So easy,

Monday, June 05, 2006

urrrrrgh. i feel like fuck now as im typing this, but heck, an entry is an entry, i'll complete it before i go off to bed. i woke up originally at 11am, i remembered about something. this certain guitar product which i was dying to have. 2 weeks ago, called to check about it's availability. but there was none left -_- and what they told me was in 2weeks time. then today, called again, and they told me they stock had depleted completely as all of them were for those who paid a deposit in the first place. bitch. now i have to wait till fucking july. im going down this wednesday to pay for the frigging deposit of $85. the unit should cost about $468. but mom is paying the rest : D

then after doing whats necessary, i resumed sleeping till 3pm because i still dont feel so well, my head hurts. really painful. i felt better later when im awake. i went next door to grandma's place in search of food, still clad in pyjamas with wacko hair. then i saw cousin Bighead(ivebeencallhimthatsincehecameintomylife), having chinese tuition and he has a new chinese tutor. lol. and she's attractive.a natural male instinct to look up for a while la.wearing a mini skirt -_- isnt it kinda weird as a tutor? but bighead is too young to even have an erection anyway since he's only 6. still a stupid kid.

there was nothing on the kitchen tables. so i just left the place. then MengCheng msged on MSN then later i was out meeting him at CP for an early dinner at 6. ate KFC, which is an awfully big mistake. so oily and unhealthy. bought the super cheap meal at $2.75, and added on an extra side of the hot wings crap. that makes about $6 spent on dinner today. MengCheng was his usual self. coming down to accompany me while im eating at CP JUST to see girls. then later left and i accompanied him to watch him skate since im damn bored. took LRT to Fernvale. wtf is this place. seems so alien to me. so i just sat down and watched MengCheng tearing himself apart. he falls down most of the time screaming on the floor. and he never gives up. still continues, and the result is the same. he's still there lying flat on the floor screaming his lungs out. he realy is gonna fracture parts of his body soon. i know this extreme sport requires a ton of practice and wounds to endure, but he has to have a limit at least. then i suddenly had a full bladder. i needed to piss badly.

then there was this jungle beside the concrete jungle of flats. so i had no choice but to hide somewhere and pissed at the bushes. so refreshing. not until later MengCheng's friend told me that it is really bad to piss on trees at night since i might anger a spirit or watever. i was a little scared la. but now im feeling neutral already. the time was soon 8plus. and we parted already, i took an LRT back with MengCheng to CP. walked around in circles. not until i received a call sooner, to go to a friend's house. slacked at CP's mos burger outlet and only buying one drink -_- till 950pm. i took the mrt all the way to another side of singapore.

i didnt bring out my ipod today, and used the PSP today instead as my MP3 player. the PSP beats my ipod hands down in terms of battery life and sound quality. only downside is that the psp is a piece of brick, and leaves an ugly bulge in my pants.reached my destination later at 11pm. went scouting rooftops of HDB flats. there was this flat, the door to the rooftop access was always sealed shut. but this time, i jokingly tugged at the door and wtf? the door gave way and swung open. inside, was a flight of stairs leading up to a completely dark place. i went up alone. only guided with my cellphone's light, i reached the top. fucking creepy la. it doesnt even look a rooftop at all. more of an indoor carpark. then i saw this silhouette of a man from afar, approximately 5 meters from where i stood. it was giving me the creeps already. that "figure" just stood there still, and i think it is facing me. i just stopped in my tracks for a moment. before making my way down back to my friend, slamming the door shut. i swear we'll never return here again.

then i went to chill at the latter's place. so refreshing. was lying flat on the bed. i looked at the clock hanging on the wall. shit, it's 1155pm already. so i left. caught one of the last few MRTs. then this is where my earphones are beginning to piss me off. i found a temporarily way to get sound out of the earphones on the trip back. but im throwing away these pair of earphones already. they're officially spoilt.

on the final bus trip back home. something weird happened la. suddenly the bus was filled with this realllllly strong scent. so im just thinking the skeptical way, and i conclude it might be some lady's perfume la. this bus doesnt stop anywhere near my place, so i had to walk a fair distance back. before going up my flat, i bought a refreshing drink of soya bean. it leaves a cooling sensation in my throat after each gulp. but the pain is only suppressed la. after i finished the drink, my throat is back to it's bitchy self.

guess im gonna stay in for good tomorrow. aND find a way to deal with the boredom issue. last week, my friend introduced me this promoter job, and till NOW, i receive no call WHATSOEVER. i guess time is running out for me already. so a part time job wouldnt be necessary. i have one last hope la. Jingguang's godmom is a manager at some store in Suntec City selling Golf stuff, hopefully she could find an empty slot for me to work. pleaseee... i just need to extra income.

snacking kills. i learnt my lesson the hard way. i continued snacking dead into the night with the most unhealthy snacks u can think up off. name it, peanuts, potato chips, Kinder Bueno bars, pistachios, tortilla chips, i gulp all of them down every single night. and now, i vow not to touch them anymore. talking about the food issue, i never really tried the kopitiam below my place before. the only few things i tried was chicken rice which was absolutely horrible, and the japanese food stall, which was bad too. tomorrow i shall try one last time. hope that i make a good choice. choose the right stall...

wtf. blogger's being a bitch just now. i was just about to publish post, it showed up a stupid error. it was reallllly lucky la, i copied the entire text before i clicked the dreaded button. i'm drinking some cold milk now, and liking it, since i didnt drink milk in a really long time. but i cant drink too much of course, as it would cause diarrhorea. alright i guess im off to bed. and yes, not forgetting, lots of plain water to gulp down. nites.

it's breathing down your neck,
you know that you've got to let this go,
a haunting memory..
cause what you cant deny is still inside
it's just a matter of time before you'll realise.

Purple Rose;
12:32 PM