So easy,

Friday, April 28, 2006

how great. a series of unfortunate events happened these past few days. simply isnt good stuff. well anyway, i'm gonna start talking about the better stuff that happened to me first, and then the bad stuff later. this wednesday, which was doomsday, i woke up naturally myself, early, magically. i'm shaking la. the thought of the music theory test just keeps staying in my head. so i sat on the couch and did some thorough last minute revision. then later dad woke up, before i knew it, i was in the car on my way there already. the weather is simply horrendous. it was as hot as sahara. when i landed on the seat on my dad's car, my butt literally got burnt. lucky everything turned out better later, thanks to an invention called the "air-conditioner".

the weather changed in an instant later, about 3/4 into the trip, the sky turned dull. how great. i didnt bring my sweatshirt in case of emergencies, like a sudden temperature drop. i reached there about 10mins before allocated time, then i saw joel, what a coincidence, arrive at the same time and sitting for tests on the same day and almost the same time. went up to 3rd floor of the PA block, and saw justin, he's early. test started really late later, when i stepped into the classroom, it was like stepping into a time portal going back into time, feels like im stepping into a secondary school classroom, everything looked so familiar, white board, ceiling fans, the same tables and chairs. the test was alright la, kinda a balanced paper, with an ending of 3 killer questions. i have some confidence at least, to pass this test. well, wish me luck, just waiting for the letter from them ASAP. i'm a few steps from achieving my goal. i really hope i could go in. this course is my dream course.

then later i was the 3rd quickest person to finish the paper. justin was still doing the paper. i left him and met joel together and we went to Parkway for lunch at Fish&Co and slacked around later. it was a freaking cold day la. i was shivering most of the time. speaking of eating, i've burnt a very very very big hole in my wallet recently. here's a summary of how much i've spent this entire week.

Last Sunday, Lunch with Human S at delifrance - $25
Monday, Lunch with Human S and L at Pastamania@Bugis - $10(rounded up cost)
Tuesday, Lunch with Human S again at Pizza hut - $30
Wednesday, Lunch with Joel at Fish&Co - $20
Thursday, Lunch with Chron at KFC-cum-Pizzahut-cum-TacoBell - $8
Today, Friday, Dinner with jerry and chron at Jack's Place(viewer discretion is advised) -------

$53!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH IM PULLING MY HAIR OUT NOW. i've promised myself. im never gonna splurge on food yet again, not at the moment la. maybe next month. or mid next month.

anyway, after tonight's gay threesome candlelight dinner date with jerry and chron, we had adventurous plans to go sneak into Nan Jiau primary school. and we did, jerry climbed over first, followed by me, then chron last, so obviously like so many saw us sneak in la. at first i was scared but i couldnt be bothered later, my main motive is to explore this school, and yes, have fun. first i needed to take a piss, walau eh, the urinals are soooo low. at first the toilet was pitch black, not until one point, the lights switched on by itself. it's just automated lights la, we got scared for no reason.

then we scouted the totally dark corridors, walked one big round, i suggested to explore the top floors, but they disagreed for fear that there would be motion sensors around. so i decided not to take that risk and leave after our little adventure. it was boring la. soo short. next time, we're going to skss at late night, yes! hahah.

i'm looking forward to having a macdonald's breakfast tomorrow, provided that i could wake up. i wouldnt mind eating alone. now.. on to the not-so-good stuff.

urgh. bad move. i just wonder... why.... are you not even speaking to me. my so called, "sweet" messages are often ignored, or replied neutrally. i didnt mind this at first, but after some time, i realised i was talking and making love to a mannequin. i just had to get some answers out. and why... are you hiding your true feelings away from me, just shoot me, you just have to learn to open up, and say it out, anything that you feel so insecure about. i just had to.. drop this la. hope you are happier now, even though you never reply to me, i already know the answer anyway. just glad to lift the burden.

thank you for cheering me up. and making me feel a hell lot better, i know, there are always so many other beautiful things out there in the world. you are one too. thanks for being my listening ear, you know who are. :)

it's 209am now. i guess i should be showering an turning in already. nites.

Purple Rose;
10:35 AM