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Sunday, September 17, 2006

hullo. havent been updating for the past 3 days. gonna start blogging from where i left off, FRIDAY, till saturday. the weather now is best ever to be sleeping in. the sky is dark and sexy. i was standing at my balcony some few minutes ago with one window opened, and the wind was blowing in my face, and ooOoOh, does it feel gOoOd. the good thing was that it wasnt raining, maybe it was la, a vErY slight drizzle. Singapore hasnt been raining much last month, but now, raining seems to be an everyday thing. last time i kept complaining that singapore badly needs SNOW. mostly because the weather is just SO HUMID. until i had to exaggerate that much. but now, the weather seems cooler, but one major that i dislike... for it to RAIN ever heavily when i'm going out. reason #1, it spoils all my time styling my hair when eventually the ugly rain destroys it. reason #2, who likes getting wet? reason #3, being forced to carry a giant umbrella around.

ok. here's FRIDAY.

got the sms about 2 days earlier, indicating place and time of meet. PS, 12pm. and the weather sucks like hell. i'm drenched from top to toe. i had a feeling that i'm gonna be late, but i reached the earliest instead. met about 1/4 of the group first and went to have lunch at KFC. i thought we're gonna have fun that day, but in the end, we were all undecided of what to do for the entire day. since the rest of the guys came later, we had to wait for them to have their meals first, we were bored and played some mini group games. and i suck in all of them. finally starting moving at about 230pm, i was getting really uneasy after sitting for long periods of time.

one suggested going to some MINDS cafe, i had no idea what that was, but agreed to it anyway. then another disagreed sayign that he doesnt wanna burn his brain cells from all the heavy thinking. so.. we went to Cine's L9 e2 max instead. in hope to book one of those rooms and enjoy ourselves, immense ourselves in both video and pc gaming. all the guys were up for it, since duh, we're BOYS, but i duno whether the girls would like it. to our dismay, ALL of the empty rooms there turned out to be fully booked. desperately not wanting to waste anymore time, we went to play pool instead. though some disagreed, they still followed and just sat there and watched us play.

halfway through playing, i realised that almost half of the group was gone. where did they go ?? got to know they went to eat at PastaMania below. such powerful stomaches, since they had lunch like only 2 hours ago, still can eat somemore. after pool, we had a hard time deciding what to do. we wanted to agree on doing something that everyone can participate in, not like what had just happened. tried k-box, eventually disagreeing to it as some of us are gona leave around an hour's time. so, we stoned at Starbucks instead. it's quite a disappointing day la. so many disagreements, so little fun for everyone. left the group with shirley as we needed to meet our respective friends.

630pm, CP.

met muneh and his friend to go JALAN KAYU for my free dinner. ate 3 cheese pratas. then there was this stray cat that was persistant like hell. it came under my chair and kept staring at me. i ignored it la. then it suddenly stretched out its paw and touched my thigh. wtf man. i didnt know cats were that daring. this was a bad, stubborn cat. i harassed it for a while until it finally gave up and went to bother other people instead. after dinner, went home.


SATURDAY.

not a very interesting day. my 4th consecutive lesson that i came in early. but i was quite blur that day, i didnt revise my work the day before, so i forgot some stuff. got back my marked homework and fuck, so many mistakes! during class breaks, i was having a mini picnic in class. before lessons, i went to buy bread at the confectionary at ISETAN. bought $5.20 worth of pastry. got labelled "roti-boy" in class. haha. spastic name. after class ended, walked from orchard till PS to kill time as i had nothing to do, before going home. the weather, yet again was a killer. reached home and i got a splitting headache and a horrible running nose out of the blue. turned in early as a result. slept at 9plus-going-ten.

TODAY, SUNDAY.

woke up at 145pm. oh my, i slept for soO long la. more than 15 hours, approximately. and i remembered later that i DIDNT DO MY homework! shit. left the house late and did the homework in the bus and MRT. suddenly a trip to town from home seemed so quick when im busy doing something. obviously i didnt have enough time to complete my work, and got scolded by my teacher la. major exams coming in about a month's time. i'm scared.

now, im back home. doing nothing again. i want time to go faster la. going out later at night. sad thing that i have school as per normal tomorrow, that means i have to wake up at 9AM. maybe even earlier this time, since my bus going to school is using that lousy new route. ok la i guess i'll end here. goodbye.


when fighting with the ones we've loved,
your thoughts exploding into thousands of pieces
remind yourself, when it was so much better then
remind yourself, that they are the ones who will hold you still

Purple Rose;
3:03 AM