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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

im seriously pissed off at myself this morning. fuck. knowing i have school today, and one of the best lessons ever also, i still slept late last night, around 4am. and i set my alarm clock ringing at 9 this morning and let it snooze all the way.... till 1030am, and i realised i would be doomed if i dont get up that instant. showered like superman, didnt bother much about hair and left the house, running to the bustop, but the bus isnt there yet. then i whipped out my timetable, i'm so sure that class starts at 1130am for me. but to my fucking horror, it stated there clearly 1030AM. OMG. and i looked at the time now, fucking 11am. the bus arrived but i had no mood to take it already. for what the hell should i board the bus when im already as good as being late. it would take me roughly an hour to reach school and the lesson should end when i just arrive. and i dont have any more lessons after that. heard that some Arts History programme was moved to the next semester as said by one particular teacher.

and this class is like once a week. guitar skills class. i was so enthusiastic about the first lesson and now it turns out that i'll miss it. i dont know any of the guys in the class, so probably tomorrow i wouldnt even know who should i ask for whatever i missed the day before. but being a first class, i dont think they taught any major stuff. that's only what i think.

then i sat on the bench near hg point, just scrutinising the timetable. i dont wanna miss any more important lessons of any other day by going for it at the total wrong times. then i just didnt know what to do now la. i went to buy a drink at cheers and just went back to sit down, doing nothing. how amazing that from just now, the time i woke up i was frigging tired to move but i forced myself to, and now, suddenly i have no mood totally to go back to sleep. because i felt awful. missing the very first class of the week. what an awful start to the first week being a freshman at college. missing my very first class. over a stupid reason also.

i totally had no mood to go back home. because there is nothing i could do. i plan to stay out, since i'm already outside. it was a fresh early 11am. kids are stil busy in their respective secondary schools. i actually thought of going CP to slack, i had a mini craving for an ice cold Frapuccino at Starbucks. but i threw that idea away already la, slacking alone is damn boring. i had no appetite at all. even though how cool the idea of having a Mcbreakfast now is, my mood is all pulled down thus having no appetite. then i decided to be a good boy and call up my mom tell her bout it. she was pissed, naturally. then she still asked me to go back to school wtf? to pay up for some logbook thing that was compulsory for students to buy. just buy a book and leave school wth?? obviously i didnt want to. so i decided to just go back home la, since my house is like 300 steps away.

reached home, threw my bag aside, and turned on the computer. felt like blogging about this so i did. hung up my clothes for use tomrrow. i just have no mood to sleep back la. dont know what the hell am i gonna do for this entire damn day. I'VE JUST HAD A BAD DAY.
Purple Rose;
8:19 PM