Sunday, November 19, 2006
hullo. it's been a loooong and extremely boring weekend for me. one thing for sure, i havent done that assignment that im supposed to be handing in "ASAP", which meant tmr. i didnt have the mood to get started. my fate is already decided la, not use doing it. ok. my sister's gone to the airport for her flight back to aussie but i didnt follow, i just bid her goodbye at the doorstep. Bon Voyage, sis.
FRIDAY.
uh. i slept around 630am the night before? but i woke up at 12 pm instead, which is weird. now it seems like my body's getting lesser and lesser sleep but feeling ok with it. dad went out. and i spent the whole afternoon being a couch potato. and stomach rumbling like hell. being jobless is horrible la. i still have hope, even though it is extremely difficult to find a job that suits to my needs, not being a fussy bitch, but i only can work on weekdays because my weekends are packed. just please, no working at fastfood outlets, flyer distributors, surveyors. i really regret declining my previous job interview. arghhhhh.
the only good thing for that day was the cheese cake that i bought from the mall below. and MmMMmmMM it is dammmmn nice. almost $8 for a whole cheese cake of decent size might sound throat-slicing, but actually, it is worth it. i can compare this to starbucks selling ONE pathetic slice of cheesecake for fucking $5?!
look, but no tasting, hahah.

and so. that summarises up friday, truly boring me to tears.
SATURDAY.
this is the day. i'm getting my results from my JLPT mock test a week before. fucckkk, even though i've passed. i'm still not satisfied with the 65.5% percentage. i feel it is tooo low. i was expecting like... at least 75%? and yah, i was bitching about the listening compre being too difficult and only being played ONCE, i failed that section. 7 out of 20. patheticccc. and naturally, i would be curious to know about how my other classmates fared for the paper.. then i asked Z-san, and she got a whopping 87.5% score!!! and another got only slightly lower score. ok. im feeling really DUMB. i'm going to chiong go study my japanese notes soon someday in the coming week. actually, before this mock test, the night before, i ended up having a long phone conversation that stretched overnight and i didnt even get a chance to touch my notes for any revision as i was too tired. damnnnnnit.
there's another mock test, the final one before the real thing, next week. and i hope i dont procrastinate this time. and so.. when i got home later after class, (i skipped my usual routine of eating out after classes, it saved me $) i got pissed. SOMEONE has been playing my guitar without my fucking permission. i really hate it when my belongings are used without seeking my permission. and duh, it was the same culprit la. that dick uncle again. and he even fucked around with my multi effects unit, but THANKFULLY he didnt delete any of my patches or i swear i will kill him. i'll find new steps to stop this from happening again. not only did he just play my guitar, he even played my PSP BEFORE when i forgot to bring it out with me, and he unravelled some erm... content from my video folder. YALAH, I KEEP PORN SO WAT. his cheeky grin annoys the shit out of me.
i tried to take photo of my JLPT results slip, but my V3's camera was so shitty. that it was completely blurrified so i just deleted the stupid photo. and donuts ROCK every saturday.
SUNDAY.
this is probably a new record. i slept at 1am last night. and woke up at 9am today. and i couldnt sleep back, most probably because my aircon was freezing. and it was freaking bright when i brushed aside my curtains. morning sunshine poured in like crazy. then i turned on my laptop and did the same shit that i always do. mom only woke up at 10am and she cleaned up my bed and stuff. i was browsing ps3 stuff online. this new console by sony is giving me orgasms la. i kept showing my mom videos of anything related to this console. hahah. (it is obvious i really would do anything to get my hands on this)
then mom offered to make breakfast for me. but i told her i hated her food. but she coaxed me into trying what she just cooked. so, since im famished, i tried it. it was OK la. i take back my words. and this morning seemed to move slower than most mornings. i dont know why. i have classes later at around 3. after eating, it was barely ELEVEN.
215pm.
dad had to go somewhere, and that's a good thing, i got a free lift to some random MRT station. he dropped me off at Bishan MRT. and so, i had my usual classes later, and i learnt some new stuff. im happy. went over to Funan Mall after class as i had direct access there via a bridge, it's convenient. no need to wait years to cross the fucking road. omgomgomg, i saw something that made me cum in my pants. Gamescore was advertising PS3!!!! i saw the box hanging at the entrance of their store. so i blasted in. some dude was testing out a PS3 set, but sadly why must it be a boring racing game? i'd rather they put in RESISTANCE, some kickass first person shooter and that would flaunt's the PS3's capabilities. but nevertheless, the ps3 still amazed me.
but seriously, the price is insane. 1.5k for a console is wayyy overrpriced. so, i left the shop and went down to the korean food stall. tried something different today, bought 3 beef sticks and the same fish dough sausage. heaven. went home. and things start getting boring.
i decided to watch the movie that i just downloaded via Bittorrent. Texas Chainsaw Massacre : The Beginning. i'm really curious to watch this show as there is no way in hell i can watch it in theatres here since it's rated R21. and also, it was inspired by a true story. well, after watching it, i can say, it is one hell of a gruesome movie. those gory scenes are really... VOMIT inducing. ok picture this in ur head. a guy who's pinned down on the floor, and trying desperately to break free, and this psycho saws his BODY IN HALF with a fucking chainsaw and blood spurted endlessly and i could see the agony he's going through while getting severed.
ok, that's one sick show. i dont think i'll ever wanna watch it again.
i guess the most of us should know this as a singaporean ; GST is going up again, to 7% this time. expensiveeee la.

The hopes of better days
And a love that won't fade away
And I've been feeling so lost, but I won't let it show