So easy,

Sunday, April 09, 2006

im blogging today. yeah im not lazy. i just completed my dreaded music theory homework a few minutes ago and it's giving me a headache trying to get it over and done with. today i went out for a movie, with joel and company. watched Ice Age 2, pretty okay movie, it's just fine with me, however i still prefer the first Ice Age movie. then after that pretty much slacked around, went to bugis, and watched ppl play arcade, since i got nothing to do. $1 per game is crazy la, im not paying that much crap to play a game. rather i play my 360 at home, free of charge, unless it's a game thats only available on arcade. we went our separate ways at about 9pm, i went to meet someone else before goin back.

wei's gone back to taiwan. sian. come back soon la. i mIsS eUu wOrZ. hahah. i have a really boring week ahead of me, no plans no nothing, not meeting anyone or whatsoever. hope someone breaks the curse and ask me out. im darn sian hanging out at town alone, and no, i dont go town just to walk around alone, because ive got music class at town area and after that, going back home would be the last thing on my mind. just now on my way back home in the bus at 1145pm, i saw an interesting movie trailer, some asian horror film. finally. after damn long, they finally released an asian horror film. Asian horror > Western horror.

western horror films usually dont have scary ghosts and they rely so much on cheap thrills to scare my balls off, and lots of gore too. Asian horror, however has so much spooky shit in it, usually the cliched female ghost with hair covering her face. ok la thats enough for me to start pissing in my pants already. it's been a long while since i watched another asian horror film. my asian horror film last year was Heirloom, fucking crappy movie. there wasnt a single ghost appearance in the whole movie. just a boring stupid story all the while. and the movie posters look so scary. somemore the theatre i was watching in was so damn empty and that added on to the fright factor. luckily this time im not watching alone. last time i used to watch movies alone all the time. because ive got no one to watch with. it was embarassing la. i could still remember the old times last year, i made frequent visits to orchard cineleisure, went to the movie booth and the lady quoted, "2 tickets?"
i said, "err, one."

then she gave me that look. obviously i could read it in her mind that she was calling me a loser, as losers watch movies alone wat. some movies turned out to be good, but at the end of the day i still felt like shit as i had no one to talk to about the juicy parts of a good movie. crap. that was the past. in late 2005. now there has been a slight improvement. year 2006. new friends, new buddies, new stuff. slightly improved life. life cant be as rosy as what i expect it to be anyway.

just now i was watching a soccer match with my dad. then when his favourite team scored, he cheered super loudly and farted at the same time. he farted like a bomb somemore, it was damn loud. i was like -_-
then the whole living room stink like hell. of all people, i never thought my dad was this retarded. i read the papers and found one part of a page really interesting, the food section. there was some hotel like featuring some chocolate foundtain thing. the picture of the chocolate foundtain was making my mouth water already. chocolates!! sinful as they can be. i want a chocolate foundtain for my personal use! i told my mom about it. she thought it was a good idea to get one, not until i told her the price of it. then she said a big no. anyway i was joking about the part that i wana get it. it's just too expensive larr. maybe one day, i'll experience dipping food into the chocolate foundtain at some place. if i got enough money la. my wallet's drying up like crazy now. time to make sacrifices again. limit myself to one meal a day now.

im so hungry now. it's 445am on a monday morning. the last meal i had was a plate of spaghetti at 3pm the day before. i havent ate anything in more than 12 hours. my stomach's growling. my fingers are itching, it's dangerous to have my wallet lying around now so i hid it. i need to have self control. or not now i would be downstairs unloading cash on useless snacks that i know i wouldnt eat finish. talking about snacks. i think i still have a couple more in my refrigerator. i bought so much and didnt finish them. sometimes my mom throws them away -_- or maybe i eat finish, i duno la.

L.I.F.O.S - Trying not to look back... says:
she seriously not interested in u

L.I.F.O.S - Trying not to look back... says:
u needa find some1 who really treasure that moment
L.I.F.O.S - Trying not to look back... says:
with u la
L.I.F.O.S - Trying not to look back... says:
not like
L.I.F.O.S - Trying not to look back... says:
u 1 person want it =

i've been thinking about what my friend said to me in the msn conversation above. maybe letting it go could bring an end to my insomnia problems. thinking of it when im lying flat on bed would make me only stare with eyes open, even though i know im damn tired, i just couldnt get myself to sleep because my mind is still active, thinking about stuff. i picture that as a giant rock in my head, blocking water from flowing in the middle of a wide river. so maybe i should let it all go. i guess i should. or am i just overreacting?

i just dont know....

Purple Rose;
11:38 AM