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Monday, May 15, 2006

urgh. im blogging at this inhuman hour. now's 420am. i just had to find something to do to pass time since i was bored earlier. i turned to video gaming. and when im playing games, time flies like nothing. earlier on today, i was woken up by an sms from Human S. apparently she didnt go to school again. "sick". then somehow i met her later for lunch+dinner. i was really hungry anyway. dining experience with her was a nightmare. went to pizza hut. it was almost completely empty. except for a small family at the other end. got to our seat and ordered. drinks came first. human S was just really glad to have her revenge today. poured that chilli thing and cheese powder into my drink directly in front of me. i just had to bear with the awful taste of the drink. at the end of it, i paid for almost everything -_-

no more pizza hut for now. it makes my wallet bleed. im just gona stick to cheap cheap food. went home immediately after that. what a day -_-

before i move on to other boring stuff, let me introduce this new fashion trend. sleek and cool it is. here's a picture to prove.

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having a can on the bag is the IN thing. and it is actually spreading quickly among youngsters. but to me i dont follow trends and i find it stupid. pity trendwhores.

anyway back to what i was talking about. i got home. and played guitar from 7 till about 12. 5hours of pure guitar. my right middle finger now hurts like hell. anyway i just have to bear with the pain, after sometime, the pain'll go away and my finger would get better. this week would have 2 really interesting stuff to watch. firstly, champions league finals in Paris. soccer! secondly would be the release of Da Vinci code. and shit, i just remembered i havent done my music homework at all. fuck. talkng about that, i just got the NS deferment letter from Lasalle today. so glad to see it. i have deferment till june 2009. cant wait for school to start, this is actually the first time i'm actually eager to go to school. im doing something that i have complete interest in.

actually today i was supposed to go town with some dumbass friend. but he just didnt call, and now i kinda dislike him a little. i paid for his meal at Jack's Place last time and he didnt show much appreciation and now i asked him to tag along with me to do some shopping. and he gave a really lame reason. "my ez link no money. you pay la" at first i agreed. how stupid. but not yet, i change my mind now. somehow, i realised he's making use of me. over my dead body this time. i dont mind shopping alone this time. i just wanna get the shirt i want and just straight back home.

a few minutes ago, i went to the living room to check the status of a certain demo i was downloading on my xbox, then i heard some disturbing noises. some bumping noises in the kitchen. and it's at 5am?! which human... or inhuman. last time i read this story of this woman who sang some songs while hanging out clothes at night, and she didnt realise the title of the song shes singing is actually cursed. and later there was this woman in white actually sitting sitting on her bamboo pole. wtf. it gives me the creeps now. and i havent showered yet -_- now those noises have died out. well, i wont let my imagination run wild. sometimes you think too much you end up seeing things. just ur mind playing tricks on you.

time flies. now im still thinking it's still sunday -_- when it's already a tuesday morning. and best thing is, someone is actually finishing her exams today. good luck to you. remember not to feel too tense while doing the paper yea. hope the presence of ur clique and friends around you motivate you to do well. you're almost there... completing the final lap of the race already. dont stop. when it's all over. you could finally let your hair down, and relax a little, and not let other stuff bother you, for eg, ur results. just dont think about it! : )

dont forget. Sakae Sushi. i'm pretty much looking forward to it. one bad thing now. im supposed to be asleep now. but i have pretty much confidence that i'll wake up la. ouch my fingers still hurt as im typing now. i got pretty sick of thin hair now. my hair is still thin, but thin hair has its advantages, like easy to stand up, and style without requiring much force but sometimes, too thin makes someone look as if he or she is balding. my hair is still thin but it has gotten quite out of shape. im ignoring it la, i hope the wax could do something about it. i just want thicker hair.

oh. forgot to mention this earlier. remember the time i blogged about the mystery of ringing doorbell in the dead of the night? yesterday morning, i kinda got the mystery solved already. so relieved. theres nothing unclean la. im thinking too much haha. well, last morning, it was about 645am, i bet many people would have already gotten into their school U and either having breakfast or leaving home for school. and i just got myself into my sleeping attire and still using the computer. mom already woke up. she didnt nag as much. then suddenly i heard the doorbell ring. i got out of my room and went immediately to the front door to peep through the tiny hole. nobody. then i told mom about it.

"whats with that doorbell ringing every morning with nobody outside?"


"you just go and sleep la, theres nothing about it"

i was wondering what she meant by that sentence. so i asked her further.

"it's a ghost or what?"

then my mom got a little pissed and said, "it's just some internal circuit problem la, see i show you"

and what i saw immediately made me feel like an idiot to actually feel scared last time and kept thinking it was a "ghost" there was this switch in the kitchen which was seldomly used, everytime my mom presses it, the doorbell would ring. so.... mystery solved. another mystery to solve would be those banging noises. like who the hell would wake up in the dead of the night to make all these noises?

even though i havent experienced anything supernatural before. i still believe in those things and i myself wouldnt wanna see them. fuck. it's gonna be like 6 soon. i really need to shower. i feel like a caveman.

im lying here on my bed. and im thinking.... thinking.. of you. how amazing that my mind could filter out everything else and it just leaves only you in my mind.

visions of you. i hope they stay forever.

Purple Rose;
1:20 PM