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Thursday, September 07, 2006

hullo. ok. i forgot to visit my blog for the past 2 days. i dont understand how i even did that. i dont want to neglect my blog la so i just decided to update even though im supposed to be sleeping like hours ago. i like procrastinating la i cant help it. i shall blog with a faster pace now because it's gona be 12am soon and i realllly need my precious sleep.


WEDNESDAY.

fucking hectic day. the one i was complaining about the day before. "10am-7pm" as i thought it would be. but it wasnt. had AURAL class in the morning at 10. that class was a major brain destroyer. for those of you who dont know what AURAL skill means, it is actually training of your ears, so u could actually know exactly what notes are played when u hear a song. BUT, not everyone has that skill to PERFECTION. and so obviously we're all not music prodigies, it actualy takes years to train up that skill. and i totally suck at that class. next class was due to start at 1130am. guitar skills. so this class definitely didnt suck.

waited outside our classroom. 15 minutes passed. all of us are getting restless. so we squatted down. then i went to the canteen for a while to grab a bite as my stomach was growling. took my own sweet time. came back there and in total, 1/2 an hour has already gone by and the teacher isnt IN SIGHT. so some kind soul actually called him up and we got to know that the class WAS CANCELLED. fuck la. he even left a note on the door but we're all too blind to catch a glimpse of it. so much for guitar skills class.

went to slack at the canteen. and i realised that im back to my spendthrift ways again. definitely a bad thing. i kept SNACKING. and snacking keeps the stomach growls at bay BUT they eat away portions of my allowance at a really quick rate. picture a stick of seaweed chicken going for $1, when eating one stick of it actually makes me crave for more, and i end up buying another 2 sticks. and after eating all of those, i get thirsty and i buy 2 cans of drinks at once. so total expenditure would be $5. so to summarise this up, snacking is a bad thing.

after satisfying my stomach, it was getting reallllly boring sitting down in the canteen. i dont even see a SINGLE music foundation student in sight. the canteen was packed only with VS students and some others. because on a WEDNESDAY, most music students dont have school, except for those in AURAL class, and after that they're free to go. tiime passed in a jiffy. and soon my next class start already. 1pm. gamelan makeup class. that lasted for goddamn 3 hours. damn insane la. imagine sitting cross legged for 3 hours straight. and i DID that.

k la i dont wanna explain everything in so much detail already. it'll take forever. next, i had my fusion practice session which was SUPPOSED to be at 5pm. but the rest appeared only at 530 -_- had some minor issues before reserving the room for our practice la. we practiced and practiced... and ended at 8pm. yes, EIGHT PM. we were supposed to stop at 730. but we played and played without realising we're overtime. haha.

it was pitch dark when i stepped outside after fusion practice la. like i said, the school's lighting sucks. then went to have dinner with shirley and her bf. she was a little different that night. she seemed so chatty and full of energy, so unlikely of her back in school. maybe her bf around la thats why. some people's presence could actually bring out certain elements in another person that you'll never know. hahah. but her boyfriend is a nice guy la. we ate at OLD AIRPORT ROAD. had WANTON MEE again. need i say much about my dinner? it's great la. then we home after that.

btw, wendy was missing from our fusion session. shirley and wendy kinda had a small "quarrel" over minor stuff la. but i think they're alright with each other now. hopefully la. i dont want our group to collapse over stupid reasons like this.

THURSDAY.

i'll just say the good parts straight away. CHOIR CLASS WAS CANCELLED! everyone went hysterical when the announcement was made. so we just had ONE HOUR OF SCHOOL TODAY! haha. then after class everyone was like discussing where to go and waste time together. after much hassle, we went to PARKWAY PARADE for lunch. after lunch, some decided for POOL, while we had certain disagreements with other people in the group, we were forced to split up. since they really wana go home. POOL-ed at the building nearby, and i suck like hell today. firstly, i hate that pool place already. the moment i stepped in, i was greeted by this really FOUL stench. like as if someone didnt shower for 2 years. but NO, it's just the natural smell of that horrible place. went home after pool. i really wanna practise somemore laa. reached home and it was like 7pm already. that's considered damn early. because the usual time i reach home on other days would be in between 9-10pm.


i have to perform TOMORROW. we choose this song called "UNCHAINED MELODY". i guess almost everybody has heard of this song before. wish me luck. i hope i dont screw up on my guitar. recently, brenda intro-ed me this korean show and song, and i kinda fell in love with one of the songs. soo nice la. hahah. arh shit. 1230am already. i guess i'm off. goodnight.


a VIDEO to end my entry on the right note. watching this video actually made me tear. it's just so sad la. the song moved me more.



could you really be someone to have and hold,
with all my heart and soul
someone who'll stay around
through my ups and downs
please tell me.


i read through it once without understanding a single thing.
but i'm not angry anyway.
because we're only human.
we tend to overreact sometimes.
that's the nature of us.

Purple Rose;
8:41 AM