update: there wont be any more further updates by me now, till i can entangle myself out of this mess. period.
Purple Rose; 7:37 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Days pass and i still dont feel any better. being gloomy like 24-7. i havent got the mood to stay online for long these past few days, in those 2 MSN accounts, all i do is check email, and offline i'll be. i just dont feel like talking to anyone. sorry.
i rely on chocolate to keep my spirits up, but only temporarily.
how fucked up it feels when you're given false hope, not realizing it, and in the end, you just dont get what you've always longed for.
something that i've always anticipated for. and now?
i really hate you for this.
Purple Rose; 9:19 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
my life is screwed. my dreams are crashing down afterall.
Purple Rose; 7:18 AM
PROFILE
Kai or Kyle
sour 19
doesnt really intiate a conversation on MSN first, for some odd reason
music is his passion
has severe insomnia sometimes
loves to eat
aspires to become a real NINJA
wants a ragdoll kitty bad
Tokyo is his next dream holiday destination
fucking hates short hair
hates chelsea
driving license -__-
new shoes
to get out of NS as soon as possible
to be proficient in Japanese Language
to not be late when meeting up with friends
to stop spending unnecessarily
to try to crawl out of his anti-social shell
new PIANO!
more and MORE new MANGA to kill boredom spells
a shopping buddy : (
get to know more new friends.
more tops and jeans
get my lazy ass down to composing songs again