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Sunday, January 21, 2007

this has been a relaxing weekend so far. what more could i ask for. oh ya, maybe i could ask for something. MORE MONEY. haha. it's a dream for practically almost every kid to get more money from their guardians. my money-saving scheme has affected my eating habits somehow, been surviving on nothing but sandwiches throughout the weeks. and i'm beginning to fall sick more often than before. not anything serious la, just those migraines from the lack of food intake.

SATURDAY.

i'm running out of hair styling methods. these old ones that i use dont seem to look as good as before. maybe it's just my hair that is crappy-looking. it would be nice if i had my own private hairstylist. dreams, again.

before proceeding into my classroom later on at school, i noticed this ang moh speaking realllly fluent japanese. haha. i envy foreigners who can speak foreign tongues fluently. well, that's my target in mind.

Japanese class at Ikoma to me was more like a review, a touch-up of the stuff which i had already self-studied. it's really seldom that i actually get to learn stuff that i dont know. that's for JLPT 3 material. i like going ahead of the class guys, it makes me feel good in a certain way.

but for this saturday, i dropped the idea of buying my sweet-tooth lunch. usually, i would enter the doors of class, holding plastic bags full of doughnuts, but this time, i come into class empty-handed. my lunch is for today is self-prepared. Butter-Sugar sandwiches. and i come armed with more coins today, since my lunch is thirst inducing. i would make full use of the vending machine.

i'm dressed black from head to toe today. black long sleeved shirt + black jeans + black ankled socks + black shoes + black bag. hahah, it was fucking hot when i left my house to go to school as the sunlight as killing. but things change when im in the classroom. the skies turn really dark and soon it was pouring. perfect dressing for this weather.

420pm.

left class way quicker than usual. i have somewhere to go.

6pm.

i got a little pissed from waiting so long for people. thankfully i had my macbook.

7pm.

seems that the pleasure derived stimulation just doesnt feel as good as before. it cant be the skill level. what's wrong with me this evening? i lay flat, stared into the ceiling. after about 45 minutes or so, i ended it. the feeling's good but the experience as a whole was just average. maybe doing it with the lights off wasnt such a good idea. i need to SEE.

9pm.

accompanied my friend to Admiralty as she wanted to get her eye products. i saw Macdonalds and immediately got attracted to it because of the free WIFI. but before that, went to have late dinner at the kopitiam on the 2nd level. this place is HUGE, but the ventilation was awful. sat directly under the blowing aircon, but it was a mistake when it started leaking into my food. fuck.

bought WANTON noodles again. dont mind me, i just have this bad habit of trying out almost stall that sells WANTON noodles just to check out how good they actually prepare it. but so far, NONE have beaten the standard of the stall near to my school. haha.

SUNDAY.

i rushed off for music class at CITYHALL. but i got stuff all wrong la. i forgot that class for this month was supposed to be at 11am, and i went at 3pm. shit. teacher was annoyed, and said she couldnt teach me now as she had a student in the class now, so my class would be extended next week. but luckily i didnt come for nothing la, i came to take my ABRSM grade 5 theory slip. i got 74/100 which is gay. apparently, it's really weird that i scored 2/10 for the MELODIC INTERVALS section, which i consider, one of the easiest sections ever. wtf man. throughout all my mock tests, i had full marks for that section. but ok la, i still passed.

and TONIGHT, i cant wait for a big, big soccer match. Manu VS Arsenal. i'll support ManUTD for sure, but i dont think this will be an easy game for them since Arsenal is pretty much a powerful team. and YESTERDAY, Chelsea lost to Liverpool. hahah! im so happy that Chelsea lost!

now im admiring the late afternoon skies. it's just so pretty. the cloud formations. it's been so freaking hot today, and now im wishing for a heavy downpour.

and nice, my parents just went out. i have the time to myself, ALONE. this is certainly the best feeling.

before i end, here's a picture of a Sleeping Beauty on the MRT.




alright. im off.


when memories fade
we've got each other
when time and confusion collide
when friends walk away from each other
i hold it all when i've got you.

Purple Rose;
1:30 AM