So easy,

Monday, March 26, 2007

hello. it's been a while. firstly, now i'm little annoyed because i have a group presentation tmr, i went to the assigned place for the meeting and great, nobody was there. pang-sehed by my group members for 2 days already. if i knew this would happen, i wouldnt rush like a mad fucker home, put down stuff, grab my laptop and go back to school again for NOTHING. and one more thing, our group till now still has no assigned leader, and this guy keeps scolding us, sorry man, but i absolutely HATE bossy people like you. fine, if you volunteer to lead, thats ok, but you're totally leading in a wrong way. asshole.

i'm a little anxious on the presentation tomorrow. i did my part of the work assigned to me, but was told that it was not enough. argh, we'll sort things out by tonight. group work aside, on to other things.

today in school, i missed the first lesson of the day, i freaking overslept. thanks to my inability to discipline myself. i cant stop playing WOW last night. kinda got hooked to the wee hours of the morning. took a cab to school, damage = $8.60, Verdict = still late for the second class of the day. and got marked absent. what luck, a n00b taxi driver picked me up. i said "MOUNTBATTEN ROAD." then i got a big HUH from him -_- so i just told him to aljunied road and i'll lead him from there to my school.

he drove super slow. i think if i had a bicycle, i already cycled to school faster than taking this dreaded cab. got to school, and standing at the door was my programme LEADER, so i kinda chickened out and starting walking in the opposite direction. then i saw SAM, he asked me just go, so i went in with him, at least i dont experience the embarassment alone.

i needed to see my programme LEADER in his office tmr at 2pm, and i know that wouldnt be a good thing. shit.

i havent eaten anything for the whole day, and after that class ended, went over to the coffeeshop for some chitchat, and lunch, supposedly, but odd, i didnt have the appetite to eat at all. all i had was a drink.

backtrackking.

WEDNESDAY. (march 21st)

k. it's my birthday. i woke up early, and was punctual for lesson at school. only one girl wished me happy birthday in school. and the rest didnt even know it was my birthday. sad. i'm still a shadow in my course. but thanks to all of you who bothered to wish me! you guys made my day, really. got a deathnote necklace from her as a gift. i feel touched. though my presents are decreasing drastically over the years, i've come to learn that presents aren't everything. it's the sincerity that matters.

dinner, 830pm.

cabbed down to NEWTON CIRCUS. i didnt eat anything for the whole day as i was preparing for this feast. i got what i wanted. my SEAFOOD, yet again, unlike last week's seafood dinner, this one was way better. because i had LOBSTERRR. it was great la. and ya, there were quite a number of japanese tourists there too. hahah. pretty girls.

lobster. this plate alone costed $48. ouch.

assortment of other dishes. the chilli on the kangkong is the best shit. stingray got gobbled up within 2 seconds.

my one and only birthday present from her.

k, i ate till i was super full. and i found it difficult to move out of my seat. lol.

1130pm.

got home, everyone's tired, and most have gotten into bed, i took out my birthday cake, cut it, made a wish, ate one slice. alone. my birthday resolution for this year is to be super fluent in japanese. i'll embrace this year fully, because this is my last year in teenagehood. next year i turn 20, i feel damn old already.

Japan fund 2007 has been rather stagnant lately, because i'm a spendthrift bitch. better start saving up again.

THURSDAY.

stepped into school for less than 5 minutes, stepped out, and ended up watching a movie with Joel and his classmates. lol. watched Mr Bean Holiday. it was spastic humour, worth a good laugh, but the ending was just illogical. an alright movie. i give a 3.5 out of 5. CARLSON CLAY. lol. those who watched the movie will know this character, and how annoyingly funny he is the movie.

SUNDAY(yesterday)

got an appointment at KIMAGE. i finally did a technical perm on my hair. well, there are pros and cons to it la. firstly, i like how the middle part of my hair curls mixed with straight hair, but i find that he made my fringe a little curly too, which is something i greatly detest. and also, my hair's texture became extra dryer, just like HAY. i'm lazy to take a pic of my hair now. but one thing for sure, i sure regretted cutting my hair around 2 months earlier. because the bitch thinned my hair like crazy. a perm would look way nicer on hair with more volume.

for tonight (monday), i'll try my best to turn in before 3am, and stay away from WOW. or else.

so lonely inside, so busy out there, and all you wanted was somebody who cares.

Purple Rose;
5:23 AM