So easy,

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

hullo. fuck la i cant believe im actually blogging now. i kinda went to do nothing just now, really just idling around and it's like 3am now. maybe if im just too lethargic, i would not blog fully for today. heck, i'll just try my best to blog as much, before sleeping. i have like 6 hours of sleep left. the clock is ticking, i must hurry..

TODAY. tuesday. yeah, my mistake, i start at 1pm, not 130pm. and some peopple in my class would have to go earlier HAHA, because they had their Keyboard Skills class. they start around 11 if im not wrong, while im relaxing at home, just waking up fresh in the morning. my grandma really pissed me off big in the big morning and unfortunately, i will be really moody in the morning, sometimes i have no control over what i say, therefore hurting people's feelings. so i just did. but really la, people would have to learn to respect me rather than just barging into my room and screaming at me to wake up. it fucking pisses me off. i think she deserved what i said to her anyway. but i got a little happier later, after seeing my daily allowance folded neatly under my wallet. such a beautiful sight : )

went to school. i saw 2 guys from my class waiting at the same bustop at dhoby ghaut where we were supposed to take to school. said hi but didnt stay to talk, i just plugged my earphones in and went back to get lost into my own daydreaming land. fantasizing of stupid things. bus took almost forever to arrive and i boarded it. i thought the bus trip was kinda long after the first time i took it, but now it seems to be a quickie. reached school and met the other guys. all of them were at the canteen. and im so damn hungry after seeing cleanly finished plates on the table. off to the AUDITORIUM for the concert sessions.

today was featuring a jazz 3 piece band. instruments used, piano, double bass and drums. the performance was reallllllly good la. it knocked my socks off. the pianist is some professor in our school. he literally owns the piano la. that was an awesome start to a school day. one hour of great stuff. this concert session makes up a certain percentage of our overall marks for the semester, as we need to write reviews on them. i see people furiously jotting down stuff on their handbooks during the performance, but i didnt follow.

by 2pm it was all over. i went outside and i heard someone calling out my name. oh, i saw joel and friends. hahah, nerds. they were first in line to go in for their VISUAL studies programme after our concert thingi. talked a little and im off to the canteen. im having damn break for the next 2 hours. i have a lecture next at 4pm. some performance analysis thing, i wonder how it's like. i folowed this group out for a meal at the coffeeshop near school. bought chicken rice for 2 bucks, it's nice and cheap, but the soup is shitty. tasted so damn bland. then the fat guy had his drums lesson at 3pm, and i left the group with him to school, i could have stayed but i didnt want to, because i felt like i didnt fit into that group well. i can never join them in conversations and they seem to not talk to me at all, so i feel like a loser. i made a decision to leave and go back to school, hoping to find some classmates and socialize a little.

he left me. i wondered about 2 rounds around school. saw two girls from my class, wanted to talk to them but decided to go to the loo first. when i came out, they were gone. great. continued walking around the school. then i saw the guy whom i talked to on the first day of school. then the friendly dude showed me to the canteen where the other class dudes where sitting. introduced myself and tadah, new friends. they're a friendly bunch of people la. but im still in the first stage of making friends, i am too QUIET. and not being gay here, but i like this guy's hairstyle. just the type i would like.

had lecture and it was quite enjoyable. the lecturers here are like so open la. openly talking about really open stuff, and that means sex, and whatever wild stuff. thats the good part. and lecturer's a female. i knda enjoyed her period, which ended around 5pm and school's OUT. hmmm. there is something fucked up about blogger now... i cant seem to italize my words properly. fucked up.

met some old mates at the canteen, joined them and went to CITYHALL after school. then wei met us later. he went to buy his shit and went downstairs to eat dinner. free dinner i had. hokkien mee. but i ate in vain, fucking TAUGEH. then went upstairs for dessert at swensens. yes, swensens.

ordered fries each and the main thing was EARTHQUAKE. which cost like $17. major throat cutter. 8 scoops of icecream topped with whipped cream, fake cherries and some other random shit. then halfway into indulging into the main dessert, something caught my eye. and that something is a STUPID COCKROACH. and it keep going near our table. we kept staring at it. then our saviour arrived, the manager of Swensens that is. he saw us acting weirdly, like wth would customers eat icecream and stare at the floor at the same time? then he saw the cockroach, he ordered one of his staff to do something about it. then one of the staff came over to our side, stepped on the cockroach and resumed whatever he was doing earlier. it was damn funny la. i couldnt eat properly. after eating, went back home. such a tiring day out, gone out to town like 2 days in a row on 2 full days of school. im gonna go straight home after the next day at school.

thats about it. one last before going off. this is directed at wei, u have to control over some things that u say, be it a joke, u noe sometimes it may be harsh and piss some ppl off, but u have to have ur limits as well. just dont know how many countless times what u say to me really makes seriously wanna punch ur face in real life. and im telling u now here before that really happens. u just know that everybody has a tolerance level for certain stuff. alright im tired. night.

tell me everything would be alright
close your eyes and dream of me, tonight
tell me that you wont just fade away
cross my heart and hope to die, i'll dream my pain away

Purple Rose;
12:23 PM