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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

finally got myself to update my own blog.well today, i woke up late, as usual. mom asked me to go back to my old secondary school to retrieve my O level cert. if it werent for her call, i would be sleeping off the entire afternoon. she called at 4pm. i reluctantly dragged myself to the bathroom. got dressed and left for school. took the usual same route when walking to school. i have some flashbacks, back in my old school times. the short hair days, the uniform-clad days, the brick schoolbag. not-so-sweet nostalgia. if school does call me back for some activities for the old boys, i wouldnt mind putting on my uniform again hahah. it's just a different feeling now, since i dont feel like a nerd anymore with short hair. back to where i was blogging.

reached school later and it was a ghost town. then went to the wrong counter. later when i went to the right counter, i signed my name at the wrong place, but luckily i didnt submit yet and realised my mistake shortly later. cancelled like crazy, sorry for dirtying the paper. i saw only one student, sitting outside the office. hahah loser, guess he got punished to stay back till 6. getting caught to have detention on exam days are like shit. when it's early in the morning after a paper and everyone's either heading home or to a fast food outlet to eat, chat and be merry, you're a loser sitting outside the office staring into blank space. i've experienced detention too, but not on an exam day la. but funny to say, it was kinda fun staying back haha. because there are so many people having detention together with me. we all got caught for not attending english extra classes. we got some english work to do till 5pm, and we all did merrily, chatted, had fun. detention isnt that shitty afterall having so much company around. and time really flies.

then i go back. and shortly later i went downstairs to have my very first meal of the day. at KFC. ordered that whatever spicy something burger meal since its so cheap, it's kinda alright tasting. then i duno wat happened i went to add on that "hot wings" meal, wasted my money la. $3.20 for 3 small pieces of meat isnt worth it at all. a rip off. got back home in a flash. idled online for some time until my computer overheated again. and worst, it couldnt be switched on after that. then i touched my pc, it feels like barbecue grill. so i decided to let it rest, until now, i switched it on again to write this entry. played guitar while my computer was down. now's damn fun to play la, especially with the mood, and new songs plus the minor flaw is fixed. kudos to the kind guy at the workshop, i used to think he was an asshole.

the time soon showed 11pm. i went downstairs to buy some cup noodles. ate later and still felt unsatisfied. i called up mcdelivery, went to order one shaker fries and 2 apple pies. then fuck, the woman said they're out of shaker fries. then i just settled for normal fries. it shows how popular shaker fries is, i hope macdonalds makes the right decision to make it permanent on their menu soon. or not theyre damn stupid. given a chance to make profit, and throw it away.
ouch. ulcer hurts la. eat so much fast food. apple pies rock. im thinking whether i should try to bake one myself. put my baking skills to test.

got an unexpected sms from someone whom i dont wanna know earlier on. heck, shouldnt be talking about this anyway. should be thinking more of the good stuff. the future, and bla bla so on. shit. im supposed to wake up relatively early tomorrow. my private theory classes are back, once a week this time, every wednesday from 3 to 4. please give me the power not to oversleep tomorrow. and also for the day after tomorrow. a thursday. dont wanna break a promise again. if i can, i try not to sleep at all, maybe that could soften my insomnia problems a little, since im very, and too used to turning in at almost 7am everyday.

been having a peaceful week so far. i hope that tmr and the rest of the days would be the same. nothing annoying to happen. so that i would need to press those few buttons for a few thousand times and money just flows like a tap when the bill comes. i always prefer MSN, free of charge :D
sms is only a last resort, only in times when my computer blows up. i have just seen somemore video clips on the modern culture in japan. my goal is to go there someday on a holiday. preferably alone.... im old enough... i just feel a little awkward being around with mom and dad visiting the panty cafe or those whatever cafes with girls dressed in various outfits. argh. having this cosplay fetish. wonder whether its normal. its so late already. crap. im off to bed. nites.

i wonder whether is this a mistake or not to feel this way.
hope not.
some dreams are so sweet. with you appearing in them. only spoilt by the irritating beep of my cellphone, if only dreams could turn into reality.

i wish. i wish.
Purple Rose;
11:30 AM