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Monday, May 22, 2006

a very good morning. the time is now five fifty six in the morning. im still not asleep yet. i've dumped eating chips and tortillas every midnight snack already. i've changed to... peanuts. lots and lots of peanuts. the total lifestyle of a pig. this whole night, i did nothing but sit in front of the tv, eating 3 packets of peanuts, finishing two packets. my body clock is still fucked. i keep seeing people going offline one by one, all of them are human, except for me and a few other guys who kinda have the same problem as me. we should start an insomnia club. maybe i could be the chairman and we could organise some night activities to keep us from slacking and at least, doing something worth our time. crap. i dont know how long i'm gonna stay this way. my mom is getting more pissed with my vampire lifestyle.

i like darkness, bright rays of sunshine repel me. i looked outside the window just now. the floors are wet. it must have drizzled just now without me knowing. the air is so cool. and i feel that switching on the aircon in my room is only wasting electricity since the temperatures are already just fine. all i need to do is leave the window slightly open.

someone is gonna wake up soon to prepare for school. not only someone, actually quite a number of people. i'm seriously sick of having a holiday for too long. especially when im jobless, only made matters worse. july 24th. still a way long time to go. urgh. i feel utterly bored typing this meaningless entry. i guess im gonna turn in now.

to kiss the one i love goodnight.
Purple Rose;
2:52 PM