So easy,

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

hiee. wa. ch*eby*! so bloody early in the morning now and i really cannot sleep. this lifestyle is getting retarded seriously. i guess it's hard to divert back to a normal sleeping habit of a human. well, it takes time. but i think it has to start off with not sleeping for an entire whole day just to tire myself out completely so the following day i'll just die on the bed.

the time now is 730am, wednesday morning. sister has left for work, and mom is going to leave soon. the natural sunlight emanates from behind my dark curtains, quite an eyesore for me since i've been in the dark for many many hours straight. the aircon is cold, the bed doesnt look a wee bit tempting. and im hungry.

i dunno y. it seems that every time before i wana try to "sleep" i would have a tummy roar. and images of macdonalds hotcakes would pop up in my mind. and temptations.... to dial 6777 3777. but why the fuck for when there's macdonalds directly downstairs. just being lazy to change again as im already clad in PJs. so i'll eventually try to "sleep" but will only sleep like 1 hour late after some blank staring into space.

yesterday, tuesday.

woke up late. fuck. expected. supposed to bathe by 1230pm, ended up putting the cell alarm clock to snooze and woke up at 130pm instead. so, fuck it, i dont bathe just leave the house lidat. today was alright. teacher said i played better! and gave me a small gift which was meant to be given on recital day, but i didnt go as i was late hahah. actually i did, but so many ppl inside, so i was too scared to go in so i went home.

k then after that, i went to raffles city to search for Donut Factory. timecheck, 330pm. ah, found it. i was wondering eh? y the queue so short, then i didnt realize the queue was cut into portions, and the end of the queue is blardyyyy far at the other end. these people not working meh?? it's a tuesday afternoon leh. needless to say, i wouldnt wana check out the queue on a p. holiday. the donuts look yummy though. if not for the queue i would have bought a box of a dozen already.

the basement of raffles city has some pretty nice snack outlets though. it's 330pm and i havent had a single meal, so i was damn hungry. originally wanted to try some australian pies, but diverted to eating some cheesy curry chicken snack instead over at Chippy's. not even spicy at all as it claimed to be >: (

in da MRT. something caught my eye once again. not chio bu this time la.

a group of students. not just ordinary students. but japanese students. quite a big bunch. so im guessing its another homestay programme. ahhh.

530pm, back home. furiously clicking away, gaming la. level 69 liaoz. one more level!!

oh, i had some seafood over at jln kayu as dinner with my family(rare), which is kinda weird, as that place is more known for their prata, but seafood?? their seafood was so-so only, and it took them forever to prepare. still, nothing beats the 1337 seafood over at NEWTON CIRCUS.

sister just made fun of my hair by saying it never looked wet before, so shes trying to say that my hair texture is really hay texture.

i need a better conditioner.

lastly, say whatever you want. like as what childish thing i did will even change anything, like you ever talk to me in the first place. i wonder why are you even affected by this by blogging it out, when i thought you said "ur not the type that gets pissed off easily, and it doesnt even matter anyway =)"

like you said, you're blessed to have more good friends, while i dont. so im basically just a shadow to you. i'l just mourn at the fact i'll always hide in the shadows, being an outcast. are you happy now?

so self-absorbed, you've seem to ignore

Purple Rose;
4:30 PM