So easy,

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

realised i've neglected my blog for some time. my last post was probably last friday. for saturday, it was quite a shitty day. i woke up super late, 6pm, and realised that almost nobody was online. then i went to the esplanade's official website and it stated that there were fireworks to scheduled on that very night. i soooo wanted to go.. but nobody to accompany me so i dropped the idea immediately. staying at home sucks la.

sunday. another boring day. well, only in the day la it's quite boring. at night, it's a different story : )wont elaborate what happened that night. come monday, i woke up at 720am. my mother is a good liar. she told me it's 8am already. looked at the fucking clock and it's 715am. so i decided to sleep for the next 5 minutes and off to shower. i only had 2 fucking hours of sleep the night before. just couldnt sleep yet again la. so you could probably picture how tired i was then.

now to me, everyday is a bad hair day. i just couldnt be bothered to stand for hours styling my hair. so i just run my wax-filled fingers through my hair for a few times and went off. another reason is because i have only 5 minutes to do that or else i could miss a bus and start camping at the bustop again. oh ya, one more thing. when i woke up that monday morning, i felt sian to go school. because these 3 numbers came up to mind. "630" i finish at 630pm la that day thats why. it wouldnt be that bad if i started classes in the afternoon, but no, class starts at 9am.

first time ever. i reached the bustop at about 830am. waited about 10 minutes or so, the bus actually arrived and it was quite spacious inside. really miraculous. the past few Monday mornings were disastrous. and i reached school at about 850am. so i still got the time to walk around the campus, get a drink and quench my thirst. first class was AURAL. i sucked like hell at hearing. the teacher plays a few notes on the piano, and we are expected to know what he played and write it down in our manuscript books. i got my answers wrong about 94% of the time.

next lesson of the day was actually a class from last friday postponed to monday. it was directly after AURAL class so we had no break in between. it's the fusion workshop. about 6 groups played that day. and almost all of them churned out great stuff, except for maybe one group. and i have to be honest, i dislike my group. because i just cant play along to an idian flute. i heard about people leaving and joining new groups. i think i'm gonna try my luck someday and ask for a transfer to Justin's group. just hope that my present group members dont get pissed.

had some grace granted for the next lesson. had 1/2 an hour off so that we can fill our stomachs with something before the following lesson. fast forward to the last lesson of the day. something new, it was the first rhythm ensemble class of the semester. i had no idea what that class was about. and the first lesson was fun. it is basically world music la, which is those drums hitting stuff. ended class and went back home.

TODAY(tuesday), there was a thunderstorm at my place in the late morning. the thunder was so fucking loud that i could hear it even though i had music blasting my ears. the wind was damn strong also. my umbrella flew away from me duno how many times. i was 15 minutes late for the first thing of the day. the lunchtime concert. they invited this singer called Arlee Leonard, and she's REALLY good. her vocals are superb la. she dresssed like some gypsy though, hahah. it was the perfect performance for such a rainy day like this.

it was drizzling after the concert. and we had 2 hours break so i followed shirley and others to bugis to have our lunch. at the same bak kut teh place. and this time, i ate more than the last time, but sadly, some food is still wasted la. went back for a lecture till 530. watched one of Royston Tan's films, 15. that ahbeng show. it's rated M18 in theatres last year i think, but we're all around that age, so she(our lecturer) just showed us. this kind of stuff you can NEVER get to see in secondary schools hahah. after class, went to look for the programme head. he wasnt around. shit. so i went back home. i wanted to pass him a letter indicating the reason why i wont be in singapore for the next 2 days of school. so i'll probably drag my lazy self to school the next day just to pass him the letter, even though i have no classes that day.

took 14 with shirley and wendy back to a stop near dhoby ghaut MRT. wendy left us. and i went to starbucks with shirley to have a drink. ahhh. frapuccino rocks la. so nice. by 730pm we went our separate ways back. and now, im back home. and it's all coming so fast la. by tomorrow night, i'll be on a plane leaving for ausssie already. latest update from my mom, my flight's at 11pm. but i'll be in the airport at least 3 hours before departure.

i still have yet to pack my stuff. hahah. my mother's making noise already. all i heard is, it's gonna be cold and advice was to bring loads of long-sleeved clothes. i think im gonna miss those 2 days of school. FIRSTly, for some reason, i seem so interested in choir. which is on thursday. and i'll be missing out the fusion performance day on FRIDAY. shit la. and lastly, i'm gonna miss my friends. i'll be bringing my macbook over there, but i have no idea whether any kind soul would spare me a free wireless network to connect to. and ya, definitely gonna take pictures, and lastly, bring back sourvenirs for friends back home.

your hazel eyes paralyze my senses
cut me down to size defenceless
and i know it's too late but im still waiting
for the moment that i've been anticipating

Purple Rose;
5:46 AM