Thursday, November 02, 2006
hullo. today, was definitely not a good day. Earlier this morning, i received SMSes from random people, but i was too lazy to crawl up to get my phone, so i went to piss, and resumed sleeping.
a few hours later..
this is where things get ugly. it's obvious that somebody wanted to start a verbal argument on my harmless tagboard. and at first, the day before, the same asshole tagged, and i suspected it was someone else, but i was wrong la. and i'm sorry for jumping to conclusions. with the help of carrot, recognizing the IP address, i finally got to know who the culprit was. and that made me lose my cool almost immediately.
so.. im not gonna elaborate further on what happened later, since it's over, im not gonna bring it up again. i hope the culprit does reflect on whatever damage he has caused, not to just me, others to.
back to blogging about the today. since i havent been attending choir for a week already, i decided to skip today's choir class, and i assumed it was the final class, and i dont seem to be learning anything useful from the class, i didnt go for it. bad move. 6pm, i got a call from some school friends. and i missed out one whole choir exam, that meant a straight fail for me duh, since i absent myself without any valid reason. arghhhh.
why do i have to be THAT slack, especially on the final week of school. i realised i have been faithfully attending classes from the start, and since last 2 weeks ago onwards, i started this really horrible routine, of skipping classes, not only one class, but for THE WHOLE DAY. if my mom finds out, i'm fried. i cant buy back lost time. what's gone is gone.
and tomorrow marks the second last day of school. i guess people must have been talking about my absence in school. but that's so not a good thing. i'm definitely going school tomorrow duh. but i guess i have to hide from certain people, because.. of what i did, makes me embarassed to face them. and 2 major assignments are due to be handed in TMR. and i'm stuck struggling with one of the assignments now, and it's 320am, unearthly hour. i have at least 1200 more words to complete my first piece, and another 500 more to go for the second. and the irritating fact is, both assignments were given to us more than a month ago, and we take abundance of time for granted. and now i'm rushing through, half asleep, dying for a cold refreshing bath. i'm 130% sure that im not the only person who is rushing to complete his/her assignments by dawn.
so... sleepy....
1200 words more to go...
wat. the. fuck.
that'll take eternity...
my mind is blank..
i just cant think of anything more to write...
this is fucked up.
i've downed about 8 glasses of Peach Tea. and im still reaching out for more. this craving is hard to kill.. especially when i have a whole bottle of peach tea CONCENTRATE, which is MIY(mix it urself) and tadah, one fresh glass of peach tea, and i guess it tastes better when it's LIPTON, and you're mixing it with concentrated levels suited to your desired taste. and i have a VERY annoying habit of drinking EXTREMELY concentrated peach tea, which meant that it is SWEET beyond human tastebud levels. but i still down it just like drinking a normal glass of water, not realising the severe side effects, ie; DIABETES.
ok fuck that. i've taken a few bo liao pictures because im really bored, and mind isnt in a very focused state anyway.
more.... peach...tea....
Trying to regain back some lost energy..
fuck. i cant sleep, especially with a head full of wax.
OK. i cant take it anymore. my eyes feel like it's stapled shut. im gonna sleep and wake up as early as possible the next morning and continue from where i left off. i have till 6pm the next day. good night.
i realised how many moments there were when my heart trembled
and i was late in realizing my feelings
these thoughts often pop up in my mind
i feel anxious as my heart expands more towards you.
