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Monday, April 24, 2006

what a day it was. and yah i havent been updating yes i know. forgive my laziness. im now drowning away my sorrows by eating B&J's ice cream, chocolate fudge brownie, right now, in front of the com and blogging at the same time. it's so damn nice la. i could finally relax my mind, after all that has happened. 2 more days to doomsday. Lasalle is waiting for me. shit. im so damn scared la. actually im supposed to be revising my head off now, but i chose to relax a little, sit in this air conditioned room of mine, typing away and having bites of ice cream in between. just like heaven.

today, i originally wanted to go straight home after classes, as i had nothing in mind, but i went to bugis instead, to meet up with 2 humans. human S and human L. walked in circles, they did a little window shopping and then later went to eat at Pastamania. i bought beef lasagne, garlic bread and a drink. my beef lasagne sucked la, so watery, i think the cooks must have been slacking as their business wasnt that good today, so they anyhow make my beef lasagne. mine looked so damn watery. i ate it half heartedly anyway. and couldnt finish it in the end. then human S bought a drink. then later i switched my drink with human S's directly IN HER VIEW. and human S didnt see. then later human S suddenly complained to human L, "why u drink my drink so much ?" lol fucking funny la. then after that all go back home already, so fast. took a bus all the way back to sengkang. trip lasted about 7-9 years. and the weather was pouring like crazy. the weather having severe mood swings again. one minute it was fucking fucking hot like sahara and next, so wet and cold. human L died in her sleep halfway throughout the trip. RIP. but she awoke later. so shes not dead. then went to arcade with human S. and lost to her 2 straight games of that "hit the saucer into ur opponent's goal" game. i suck at arcade la. nvm, motive is to enjoy myself anyway. after that the day was rounded up already. pretty quick day.

argh. im so annoyed. i just thought of hitting the bed, and i forgot, i've got to force myself to revise later. just when i was feeling sleepy, i cant get myself to sleep. -_-
shit. my ice-cream's gonna finish soon, fuck that was quick. i just bought this pint of ice cream less than an hour ago and now it's gonna finish. shit. i havent played guitar in about a week. crap. what has gone into me. i still have a second song in mind to compose. if i can ever force myself to sit down, and find some time to play guitar then. dunno which Being went to meddle with my settings on my amp, made me lose patience to turn them all back to my default settings. guess it must be my mom, she wipes anything that is dusty.

i miss those pasar malam nights. i wanna EAT. eat burgers and hotdogs, and COTTON CANDY. soo nice la, but sinfully fattening. so sad.. originally it was at CP, then it moved to RP, then later it moved to somewhere near RM. each area set up only lasted for 3 days. however i feel there are some very useless stalls around at every pasar malam i go to. firstly, the most useless stall award would go to those Game Stalls, hanging up stupid toys, with numbers enprinted on them, and with a small miniature pool full of toy toads. so it's basically $2 per game. what a waste of cash, i dont anyone would have the interest to play them. the prizes suck anyway. secondly, the next useless stall would be those selling plants. these stalls are kinda obvious, like u walk past a long stretch of food stalls then suddenly u feel like ur in the botanic gardens. like who is gonna buy all these junk. plants. i can just grow them myself, or steal them from gardens. so, these night markets are only good for food. haiz... i miss cotton candy. so fluffy and soft, sweet tasting but makes my fingers feel as if glue was poured all over on it.

heard that there's one at punggol. but i dunno punggol that well, so im not gona risk wasting one full day searching for it alone. my hair is seriously out of shape already. should i cut.. or not. i still havent decided on that perm yet. am afraid that it'll look funny on me.

today, all poly students have started school already. everyone's so busy right now. while the rest have their busiest moments of their life in school, having their important mid year exams.
the second week is coming very soon. is this movie going to have a sour, abrupt ending? or would a sequel await? it's all up to her to decide. to continue.. or to shatter a heart.
Purple Rose;
8:47 AM