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Sunday, April 16, 2006

hello. damn long since i last updated. had nothing much to blog about anyway. but... i just feel that i need to update even though now the clock shows 530AM. i just had to blog, or else i would never blog again and keep procrastinating. well, yesterday was an alright day. i had no plans to go out or whatsoever then chron asked me out for a movie. yay. finally something to do. he called me at about 5pm, and it was raining like hell outside, more of a thunderstorm, i like. then at first i was actually lazy to go out, as i was in midst of a video gaming session and the weather just sux, and i was still in my PJs but later i changed my mind and called him again to confirm.

and i told him im wearing clothes now and "on my way" to PS, which was at about 520pm, but actually i havent even gotten out of my sleeping attire yet lol. then by the time i got ready, it was already 6pm and he was already calling me and i lied that i was at sengkang mrt station hahah, i just had to lie la... if i told him i was still at home... he would probably blow up, then later in desperation i went to take a cab there.

$8.50 flew away.

the original plan was to catch a movie, then one guy disagreed, and it held us all back. it was a really annoying situation to be in. one guy doesnt wana watch a movie, he pulls the other 3 guys back, and if that one guy decides to go back home, another guy wouldnt wana watch the movie anymore and so thats damn stupid la. after much frustration, we still caught the movie, Black Night. it was an average horror movie. using the very much similar scare tactics. cant they come up with new ways to scare us silly? like.. it's always the same damn thing. cheap thrills. increase of volume by 300% for a particular scene. well Black Night is actually directed by 3 different directors of different nationalities. hongkong, japan and thailand. the movie is split up into 3 different stories. the first was the hongkong 1, which was the scariest, thanks to cheap thrills. secondly, the japanese counterpart was the most disappointing, it had a storyline which was crap. a small girl gets bullied by a boy. boy throws her stuff into a deserted house, she goes in to retrieve it back, then she saw a hole, she finds something "interesting" in the hole, she scoops it up in a bottle and brings it back. and that "thing" she brought back, was nothing, the girl just had an imaginary friend. fast forward a bit, so basically, anyone who gets in her way, like disses her or makes her sad, would all die the same death, at the same very hole. killed by her imaginary friend, which the camera never seems to reveal. it was stupid story la. i almost fell asleep. the last one was well balanced, it had a more meaningful story, with a little touch of emotion, so i can say i'm pretty pleased with the last chapter of the movie. though it's not that scary. overall, the whole movie was kinda draggy, after the movie ended, it felt like as if i had sat through 2 movie marathons even though the movie only lasted for an hour and a half.

then later, we all went back to cp, i was really bored, so i went to friend's place and stayed there until 12 plus am. then lastly, went to 7 eleven and bought 2 alcoholic drinks, treated my friend one bottle of bicardi and i took mild vodka for myself. i feel so cheated later. my mild vodka was like shit. it tasted like any other regular soft drink, i dont taste ANY alcohol in it, lucky the bicardi made up for it. then went back in a cab, from sengkang to my place plus midnight charge, costs about $5. relatively cheap. while in the cab, i drank my last few gulps of mild vodka, and im beginning to taste the alcohol, it's all below la. then i got a little dizzy, i also duno why. nevertheless i still got home safely.

sigh. it has been 4 days straight, i havent been... err. nvm, hahah. something indecent. i need to control myself.. hahah. luckily i dont feel a thing, maybe doing it wasnt so necessary after all, it only helps me relieve stress.

and yes, im no longer a wilted rose. my feelings have faded already la. i'm back on with my normal happy life. wah.. i wanna go to any pasar malam nearby if there is any. recently i saw one damn close to my place, but i dont wana explore the whole market alone, thats so boring, so i decide to wait for the one near RP to open up. then at least that wouldnt be so bad. thinking of night markets only would make me think of food. burgers, sausages..... yum yum. sinfully fattening but HECK, i love food. if only i was a little meatier on my body.. gosh im so skinny. eating a lot doesnt work, it would only give me more health problems. the only way is... exercise... but im so lazy. and i hate jogging alone. my stamina is atrocious.

i miss my late night snacks. i like that soft chocolate "cookie" with marshmallow insides. so sweet. so nice. anyway, now's already 6am. on a hated monday morning. the monday blues. students would need to wake up soon to prepare for sec school. fucking boring yes i know. i have approximately about 6 hours of sleep left now. i just cant kick insomnia la. i've grown to used to it. even though im clear of nightmares.

my bed looks so inviting now... i guess it's calling out for me now. byee.
Purple Rose;
2:31 PM