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Saturday, June 24, 2006

hullo. actually im reluctant to post this entry but since i already started, i might as well continue. im lazy la. i woke up early today as a snowman. it was super cold, even with my blankets on, it still feels cold, u can probably imagine the temperature of my room already. should be -3 degrees, somewhere around there. woke up at 1030am. mom still asleep. its raining outside. switched off the aircon. still damn cold. wat the hell.

mom woke up later and i ate her cooking. reluctant at first but heck im famished so i just eat anything on the table. some stingray crap but it tasted not bad afterall. then ate an entire loaf of french loaf. then i saw something in the cupboard. brownie mix. then i told mom im gonna make brownies later. and i am going to do so. if what i bake later turns out fine, then i'll take pictures of it and post it up later, or if it looks like shit i wont do anything.

so basically now, im just stoning. a very lazy sunday afternoon. it's just those days again. the days which i just feel like staring at the wall for 8 hours straight. since i dont feel like doing anything. no plans or whatever.

FRIDAY. went to play soccer with the other guys in the early morning. everyone was playing with shoes on except me. played caveman style. im barefooted. suffered a bleeding toe. someone stomped on my toe damn hard while scrambling for the ball. damn pain la. left early with muneh at 12pm for my place. had a gorgeous shower and slacked a little while more before the BBQ.

the BBQ was quite a disappointment la. i tot it was all-you-can-eat. but it was more of all-you-can-wait. i thought i could save at least $20 just for that day. but in the end, forced to take a cab home since it was too late. fuck la. $6 gone. died immediately upon bed contact later.

SATURDAY. woke up at 10am for a cause. to rush through homework since i forgot all about it the night before. nobody was home. i still finished it anyway : D but i ended up being late for class by 20 mins -_- finished class and headed straight to suntec. was waiting for jingguang to knock off from work. i met him at his workplace at around 545pm just to know he'll finish at 9pm. fuck la. i cant believe that i actually waited all the way for him. then went to eat at foodcourt. so many people. piss me off with the long queues. ordered the same shit from the western stall since that stall always has the shortest queues or no queue at all. $4 for fried rice wrapped up in egg + fries on the side of the plate. tastes damn bloody plain, tastes like rice + salt and soya sauce only. then how coincidental, i saw stella and jasmine, seated directly in front of me. haha. said hi. then left later, in search of ways to waste time.

walked around the whole of suntec about 12 times then went to marina square. then received an sms from salina -_- saying she knows im near her -_- i knew that at the start of the day already. because i've got an anti-salina device in my bag which detects her presence from far away. it was super boring. walking alone for around 4 hours.

later............ 9pm already yay. went to the shop to wait for him. liew. he says he finishes at 945pm -_- my original plan was to meet him after work then go eat at the Ben&Jerry's outlet there. but he finished so late, i bet 20 cents that the shop close already by then. then later my anti-salina device was goign crazy. i saw her. walking with a giant group of people, and she kept smiling like an idiot. okayy. met him later. finally. after how many weeks of waiting. went home straight. reached cp and saw liting. waved hi again. then the whole day's wrapped up already. actually i should have just went home earlier. i waited so longggggg only just to go home with a companion.

come sunday. im still feeling lazy now. if things go my way, i could go out later tonight : ) or not i have to settle for tmr or some other day. taalking about tmr... it's ez link photo taking day. seems like im going down alone to school. i have to get used to going down there alone, since i never really went there by bus alone before, mostly by car. finally a new photo on my card. i hate the present picture on my ez link now. fucking kiddy and it doesnt look anything like me. stupid bowl hairstyle. ok. i guess im off to bake my brownies now. hoping that i wont blow anything up in the kitchen later.

and here we go again,
with all the things we did, and now im wondering
just who would i have been attached to
cant say i'm sad to see you
because i'm not, i'm not, well i'm not.

Purple Rose;
11:11 PM