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Friday, May 19, 2006

argh. i didnt sleep totally for a full night. now's 0836 in the morning. my insomnia is at it's worst.
i lie on the bed. shut my eyes. tried to force myself through the imaginary gates to wonderland. nothing happened. i woke up later, and rolled around the bed in discomfort. i wonder whether it's my mind thats been thinking of too many things, or just that my bed isnt comfortable enough. sigh. im the only human awake at home now. my mom is fast asleep. what can i do now... guitar? no, my mom would go insane. i still have way long to go.... another approximately 3 hours. should i force myself back to the bed or... just sit here and stare into blank space.


sleep is essential. by why am i just unable to get myself to do it? i dont wanna fall asleep halfway while walking around in town later.


maybe it's really just my mind thats being overactive.
Purple Rose;
5:33 PM