Tuesday, February 27, 2007
back to update again. im feeling damn bored now thats why. i wish i have my ex-ex-girlfriend in room now to give me a blowjob. that would be sweet of her. ok ignore that im just being bo liao. it's currently 1213am now, officially a WEDNESDAY, since it's beyond midnight. actually, i have quite a few options to keep me busy, but im just feeling purely lazy now to do anything else. so i decided to blog instead.
like a few days ago, one of the forums i frequented had a thread on YISHUN MRT DEATH. and also, the threadstarter had pasted a link of the video of some guy's successful suicide attempt at Yishun MRT, taken early December last year. at first, after i watched it, i thought it was fake. because it was supposedly CCTV footage of the the suicide, but one thing bothered me as the video footage was rather SHAKY, and CCTVs in MRT stations dont shake.
anyway, i cant find the link of that video again, as it had been taken down already. so i'll just briefly explain the contents of the video. there are TWO suicide videos, both at MRT stations. the Yishun MRT clip lasted about 40 seconds, and it started with a normal CCTV footage of commuters waiting for the next train. at about the 32 second mark, when the MRT was slowly approaching the platform, a man slowly crawled out from under the platform and laidd still on the track. the question is, how the fuck did he get down there in the first place?? didnt anybody see? then the MRT comes and runs him over. end of video. he laid on where the MRT wheel moves on, so im guessing that his body got cut into half upon contact. ew. ok.
SECOND CLIP. ok this one was around last year. it's at Admiralty MRT instead, and this is a way faster clip. 18 seconds runtime. so this clip starts out very similarly to the Yishun one, only this time, instead of someone crawling out from under to go onto the tracks, a guy at the extreme end of the platform dashes onto the tracks once the MRT approaches. sick death.
what a pity both clips got deleted. anyway, i still didnt believe those clips were genuine until i read the papers, it had an article on it, and the clips were GENUINE. ok, so now im a believer. explaining the shaky footage, some MRT staff apparently taken the video with his cellphone, and uploaded it onto the internet world. hahah, he's in dipshit if he gets caught.
back to life.
now's currently PROJECT WEEK, meaning there's no school for this week. nice. actually MONDAY, there was a replacement class in the morning. at 9am. but i overslept. damn. i woke up at 11am instead. showered, and went down to meet my friends below. we're playing soccer.
wore my old secondary school shoes. size FIVE. my feet's a size seven, but i just forced my feet in, i had no other shoe to wear. and it was super uncomfortable.
ok and i played really badly. my left foot had a stinging feel. so it really sucked. and i got rammed in the head by the ball. luckily it's HEAD, and not FACE. or else i would say hello to broken glasses. to be specific, the ball hit me in the ear from about 3 meter range. ouch.
and soon it started pouring. and we all shared a cab home. it was damn close anyway. we just didnt wana get wet any further.
upon reaching home, i threw the shoes off my feet, and it revealed 2 fresh blisters. bathing was a torture. but i have a reason to be happy. i just got my copy of WORLD OF WARCRAFT from justin, so hurriedly went to install it. 4 discs. installation was like almost half an hour. but since it's an MMORPG, patching the game took AGES. i finally got done patching at 7pm.
showered and took a quick shut-eye.
1130pm.
changed again, wearing casual home clothes(i was in pyjamas earlier) went to jalan kayu for supper with kulon. that asshole. didnt even know where to stop, and he didnt even believe me when i told him 86 goes to jalan kayu, dickhead. just happened to call him down to accompany me to have supper as he's like the only guy i know who's sporting enough to go out at late hours.
ordered my usual. 2 cheese pratas. milo peng. then he spotted a hot lady. hahah. actually, her face is just OK, not really strikingly pretty or cute. just pleasant looking, but her most attractive part would be her LEGS. hahah. we kept staring. then later she suddenly found out and kept staring in our direction and we had to faster pretend to gobble down our food. she was wearing really SHORt shorts thats why. but again, her legs are killer. her boyfriend/husband with her that night must have been married to her legs.
1245pm.
finished our meal. i had no other plans. so i went home, and asshole got a free ride from his cousin who drives. thank god for his cousin or else he would have to WALK home hahaha, and he lives deep in sengkang so walking home would take 90 years. i bought a peach flavored alcoholic drink and walked home from there. it's ok, because i have a straight route down directly to my house. but it gets pretty creepy at night. the alleys are dark.
130am.
i was sweating like a bitch. thankfully i left my room's airconditioner running, so when i entered my room, i was greeted by HEAVEN's AIR. it's super shiok. stripped to my boxers, hopped onto my computer chair, and booted up WORLD OF WARCRAFT.
played a quest with jingguang. it's so fun. but i have yet to get used to the combat system. NOW, the servers are under maintenance, so, shit.
it sucks having to bend my neck the hold the phone while playing WOW at the same time, just so i could communicate with my friend in the game.
cant wait for Marc to hold a WOW gaming fest at his home someday. all we need is the comfort of his giant home, full-blast aircon, a super fast internet connection, and tons of JUNK FOOD. hahah, i can guarentee that if we do that EVERYDAY, we would be too fat to move.
lastly, i read BOOK one of the NANA manga mishieru lent me. it's nice. i liked it. but this first book is one of a PROLOGUE, nothing really happened yet. but, the dialogue is pretty much similar to the MOVIE itself. cant wait to start on the 2nd book.
i noticed, one of the characters in the manga has a character similar to one of my friends. which is, a rather whiny girl, graduating from an allgirl high school, and EASILY FALLING FOR GUYS. ok. i absolutely hate girls with that character. they should plan to be a pornstar as a career.
hahaha, and i havent showered for the whole FREAKING DAY! ok, i woke up at 230pm, TUESDAY, and now's 1am, WEDNESDAY, hahaha almost 12 hours being a caveman.
my body clocked is fucked again. now im tooooo used to going to be at 4-5am. and i constantly get hunger pangs in the wee hour of the morning. but i have restocked my refrigerator with goods. now i have some frozen pizza. yum.
ok, im gonna play my PSP now GOODNIGHT.
your hands arent mine to hold.
Purple Rose;
8:14 AM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
k hello. me is back. last week was rather a slack week for me hahah. firstly, to kick start this entry. it's obvious that i had changed the main picture of my blog. because i find the old picture really outdated and annoying. and also, the font, from boring red to some mixture of colors. all thanks to LIZHI. i dont hate her anymore la. i used to hate her for the past few weeks after i got really hotheaded when she retorted back at me. me and my big ego huh. so im now back to being the nice guy i had always been. P.S. Lizhi, you are still short. dont murder me ok. i will shut up once u go beyond 155cm. not that much of a high target right?
ok here goesss.
TUESDAY. (last week)
i woke up like umm.. 230pm. kulon called and asked whether i was still coming over his home. i said yes, and i went back to sleep. his home is in sengkang, like a stone's throw from my place. um, not really, but it's still NEAR la. like reachable within 15 minutes. provided the bus not being a bitch.
330pm.
reached his house. ok, his friends are all girls. and they are busy mahjong-ing in his living room. so i just ignored their presence and went directly to his room. stayed there for over an hour, using his computer. no lifer right? because im anti-social wat duh.
then later. i went up to the living room, ignoring their presence again, and watched Jackass 2 on his TV. he bought a pirated copy somewhere, and the quality was super GRAINY. it's a fucking pain to watch, but the jokes are still funny. Jackass is known for their extreme and crude jokes. but i just cant stand puke scenes. it's out in theatres here, but rated R21. hahah, i watched it despite having his female friends around, who look 14-15.
7pm.
went over the CP to have dinner with his friends. they are also super anti social la. they decided to eat at Jack's Place, i was reluctant, but heck, i just had to follow the crowd, or else i'll be left out with nothing else to do nor go. Jack's Place at that time was apparently full, so the dude working there told us we had to wait around 10 minutes. so, we agreed.
and it didnt seem anything like 10 minutes at all.
more like 1/2 hour.
sat at this really long table. with the 7 of us. i ordered the cheapest thing ever on the menu. some seafood basket. the food was nothing special, it's just a normal type of "nice". then like 10 minutes before we actually finished eating, 2 girls in our group had to leave for a reason i dont know why. then when we settling the bill, which was $99, the money we had compiled only amounted to $60+. DIU.
the girls started forking out more coins, and it was still not enough so i volunteered to pay the rest. but kulon has to pay me back la duh. so... i paid $26 for an $11 meal. ouch.
WEDNESDAY.
ahhhh. fuck. why isnt today a HOLIDAY!! mom woke me up at 7am. and i responded by just pulling a pillow over my head. so, you all guess whether i got go school or not.
THURSDAY.
self-declared a holiday.
went out still, because i had some group meeting in the evening. went out early, ended up meeting muneh first, went to CINE, to meet his friend(s) he told me his friend was lesbian. so. i was like OK. but i think she's fat. but she has boobs.
6pm.
great. i got information to meet at Raffle City's starbucks for meeting, and none of them were even there. so yah, i got pang-sehed.
730pm.
had dinner at jalana kayu with muneh. paid a dollar for that whore. because he had "not enough money" i was being kind. because everyone who is close to him will know he is the worst liar in the universe.
FRIDAY.
lazy to say anything about this day.
SATURDAY.
met michelle at hougang MRT in the late morning, to have lunch with her and her cousins before our japanese class. and i was sticking to her "plan". when i reached, i thought i was late, because in nature, im always late. anyway, i was really late. then i didnt see her at all, i started to panick a bit. so i smsed her. then.. no reply. so i called. ok la, shes there.
went to LIDO's movie floor for lunch. i find her really quiet.
watched NANA on my laptop. while i got my KFC lunch.
then her 2 cousins came. and IMMEDIATELY, i literally became a WALL.
sometimes they whisper. i wonder. what are they talking about?
120pm.
today is probably the only day im early for class.
420pm.
i left ikoma in a flash. im meeting my friend who lives like on totally another side of the island. on my way, i saw michelle and her cousins. i got a little pissed at what happened earlier. and i comtemplated about waving BYE to her. in the end, i just walked off without doing anything.
8pm.
my heart was left in tatters. because...... because..........
because.........
because...........
because............................
my CELLPHONE is SPOILT!!
how dumb of me. i placed my phone on a spot where there was a lot of water dripping. so no matter what button i pressed, only one stupid menu kept coming out. so. my keypad's as good as dead. i was really moody for the rest of the night. i didnt feel like talking to my friend at all too, even though she was accompanying me.
a cellphone is really essential to me. like, i cannot live without it.
so i went to macdonalds, to find a way to chill. so i wont feel so down. had an apple pie, and that outlet was streaming an EPL match which had Manchester UTD against Fulham, so my spirits got lifted temporarily.
11pm.
before leaving, i took out my "deaD" phone just to check the time. and then.... my phone's BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN.
now this is what i call a MIRACLE.
: D
SUNDAY. (today)
just a few hours back. i had a little father-and-son bonding session. i practised soccer with my dad at the open field near my place. we practised for like an hour, and it was kinda fun, even though my long passes are quite atrocious. a scene like this rarely happens. probably the first in 10 years.
one picture before closing this entry. these things look a lot like styrofoam to me, but they are ICECREAM. hahah.i find them cute. they taste alright too.
umm. im pretty tired now. so goodnight.
choose the one who really loves you more.
Purple Rose;
4:41 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
hahah. forgot to update again. this time with a wider day gap than before, probably the biggest. ok la, since my memory is not that fantastic, i'll blog focussing more from Valentine's Day and later.
but first, the most obvious thing is that my sister's back from australia. apparently for some reason, she quitted her job there, and is coming back here permanently. k i have to say that's a really dumb move by her. singapore sux like hell, it's so hot and humid, rude people around, is a small and boring place. ok so in short, she's dumb.
but at least she brought back my CD i was awaiting for. actually, i already have most of this band's songs on my ipod, but im just getting the CD for the unreleased content, and DVD extras. great stuff.
oh ya, she came back last saturday. she brought back some chocolate eggs. and one more bigger chocolate egg with SOMEMORE chocolates inside, that's the nicest shit, wanted to take a pic of it but sorry i ate more than half of it already haha.
ok now on 14.2.2007
Valentine's Day.
super sian to kick off the day with an AURAL class in the freaking early morning.
as usual, this class is a killer. we finished at 11am.
the first thing in my mind was to GO HOME. but before blasting over the overhead bridge to the bustop, i observed that many girls were carrying giant plastic bags, some with flowers, aww, thats so sweet.
went home to take a short nap, before changing of plans to meet EELING to study japanese at mac below my place.
hahah, and i was late.
we studied till like 430pm. it was quite an irritating environment to study in after 2pm la, because the secondary kids from the cheena school nearby start pouring in. and they were noisy as hell. kodomotachi. and i saw this one particular girl, who didnt sit properly, and revealing her panties. and so, i saw it, blue colored. no big deal. it's like she's indirectly inviting zaogeng cameramen.
went back home later to change to meet my another friend. ok, since im meeting her for the evening, i wouldnt consider this as my "date". it's just some casual meeetup with a friend, and dinner at some regular coffeeshop. we saw lots of couples around the mall nearby. aiya, i have to admit that i do feel envious of them sometimes.
FRIDAY evening.
was supposed to go to the pasar malam nearby with a small group of people. but in the end, a liar lied, and the rest pulled out last minute. so, i just met sha li to go hougang mall in search of carrot's bdae present. accidentally stepped on her heels like over a thousand times and she got really annoyed AHHA. ok so we found it, had dinner at Mcdonalds, and went back.
There is currently some sort of Funfair near hougang MRT now, and it has quite a selection of rides. but the biggest attraction is the FERRIS WHEEL duh. it's 30meters tall. but what turns me off is the price for one ride, which is a whopping $7.50 i guess this is understandable as for the efforts they took to bring such a big ride to the heartlands. i stared at the ride from a distant. it sure looks nice. but i guess this ride is more catered to COUPLES. how romantic it is to sit in the cabin, going high up, enjoying the breeze and view.
SATURDAY.
something sucks about this weekend. there's no JAPANESE CLASSES due to CNY. i woke up at 11am, and it feels weird that i need not rush to bathe to get ready for class. basically stoned at home for the whole day.
SUNDAY.
happy chinese new year. lazy to elaborate what happened in the day. but in the evening, met the fellow japanese meetup guys, and went walking around town, chatting, and that's it. i feel it's kinda boring. but still, way better than stoning at home. by 1015pm, we all went our separate ways.
i didnt go home, i went to sengkang to meet up with some old friends that i havent met in a thousand years. ok, and Jerry is as cocky as ever. no difference. and kulon seems a little better. so it's just the 3 of us, we had NOTHING in mind, so this adds on more to the boredom. so later, we finally decided to go 7 eleven to chill. i bought an alcoholic drink of whiskey mixed with green tea, 8 percent alcohol. hahah so surprising the staff didnt ask me for my ID.
at around 12+ am, jerry was the mood spoiler, suddenly said he wanna go home. how much boring-er it can get when someone leaves, so i went over to kulon's house to watch a movie called MAN-THING. hahah stupid title rite. he said the movie's M18, so im guessing it's just from the blood and gore, but after watching the first 2 minutes of the movie, i understood why it's smacked with the M18 logo.
there was this couple kissing like hell on a boat. then the girl suddenly took off her top revealing her "goods" in full view of the camera. ok. so now i get it.
this movie is kinda dumb. not even halfway through the movie, kulon suddenly went to sleep. so i watched the rest alone. after the movie ended, it was only 3am. no way in hell do i wanna go home now and take a cab. so i just browsed through websites, listening to music streaming from myspace all the way till 6am before waking him up because i really wana go home to take the first bus back.
reached home and the sky was still pitch black. the time was 635am. showered, and went to bed at 730am, by that time the sky was quite bright already.
TODAY. (monday)
what a boring way to spend the 2nd day of CNY. woke up at around 4pm, and now im blogging to a plate of 4 day old fried rice. original plan was to go to Marc Chia Peng Deng's giant house to have lunch. but somehow, he cancelled it because the rest of the dudes cant make it. and i have another option, which is to go to Low-san's place for a game of cards, but i just didnt feel like going la, because i cant get anyone to go with me, i will feel DEAD lonely for sure.
ok and so, now im still clad in pyjamas. i have no plans to shower, because i have nothing to DO. if only i had my copy of World Of Warcraft now, at least i could be devoured into the online world of MMORPG, rather than staring at the wall.
one picture before i end of this entry. this was taken when i was damn bored in the MRT last week, going back from somewhere i cant remember.
this person slept in this position for like 30 minutes. there was a moment where her mouth opened the biggest ever, but i wasnt fast enough to capture that moment. hahah.
ok, till then. i'll blog again if anything ever interesting happens. bye.
Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing
Purple Rose;
12:36 AM
Monday, February 05, 2007
hello. havent blogged in exactly a week. been lazy over the weekend that's why i couldnt bring myself to log into my blogger account and start blogging away. i almost forgotten what had happened over last week, but i'll say that last week was a very slack week for me. aiya. this school seriously needs a change in lesson times for certain days. we hate having breaks as long as frigging 6 hours in between lessons! it's long enough for me to book a hotel, screw a girl, then go play pool, watch movie, and then come back to school for lessons and still be early.
sometime last week. i went with my friend to Daiso at IMM, Jurong East. but before that, i was at her place, just to kill time, then i saw a nice pair of shades, put it on for fun and started cam-whoring. hahah, cam-whoring is so a girl's thing. i wonder why am i even doing it in the first place -_-
ok, and then, i was being bo liao, i saw her cat(a domestic house cat, not vagina) resting at one tiny corny of the kitchen. then i took a lot of random stuff and made a barrage around her, in other words, trapping the cat from coming out. but it was done out of boredom, so this is not considered cruelty to animals. but the cat didnt even move a single bit. no fun. not even an attempt to get out. sian.
later that night, we went shopping at IMM's Daiso. that place rocks. really. everything going for $2, i bought quite a lot of shit there. firstly, i bought a mirror, because i need it to check every angle of my head whenever im styling my hair before going out. k, go ahead, call me a vainpot. then bought some random tidbits, but bought the wrong flavour of cookies. shit. one cute banner, and a sign in japanese to hang and paste at my room door. it's so cool la. i wanna buy a LOT more stuff if i got somemore spare money.
then i came across something interesting in the kid's section.
this kinda reminds me of AV. HAHA. ok. i slap myself. though it's meant for little girls, i think some older girls wearing them might still look cute in it, depending they have the looks for it. if a fat teenage girl wears it, the sight of her will make me puke my intestines out. and so, this cute cat ears thingi, my friend bought it.
SATURDAY.
class was a little different today. not because the style of teaching of my sensei changed, but because there was some new people in class. and of that "new people" there was someone who stood out. but not in a very good way la. first of all, this "special" person, looks realllllllllly young. around 12 i guess. and the weird thing about her was, she couldnt stop fidgeting in class, and wouldnt keep quiet. like she keeps talking to the lady sitting at the same table as her, but that lady was like not even listening to her at all. hahah. more of unaware that she's actually talking to her.
and sometimes, sensei would ask her to keep quiet. im not insulting her la, i think she might have a minor disorder. attention-deficit-disorder. im not making this up. she reminds me of one my of ex-classmates back in sec school. in my NA class, there was this guy who's really WEIRD. he's our age but he acts really retardedly and likes chewing on erasers, stationary, bla bla. but i feel for him sometimes because he always got bullied. but despite his minor retardedness, he's a math-WHIZ. hahah.
hahah. i wonder. i have been in this class for more than a year, and i dont even have a single MSN contact from anybody in class. maybe i should be more sociable in class next time.
MONDAY. (today)
i woke up kinda early. but it's one of those days in again. when i thought i was going to reach school on time. i was suay enough to miss my bus just when i alighted at the bustop, and waiting for the next one to arrive is such a DRAG. i waited for like 15 minutes, got really fed-up, and flagged a cab to go to school from serangoon.
goodbye $7.50
i'll miss you.
i paid money for punctuality.
in the first class of the day, i was reallllly hungry. so i secretly ate a chocolate chip muffin in class. it was really good. and theory class was a breeze today, i did all those questions without any hassle. it feels good when i know my stuff.
130pm, one of the most boring-est lectures.
some of my friends borrowed my laptop and started watching porn in class. ok. our "classroom" is something like a movie theatre, so u can figure out yourself how we are seated. so there's no way the teacher could see what's behind our laptops, unless she walks up to us and sees whether we're actually copying down her notes or doing some other shit.
230pm.
SCHOOL's OUT.
saw a group of school friends nearing the bustop i was at. they walked pass me like i wasnt there. what "friends" they are. but not all la, minus some who talked to me back in school, at least they were nice. i kinda got used to this situation already.
went over to Old Airport Road and had the usual meal. the ever-tasty WANTON noodle. it really never fails to please my tastebuds.
took the MRT back this time, but i didnt feel like going home so fast yet since it was so early. instead, i went to Hougang Mall's Macdonalds to use their free but slow internet connection and also grab a drink and do my japanese work. something leaves me astonished while i was there.
i bought my drink, and went over to sit at a table where there was a power socket below, then one lady staff was clearing and wiping the table. i stood and waited, after she finished she said something funny to me.
Staff : Miss, you can tell me if you ever need anything.
Me : errrr ok. (wtf? miss? im a boy leh. since when Mcdonalds had this "butlery" service.)
and so, i did my japanese homework diligently, and the internet was of good use whenever i needed to use the online english to japanese dictionary. i love green tea soooo much. there was this group of school kids sitting at the end of the the row, their presence was oblivious to me not until.... one of them starting blasting pop tunes from his cellphone. it was a little loud, and the music was decent so i was alright with it, not until he starting SINGING to it. and omg, his voice is really CROAKY.
then soon a group of ah lians came and made a lot of noise. the music from my ipod saved me partially from their noise-making, but sometimes they were even louder than the blasting music in my ears.
became a nerd till like 6pm before i packed up and left.
i feel so lazy now. so tired. i'm off. good night.
i'm leaving.
just when you thought it's over
it had only just begun
do me a favour, and dont even think of me now.
Purple Rose;
4:26 AM
