So easy,

Sunday, May 07, 2006

hiii. i forgot to update again. lazy me -_- . been a long weekend. last week, i forgot which day, went to have breakfast with caroline, and im late. i just had like 3 hours of sleep la, when i awoke, it was close to being 945am. i rushed like crazy, i bathed for only 5 minutes, splat some wax on my head and ran off to flag a cab. it was hell for me la. every fucking cab either seemed to have passengers or the annoying "ON CALL" sign flashed. it was so fucking hot in the morning too. i ran back and forth like an athlete, and it just annoys me when some people are so lucky that they just had to flag once and they got their cab instantly. estimated about 12 cabs ignored me. then in the end i took the bus instead -_- all that running drained my energy like a vampire's bite on the neck. then i reached cp later, finally having my breakfast. : D

late again, i feel so bad la. lucky the latter is a forgiving person. ordered the usual thing i would often eat at YaKun Kaya Toast. kaya toast set, change drink to iced milo. the eggs were good, i like to put an insane amount of pepper in it. the toast was a bit of a let down, i couldnt finish the last piece in the end. then salina came, followed her to eat at mac, and in the meantime, laughed at some people shaking their shaker fries happily, not realising how spastic they look. shake so vigorous somemore. after that, went back home to shower and immediately hit the bed, so frigging tired la. the air conditioned environment feels like pure sex. dozed off almost immediately and opened my eyes back at 6pm. it was a quick day.

nothing much to blog on about friday. proceed on to saturday, which is yesterday. alarm clock did wat it was supposed to do, piss me off in the morning. then i switched it off and promised myself to sleep a while more, for 5 minutes, until at least 1110am. i shut my eyes. the next time i opened my eyes the clock showed 1210pm. wtf 1 hour?! then rocketed to the bathroom, did the usual things a human would do and reached japanese class early. had new students in class, as usual im the only kid there. everyone else seemed to be over 24. after class, i took my own sweet time to go back, to retrieve my guitar for my anticipated jamming session. class finished at 420pm, jamming was at 6. i couldnt believe it when i reached home it was 550pm. wtf? think i wasted time walking around CP. i remembered queuing up at Polar Puff for my quick snack of black pepper crab pie, thats the first thing i put in mouth for the whole day. then 159 was being fucked up, i saw the stupid driver in the bus at the interchange, he sat there, switched on the lights, idled there for duno how fucking long then later he switched off the lights and left the bus. faggot. im so pissed la. i took 156 instead. luckily lady luck on was on my side and i flagged a cab and it stopped on my first attempt. and i was 2 minutes late. arrived at 602pm. jamming session was kinda unpleasant. we havent jammed for so many months, but still it was good to have a reunion with some old friends.

come sunday, today. supposed to meet up with a friend at 1230. i woke up at 1 instead, thanks for his call or else i would have slept through the entire day. and said i was already "on my way"
reached town finally at 230pm, went to topman and bought a new shirt. XS sized. i just tried it out just now, kinda disliking it a little already dunno y. but whats done is done, i already bought it. and caught Mission Impossible 3, kinda nice movie with lots of intense action. slacked around town for some time before calling it a day at 845. and now im back home. heard that PAP won the elections again. i already knew they would win again la. Workers' Party's flag looked like a Soviet Sign. and some other opposition party's flag i remembered looked like as if it came from communist china. lots of exciting soccer matches on tv now, but im blogging now, i missed most of the exciting parts. shit. at least im updating. if i choose to update after watching the match, i would have slept off. my mom wants me to go back to my old secondary school tmr to retrieve my O level cert. wtf, i dont think they are still keeping it la, it's been so many months already, bet they gave it back to MOE already.

seems so boring. i'm gona be out alone in town tmr, to fix a minor flaw on my guitar. it sucks being lonely. i have yet to find a new job. was thinking of Famous Amos at CP, but i duno whether they would allow me to work part time on the days that i would favour. im totally not free on wednesdays and saturdays. and one more thing, i wouldnt wanna work any job paying less than $4 an hour. thats just too cheapskate already. now i have a craving to splurge on food again... this time, it's at Kenny Roger's. argh. control. control. must.. listen... to...my...consultant...

hope for those i know taking their mid year exams at this time, ace well(if they put in the effort) and faster get it over and done with. so hopefully, they'll be lesser stressed and have more free time lol. now i just hate my hair. i cut like only a week ago, and it grew back like weeds. i just can never seem to shape out anything decent with wax, it's not the wax's fault la, it's just the HAIR. so annoyed.

hmm. just realised this world has a few kinds of stubborn people. especially in the field of love, liking 2 guys at once, yet denying it, when they have officially claimed that they have found their "love of their life". gets really insecure when their loved one is seeing other members of the opposite sex. haiz, trying to knock some sense into one's head is hard, seems almost impossible. i just have to brush this off, not my life, not my problem. maybe they'll realise their mistakes when they experience the worst happen.

the clock is ticking. still ticking.

is this worth bringing up?

or would it only cause more destruction?

i like being subtle in those parts, like the one above :D
well im tired, gonna have a proper meal before hitting the bed. nite.

Purple Rose;
8:07 AM