Tuesday, September 12, 2006
hi. today's a so very unpleasant TUESDAY. firstly, i'm getting bored to the brink of DEATH. holidays are so damn boring la, especially when u got nothing in mind. so bored that i just decide to blog for fun. what else can i do??? i'm a really passive MSN chatter, that means i wil only respond if people talk to me first, or else i'll just stone all the way online. but sometimes i'm "active" but that doesnt happen all the time.
i woke up at 10AM today. the house is dead quiet. realising it was too EARLY, I resumed sleeping alll the way till 2pm. back later at 2pm, things didnt change. everything was pretty much in the same state. i really couldnt sleep back so i just showered and stoned online. mom gave me $5 less of allowance and that pissed me off a little. because that $5 really meant a lot to me since i'm on a saving spree. especially when i just blasted $50 on reckless eating behaviour. ooh. my heart hurts la seeing my wallet getting thinner.
really desperate not to break my one and only $10 note for today, i asked otou-san(father) for $5. and one really BIG thing i dislike about asking him money is that he will ONLY GIVE ME MONEY ONCE I GET CHORES DONE. i'm not a maid ok. after going through hell, i finally got $5 from him. the very first thing i did was to leave the house as i didnt wanna kill myself any further from the boredom.
4 PLUS PM.
In hougang Point's kopitiam having my Brunch. how sian-er can it get. i'm ordering the same meal yet again. probably the 5th same consecutive meal in a row. CHICKEN CHOP SET. reason why i didnt order anything other than that is because i'm a messy eater, i ordered some black pepper beef meal set from the other stall once before and i got the whole table dirty because of my messy eating style. so.. i dont like it la. embarassing also. this CHICKEN CHOP SET however, i'll eat it cleanly, without dirtying the table, miraculously weird right? i also dont like taking-away my food as now ah.. they are charging extra for that, and since im in the state of turning into a miser, i dont do that.
so.. i ate what i ordered, then having a dessert of PEACH SAGO. peach is damn frreaking nice la. hougang point is really getting almost useless now if not for the kopitiam and supermarket upstairs. i took a stroll around hougang point just to see how much changes have been made since my last visit there. almost ALL the shops were gone, and the place is ultra noisy. construction was going on almost everywhere, behind boarded up doors. even the once beng-infested arcade is gone too. that's a huge PLUS point. since i hate them so much. so now im just wondering what are the new shops gonna be. give me a pool place please.... hahah. imagine the convenience for me, if there was to be one.
ok la i had enough of the lousy mall and went back home. this is where things get frightening. i see MANY half dead cockroaches at the void deck of my block. fuck la, of all the time in the world, they had to do it TODAY. the stupid roach-exterminating programme. so i faster ran like hell without trying to step on them and into the lift. and now, im back home, typing this entry. otou-san left for work im home alone : ) i so love the feeling of being alone.
yesterday, for the fun of it, i searched YouTube for MONTFORT. and it returned me back the results i wanted to see! because montfort isnt just the name of my school, can mean certain places in other countries. many montfort fags la i saw in those youtube videos. the videos are mostly taken during some scouts camp or something, and i see something which isnt supposed to be there. girls. but since it's a camp, it's ok. from dancing faggots to fighting fags. even a "montfortian fight" is available for eyes to see. urgh. such lame people la. nothing could change my hate for majority of people from my ex-school.
AIYA. boredom is really tightening its grip on me. i have really stupid ideas in my head. one such stupid idea is watching a movie or playing pool alone. i really cant stand it. i MISS SCHOOL LIKE HELL NOW. i wish for time to FASTER PASS BY NOW. if only some kind soul would host a chalet cum BBQ stayover party, wouldnt that be great? but NO, barely anyone is online now and i bet all my other school friends are enjoying their own private lives now. ok la. i guess i'm taking a nap now to ease my boring mind.
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
