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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

in between heavy slurps of hot steaming udon as im blogging. arghh. firstly have to say i feel like a big idiot. maybe my sex life is cursed or my expectations are way too high. i guess what i see really changes things. i feel so weak.

just now Iris called me up when i was in the hotel rolling around the bed. at least when my phone started vibrating i saw the number i was afraid of picking it up intially as i thought that could be the DEATH CALL that i would least expect. but heng ah, it's IRIS from IKOMA. bad news, my preadvanced classes wont fucking start until NEXT MONTH ARGHHHHHH. fucking extend the "break" to another 3 weeks. wtf am i supposed to do to kill time everyday??

zz. just sent an SMS to my former ikoma classmate, hope she has the job lobang that i could work for. i need $$$ badly to fulfil my needs. firstly, i wanna eat like a king without asking for extra $ from my mom because it pisses her off whenever i put the note beside my wallet every morning. secondly, i have the next 3 weeks to save up for my FFAF concert ticket, thirdly, my long awaited LAST haircut of the year. komachihair? i dont think i;ll have enough.

ew. my udon noodles turned soggy. no mood to eat already even thought it's my first meal of the day and it's 630pm in the afternoon.

surprisingly weird, sometimes when i wake up damn late, after a long 10 hour sleep, i would have no appetite to eat even though it's like 3-4 hours later. strange.

recently recovered from a bad cough, it took me like 2 days to recover. i seldom get sick so thats y. i knew why i had that bad cough. because i overdrank orange juice, like 12 glasses a day style. i got a thing for liquids so i can really drink alot, in equal to that, i piss hell lot also. havent been eating well lately, there's always no food at home. and my mother doesnt cook any dinner because shes too tired when she gets back, and my dad is always working late.

once in a while i would go over to the neighbour's to get some food, but sometime's their food suck balls. horrible.

in a bid to save $$ i wont go down to buy myself a meal or eat there. the kopitiam below like shit also.


yesterday, when i was in the kitchen at night, i noticed my neighbour upstairs, they like to leave their window open big big, it's like an open invitation for me to throw things inside. and i feel damn tempted to throw in a bombbag and see their reaction hahah.



temptations..... to throw stuff in like eggs or whatever garbage.


arr. i finished watching the whole season of GHost HUnt anime, and that leaves me with nothing else to watch. i wanna watch anime with a horror psychological theme, i dont like Naruto for some reason and as for Bleach, it's probably to late for me to watch now as i'm missing out on too many episodes. some recommendations please.

im tired. i guess im going to sleep realllllllly early tonight to make up for my irregular sleeping hours. night. it's been a bad day.

viewing girls as a sex object is probably one of men's greatest mistakes
Purple Rose;
3:20 AM