pictures of food to relieve my eyes. like example this one here.

and also, not just food all the time. maybe something that could relax my mind... so i wont go crazy just looking at my blog's background. lets have a look at an exotic flower.

alright. that was refreshing to look at. here's the pics of my room i've been talking about earlier.
first off, let's start with a view of room when you just came through the door.

and here's a view of whats not visible in the first pic, on the right, which is my horrendous "study" desk.

lastly, i'll post some random pics that i took out of boredom, like my mom's envelope with her birthday card inside. it's damn blur though. blame it on my phone's lousy camera.

here's a random pic of my bed, plus a halloween costume which i seldom used.

thats about it. no more photos. my body system is pretty weird. sometimes after i just came back from goin out, i'll be dead tired, then after i took a bath, the sleepyness just disappears like magic. magic. yes. and i get hungry pretty quick again even after a really heavy meal. i often snack at night, snacking is sinful. all those tortilla chips. anyway i'm pretty quite happy for myself for this week, even though i've been late like hell for music classes everyday, i've saved up a reasonable amount of money. great. i've reminded myself of that, money. must control myself.... no spending... i dont know whether i wanna go out tomorrow. well, nobody asked me out. perhaps i'll just be a nerd and study music theory at home. but my legs feel itchy. i've been going out for the whole entire damn week, almost. i cant stand staying at home sometimes, with nothing to do. hahah.ooh i forgot to mention this earlier. the last time i went IKEA, i bought a new cushion pillow, and it's green : D

welcome to the big pillow family.

i'm too used to sleeping in a bed full of fricking pillows. thats y i always hated camps. my first camp i had in secondary one last time was a living hell. not the activities, but the sleep time. i slept in an awful, stuffy, dirty, yucky, tent!!! i just couldnt sleep. it was so different from my sleeping environment at home. with a nice bed and AIRCON.

lol talking about camps, i can remember well my sec3 camp, even though i hated it at first, later we had some cheeky fun on the second night of camp. i HATED the camp like hell at first, because it was a very BAD idea for them to break up students, like im not gonna be with my classmates, it was their "great" idea for the sec3s to socialize and make new friends. frankly , i hate everyone in my group. i never talked to any of them. stupid guys. then came the second night. we were all so dead hungry. i sneaked over to another bunk, a different group's with my friends in it and we planned to sneak out of school to buy snacks from 7 eleven and sneak back to the bunk, ninja style, stealthy. it was damn fun la. there were the 3 of us. we got past the security guard first, that idiot was not paying attention to the exit gates. we slided underneath the gates as they were locked. i bet he cant see us either as it was dark. but we forgot we were weearing bright YELLOW shirts. then we skipped like schoolgirls over to 7 eleven. bought the snacks, chips, pepsi, blabla. then we didnt notice that our movements were monitered by the head instructor of the camp, over at the coffee shop across the road. then he called out to us.
"YOU GUYS STOP RIGHT THERE"

we were frozen in our tracks. then he lectured us, and walked with us back to our bunks and confiscated our snacks. and he dealt with us the next day, our punishments was severe. 60 pushups!!! our 15 year old bodies were took weak at that time. i went home from camp with really sore arms. it was a really fun experience though. we were almost there...... maybe we should not be wearing those camp shirts in the first place. how stupid were we lol. argh. i guess i need to shower now. i wanna force myself to sleep. nitey nite.

Purple Rose;
10:23 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

argh!!!! insomnia reared its ugly head again. drinking milk doesnt help. my stomach is growling in hunger. i found tomato flavoured twisties in my refrigerator. and it tastes weird. the last meal i had was sinful, from old chang kee, i bought $4.60 worth of shit there. and after i ate, i immediately had diarhorrea. so unlucky. now it's 240am in the friggin morning. i need... to... sleeep... well, the day before, i went to starbucks for munir's treat. yeah, free drink! and met his friends, caroline,jellybean and kathy.. oh... nothing... i was on anti-social mode that day, kinda. i hate that feeling. the oreos cheesecake was sweet. the vanilla frapuccino was sweeter. plain water was tasteless. i ordered this weird chocolate thing, i forgot it's name and it tastes ridiculously sweet. everything is sweet la, except plain water. yeah, it was kinda great chilling out at starbucks until munir had his curfew. how sad. after starbucks, the day was wrapped up. this has gotta be one of the shortest times i went out. usually the average amount of time i would spend outside would be about 5 hours. this time it's only slightly more than 2 hours. boring boring! i was expecting to hang out a little longer. going home so quickly feels like im a 13 year old with a curfew.

how much i hate insomnia. especially when im having something on the next day whcih requires me to wake up earlier than normal. i'm planning to finish blogging by3am, i have about 15 minutes left to blog. this time there is no more spaceship hovering and making catcalls in the middle of the night. all i have is a chilly room with a nice comfy bed + subzero temperature. my feet are now partially frozen yet again. yesterday, my attempts to sleep were in vain even though the spaceship was MIA for about 2 hours. even though i put one a pair of socks, my fee were still cold as dry ice, maybe i should try wearing 6 pairs of socks at once. but it'll be a big waste and my mom will scream at me the next morning. all because of the subzero temperatures. i dare not meddle with my aircon remote as once i tried to turn up the temperature and in the end i was sweating the entire night out, my once chilly room had turned into a sauna. picture the difference. holy mom, today is my mom's birthday. i havent gotten her a present yet... nevermind... tmr i'll be out at town after my music classes anyway, i'll see what i can get. rose? nah, thats more a cliched valentine's day gift. dress from topshop, wheres the money? argh, i'll just browse around the shops tomorrow, as a loner. hopefully my ipod could last.

my sister sent me a birthday card, all the way air flown from adelaide, australia. thats her usual gift she nevre fails to give me every year. i feel bad, i didnt get her anything for her birthday last december. i'm a bad brother : ( i'll get her something this year, her birthday is still a long way to go anyway.

my computer is now pissing the shit outta me. there's some siren-like sound emitting from the back of my cpu. i feel that it may have something to do with the interior parts overheating... or else why would a computer start making stupid noises for no apparent reason. or maybe aliens are trying to communicate with me, using their technology. haha wtf am i saying.

my god. it's a minute past 3am now. i have went past my limit.i dont feel like stopping that fast yet... maybe i'll rag on for a little more before i decide to dive into bed. what is the date today.... oh 16 march 2006. san gatsu ju roku nichi desu! haha testing my japanese for a while. shit. i forgot all about my japanese homework. better drill through the papers tomorrow. i realised i never had breakfast for months, ever since i graduated from shitty secondary school. usually in the schooling days, mom would prepare some kaya toast for me in the morning alongside with a cold glass of milk. it was already good enough for me the start the school day fresh, energetic, but with a I-Hate-School mindset. stepping through the gates of hell(my school gates) would change my expression immediately into a frown. and i'll be frowning throughout the entire first half of the school curriculum, until RING! recess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i chiong down to the school canteen gancheong style to be first in the queue. talk about kiasuism. i will do that everyday, unless i have no mood to eat, or i'm saving money, then i'll have light snacks such as mini pizza slices at the snack stall. the snacks there were darn good, but i never realised how much fucking money i wasted just on snacks. you see, a slice of pizza, which is DAMN small, costs $1. i bought one, hoping to fill up my stomach a little, then instead, i got a bigger craving for it, and i went back to the stall and bought 3 slices straight, which comes to be $4 in total expenditure just for the fukin snacks. then i'll be thirsty and i'll buy a drink from either the vending machine or the drinks stall which is another $1. total expenditure for the day, $5. half my goddamn allowance. it doesnt end there. after school, i'll be hungry again, i'll make my way to KFC and eat a popporn chicken meal, comign up to a bill of $4.75 . so? overall i save 25 cents for the day. my usual meal of rice + sides at the standard stall costs about $2, plus a drink which adds up to an expenditure of $3 daily.

i still have short flashbacks of the past when i was still in secondary school. the secondary one orientation where all the other guys my age were shrunk into puny nerds with spectacles and extremely neat hair. complete with the high pants. i wore extremely high shorts when i was in sec1. plus sporting a spikey hairstyle. yuck! timeline........

sec2, i was having fun in school, startin to get naughty but im still an angel in front of my teachers, result? mediocre results, still promoted to sec 3 express. wait, i got publicly caned in front of all the students by my ex vice principal, all because of my LOOSE pants. humiliated, it left me a deep emotional scar, which took very long to heal.

sec3 express. this year was the worst year in school for me. the year i had my first ever girlfriend, neglected studies, got disciplinary problems involving my hairlength and the end of the year was heartwrenching. i got dumped my gf and i failed the final year exam. i showed no emotion. i got downgraded to sec4 NORMAL ACADEMIC.

sec4 normal academic. i stepped into the class for the first time. all different faces, i never recognised anyone, the only people i recognised were the guys who dropped to normal like i did, we were anti-social. never spoke to any other dude. outcome, one of the best years in secondary school life, slacked pretty much, and studied to get some quality grades, we were more priviledged than the rest, we knew more stuff academically that others dont. got past N levels and secured to sec5 normal.

sec5 normal academic. this is by far, the BEST year in my life. we grew strong bonds among our new classmates, and we had fun skipping classes, all those trouble makers graduated as they did badly for their N levels, and we were left with a quiet, small class, very fun environment to study + play in. until the last few months of school, i had an issue with my closer friends, and that darkened my school life. now everything's all fine.

food attack again. images of food are attacking my mind now. help me!! get out of my head!!! i.. just.. cant get you outta my head.. boy your love is all i think about.. hahah wtf?!

i inspire to be a musican cum chef one day. how much i love food and music.
one more last dessert..... to drool about...........

i cant take it anymore! i'm going off to sleep. nites.

Purple Rose;
10:35 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

fuck. this is the earliest post ever, it's now 510am, i just woke up, not because im slept a lot, but because of some fucked up noise outside. sounds like a goddamn spaceship, i cant describe how it sounds like but it just fucking annoys me, destroying my beauty sleep. and now?! i cant get back to sleep. i've been making regular trips to the xbox 360 booths at funan mall these past 2 days. all i can say is, i've fallen for the xbox 360. i have been dreaming about it every night.

SGD$660. no money... : ( recently, there was some jerk caught jerking off in some library, and worst, he brought a bible along together with a bottle of lubricant wtf?! is he retarded or wat? common sense, males like us have a need to jerk off sometimes, and any regular male out a normal thinking brain could have jerked off in the privacy of his own bedroom, or in some extreme cases, the public toilet, but what about this idiot?! library wtf?! so i can conclude he may have some screws loose up there.

http://safiin.blogspot.com/2006/03/one-about-horniness.html http://safiin.blogspot.com/2006/03/one-about-horniness.html

also, the xbox360 booth at the IT show that day, there was this brown haired girl working there, promoting the console and just today, i happen to identify her by her forum nickname, and there was this fag who tried to hit on her, on the forums. the desperate singaporean male. anyway, she's currently the hottest thing on the forums as the latest female gamer. yeah, i know the girls would get all the attention these days as female gamers are a minority in my community. she's currently the best looking female gamer in our community, that we know of, at least. the xbox360 launch date is impending..

me : ma.... can i buy an xbox360....................... my bird day is next week lehsss.(haha that was annoying)
(reply i would expect)
mom: NO MONEY.
me: *keeps extremely quiet*

i calculated a 97.896% chance of my mom rejecting me when i gona pop up this question to her next week on my birthday. sigh. i just talked to my mom about it the previous night before i went to sleep. she said it was expensive. im gona start my own garage sale. i still remember keeping my old turntable in my storeroom, worth $1500 when bought new. and nobody is interested in it no mater how many times i posted up on eBay. maybe eBay sg just sucks. i was selling it at SGD$900. that's fine what, this turntable and mixer pair is in neart to mint condition, i played it for about 6 months, before i lost my interest after my mentally retarded cousin broke my needle. stupid kid. that's why i always hated kids. a total opposite of my sister. here's how the both of us would react if we see a bunch of toddlers playing at a playground.

sis: SO CUTE!!!!!! i wanna pinch his chubby cheeks!
me: *keeps quiet* (but actually, i feel like taking the kid up the 13th floor and throw him down)

haha. i was exaggerating. i just dont like kids. a fine example is the 6 year old next door. he is related to me, in the family and i HATE him. whenever i just return home, he would stare at me through the gate and call me a stupid idiot. actually it's my fault for teaching him all those words. upon getting humiliated by a 6 year old, my blood was boiling, but i kept my cool, i just ignored that brat. i was thinking of a perfect oppurtunity to get my revenge. and that soon came later, when that brat would be in my house, as an uninvited guest. my granny(nemesis) would come over here to have a chat with my mom and she would leave her house gate and mine, both ajar and that brat would make his way here. so upon reaching my doorstep, i carried him back to the other house and closed the main door on him. stay there,brat. for a 6 year old, he is still short and light as a feather. whenever i get into a brawl with him, my mom would always be against me, thinking im the one who started it. it only makes me more pissed.

i noticed something. that irritating noise that woke me up from my sleep is gone. i really wonder what the hell that was. the sound was coming from the direction of the mall below, maybe some machines malfunctioning. imagine i slid my curtains aside to have a look below, i see a spaceship hovering. fuck!!! that noise is BACK. just when i thought it was safe to get back to bed. time to invest in earplugs. i always thought that aliens were cool. maybe too much sci-fi movies. like Predator, Alien, War Of The Worlds. all of them rock. in real life, i think there is life beyond the stars. though many people have claimed that they saw UFOs, seeing humanoids, mostly sighted in the west, i think they might be telling the truth. they can show themselves to us no matter how ugly they might look, just no violence, i dont wanna see War Of The Worlds happening real time. even though it may sound cool. but people dying is not cool.

my room is so freaking chilly every night. thanks to the aircon. now it feels like the temperature is -58 degrees celsius. thank god my blankets are thick. my feet and hands are partially frozen now.... brrrr. air conditioning is still essential for me every night. i can never sleep without the air-conditioner on at night. seems weird. my afternoon naps are well ventilated by my ceiling fans and i can sleep tight. but this doesnt apply at night. maybe because i sleep in totally different positions in the afternoon and night. i'm weird.

any of you guys still remember this fast food chain back in the 1990s era? the sweet nostalgia.

the last ever A&W meal i had was at heartland mall. my favourites would be the curly fries, hot dog, root beer float and waffles. i just cant understand why a restaurant with good food could not make any business and therefore forced to close down. i have gathered a small group of dudes in a local forum to organise an A&W revival tour to malaysia, only for a day la, where we would relive the moments of eating food that's officially extinct on our tiny island. omg, just talking about that makes me hungry now. i'm craving for waffles with ice cream now!!!!!!!!

anyway my mom's birthday is tomorrow. i need presents for her. maybe something really nice that could change her mind about not buying me to xbox360. what could that be? my mom isnt a fan of expensive brands, she's a simple lady. a card is stupid. i've been giving her that for the past 2 years. i'll think of something. i seem to have a lot of things to do nowadays, ever since i had those new music theory classes. every night i would have to revise those shit over again, and at the same time i need to revise my japanese, it's getting harder. and term 3 is starting soon. i'm the last man standing. the only one who survived from lesson one till now without being absent at all. there was another guy too but he didnt make it, he didnt show up last week. enthusiasm slowly fades away for them. for me, i'm still passionate about it, i wana go all the way. i regret not practising sometimes, and i get tongue tied during lessons.

anyways, i havent eaten pizza in a while. maybe a trip to an italian restaurant would do good. just wait for april. my dad just went to bed. today he forgot to give me the $5 he promised yesterday night, so today, i took $15 from his wallet instead. haha. could have taken more but i have self control. greed is a sin. anyway i'm stealing so it's already a sin. it's close to 630 am now, wow i've been blogging for more than an hour. most students should have already woken up or showered by now and having breakfast. i'm hungry now, but there's nothing to eat. only a bag of tomato flavored twisties. cheers sucks. a "convenience" store they claim to be. only loaded with instant noodles and chips, where's meat when i need them. i'm a carnivore. meat makes me full. i wanna eat sirloin steak. i have a meal of kaya toast, 2 half boiled eggs and a cup of hot milo now. i can only dream. i can still remember the lambchop i ate during my graduation night last year, it's so fucking good that i went to grab a second plate just for lambchops.

i'm so tired. no food, a sub zero temperature and a laggy computer with a porn stash. i guess i'm gonna bury myself in the 3m thick blanket and get some sleep. night.

Purple Rose;
1:10 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

finally. it is time. i finally overcame my laziness. and i'm updating my cobweb-infested blog. firstly, lemme talk about the most recent things that happened. like, today, i went out with 2 forum dudes to the suntec IT show, AGAIN, heck i wanna see the IT gadgets and other hot stuff on promotion. the Xbox 360 is so fucking sexy. i want her. but hell no my mom isnt getting that for me. she is still in the process of recovering from the nightmarish time that she went out with me in search of my new guitar. i was a spendthrift bastard as usual today, i kept buying unnecessary stuff, like many drinks, fuck, i've spend like more than $10 on drinks just for today. the weather is like fucking sahara. the IT show didnt have much hot female promoters, maybe i saw only like one or two, mini skirt hotties. then the rest were pretty average. sigh, i had hope in the samsung promoters, but this time, there were no hotties, i remembered the last samsung booth at the WCG last year, the samsung girls were so hot, i liked their outfits. after hours of oogling at the sexy toys on display, we wandered around suntec and marina square to kill time, it was quite boring already, we went our separate ways at 6pm. i had intentions to visit W, but she wasnt answering my calls so i just headed straight to her place, so, thinking she might be asleep i decided to watch a movie alone at the mall close to her crib. i watched Date Movie, and it was a fuckign funny show. some parts were redundant though, like those parts werent that funny, while the other parts make me laugh until i cried in the cinema. just talking about it makes me think about the michael jackson parody in the movie hahah. he was potrayed as a pedophile for one scene, trying to lure a boy with a soft toy and dancing at the same time, then the boy's mom saw him and started attacking him. and he had his trademark "ow!" upon getting hit. seriously, fucking hilarious. fans of Scary Movie will absolutely love this show, since it's from the same creators. the movie ended and i pretty much enjoyed it, and it was already 845pm. i called W twice and she still didnt answer my calls, so i was about to head back, when she suddenly called me back. yes! then i went to her place and slacked, i was already 1/4 dead as i was starting to yawn, due to my 5 hour sleep the previous night. so, i wasnt good in bed : (

pretty much like a piece of plywood. only getting a mediocre orgasm in the end. thats bad. earlier i was at the arcade in West Mall, trying to kill some time, i saw this cute girl, she was with her little sister i assume playing some mini game at some machine, i observed her at a angle like a fox. she walked around a lot, then when i was gona start up a conversation on her, she was not the machine anymore, instead she was at another machine, and talking to this beng who is engrossed in his playing. tough luck. i thought she's only with her little sister. fuck. worst still, they both started getting closer to each other. omg. so i just left. i'm drinking a glass of cold milk now, but it tastes like shit. i'm gona throw it down the window later. i still remembered how much killer litter i've contributed last time hahah. mostly throwing down unfinished cup noodles, intact with soup down the flat, and hitting the bamboo poles of neighbours below, staining their hard-to-dry clothes with gravy hahah. i also remembered tat one of the neighbours got really pissed and she went up to confront my neighbour upstairs about the case of flying instant noodles destroying her clean clothes, when my neighbour didnt do anything at all, it sucks for them to be living on the highest floor of the building. hahah. i threw down pizza boxes too, and i had a record once. the pizza box landed at 8th floor, and it stayed there for about 2 months.

recently a few nights ago, i saw a movie intro that looked familiar, and my parents were watching it. then i remembered what movie it was. Mean Girls! Lindsay Lohan is busty. Lindsay Lohan is hot. i love that movie. a humorous teenage high school movie. i have a movie in mind to watch now, which is, V for Vendetta,a movie based on a graphic novel. the trailer looks so uber cool. it releases on 16 of march which is this coming thursday. wait, that's my mom's birthday too. shit. what do i get for her? a mirror? a cosmetic kit? a fake prada/gucci/lv bag? i seriously dunno. i'm really poor now. my savings have been bled dry by no one else but me. i cant control my spending power i know. whenever i see money in my wallet, it wont last a day in my wallet. thats why i haave an ATM card. but i've been making regular trips to the atm machine and back, so it's quite useless anyway. if i limit my own expenses, by putting certain amount of money in my wallet everyday and leaving the extras and my atm card at home, i think i'll go crazy, i feel extremely insecure having less than $10 in my wallet. because firstly, i need to eat,secondly, i'll buy snacks again as sides, thirdly, eh, no more already. so mostly i spend my money on junk food. and i dont eat most of them finish, so i'm a big waster. my mom always lectured me, the standard stuff, "you waste food !! just think of the poor kids in india, Africa,they are starving there, and you are so fortunate here but you're wasting food!!"
i eat so much junk, but i dont gain a single pound. my body is weird. but i hate vegetables. my mother forces me to eat some weird colored pills everyday so that i could gain the vitamins that come from the food that i dont eat. hahah. my mother has a pill fetish. she buys like 90 bottles of unknown pills , and forces everyone in my family to eat them. i wonder how much money she has spent on these. so health conscious, as usual, she hates sweet stuff like chocolates, never ever takes junk food, and always prefers to eat home, rather than eating out. i eat out most of the time since i hate my home cooked food. i'm getting sick of outside fast food too. yoshinoya is beginning to bore me. i had a beef bowl today, and it didnt really have any more kick to it. maybe a meal at cafe cartel would do the trick. no capital to enjoy that daily. cartel is sinful, their meals are heavenly and it comes with a heavenly price tag too. Swensens isnt all that great, i realised, their set meals were kinda mediocre but overpriced. their ice-cream is slightly better. i miss earthquake! $16 goddamnit! i ate lamb chops at some coffee shop near my school just now, i walked a marathon to reach there. but the meal was awful, the lamb chops shouldnt be called lamb chops. i think a more suitable name would be lamb bone chops. i cut out a piece of lamb flesh, chewed on it and *CRAK* ! i bit on something like a rock. $6 down the drain. but my nightmare hasnt ended yet. i bought a take away drink of iced milo. while walking and sipping on the iced drink at the same time, i noticed, why is this drink finishing so damn fast? then i was wondering why the sudden chill, my body felt cold... i thought maybe supernatural forces could be around since it's so dark and full of trees.... then i looked at my shirt, it was stained brown, the stupid drink is leaking!!!!! another $1 down the drain. how unlucky i was. i could have saved $7. wasted $7 biting on rocks and drinking air. i read the paper just now, i got to know of 2 singaporean muds who got jailed for sharing files online. thats scary. i'm staying away from limewire. but to come to think of it, they are taking a fucking long time to track down users, you see, so many articles have said about the consequences of file sharing, and after all these long months, they only caught a few dudes. but im gona play safe and stay away from p2p now. i've got nothing new to download anyway. holy dad. it's 4am now. time passes in a flash. i've got last minute musical theory lessons tmr. i'm goin off. so fucking tired.

Purple Rose;
10:56 AM