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Thursday, July 20, 2006

hullo. i woke up extremely early today(FRIDAY). and im blogging at 650am now.The Aircon in my room is colder than cold. everytime i step out of my room, my glasses get fogged like hell. i woke up at 4am sharp. but first, i'll blog about 2 days before. WEDNESDAY, that is.

woke up early. 11am. that is damn early to me already, because my usual wake times are between 3-5pm. then did what i was supposed to, my music homework. i finished it. yay. first time ever that i actually completed my homework. then dilly-dallied on the computer for a while and wasted too much time doing nothing there, and so, i was eventually late again. class was due to start earlier that day, at 130pm, but i came at 2. i rushed up the escalators to class singaporean style. then reached the school, the fucking door was locked. what da hell. i thought the teacher might forget that class was starting early today, so i panicked a little. then i didnt see a big note on the door which read, "KAI, CALL ME WHEN U REACH." hahah, she knows im late again. called her and she said she would take approximately 10 minutes to reach. her 10 minutes = forever.

then had class till 3pm. left for PS. was gonna catch a movie later that day. Pirates OF the caribbean 2. met karen and chersy. walked to Cathay. feeling a bit weird la. level of communication = -429482. ate my "lunch" in the theatre. cathay's food are fuccccccking expensive. $4.50 for nachos. what the hell. $2.20 for a regualr bottle of plain water? i cant believe i actually bought it. well, the movie is alright, but i still prefer the first movie. a good watch though, nice eye candy on the CGI scenes. and some parts related to the first movie, im didnt understand because i forgot. and ya, the movie was damn long also. i like johnny depp's eccentric character as Captain Jack Sparrow in Pirates. so sad he had to die in the ending, but what good would it make the next Pirates movie without him? i think he didnt die la, he would return somehow.

after the movie, went to Ben&Jerry's @ Cathay to satisfy my cravings for ice cream. and i obviously had no control over my spending that day. i upsized the Mix N Match Set, and i'm eating it just for myself -_- and i hate the New York Fudge flavor. awful to my tastebuds. $10.60 gone just for 3 scoops of ice cream. great. that oulet of B&Js has a chill out corner with a drumset, keyboard, mic, guitar amp, but i never ever see any performance going on down there. but i like the environment there. very relaxing, with pillows on the soft chair. finished eating and went back to the MRT, it was 7 plus already then. parted ways with them and i went back home.

THURSDAY. no need to mention much about that day. woke up at a horrible time. showered and went downstairs for a very late lunch. the same usual thing i eat again la. chicken chop. then i went back up, ooh, stupid sister's back home now, with her bf. then i saw that she bought a load of groceries. i predict that she was gonna cook later.then i made fun of her and she got really pissed off hahah. and later when she was cooking, i kept telling her to stop cooking as it eventually either taste like shit, or be overcooked. not sure what crap she's cooking but it looks like some red thick gravy with meat. and IT SMELLS BAD. she cooked finish later and had the meal with her bf.

an hour later, i got hungry then i asked mom how was my sister's cooking. she said it bad. HAHAhah, my sister just cant face the facct that she's a horrible cook. then i ate mom's cooking. weirdly that night, it seems a little too salty. like my sister poured lots of salt over it when im not looking. attempted to complete my japanese homework later. got too many distractions(MSN, loud blasting music, handphone) so i put my homework aside and told myself to complete it some other day, most probably the next day. i had this file that i put all my japanese notes in and recently the file tore and all my papers came flying out. so pissed. im so disorganised la. got really tired later and slept at 11 plus. went into a deep sleep....

woke with a start. i thought i slept long enough. everytime i wake up from a sleep, i would find myself in some weird position. positions that i can never think up of. and pillows sprawled across the floor, bedsheets all over the place. then i just went to the loo and went back to bed later. it was only 4am. how damn early. closed my eyes. but they opened back again later. so i concluded, i can never get back to sleep. went to do something to waste time. to the balcony i went. that place to me is my own chill out corner. have to thank mom for letting me place my equipment there. SooOoOO much better than last time. the stuff are in my room,placed on tables, and the floor below, has a big messy load of cables. a high chance for me to trip over the cables and fall down and kill myself. but now, my room's floor is cable-free. and looks far more spacious. ok, so i played guitar in the balcony all the way till 645am. and now im back here, blogging.

contemplating whether should i go back to sleep. because in about an hour and a half's time, i would have to wake up to prepare for my school's orientation programme. i guess i should sleep la, i dont wanna doze off at the orientation later.

thought of a smile not being there
my inner feeling would be shattered
a piece of glass punctured in my heart,
and im bleeding from the inside

Praying for love and praying in naivety

Purple Rose;
3:55 PM