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Friday, January 19, 2007

hi. school life has been ok. 2 weeks of school had passed already. and by now, even that we're still unissued the FINALIZED timetable, the most of us should know most of the lessons for each day.

TUESDAY.

school started at 4pm. and this class, started off with a lecture on "Stress Management", by Lasalle SIA's part-time counsellor. he's a great guy eh. i found his lecture really interesting, and it was really worth the 45 minutes of it. at the end of his lecture, he gave us a quiz to do, so we could know our "Burnout Ratings" which means, how stressed we actually are. and this quiz is pretty accurate too. so if any of you wana know your individual Burnout Ratings, you could ask me for it, on MSN la duh.

i got a score of 33 points, which is considered NORMAL. which is true la, i'm very relaxed with my life.

then the main teacher of the lesson took over. and she discussed about our presentation dates, for our respective groups. i have no idea what my group's supposed to present, but heck la, our presentation date is still farrrrrrrr farrrrr away. it's in MARCH. a few days before the greatest day in the world. march 21.

WEDNESDAY.

this is the shittiest day of the week for semester two. so a rough idea on how my wednesday is going to be spent in school ; 930am ALL the way till 7pm. fucking killer, seriously. i rushed like hell to class because i entered the school gates only at 935am, and i thought i was doomed, but lucky, teacher wasnt in class yet. this class was torturous. as usual.

had 2 classes in a row till 1pm. and here is the dumbest part. my next class only starts at SIX PM. i repeat, SIX. so what in the world am i going to do for the next 5 hours? so i made the smartest decision, go home. reached home like 230pm, put down my heavy load, and rested. how annoying it is when i know that i cant take a nap, since i know that the possibility of me oversleeping is extremely high, and i have to go back to frigging school later at 5pm. sian.

THURSDAY.

apparently the school rules have gotten tighter. there was History at 1pm at the Studio Theatre, and i arrived like 105pm, and by the time i found a seat, the head of foundation level came into the class and sternly told us that if we come in more than 5 minutes after class starts, we would be asked to sign our names on this piece of paper(he's holding) and we would be marked ABSENT. suddenly so strict.

anyway. HISTORY class for today was kinda good. it was damn meaningful. roughly according to my memory, about cultural discriminations, taboo and some other stuff.

2pm.

the next CHOIR class starts at 530pm. so great, i have to find something to do. after sitting at the canteen, eating the sandwiches i brought to school as lunch, i saw this cute girl. i have seen her several times, and she's just so cute. *slap myself* ok.

so i went to loiter around the musical practice rooms and i saw YULIANY. she's practising the piano alone in the room. so i came in to disturb. so i eventually ended up watching a japanese drama, she got distracted, stopped playing, sat down and watched with me, and soon after, 4 people were sitting down in the room, watching the show off my laptop. free show eh.

530pm.

time passes in a jiffy especially when you're engrossed in doing something. like just now, watching back to back episodes of japanese drmaa. choir class. reviewed the song we learnt from last week, then moved on to a new song. actually, choir can still be fun afterall.

7pm.

the girls left earlier than the guys. because they stayed back last week for choir, and this week's our turn. but we werent held as long as them la. and once i left the auditorium, i saw bel, and i was dammmmn reluctant to talk to her. because last week, she introduced me to her company, thinking i might be interested to work together with her, but i had doubts, because this job had no stable hourly rate of pay, to me, a job with an hourly pay is the first thing i'll look at, followed by whats the work im doing, and thirdly, the timings.

but she's walking towards me as i promised that i would follow her to the company after choir, then i decided, this is not my type of job. so i mustered up enough courage and said that i didnt wana take up the job. then there was silence for a while before she said it's okay. but i feel guility la, she looked super pissed. i feel like an idiot. i should have rejected her on that day itself.

it was getting dark. and the canteen only had a handful of people sitting around, and all the stalls were closed. then i turned the other direction and started walking back to the Performing Arts block, as i suddenly remembered something - there was a show at the Studio Theatre.

but the best thing is not about that. it's about the FREE PIZZA. the international office had sponsored pizza from Pizza Hut and Canadian Pizza. and some wine too, but i didnt drink any though. ate around 3 slices of pizza. that was some good shit. actually after eating, i felt like going home, but smething inside of me keeps chanting out to me.. faint words like... " FREE LOADER!!!"

so i gave in, and went for the show.

830pm.

i went home. my.... fucking tiring. and in the bus back i had this MAJOR HEADACHE. maybe too many dirty hands were fighting for the pizza, so i was suay to be eating contaminated pizza.

FRIDAY.

it was kinda chaotic for me. today was the dateline for the mainstudy recital form. and for this semester's instrumental exams, we were supposed to play 3 different songs, and i havent even choose a single song. so i was panicking like hell. i asked my main study teacher for help, and he could offer some help at least. but what a wasted, all the time taken up doing those administrative stuff, i brought my guitar for nothing. it was like 7kg worth of load on my back, really. heavy crap.

so far, i only made one choice of the songs i'm going to play. i chose one KOREAN song so far to play. i cant wait to practise it.

last but not least, i'm sooo relieved that it's the end of the week, i could have some rest now.

tomorrow, there will be a japanese meetup again, i havent been to any ever since i started school, how gay. but however, i may be free to go for tomorrow's but since i blasted $25 tonight on dinner(i ordered pizzas, but sadly, they tasted average) i dont know whether i still wana go. i'll still consider la.


haiz. im feeling so tired now. good night.


dance, dance. christa.
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Purple Rose;
5:53 AM