So easy,

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

fuck. this is the earliest post ever, it's now 510am, i just woke up, not because im slept a lot, but because of some fucked up noise outside. sounds like a goddamn spaceship, i cant describe how it sounds like but it just fucking annoys me, destroying my beauty sleep. and now?! i cant get back to sleep. i've been making regular trips to the xbox 360 booths at funan mall these past 2 days. all i can say is, i've fallen for the xbox 360. i have been dreaming about it every night.

SGD$660. no money... : ( recently, there was some jerk caught jerking off in some library, and worst, he brought a bible along together with a bottle of lubricant wtf?! is he retarded or wat? common sense, males like us have a need to jerk off sometimes, and any regular male out a normal thinking brain could have jerked off in the privacy of his own bedroom, or in some extreme cases, the public toilet, but what about this idiot?! library wtf?! so i can conclude he may have some screws loose up there.

http://safiin.blogspot.com/2006/03/one-about-horniness.html http://safiin.blogspot.com/2006/03/one-about-horniness.html

also, the xbox360 booth at the IT show that day, there was this brown haired girl working there, promoting the console and just today, i happen to identify her by her forum nickname, and there was this fag who tried to hit on her, on the forums. the desperate singaporean male. anyway, she's currently the hottest thing on the forums as the latest female gamer. yeah, i know the girls would get all the attention these days as female gamers are a minority in my community. she's currently the best looking female gamer in our community, that we know of, at least. the xbox360 launch date is impending..

me : ma.... can i buy an xbox360....................... my bird day is next week lehsss.(haha that was annoying)
(reply i would expect)
mom: NO MONEY.
me: *keeps extremely quiet*

i calculated a 97.896% chance of my mom rejecting me when i gona pop up this question to her next week on my birthday. sigh. i just talked to my mom about it the previous night before i went to sleep. she said it was expensive. im gona start my own garage sale. i still remember keeping my old turntable in my storeroom, worth $1500 when bought new. and nobody is interested in it no mater how many times i posted up on eBay. maybe eBay sg just sucks. i was selling it at SGD$900. that's fine what, this turntable and mixer pair is in neart to mint condition, i played it for about 6 months, before i lost my interest after my mentally retarded cousin broke my needle. stupid kid. that's why i always hated kids. a total opposite of my sister. here's how the both of us would react if we see a bunch of toddlers playing at a playground.

sis: SO CUTE!!!!!! i wanna pinch his chubby cheeks!
me: *keeps quiet* (but actually, i feel like taking the kid up the 13th floor and throw him down)

haha. i was exaggerating. i just dont like kids. a fine example is the 6 year old next door. he is related to me, in the family and i HATE him. whenever i just return home, he would stare at me through the gate and call me a stupid idiot. actually it's my fault for teaching him all those words. upon getting humiliated by a 6 year old, my blood was boiling, but i kept my cool, i just ignored that brat. i was thinking of a perfect oppurtunity to get my revenge. and that soon came later, when that brat would be in my house, as an uninvited guest. my granny(nemesis) would come over here to have a chat with my mom and she would leave her house gate and mine, both ajar and that brat would make his way here. so upon reaching my doorstep, i carried him back to the other house and closed the main door on him. stay there,brat. for a 6 year old, he is still short and light as a feather. whenever i get into a brawl with him, my mom would always be against me, thinking im the one who started it. it only makes me more pissed.

i noticed something. that irritating noise that woke me up from my sleep is gone. i really wonder what the hell that was. the sound was coming from the direction of the mall below, maybe some machines malfunctioning. imagine i slid my curtains aside to have a look below, i see a spaceship hovering. fuck!!! that noise is BACK. just when i thought it was safe to get back to bed. time to invest in earplugs. i always thought that aliens were cool. maybe too much sci-fi movies. like Predator, Alien, War Of The Worlds. all of them rock. in real life, i think there is life beyond the stars. though many people have claimed that they saw UFOs, seeing humanoids, mostly sighted in the west, i think they might be telling the truth. they can show themselves to us no matter how ugly they might look, just no violence, i dont wanna see War Of The Worlds happening real time. even though it may sound cool. but people dying is not cool.

my room is so freaking chilly every night. thanks to the aircon. now it feels like the temperature is -58 degrees celsius. thank god my blankets are thick. my feet and hands are partially frozen now.... brrrr. air conditioning is still essential for me every night. i can never sleep without the air-conditioner on at night. seems weird. my afternoon naps are well ventilated by my ceiling fans and i can sleep tight. but this doesnt apply at night. maybe because i sleep in totally different positions in the afternoon and night. i'm weird.

any of you guys still remember this fast food chain back in the 1990s era? the sweet nostalgia.

the last ever A&W meal i had was at heartland mall. my favourites would be the curly fries, hot dog, root beer float and waffles. i just cant understand why a restaurant with good food could not make any business and therefore forced to close down. i have gathered a small group of dudes in a local forum to organise an A&W revival tour to malaysia, only for a day la, where we would relive the moments of eating food that's officially extinct on our tiny island. omg, just talking about that makes me hungry now. i'm craving for waffles with ice cream now!!!!!!!!

anyway my mom's birthday is tomorrow. i need presents for her. maybe something really nice that could change her mind about not buying me to xbox360. what could that be? my mom isnt a fan of expensive brands, she's a simple lady. a card is stupid. i've been giving her that for the past 2 years. i'll think of something. i seem to have a lot of things to do nowadays, ever since i had those new music theory classes. every night i would have to revise those shit over again, and at the same time i need to revise my japanese, it's getting harder. and term 3 is starting soon. i'm the last man standing. the only one who survived from lesson one till now without being absent at all. there was another guy too but he didnt make it, he didnt show up last week. enthusiasm slowly fades away for them. for me, i'm still passionate about it, i wana go all the way. i regret not practising sometimes, and i get tongue tied during lessons.

anyways, i havent eaten pizza in a while. maybe a trip to an italian restaurant would do good. just wait for april. my dad just went to bed. today he forgot to give me the $5 he promised yesterday night, so today, i took $15 from his wallet instead. haha. could have taken more but i have self control. greed is a sin. anyway i'm stealing so it's already a sin. it's close to 630 am now, wow i've been blogging for more than an hour. most students should have already woken up or showered by now and having breakfast. i'm hungry now, but there's nothing to eat. only a bag of tomato flavored twisties. cheers sucks. a "convenience" store they claim to be. only loaded with instant noodles and chips, where's meat when i need them. i'm a carnivore. meat makes me full. i wanna eat sirloin steak. i have a meal of kaya toast, 2 half boiled eggs and a cup of hot milo now. i can only dream. i can still remember the lambchop i ate during my graduation night last year, it's so fucking good that i went to grab a second plate just for lambchops.

i'm so tired. no food, a sub zero temperature and a laggy computer with a porn stash. i guess i'm gonna bury myself in the 3m thick blanket and get some sleep. night.

Purple Rose;
1:10 PM