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Thursday, June 21, 2007

hi "all". short update. today the 21st of June. had about 9 hours of sleep only in the afternoon as i woke up at 4am in the morning and couldnt get back to sleep. Wonderland shut it gates to me. sian. so i just layed around in darkness for a while before realizing i was damn hungry. didnt get to eat much the day before because when i was on the way home in MRT, had one of the worst stomach cramp attacks in my life. felt like im pregnant. first time.

now freaking hungry again, 8pm. waiting in desperation for food to be delivered home.

parents now having dinner together outside somewhere. so lomantic huh. at least getting to know that your parents love each other. makes me feel grateful for this. i have a friend, her family seems cheerful, as in her relationships between her brothers and her is fine, no mishaps or whatever, but between her parents, it's a totally different story. and surprisingly she doesnt seem the least bit affected. like i get to know, her parents dont sleep on the same bed, they dont talk to each other, but living in the same house, and even her father is seeing another woman. if i were her, my life would be a nightmare.


havent bought my Ito Yuna CD yet. woke up too late today so logically i wont have the mood to go out, unless i have some outside activities. this holiday may be even longer than what i somehow expected. i'm just waiting for my fulltime japanese classes to start, and also, if it conditions are met, have pre-advance classes by August.

lvl 70 seems so near yet so far. im currently level 66, six bars away from level 67. cant wait to annoy those stupid ally lowbies.

recently my current slingbag has a foul smell emitting from the interiors. then crap, realized i had kept some food which im supposed to eat nong nong ago, but now it's like in a state of advanced decomposition. it's damn gross la. this bag looks so much like its in rags already. i'll use it till it gives way fully.


now currently having cravings for lasagna. and maybe, pizza again.

stupid cunt owes me a treat from the middle ages till now. makes me annoyed thinking of it.


i need a new bed seriously. this bed just feels damn uncomfortable to sleep in already. maybe cuz i've been using it since 2001. and it "broke" once over some minor secondary school brawls. sofa bed looks cool. paired with a mini fridge and nice HD tv would be cooler. that way the only reason for me leaving my room is to either shower or take a crap.


balcony jam sometime again, like the old times.


kokora ga mienakute
Purple Rose;
5:03 AM