So easy,

Friday, May 26, 2006

urgh. today. i cried. really i did, for the first time in duno how many years. and it was not long ago too. it was because..... because............ i ate spicy food thats why. it really was too much for my tongue to take it la, but nevertheless, it tasted great, thats why i had to urge to continue stuffing into my mouth non stop, unaware that my tongue was in flames. then my tears just stream down naturally. haha.

today, i did quite a number of stuff, and now, im glad that i actually feel tired and ready to turn in any moment. the time is 155am. it is still a crappy time la, but it is so MUCH better than turning in at 630am every single goddamn day. nothing happened in the daytime, but after 7pm, i actually started doing my homework. wow. im a very last minute type of guy, so considering that i'm actually doing homework now is a miracle. i feel confident of the work after i'm done with it too, another plus. btw, thats only for japanese homework. my music homework is sandwiched somewhere in the mountain piles of papers on my study table. the only sad thing is that i dont have a proper place to actually sit down and do my work comfortably. my own study table is too small and cramped up with books and other sources of junk. no, my room isnt dirty, it's just that it is a little small compared to any other room's of other average teenagers. so following that, my study table is small. the last time i attempted to study there was last year, it was hell la. i only "study" in the living room. the dining table there. and one more thing, i could never do my work without music. it's just me, no music, no momentum, so no work done.

just imagine the world without music. no ipods, no nothing. you could picture in ur mind how zombie-like the community of people here would be. back to where i was. oh ya, after the homework part. i noticed something was not right. the time is about 9pm. and no one is back home, my mom usually reaches home normally at about 715pm everyday. but today is different. lol, im happy la, the freedom! then at 1030pm, i left my home, and walked all the way to hougang interchange -_- to meet muneh and retrieve my baby(psp) . it was good exercise la, the long distance,and the temperatures are fine, the winds are cooling, but i still end up sweating. got my psp. and walked back home, and took a longer route this time. and went past my ex-sch. i dislike the sight of it. this place is a jail. went to 7 eleven nearby, and met some really old schoolmates. lol, after all these years they still recognised me. walked up further and reached a new pasar malam. it was 1130pm already, so much stamina, they all stilll havent close yet. saw the same few burger stalls and same staff -_- and i kinda got sick of burgers la then i went to buy something else. Macaroni. i asked the woman, "how much is this?"
she said, "2 dollars each." there were quite an assortment of food la, then i decided to buy 2, the macaroni and some spicy noodle. then i handed the woman a $10 note. and she gave me back $8. wtf hahahh. i feel like a bastard now. i knew she gave me the wrong change, a surplus of $2 but i still walked away happily. hahah. but... im still a good and nice guy at heart ok. i helped so many elderly people across the street. hahah.

then i walked back home. phew. that was a tiring night of long distance walking. but it was for good la. at least now, i cant wait to jump into bed. tomorrow's a saturday, my favourite day of the week. oh ya, forgot to mention this earlier. the jobs ads that i cut out the night before, most of the jobs were out. fuck. applications closed already, too late. i still looked in today's paper for somemore ads, and there was this contradictory ad which pissed me off. it stated there FOR STUDENTS, i called, she asked my age, i said 18, she said she's not looking for 18 year olds. im irritated la. the $50 a day part in the ad attracted me. i havent called up the ad for that 7 eleven job yet. that ad is kinda old so i think most probably the slot should be taken already -_-
nvm, look on the bright side, for tomorrow's ads and theres still one more ad which i havent called up yet. looking for students to man a drinks stall at causeway point.

urgh. i feel so tired already. guess im off to bed.

you are the light in my pitch black heart.

similar to the glow of a firefly.

it is a joy to have a person like you in my life.

im still waiting for that day to come, which never seems to be coming.

IF ONLY.

Purple Rose;
10:50 AM