Thursday, October 12, 2006
hullo. didnt update for almost a whopping week. the same reasons as usual. so here's a quick review of everything in this week, except tomorrow, which is friday. probably in another 15 minutes.
THE PREVIOUS SATURDAY.
jap class as usual in the afternoon. and i GOT A CERT OF COMPLETION OF THE BASIC JAPANESE LANGUAGE. but this cert wouldnt mean a thing to me yet la. but still, i'm happy to be a step ahead now, intermediate course's due to start in early December. and oh my, the haze on that day is probably the worse ever i experienced so far. i kinda rushed home so i can rest and get away from the fucking haze. it was around 610pm, and i happened to look into a random mirror in my house and saw the view outside. and what i saw was certainly unhealthy. the next HDB estate in my view from my room was completely BLURRIFIED, it was like Silent Hill la. but heck, i sealed every single window shut in the room. and i enjoyed the whole late afternoon and night all alone completely having ALL THE PRIVACY TO MYSELF, since my parents went overseas. it was a great day.
MONDAY.
i was late for first class by 5 minutes. and i guess my attendance was marked ABSENT. but luckily, after class i went to see him and told him i came in only 5 minutes after the class started, so thankfully, i was marked PRESENT. phew. some of my friends already had letters from the school regarding IRREGULAR ATTENDANCE, and luckily i didnt get any. but i have been absent from some classes for no reasons la on certain days, mostly because i was too lazy to get my lazy ass off bed in the morning. the bed's so sinfully comfortable.
second class. boredom at its peak.
technical theatre class. the lecturer was boring as hell. till date, i have no idea WHY us music students are in this class. spent an hour staring into blank space. soon, EVERYONE was relieved that this class is over, and it's break time. ok i forgot what i did during my break time. so that's monday rounded up.
TUESDAY.
RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!! fucking alarm clock pissed the shit outta me. i furiously woke up and set it to SNOOZE and i can go back to my dreamland. woke up with a start later. time was 108pm. and lunchtime concert at school was at ONE pm. ok. so im totally missing one concert. took my own sweet time to shower/doll up. and decided to bring my sweet laptop out today. reached school at roughly 230pm, and foundation music students were almost nowhere in sight, not until i reached the canteen. saw justin, and asked him how was today's concert. and wat? today's concert was cancelled! hahah. guess im lucky this time. i couldnt stand the humidity at the canteen any further and went up to the library for aircon, hopefully some eye candy and most importantly, to do my japanese homework.
4pm.
lecturer loretta was early this time. her lectures are quite interesting. today's lecture had sexual themes. and im pretty sure most guys enjoyed it. learned about fetishism, and bla bla, the rest i cant really remember. but overall, i couldnt understand much of it as it was quite complicated. and she ended today's session with a, "ok, next week got test on the topic we discussed on today."
ok. what the fuck. she ended extra late too. normally we end around 5pm, but today we ended around 6. an hour off. i immediately bulleted off to the bustop after class. didnt go home immediately this time. went to hougang mall, and it was so much different from the last time i visited that horrible place. i just for mac there to complete my japanese work. at least i didnt bring my laptop out for nothing, it was an essential tool for me. used it as my japanese to english dictionary or vice versa. the newly renovated mac there had more comfortable chairs, but still, the wireless network is slow as fuck. oftenly disconnecting sometimes. left for home at 9pm.
WEDNESDAY.
killer class in the morning at a killer time. 10am. need not elaborate much on that class. aural kills. guitar skills immediately after and soon school was OVER. but it isnt over for me yet. still got a fusion practice later on at 530pm. went to PS after school at 1pm, waited for jingguang to turn up for a pool session. he took forever and turned up only at 230pm. so i waited a full hour. even reading the magazines at some random bookstore in PS couldnt keep boredom at bay. went pooling around at Paradiz center's SNOOKERIUM. Chia Peng Peng, another ex sec schmate joined us soon after. pool today, was fine. i did suck at several shots, but overall, i think i was pleased with my performance. rushed back to school at 5pm. aaaannnnddddd got to know that one member isnt coming as she's got her "reasons" so practice was cancelled. so it was kinda fucked up. rushing back to school for nothing at all. stayed in school for the next 1/2 an hour or so.. before leaving with shirley for PS for a drink a starbucks, before going back.
ok. something optional here for wednesday evening. ok, so, on my way back. the drink i had at Starbucks was damn refreshing la, especially since now i'm stuck with this fucking annoying dry throat. Vanilla Frappuccino is sex. then suddenly i felt this sharp pain in my head. so it fucking hurt throughout the entire journey home. and when i reached home, i kept holding my head, the pain is seriously quite unbearable. showered, popped 2 panadol pills and died on the bed. what a day.
THURSDAY(TODAY)
i woke up early. last night's sleep was probably the best i ever had in these past few months. 13 hours. medication kinda got me all drowsy, so it made me sleep ASAP. since till now, unexplanable factors still causing me to have insomnia every now and then. ok back on track. Academic Writing in the afternoon at 1pm. given an exercise to do, but luckily we were not required to hand it in. i think i said this before, but AC(academic writing) is a lot like social studies. but i guess this one im doing is way harder, especially for the assignment we're required to hand in by early next month before semester break. we get a source, and supposed to interpret this few paragraphs and ask why it's unreliable. so SS rite?? ok enough with this, after class, went to Aljunied to a rather odd place, with the usual people. shirley wanted to repair her OBOE, so we went up this weird industrial-like building. so while the staff were busy attending to her in a separate room, i had itchy hands and played with the stuff in the room, for eg, this pingpong bat(whatever it is) and a pingpong ball.
after getting some stuff over and done with, we went to Parkway to meet the rest, who were busy playing pool. and i brought my laptop out again, today. in the bus, we were kinda watching short clips of Ju-On, which i recently uploaded last night haha. watched it again at the pool place later but after some time of watching, they got pissed as a horror movie is totally crap without sound, but it's not my laptop having soft audio, it's the fucking noisy music that blasts out of the pool place.
went back to school for dreaded CHOIR at 530pm. today's lesson wasnt singing but actually speaking, it's quite interesting actually. like we hear different voices echoing around the room at random times, some going on the off-beat, it was quite nice la. and the "lyrics" for the girl parts made me chuckle a bit. there was this part where the girls had to go, "OHHH YESS!" and it sounded like... you know what la. class ended at 730pm. so damn late, went home immediately.
NOW.
recently, i have been doing some retarded things. like, my brain doesnt really process what i wanna do. for eg, there was this night where i was showering.. then I WANTED to shampoo my hair. but i splat facial clenser on my head instead of shampoo. and another was, after eating i wanted to clear some bones off my plate into the bin and then placing the plate in the sink, but i threw the bones into the sink and the plate into the bin instead. it's kinda scary la. weird stuff.. but i can guarentee im 100% sane.
it's almost 1am now. i guess i'll try to sleep soon. goodnight.
so tell me is it right
to feel like, things arent getting any better
and it's so hard to fight the feeling
but i'm only treading water
