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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

hulllo. kinda neglected my blog once more. umm, most of you should know the reason why by now. havent blogged in about 3 days or so. sorry, dear blog.

MONDAY.

got to know the verdict of my job application. the same old job i did a year back. it wasnt nice to know. the boss is a dick. he doesnt wanna hire me, asshole. though i didnt hear his comments about me first hand, i got really pissed at some of the comments he made, as they werent true. that's the final straw la, though my mom and him are friends, no way in hell am i gonna buy anything from his store ever again.

what a rude awakening for me though. wake up to hearing so much negative stuff. and once again, it was one of those boring days. just sat and rotted home for the whole day, idling on 2 computers, possibility of my eyesight to deteriorate again. and wasting my nights away, just by facing 2 screens, and heavily snacking away. uhh. i wont put on any weight anyway.

TUESDAY.

slept at 630am the night before. there's just no way i could sleep any earlier la. it seems that whenever after i shower at night, i would go back to face those 2 screens again, and just either YouTube the night away, or plainly browsing forums and time really flies. but i just dont understand how hard it is to do such a simple task of SLEEPING.

1130am.

"wake up. wake up."

uhhh. what?

and so. it was my dad shaking me up at this hour. i was still in a daze. i was told that my mom had found a job for me. and arranged an interview for me later at 3pm. Venue? Bishan. some admin-related work in the office. and my dad was supposed to "chauffeur" me there. i nodded, and went back to dreamland.

230pm.

i was woken up again. but this time, i sat there thinking for a while. then eventually i made up my mind and rejected this interview. i didnt really know why, but i guess it was a stupid decision. i guess i was too sleepy at that time then. if i had this job, it would be 2609078358 times better than just sitting home, wasting every single second of my life away.

now's the fun bit of the day. i picked up my guitar, played it once, and yuck, the strings sounded like crap. and finally, i overcame lazy-ness and restringed my guitar. and it now sounds like heaven. maybe except for a tiny problem on a last string. sat down in the balcony and begin tweaking around with the multi effects unit, it was a great time, in comfort too, thanks to the pillows which i shifted there. hahah.

in the evening.

mom came back. i was lying face-down, asleep in the balcony after all the guitar-ing. the noise from the tv woke me up. and it was goong. i stopped watching goong on tv ever since i had their dvd. and a miracle happened. i only had ONE glass of peach tea for the day(and night). but it was a big glass though. this night was rather different la, instead of my usual night activities, filled with chips, drinks and nonstop youtubing, i took a shower at 1230am, directly after dinner with sis, and i went straight to bed at 1am.

TODAY.

i woke up at 230pm -_- that's like 13 and a half hours of sleep. i could have woken up at 11am, but the weather conditions tempt to continue sleeping. hahah. and my sister was surprised that i actually slept that early last night. and now, it's close to 5pm, and i'm all alone at home. my sis could never stay home duh. and dad's out. but i have something in mind to do. i'm going out soon. like, finally. after being "jailed" home these days.

but... my stomach is growling. i only ate like, these 2 pieces of dough with curry-powder like fillings, and 2 glasses of milk for my brunch. pathetic. this house needs FOOD. the refrigerator's disappointing. only filled with nothing but chocolates and candies, eggs, milk, peach tea concentrate, some random bottles filled with weird liquids and nothing else. the cupboard's filled with instant noodle packets, but i ate like 3 packets last night, and i have no mood to try them again.

recently, like 4 days ago, PS3 was released. with specs almost crushing it's microsoft rival and a drooling game lineup, this console is going to own. for now, we do not have an official launch here(i think), shops have already been bringing in parallel imports, and the price, is SHIT. $1600 for a console is ridiculous. that's equivalent to buying an entirely new PC. meh. i guess i could only dream of owning this console.

and also. local news. there's this 17 year old dude who got charged for using another person's unsecured wireless internet connection, it's like wtf. he got slapped a 3 YEAR JAIL sentence. pretty HARSH i have to say. it's not just him, but many laptop-owning youngsters out there who are also doing this, including me. not everyone might be it-savvy, especially in a neighbourhood, sometimes when i was sit down under any random void deck, my laptop is bound to auto connect to whoever's unsecured network and tadah i got free internet but im going against the law. i feel for this guy. he's just suay i guess.

ok. i guess i'll shower now and take off. i really need to have a full meal out. hungry.. bye!

Don't let them know you're watching the situation crumble
These things, they take time
And i know, yes, they should be better now
She's watching me awkwardly from a distance
Should I care?

Purple Rose;
11:21 PM