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Thursday, May 18, 2006

i cant believe im actually blogging now. it's 615 am now, may 19th on a friday morning. i just forgot to blog earlier just now so im doing it now. since i've got really bad insomnia, im still full of energy to blog at this hour. but im planning to cut it short and quick and talk about less stuff since i wanna try to sleep. guess my mom is already awake now. shes wake up hell early to go to work which only starts at 9 -_-
the typical kiasu singaporean. firstly, im blogging back on my own computer again! : D
it's been only one day that my computer died and its soul went to heaven, but now it is revived again.

anyway, about thursday. i woke up to reply to an sms. which is around 11 plus. then slept back all the way till 4. woke up, looked at my computer. pressed the switch. nothing happened. im sad la. then went over to sister's room to use her crappy junk pc. time passed reaaaallllllyyy slowly while using my sister's com. i dunno why. maybe because each website i went to, the browser would either fail to load or hang -_- then i gave up. and tried to do something else to pass time. i switched on the tv. watched nickelodeon. that was the only most interesting channel worth watching at that time. i browsed through other channels. really boring shit. tv kept me company till about 6. went to shower.

soon, mom was already back from work. as usual she was her naggy self. complaining about every single speck of dust she sees. i set off to CP at 1920. then i walked briskly to the bustop, meeting time is 1940, i have to hurry. this was actually the first time in my life that the bus is actually on time, but the bus is hell packed. reached cp exactly on time. met salina and made a really bad decision to eat at BK. not fastfood again! so i made a promise. today, a friday, i wont eat fastfood. and i try to refrain myself to.. on the other days. then i didnt finish my burger -_-
it's too damn big la. then i wanted to have some dessert. hershey's sundae chocolate pie. yum. then i was still halfway throughout my meal, so i asked salina to get into the queue and buy for me. then she refused. fat pig. and would only do so if i treated her a pie too. -_- i looked at the queue.. so long la. so i reluctantly did it. she got her pie for free.

waited for 1763 years. then caroline finally came. it was already 9 pm. shitty time, we cannot afford to waste anymore time so we proceeded down to the mini funfair near the mall. majority of the rides are for kids. and the prices for those rides for adults cost $5 EACH. $5?!
rip-offs. explored the area a little. there were other game stalls featuring stupid games. $3 per try. wtf, the prizes are really damn stupid also. salina was being dumb again and almost wanted to try her luck as she likes those soft toys. soft toys. contain dust, and other minute specimens on it, therefore, keeping it for long would result in having asthma. haha. then we had some time to think. one ride, looks promising, but $5... is obviously not worth. time is ticking... and the 2 of them have school tomorrow, so heck, we went for it. i subsidised $3 for salina, and paid full for caroline. see what a kind guy i am. this ride was called "crazy surf". it was basically some platform that raises us up and turn us in circles, going ass quick speeds and turning in clockwise directions and vice versa.

before we went for the ride, we actually stood there to view other people taking the ride. the ride seemed too short. the only thing i hated most about that ride is the booming techno music. the thumping bass makes my heart feel like bursting out of my chest. our turn came. it may seem like a simple ride, but i like the feeling when i'm lifted up high into the air and while going down, experience this sensation known as "butterflies in the stomach". it was great la. i was practically sliding off my seat. and the ride was pretty long actually. maybe i would wanna go for a second try, and also the other ride too which isnt opened yet.. the Viking Ride. cant wait for next outing la. then went back after that. they have school, they cant afford to stay out late.

now the skies are turning brighter outside. i can imagine some people i know now, they should be on their way to school. getting exam papers back. and im sitting here, getting ready to turn in soon. today, i have plans. so i wont go dead bored rotting at home. watching Da Vinci Code in town later this late afternoon with a fellow bandmate. i just hope there's no last minute cancellations la. i just hate that most. when im all ready set to go out, or worst, already left the place, then the dimwit cancels the meeting suddenly. i'll get really, really pissed. keke.... just wait and seee...... for that person. i will get my revenge. alright la, the sky is getting a little too bright and i dont think my eyes could take it. im sick of this vampire lifestyle.. i just wanna be human again. sleep at normal times. i could only wish. good "morning".

the boat is sinking. utter chaos breaks loose. the ship is tilting sideways. you fall down.
im here. just looking at you. give me your hand.

though i think you may not like me at all, i'll always be here to help pick you up from the ground, and in times of need.

Purple Rose;
3:17 PM