So easy,

Monday, May 22, 2006

today is by far, the most boring day in my life. i woke up around 11am. found it useless to be waking up so early with no plans in mind. called mom and asked her to call a music center to enquire about a certain product that i wanna buy. the answer i got was, no stock. argh. i hate that reason. guess i have to wait another 2 weeks more. and after that, i resumed sleeping all the way till 1630.

got up again. this time reluctant to walk to the kitchen as there was a fucker in the house. so i stayed in and the computer kept me company until 1720 or so. then went out of my room. no sign of him. great. the sky was damn sexy. it was really dark. and it feels like as if it's 1900 when its only just 1730. then i remembered. i havent eaten a single thing for the whole day. so i went off to shower and by the time i finished, outside was pouring like hell. slipped on a patriotic shirt today. i enjoy sitting on my sister's bed, facing the window, and observing the raindrops, with window slightly left ajar so that the cool winds could blew against my face. so nice.

The rains didnt last long. by 15 minutes, it was reduced to pathetic drizzling, and by the time i went downstairs, it wasnt raining totally at all. took a detour from the back of hougang point. the burger stall is gone already. damn. anyway, it's so unhealthy, so the more i should rejoice. then went up to NTUC. NTUC is another place which brings back memories. this particular NTUC near my place of course. back in the old school days. we used to walk endless rounds around the supermarket as it was kinda fun, and sometimes the obvious guys would go around destroying crackers. as in, there is this packet of crackers, and one of us simply crushes whats inside with his hands and we'll wonder which unlucky person would buy that packet of "dust". it's childish la, but i still do it sometimes, to remind me of the good old times. nostalgia attack once in a while.

back to where i was -_- i wondered around the supermarket in search of what to buy. bought a bottle of peach tea concentrate, 2 AAA size batteries and this BIY(bake-it-urself) pizza. the woman at the counter spoke to me in chinese -_- the bill came up to $14.80 kinda expensive for purely 3 stuff.

i can compare RP to hougang point. Similarities, both malls are small and boring, and a group of slackers wouldnt wanna go to these 2 places again after one day of purely slacking there. both malls have a reasonable amount of fast food outlets and accompanied well with food courts. amenities are sufficient in these 2 malls, there are food outlets, clinics, supermarkets and so on.

and here is the VERDICT. although hougang point is smaller compared to RP, it would still win over because of one reason. there is a place for entertainment, though sucky, but at least it exists which RP doesnt have. an Arcade. and ya, both places still suck anyway.

CP is no better. as any human could see, im extremely bored. thats why im doing this crappy comparison above. we need a movie theatre in the heartlands. sometimes, for certain movies, i would feel that it isnt worth my time travelling allllllll the way to town just to watch. there was one at hougang the last time. and i dont understand why it closed down. maybe not making enough money. since Cathay is sooooo rich, wouldnt they mind opening an outlet at CP? lol. having a cinema at a crappy mall isnt anything new. West Mall, located at Bukit Batok is one hell of a boring place, but they still do have Eng Wah Theatres up there. how convenient for the people living around the area.

i guess my room is haunted. i have this poster which is directly above my computer, which says "SUCCESS, IT DOES NOT MATTER HOW SLOWLY YOU GO, SO LONG AS YOU DO NOT STOP. REMEMBER.... SUCCESS IS DEPENDANT ON EFFORT" and it has mysteriously dropped about twice today, no matter how much tape i put behind. i'm kinda spooked actually. because, does this mean that i wouldnt be successful in achieving my goals in life? maybe im thinking too much.

the time is now 2238pm. caffeine is cursed to be in my blood all night. and im hungry, i should have asked mom to cook for me just now. and now it's too late. shes asleep. only a container of biscuits is my only ration left. should i whip out my wallet and go downstairs to buy something again... Cheers is getting worst. that outlet doesnt seem to be restocking their snacks and chips.. wtf is this. i wouldnt be surprised to go down one day and see empty shelves everywhere.

and gay, i dont feel like being another statue at home tomorrow. i'll find something to do. guess im going to town to shop. maybe between late morning and early afternoon where the streets of town are quieter and it's a joy to shop at this hour. if only i could wake up. i think i can. days are passing by. and sooner or later, the funfair is bound to close. and i wouldnt wanna miss the final dying oppurtunity to take the ride again. urgh.

i've been enduring this curse for more than 3 years now.

you are the solution to this.

you can be the one who breaks me free.

if only.. i just had the courage to....

every passing day, "it" grows stronger and stronger.
and the more i feel that the oppurtunity is drifting away from me.

be my...

Purple Rose;
8:04 AM